I'm an average 50 year old white male, currently recovering from some injuries received a couple years ago. I've had a LOT of time to think and fantasize about things I want to do sexually, and time in the hospital and with caregivers has fueled the fire. The injuries resulted in me being unable, for a large part of this time, to get an erection. The good news is that is seemingly healing itself. While under care and confined to a bed, I was at first ambarrassed by having to endure sponge baths, catheters, and bed urinals (with assistance), but soon came to enjoy them. I was most excited when a male nurse or whoever had to manipulate my genitals, or if it was a female and there was another person (people) in the room, including my wife. I would fantasize about me doing the same to them, especially the guys. This brings me to my question, and I look to a lot of you experienced folks for advice.
How do I find someone to make these things a reality? I know that I want to feel another man's cock and to make him cum. I want to see his cock go from soft to hard with excitement, and to caress his balls as I suck him. I want him to want to do the same to me, and I think I want him to want my ass, provided he is not too big. I don't care about age or looks as much as I care about him being clean and discreet. I don't care if it is a m/f couple as long as he is bi.
So, with all that said, how do I go about getting this done? I have no clue how to even approach someone or to find someone.
How do I find someone to make these things a reality? I know that I want to feel another man's cock and to make him cum. I want to see his cock go from soft to hard with excitement, and to caress his balls as I suck him. I want him to want to do the same to me, and I think I want him to want my ass, provided he is not too big. I don't care about age or looks as much as I care about him being clean and discreet. I don't care if it is a m/f couple as long as he is bi.
So, with all that said, how do I go about getting this done? I have no clue how to even approach someone or to find someone.