nobody's average all over babe; don't put yourself down, there will always be other people ready to do that for you; and there's nothing average about a woman who's upfront enough to acknowledge her sexuality; if i were in your area i'd sign up to help you out when you're horny (which actually seems to be a lot judging from your posts); keep your chin up and your legs spread and something, or someone, will turn up; or you could pm me for some hot emails
What Euro said....................don't put yourself down. Get out there and have fun! Or give us some ideas so that we may fulfill any fantasies (or other things you may have). Wish I was in MA to do that in person!