Hoping to provide enjoyment to someone who gains pleasure owning another.

[Helplessly_seaking_submission]

For years I have been struggling to bury my submissive side. I am married and while we have spoken about it my wife is not interested in any of it. Not quite sure how to explain this, but it is beyond sexual. It's a deep rooted part of me and one I cannot shake. I guess I should explain a bit more. I am classed as higher functioning autistic. This translates in this context into a need to both please and have a strict structure. As you can imagine lockdown has been very hard with all the uncertainty and it has just pushed my need for control to the fore in a way I can't bury any more. Sorry, I really shouldn't be talking about what I "need" and should really be focused on what I can do to serve. This is why I am looking for a genuine online owner, rather than Findom, I am hoping to find someone who truly gains pleasure knowing they "own" another person. Someone whose needs are met by having someone obey them. I know it is a long shot, but if you are interested please do message.

 

[cripple92996]

;loio

i will give you that structure provided you obey

 

[Helplessly_seaking_submission]

Many many apologies to people who have sent me PMs. I was trying to clear out some messages due to the 150 message limit and managed to delete them all. Please do not think I am ignoring you. I'm afraid I don't know which post people had seen to send me a message from so am having to post this under the three I did yesterday.

 

[cripple92996]

xx

Let me talk to you please