How long have you known?

[bluntforcemama]

I knew that I leaned towards submissive tendencies when I was in fourth grade.

 

[WriterDom]

I knew that I leaned towards submissive tendencies when I was in fourth grade.

Nice to see you posting here, Myst.

I started spanking in '96 and found out about bdsm in '97.

 

[Droogie15]

I found out at about 6 years old. I used to bind the wrists of the girl whom lived next door. I bound my own ankles for fun when none of my sub female friends were around. I clearly remember shutting a 5 or 6 year old girl in a cabinet while we were playing house. I was putting the baby to sleep, if I remember correctly. I have memories of intimidating my little second grade friends and benevolently possessing a non-sexual (but still instictively charged) roleplaying harem of girls when i was in second, third, and forth grade.

Any questions about specific events, I have a memory powerful enough to recall my Fourth birthday so feel free to ask.

 

[Betticus]

I knew that I leaned towards submissive tendencies when I was in fourth grade.

I was always very aggressive/violent towards males and protective of females. An ownership kind of thing/feeling. I just didn't have a label to put on it until recently. And since I've been on here I've been able to pinpoint and iron out things in my own past that have been growth factors for me. Both positive and negative.

Right now I'm pretty well centered but in public I have to have women around me to keep me calm. I don't know what that kind of thing is called. It is a touch type of thing. I have to be able to touch their skin and be close to them or have them touch me.

 

[graceanne]

I was young, that's all I know. I think six. And I actually didn't know that there were people like me until recently, so I hid it. But I would have fantasy's of being tied up, I would pinch myself and things like that. And as a teenager, I discovered pain to be a great stress reliever. *shrugs*
Grace

 

[Xelebes]

I've only been able to label my actions as submissive for only a short time now - mostly because I did not have a clear understanding of what the term "submissive actions" entailed. Knowing of certain acts that excited me? Grade 7 would be a good guess here.

 

[fallon2]

In

High School.


Loooooooooong story.

Pm (if you must) for details!

 

[Betticus]

I was young, that's all I know. I think six. And I actually didn't know that there were people like me until recently, so I hid it. But I would have fantasy's of being tied up, I would pinch myself and things like that. And as a teenager, I discovered pain to be a great stress reliever. *shrugs*
Grace

Welcome to Lit.

 

[esclave_PP]

I had been reading about it starting at 16 but got my first Master at 18.

 

[A Desert Rose]

This Friday it will be 3 weeks.


Wait a secooooond.... known what?

 

[Kajira Callista]

Re: Re: How long have you known?

This Friday it will be 3 weeks.


Wait a secooooond.... known what?

*giggles*

 

[Sir_Winston54]

"Known" ?? Hmmm...

I recall, at age 3 or 4, getting caught with the similarly-aged neighbor girl across my thighs, her panties around her ankles and my pudgy little hand beating out a tattoo on her butt (and getting my own soundly spanked shortly thereafter, lmao)...

I remember frequently giving my girlfriend of the week/month/grade a swat or two on the behind throughout my grade school and junior high school years...

And my first realization that spanking a compliant (and sometimes not-so-compliant) female was a sensual and sexual turn-on came at 14 (pm for details <g>)...

I first realized in my early 20s - say, 1971 or '72 - that there was such a thing as BDSM, it was what/whom I was, and that's what and whom I would (and will) always be.

So, at which of those points would one say I "knew?"

 

[Sir_Winston54]

"Known" ?? Hmmm...

Dreaded double post, not noticed for just under four years???

 

[A Desert Rose]

Re: "Known" ?? Hmmm...

I recall, at age 3 or 4, getting caught with the similarly-aged neighbor girl across my thighs, her panties around her ankles and my pudgy little hand beating out a tattoo on her butt (and getting my own soundly spanked shortly thereafter, lmao)...

I remember frequently giving my girlfriend of the week/month/grade a swat or two on the behind throughout my grade school and junior high school years...

And my first realization that spanking a compliant (and sometimes not-so-compliant) female was a sensual and sexual turn-on came at 14 (pm for details <g>)...

I first realized in my early 20s - say, 1971 or '72 - that there was such a thing as BDSM, it was what/whom I was, and that's what and whom I would (and will) always be.

So, at which of those points would one say I "knew?"

Oh okay... so it's been 3 weeks for you too, then. Cool.




LMAO... sometimes I just crack me up.

 

[graceanne]

Welcome to Lit.

Thank you.

 

[DVS]

Re: Re: "Known" ?? Hmmm...

Oh okay... so it's been 3 weeks for you too, then. Cool.




LMAO... sometimes I just crack me up.

I know a crack I'd like to go "up".

But, seriously, I knew when I was very young. I introduced a couple of "innocent" neighbor girls into the fun, and we didn't even know why we liked it.

But, to actually say I knew and why I knew was more like in my teens, after I found magazines of others doing the same thing we'd been doing.

 

[sweet4poison]

i realized at an early early age i was submissive. I sold myself to my sister as a slave when i was like 6 or 7. I would have totell her how to treat me though. She was not very good at it. lol.

 

[Netzach]

I was tying myself happily up with my jump rope at about 8 or 9, late bloomer I guess. No desire to include my little friends, but man I had fun.

 

[xPureAdorationx]

Just came across this.

When I was about eh lets go and say seven. I used to tie myself up. Or I'd take ductape and wrap it around my ankles and such and pretend I got myself kidnapped.

Then at about thirteen I would tick the guys off to see if they would corner me after school. Only got about three to do it and all of them were pansies.

Sixteen I found myself an unfortunately against the law master. Yeah my mother found out and sold him out to the police. He was only nineteen though though I guess that's two years over the age limit. Interpol let him off. I didn't say a thing haha.

seventeen I found out I was absolutely in love with spanking, whips, collars and ball gags.

Anyways after that I've had thousands of em. I never really knew I was submissive[though I have a tendency to switch sometimes] until I was about fourteen or fifteen.

 

[A Desert Rose]

I forgot how funny I used to be.



LOL

 

[Charlie0742001]

One of my first turn ons in the Dom/sub, BDSM world was when I watched my neighbor tie his busty 15 year old sister to a pole in their yad and her crying for him to stop and him just laughing the whole while. What a hard on I got from that!

 

[Charlie0742001]

Thim I was 12 or 13 at that time and I still remember it like it was yesterday. Now I enjoy doing the tying and especially the spanking!

 

[Lilith]

My mother says everyone has always said, "yes ma'am" to me since I was 2

 

[Essene]

EDIT: Okay so I walked away from this thread and got to thinking. I was born in '82, and when I was little my favorite movie was "Grease". My mother let me watch that thing like a couple of times a week when I was between the ages of 3-4. (We had it on VHS)

My poor mother if she knew would just die. She figured all of that adult stuff would go over my head, and for the most part it did, but little did she know that I waited all through that movie for the end. You know, when Olivia is wearing all black and leather...

I'm so laughing my butt off right now.