Well I'm to the point that I am addressing total strangers for advice when I know nothing about them nor they me , but, here goes nothing.
My Predicament, I am married 1 year now, love my wife, do not wish to be unfaithful but...
before I met my wife I was with quite number of women, I tried all sorts of things. One of my favorites, if not my favorite, was cunnilingus.
When I met my wife and discovered that she liked receiving as much as I like giving I thought my world was made. She didn't like receprecating but I didn't mind.
Problem is one other thing i liked was going down on her after I ejaculated. She balked from the very beginning saying that she couldn't stand to kiss me after I went down on her and even more-so when she had my sperm in her.
I let it go and i tried to ignore my desires but 2 months ago I met with a call girl who had agreed to allow me to peform this act. It turned out to be the most exciting sex I have ever had.
I've been back to see her 4 times since then but its getting expensive. I have contacted several women who I dated previously and they were very eager to have me perform this act for them.
I feel terrible, I dont want to be unfaithfull but I just have no control when presented with the opportunity to engage in this act.
I am starting to feel that maybe I should seperate and possibly get a divorce. I've told my wife of my deep desire for this act and that I dont think I can be happy without it but so far she has refused me.
What now??
My Predicament, I am married 1 year now, love my wife, do not wish to be unfaithful but...
before I met my wife I was with quite number of women, I tried all sorts of things. One of my favorites, if not my favorite, was cunnilingus.
When I met my wife and discovered that she liked receiving as much as I like giving I thought my world was made. She didn't like receprecating but I didn't mind.
Problem is one other thing i liked was going down on her after I ejaculated. She balked from the very beginning saying that she couldn't stand to kiss me after I went down on her and even more-so when she had my sperm in her.
I let it go and i tried to ignore my desires but 2 months ago I met with a call girl who had agreed to allow me to peform this act. It turned out to be the most exciting sex I have ever had.
I've been back to see her 4 times since then but its getting expensive. I have contacted several women who I dated previously and they were very eager to have me perform this act for them.
I feel terrible, I dont want to be unfaithfull but I just have no control when presented with the opportunity to engage in this act.
I am starting to feel that maybe I should seperate and possibly get a divorce. I've told my wife of my deep desire for this act and that I dont think I can be happy without it but so far she has refused me.
What now??
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