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[Elvenoff1]

Aston Rivers 26, http://cdnpix.com/show/imgs/8dd0a26b2a2ab12f3044f4690aa2862c.jpg closed up the stall when a soft hand touched his shoulder. He turned and looked eye to eye to his mother. “I have some good news for you” her face was beaming, a look that her mother hasn’t worn ever since father died a few years back. She and Aston has managed to keep the farm going with a few track winnings and working at some self employment opportunities that have panned out to be good moves for both of them.

“So what is this good news?” She began bouncing up and down. “She is coming home Aston, You sister is coming home from college this summer!” He put on a big smile and hugged his mother. “That’s great when is she getting into town?” he acted as he really cared. “She will be on the train at seven tonight at the station. Can you be there to pick her up? I have a night shift to pull at the hospital! They hired me! That is my other good news!” It was really good seeing her this happy Aston thought. “Mom, I have to feed the horses and clean out the a few more stalls before tonight so if you will excuse me I do need to get back to work.” She nodded, kissed him on the cheek and nearly bounced all the way back to the ranch house.

“That is just great!” He walked over to the stall with a heavy expression upon his face. His mind going back before she left a little over five years ago at all the times he wanted to forget. Those were the bad days around this place for he was always in torture for he was in love with his sister. He remembers that night that her boyfriend was caught fucking the home coming Queen under the bleachers she was so torn up that she came to him that night in his room crying and snuggled up to him. After taking to her for a few hours getting her all feeling better he made the mistake of kissing her and fondling her ample breast. She jumped up screaming at him and stormed out of the room. The very next week she was on her way to college and now she was coming home again. More mature, fuller filled out and older! How was he going to handle this, He pulled out his phone and looked at all the pics he had of her… How the Fuck am I suppose to do this! He could already feel his cock getting hard just by looking at her Pic and making her a little fuller in the right areas… FUCK!

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

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Bianca rivers
23

Bianca was coming home from college, she already had a job lined up, she had always wanted to be a veterinarian and her small town vets office was more then willing to give her a position, she couldn't have been more ready or excited. She would be staying with her mom for a little while, but she would be looking for a apartment as soon as she got settled. The only thing she worried about was seeing her brother.

She shook her head as she packed her bags, she didn't really have much mostly clothes, books pictures, and a few small things, she would catch a cab to the train station and then be ready to get home. She took a deep breath and thought about that day 5 years ago. The last thing she needed to think about was that day. She had already graduated from college but stayed behind to be a intern. She had missed her mother and her brother, but after her brother had kissed her, she was confused by her feelings for him.

She sighed, it wasn't as if she didn't want him to kiss her... But he was her brother it was so wrong.. Not to mention if mom found out, she worried what that would do to her. Chewing her lip, she realized it wasnt just he kiss, it was the fact that she was definitely in love with him and not in a sisterly way. She was so lost in her own head. He just had to kiss her she thought. They talked why she was away but neither of them ever brought the kiss up and at holidays and breaks when she visited home he avoided her... It hurt but it was probably for the best after all.

She would have avoided herself to had she been hit, considering she freaked out and flead his room after the kiss. They were always close and he had always been there for her.. But now she was home for good.. From the big city and she was more than happy to get back to her country roots. She just had to not look at Aston as more than her big brother. She wondered if he still felt the way he did.. Then she asked herself why that even mattered to her this was her brother.

They got closer after the death of there father, she wanted nothing more than to be with her brother, but she would never admit that to him, it was wrong, he was her own flesh and blood. She wished she wouldn't have left his room that night... She wanted him to kiss her forever, but for god's sake this was her brother. She shook her head again, telling herself Once more that it didn't matter how she felt they could never be together he was her brother and that was that she thought.

She didn't yell at him because he kissed her, she yelled at him for how it made her feel, she had imagined him kissing her dozens of times, but left it at that a fantasy that could never be. Fuck she thought. Maybe they could just bury thay night once and for all. She checked that night up to him just trying to console her maybe he didn't really even mean anything by it after all, could have just been a simple heat of the moment thing, she was sure he didn't feel the same way about him as he did her.

Finally she finished packing called the cab and then a hour later was headed home on the train, expecting her mother to be there to greet her.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Aston looked over his shoulders watching his mom making her way back toward the ranch house. He sighed heavily knowing that if he would get into a better mood she would know something was up and would be pressing the issue. An issue that was so Taboo that it would severely damage this family. His hand gripped the shovel handle a little harder fighting back the concern of the unknown. He didn’t know how he would react to her now, yes the images and his mind put a spark to his cock, but with mom in the area that would kill the mood and that was one ace he had up his sleeve to keep him from focusing upon Bianca.

He put the phone away and looked down the rows of stalls. He could use the excuse that he would be too busy down here to stay and chat with her and mom when she got here. Why did he have to be so stupid and seek comfort in his Sister? There were plenty of ladies here that would accompany him on a date anytime he asked them. But the problem was they weren’t half as a woman than Bianca was back then and if he couldn’t keep his hands and lips off of her then, what the fuck is he going to do now knowing she would be much better. He shook his head in disbelief on what was going on.

He swallowed hard, as the memories of her flashed across his mind, back then her body was perfect, she smell like the most erotic garden known to man and now! Fuck what was he going to do! He could feel the heat growing down in his stomach for just now he felt that little devil making it’s presence known. He had to kill the sensations that was sweeping across him, for now he had to go get her at the station. What was he going to say to her? How was he going to act? Could he control his raging hormones when looking into her eyes? He didn’t know these answers but he best find them for if mother found out about his feeling toward Bianca it would kill her.


He pushed all of that out of his mind for it’s been awhile and maybe she has someone special and that would entice his jealousy but would curve the carnal lust that he had for her. That night when she came crying and seeking comfort he wished he had a better sense of judgment and control none of this would be happening./

He pulled up to the station nervous as fuck. He continued to look at the ground for not wanting to see her in full stride toward him. He had that feeling in his gut as if he was going to met his girlfriend for the very first time. He sat down at the terminal waiting patiently greeting people that he knew as they made their way around .

Then he saw her! She was fucking gorgeous! He swallowed hard while his eyes traveled down her form. He could already feel his cock stiffen and press against his pants. He looked at her with that same look he had five years ago. He walked toward her, “Hello Bianca,” he was able to whisper to her…

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

During her ride home from college she had alot of time to do some thinking...and though she tried not to think of her brother that was near impossible. Staring out at the window she wondered why of all the men in her small town she had to fall for her own brother. She took a deep breath, she wanted nothing more then to forget the way she felt about Aston. What would it be like now, it wasn't as if she were coming home for the holiday or break she was coming home for good.

He was everything a girl could want in a man, smart, hot, funny, loyal, hardworking, generous.. And always there for her when she needed him. She shook her head and turned to trying to read to get her brother out of her head. She couldn't concentrate on the book. She needed to think of something else, but what. She chewed on her lip, wondering how to get over her brother. How did one even get over there own brother.

Maybe it was just infatuation she thought, no she knew better than that. Fuck my life she Thought to herself. Maybe it meant more to her, the kiss she thought. She had a headache now, having all these thoughts. She needed a distraction but nothing was working. Really she thought, what the hell was she supposed to do about this. She ran her fingers through her hair. If he hadn't been such a good brother would she feel this way, yes she would.

She had to relax, or her mother would catch on, as would her brother. She didn't want to think about that night, she felt like he hated her after that. When the train started to pull in, she needed to calm herself down. Her heart was racing even though it was her mom picking her up. Once the train stopped she grabbed her luggage. She knew she couldn't avoid her brother forever. She bit her lip as she came off the plane.

She looked for her mom but didn't see her, then she spotted him and her heart stopped. He was even hotter then before, her heart was racing. She slowly walked towards him with a smile. She smiled when he said her name. "Aston." She says softly could he hear the tone in her voice.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Fuck, she was hot as ever! Aston swallowed he watched the way her hips swayed, to the very way that her breasts moved with those hips. He always loved looking at her when she was in track and field. Talk about have a hard on everyday he had to masturbate under the bleachers to relieve himself before he picked her up from her practices and even track events for she always got nice and sweaty he just drooled for he wanted to feel his body slide up and down hers!

What the fuck was he doing? Here he is with a huge erection and his sister is on her way to where he is standing waiting for her. He could feel his cock getting hard as a rock just from remembering those days, damn he had it bad too for it was bent over and jammed up in his pants. He had nowhere to turn and adjust his swelling. He looked at her when she smiles at him. “Hello Sis. How was your trip?” He instantly grabbed her luggage and covered himself from her view.

He walked over to the car and just felt that same tension that he had that night when he kissed and fondled her breast. He put the luggage in the trunk and quickly walked on the far side of the car. “Mom is erratic in wanting to see you and well. I think we still have some things to iron out don’t you?” there he got it out and now they could talk about it for mom would know something was up if they came in the house as if they are right now. “You know mom will notice this situation between us. We need to talk it out and see if we can resolve it.” He looked at her before pulling out of the parking lot.

He continued to look over her. She has filled out in many places where she didn’t have just a few years before. He swallowed hard when the sun hit her just right and he could see the shape of her ample breast. ‘Damn’ she had his mouth watering so badly. Why doesn’t he just tell her that he wants to bed her and get it over with? Hell the tension would be a whole lot less if she would just let him fuck her! Damn, why with all the chicks in the world he would fall in love and want to fuck his own sister.

His cock bounces back up with the sight of her breasts and the idea of just telling her he wanted to fuck her here and now. He moved his hand down in hopes to hide his swelling member, but those was like handing a naked woman coming out of a shower a washcloth and expect her to conceal herself. ‘Fuck it’ he said and stopped trying to hide it…if she asked he would tell her if not then it was going to be a long silent ride home…

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She couldn't help but notice her brother was more tanned, more built, taller, older... And hot as all Fuck. Why did she have to look at it this way, rather look at her brother this way. He was as fit as she was, his was from working the farm, hers from her constant running. Typically she didn't have a hard time being alone with her brother but it was awkward now since that night...they both usually just didn't mention it together.

She didn't want things to be strange wirh them she missed her brother. She didn't really know what to say to her brother anymore, she just wanted there normal relationship with each other back together. For her however she didn't just think about him sexually she loved everything about him, she just simply loved him. Just try to relax she reminded herself over and over again. She gave him her normal everyday smile and hoped he wouldn't see the nervousness in her eyes.

His voice still had that sexy southern drawl. "It was nice, long but nice." Would have been better if I could have gotten you out of my head she thought to herself. She thanked him when he grabbed her luggage. The tension was so strong you could cut a knife with it. She watched as he loaded his car down with her luggage. She couldn't wait to see her mom either. What he said made her heart speed up in her chest, as she turned and looked at him.

She really didn't know how to respond. He had a point however. She nodded her head as agreement. The last thing she wanted to do was to talk about that night. She felt him looking at her. She didnt say anything. She felt her face turn red and she wasn't really sure why. "What do you want to iron out? " She asked softly as she looked out the window of his car. She really hoped she didn't sound as nervous as she felt.

She took a deep breath. She had chalked that night up to just a heat of the moment situation. She looked over at him. "I didn't mean to run out that night... I was still upset over Brian and what I caught him no who I caught him with." He wanted to talk about that night then fine then they would talk about that night. She didn't really pay attention to his cock she was trying to get them over that night and that situation.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Aston took a deep breath to try and swallow the feelings that were flaring up once more, the ones that he has managed to bury for the time she has been gone, but all it took to make those feelings resurface was her calling home. He didn’t even have to talk to her to get that hurt for something you just couldn’t have. He loved her and everyday it felt like someone was ripping his heart out. It was just getting to much to keep it inside, he just wanted to tell her that he loved and wanted her more than a sister, but how can you tell someone something as Taboo as that and not get that rejection and humiliation, or even that look that you’re a sick puppy and need some serious help..

It was happening right now, the pain of seeing her looking so beautiful. Smiling, just being alive and enjoying it. That was what he wanted but he wanted it with her. No one else has ever made him feel this way about them, as she has and is doing now. He wanted in her world, he wanted to be her would, but how could this ever work? He knew they had to get the tension out but how? It sounded great when he said to her but now when he is trying to figure a way of doing it he is drawing a blank, maybe just blurting it out would solve the problem. But then again it might cause more harm than good.

He looked over to her when she spoke of that night, again, that was something he was trying to bring up to help him tell her that he loved her and wanted her to be his, but he thought he would use that night to see how she felt about it, but what he was looking for wasn’t obvious to her it was more like him being nosey and what happened between them was just a moment of sympathy that went just a little to far, however, for him it was something more it was a moment that he a chance to open up how he felt about her and that it was more than a sisterly love that he had for her.

He decided to make a showing movement for that was the only way to release some of this tension is if he told her how he felt for her and then they could talk about how to solve it. Damn, all those times when people talk about you have to admit to the problem before you can fix it just came true for him. He swallowed deeply.. “Sis…. I ….”

He couldn’t say it so , He reached down and took her hand brought it up to his lips and kissed the inside of her wrist. “I have ever since that night.” he let go of her hand and took a deep breath. It felt like the moon was lifted off of his chest for he put the problem on the table for her to see it. Not the fixing it can begin…

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She looked over at him, he seemed conflicted and she felt horrible about it, because she knew it was because of her that he felt that way. She loved him so much and it killed her that he thought she ran off that night because of him, when in reality it was her feelings that she had been running from. She sighed to herself as she turned and looked out the window, what a mess she thought to herself. Her running off had to do with her being confused, and a little startled in the way his kiss had made her feel.. She knew what she felt was so very wrong.

She wanted to tell him he had done nothing wrong, though in reality him kissing her had been wrong, her wanting more had been wrong. She bit her lip, wishing she could just shut her thoughts off. She shook her head. Even if she wanted to be with him that could never be. Fuck my life she thought to herself out of all of the boys in her little town she had to fall in love with the one she could never have. He was her brother she reminded herself.

The tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife. She knew they needed to talk about this but what were they supposed to say. She looked over at him, trying to read his face. God help me she thought to herself, I'm in love with my own brother, I want to be with my brother what kind of sick person am I, who wants to be with a family member, she didn't know but she was fighting no battling herself in her head.

She felt as if she could scream right now, but she only bit her tongue. She took a very long deep breath and had to control the pounding of her heart. She wanted to tell him, that she wasn't angry with him about that night, she was angry with herself. When he spoke it brought her out of the deep thoughts she were having And she was grateful for that. When he took her hand in his she looked a little confused, but when he kissed the inside of her slim wrist, she felt goosebumps run all along her body.
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She looked a little confused at his words unsure of what he was trying to say to her. When he let go of her hand she felt tingly inside and out, but was still confused. She looked over at him more serious than she had in a very long time. "You have what? " She asked wanting to know what he was trying to tell her..

 

[Elvenoff1]

He closed his eyes as she misunderstood, but hell he couldn’t understand himself at that poor attempt to tell he that he loved her since that night! He should his head as he just said it to himself so why in the hell could he not say that out right to her. He pulled the car over to the side of the road and got out. He had to breathe for his heart was in his throat once more. God he loved her so much, how could he tell her this, its not like she is going to say okay and the run off into the hills to be together, it’s going to be a ‘What the fuck is your problem your fucking pervert!” that is what he will get by saying something.

He couldn’t handle this, Why did she have to come back! NO, that wasn’t what he meant, He just knows he cant stand around and look at her all damn day and not be in pain. He wanted to hold her like lovers do, he wanted to have those walks, those talks, those wresting moments in the bedroom with her. This was killing him and there wasn’t anything he could do. He walked around tying to calm down, to get rid of the flare up of emotion, he even tried the I hate you bitch speech that guys always thinks that it helps to ease the pain, they were full of shit.

He looked at her with that love, that wanting, the desire to be with her. He swallowed when he felt that tear of pain, the pain that you get when the person you loved for years says goodbye to you, that was the pain her was feeling now and everyday since that night. He had a choice right here right now. He could confess that he loved her so much that he wanted her in everyway, or he could stay this miserable all his life but also filled with regret. He put his hands up top of his head and walked away from the car, not wanting to look at her anymore.

Then the kiss upon her wrist hit him as his mind made a comment of how soft her skin was and that smell of her was an attention grabber. Just they way her hair bounced around her when she walked make most men rock hard, and he was no exception. Hell, Right now if his mind told him that she had a boyfriend it wo….. There it was the pain, jealousy the broken heart feeling. He love her…

“I LOVE YOU BIANCA!” His hands stretched outward as he began walking back to the car, they fell to his side after a few steps afterward. He got it out and now he wondered if she knew it was more than a brotherly love.. He almost dropped his head upon that thought. He continued walking toward the car keeping his eyes upon hers.. “I love you so much!” he shouted again when he got to the front of the car…

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She was confused by his words, confused at the words that her brother spoke and also the look on his face, he seemed conflicted and that made her feel bad. She sighed to herself so lost, as he shook her head. She was stunned when he pulled over and got out of the car. This wasn't the brother that she was used to he seemed lost himself, had that night effected him as it had her. She felt bad again for running off on him that night.

She just wanted what they had before together, to be normal. Maybe she should have stayed away for a little longer. She felt like she was just making this situation even more complicated. She wished she could read his mind right now so she could just feel better. She rubbed her temples her head starting to hurt. She took a long deep breath, ready to get out of the car and check on her brother. She watched him as he seemed to be pondering over something serious.

She wanted to know what was wrong with her brother. She wanted her brother back. What do to what to do she thought to herself. She watched in confusion as he walked away from the car. She reached over and turned the car off. Give him space or check on him she wondered. She cleared her throat and finally decided to get out of the car. She started to climb out of the car and thought she heard him scream.

She started to walk towards him. As she did she heard his words... No it was just her mind playing tricks on her... He couldn't they couldn't feel this way... "Aston?" She asked and touched his arm.

 

[Elvenoff1]

He looked at her when she called his name and touched his arm. He licked over his lips but was confused for he knew she heard him but she wasn't freaking out. He shook his head in confusion and bewilderment. How could this be? how could she not be freaking out on him saying No that is so wrong, but she wasn't, she was actually touching his arm. He lowered his head and turned away from her for a moment.

He raised his head up toward the sky and took in a deep breath. Trying to find the words to talk to her about the way he felt for her. The nerves were knocking on his throat threatening to choke him. His whole body was trembling with what she might be thinking. What if she wasn't as cool as she is acting but is just waiting for him to turn and face her.

He slowly turned and looked at her with a deepest set of blue eyes. "Bianca?" he tried to play it cool for that was how she was handling so far. He slowly turned to look at her. "You did hear me correctly." He whispered to her.. I want you to know that I love you ever since I knew what love was. That's why that night was so damn important to me. Not to mention the desire and lust I that made you run from the room.

Its okay, I'm just glad to get it off my chest and out in the open. To let you know this is the reason why I have been so hateful, so distant for I love you and it hurt everyday when I seen you about the area, for all I wanted to do was love you but your my sister and it would be taboo to everyone...

He took her hand and once again kissed the inner wrist... "I love you.."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She hated seeing him like this and knowing it was probably her fault. She looked gently at him, she wasnt sure if she had heard him right or not. She loved him too, but they could never ever be together in that way. She wanted nothing more than to tell him everything would be okay, but she just wasn't sure if it ever would be. The last thing he needed was for her to judge him, for so long she thought he hated her for that nignt.

She was hurt that he turned away from her. "I'm.. I'm sorry." She said and moved her hand from his arm. Maybe her getting out of the car was a big mistake. She looked to the ground, and shook her head... She was making this worse then it had to be. Her head was all over the place at the moment. She noticed he was shaking a little. She felt horrible right now, she caused all of this confusion. She looked up when he turned and looked at her, his beautiful blue eyes looking back at her.

He said her name so softly she thought to herself. She nodded her head as a response to her name. She was grateful he was at least looking at her now. She looked at him softly when he told her she heard him correctly. His voice was barely a whisper. His words were sweet and what she longed to hear in all her dreams. Him talking about that night broke her heart. She needed to tell him she didn't run because of him.

She looked at him. He didn't hate her. "Aston you didn't make me flee the room... I ran cause of my feelings" She said this time was her turn to turn away.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Aston was surprised when he told her once again that he loved her and the emotion on her face was still one of understanding and a little sorrow. He couldn’t grasp what would make his sister be so calm and not screaming at him. Her slight withdraw from him all the times after that night told him that she was pissed and instead of making a issue out of it she just kept away from him and well he did the samething not because he was mad like she ways, because the pain of being close and not having was far more pain than fading away from her, avoid being in the same room, things like that was a task till she left for college.

He was he one that had an issue to solve she didn’t. But he was going to use this visit to just tell her to stay away, but how could he do that when mother would get involved in that he all hell would be raining down upon him then. So he figured if he would just be open with her maybe she would itch about the incest and just leave not give mom the real reason but a made up one. He didn’t know how else to do this but going home with this wall, or lack of talking like brothers and sisters should do in five years would be an indicator that something was wrong.

He took a deep breath and looked to the ground when she spoke up about that night. He wondered if he was finally going to get blasted as he should be, but that wasn’t what came across the distance between them. It was.. Well he wasn’t forsure what it was but something was up when she turned her back to him. This isn’t good he thought, She was either calming herself down before blasting him with this is getting stupid, or well he didn’t know what the other or was…

But then the last part made him take a mental step back. He couldn’t believe he just heard what she said, how could this be? He showed his… He stopped in thought now that he knew why she left she told him that is was just the heat of the moment. It all made sense now … They were in love with each other and hide the fact for they didn’t know that the other one felt the same. He could breath now! All this time since that night he could breath and be closer to her!

He walked over to her, “I didn’t know Bianca, I didn’t know.” He wanted to hold her but didn’t know if he should. He didn’t know anything except that a great weight was removed from him. Now it was like a completed puzzle, it was beautiful. He walked up to her, “May I hold you? I have wanted to do this ever sine that night!” He slowly went ahead and slide his arms around her waist and pulled her to him. He put his head against hers..

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

He admitted that he loved her more than just a sister, she wasn't upset with him, she was more upset with herself and in her own feelings for her brother. She wished she could just come right out and tell him that she felt the same way about him. How Could he not know or even see what she felt for him, did he not understand why she ran off that day. She was biting her lip trying to sort through her feelings.

She looked softly at him not really sure what to do and or what to say. She wasnt sure what he needed her to say to him, she just wanted them to have some sense of normalcy. She took a deep breath, maybe if she wouldn't have run off that night, things wouldn't have gotten so complicated. Please look at me she thought to herself. She looked at him as he looked down at the ground, her head was whirling and she had formed another headache.

She turned away from him, she needed to relax or she may lose her mind. She took another long deep breath as she tried to fight back her confusion. She watched as he turned again, was she that hard to look at. She wanted to say something, anything. She loved him more than anything and she showed that too him. When he mentioned holding her, she smiled and nodded her head

 

[Elvenoff1]

Aston was lost when Bianca looked confused and withdrawn as if his confession was a shock to her, but yet she just omitted that she ran from the room because of her feeling so wh….. Shit! He paled and felt like he was going to hurl for he just made a mistake that might have made matters worse. She was talking about her feelings back then five years ago, not today like he was. Now he understood why she looks so confused and he did feel like the world was off his shoulder but that was short lived with this new dawning of light on the matter. “I think I have just made matters worse. Let just say this conversation didn’t happen. You know how I feel so when I shy away you know I need a break and leave it at that. If mom says there is something wrong you just tell her that I’m worried about the farm.” He spoke heavily too her.

He noted her nodding about him holding her, but that in itself was one thing that was confusing him. If she didn’t have those feelings for him now then why say ok for him to hold her? Was it a sisterly hug that she was allowing him to have?…He raised his hands up in defeated gestured. Then he moved toward the car stopping for a moment. “Lets just stay away from each other except at the sit down at the table. I wont go through the hurting once more about you. I thought I was over you, Hell I was over you if you would have just stayed away.” a hint of anger was riddled in his tone of vice. “You know … Maybe you should … “ He exhaled … “Just get in the car.” he had enough and wanted to get home.

He tried not to look at her but with every stop he had to look her way, every turn he had to look her way. He didn’t know what the hell to do now, here he opened his mouth and told her that he loved her more than a sister and now there is going to be this tension between them for she does know how he feels and every time she moves or does something she is going to wonder if he is looking at her or not. This was just great! He rubbed his eyes and swallowed hard.

He was relieved when he turned into their driveway. He didn’t wait for her to get out before he stormed toward the barn. He had to do something to get her out of his mind. Why? Why did the have to fall in love with her ! Well, they say the best way to get over someone is to hate them, but how can he hate her when she if family. He kicked a water bucket out of his way as he stormed deeper into the barn. He didn’t even what to look at the house for that would put his mind on her. There had to be an answer to this whole mess, he just didn’t know what it was..

He began to clean the stalls once more with a bringing in his heart. He hurt like hell all over again. “Why did she have to come back!” he threw the pitchfork against the wall and watched it embed into the wood and wobble up and down. “I have to do something , I cant live this way , I have to find someone whom can take my Sisters place in my heart. . I just have too…

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She wished she could get a read on her brother, why did he seem like this was all her fault, and maybe it was, maybe she shouldn't have fled the room that night maybe things would have been much better. Why did he look so lost, it wasn't as if she acted like she was upset, god she felt the same way about him. She still felt the same about him, but she was confused because he was her brother and how could they possibly ever be together.

The way he looked broke her heart, did she really bring him this much pain. She looked at him so hurt by his words, because she was hurt by them.. He wanted to avoid her... He didn't want her around. She could feel tears coming to her eyes but she just had to fight them back for the moment. Didn't the fact that she wanted him to hold her prove how she felt. She took a deep breath, she should have just stayed back in Utah, maybe just got a apartment and apply for a job there.

Seemed coming home was a mistake. Why was he being so mean, she knew he wasn't trying to. She watched in pain as he walked back to the car. What he said next was the worst thing she had ever heard in her life... He wanted her gone. He acted like she had control over his feelings or like it was her fault that she felt that way. He wanted her gone... She didn't need him to come right out and say it, she knew he wanted her gone.

He was angry with her, tears filled her eyes but she looked away so he wouldn't see them. She couldn't speak or he'd hear the breaking in her voice. She bit her lip and nodded her head. She looks out the window on the drive home, she was quiet but the tears were rolling down her cheeks but she made sure he couldn't see them. Couldn't he see how she felt. She angrily wiped the silent tears from her eyes, making sure he wouldn't catch her as she did so.

She didn't look at him when he pulled into the driveway. She let her tears fall freely when he stormed off towards the barn. Why did he hate her? She asked herself. She decided after she visited with her mom, she would tell her she decided to take a job in Utah. She kNew he didn't want her there so why should she stay... For her mom.. Why so it could just be awkward all the time at dinner, no she didn't want to put her mother through that.

She seemed to sit in the car for what felt like forever. She couldn't seem to stop crying and now her eyes were red... Her own brother hated her.. Yet loved her... But he wished she had never came home. She didn't bother to grab all her bags, she just searched for something to sleep in,and clothes for tomorrow.. If he wanted her gone... She would leave.. If he couldn't see she felt the same what was the point.

She took one small bag into the house and left it in the living room on the sofa, she couldn't face her room right now... She knew what would clear her mind... And hopefully help her Aching heart... Buttercup.. Her beloved horse.. Luckily the horse stalls were separate from the cows and such. She took a deep breath wiped her eyes again.. And changed into the outfit she had planned to wear tomorrow, minus the jewelry.. You can take the girl out of the country but you couldn't take the country out of the girl. https://sp.yimg.com/xj/th?id=OIP.M9204a717843f73f1912a8e679e3d3338H0&pid=15.1&P=0&w=300&h=300

She changed and then headed To the horse stables. She still found herself crying. She walked into the barn and passed brownie, Grinch (what her dad loved that Christmas movie she laughed), firestorm, and found her buttercup.https://sp.yimg.com/xj/th?id=OIP.M012f9c36ef6c00766a4dee30982e8c28o0&pid=15.1&H=120&W=160&P=0

She smiled at her horse. "Hey there my beauty. " She said as she gently patted her head and was instantly nuzzled. "I missed you too girl... Let's go for a ride. " She saddled her up and opened the gate and headed to the one place she could try and clear her mind a place she assumed no-one knew about... Tears rolled down her cheek as buttercup galloped to her favorite place. "Good girl.." She said as she jumped down and kissed her head. "You stay put. " She said wiping tears away from her red eyes, as she sat by the water bank a little ways from the farm, it was really her daddy's spot but when he died it became hers it was quiet and beautiful.

 

[Elvenoff1]

His heart was breaking all over again. He leaned up against the barn wall and stared out into the north pasture. He remember the time that Bianca and he was out in the field chasing some of the fawns that got out. She was much better lassoing then he was but he always said that she was cheating and she would clobber him and end up chasing him around the field. Hell she even lassoed him once. That day he will never forget! She beamed all that day for she lassoed her bigger brother.

Many memories, way to many for every where he looked he could see them always together. Even the creek on the south side was where they were braving the water catching crayfish. Bianca always got soaked for she would dive head first trying to catch them. One day one of them caught her. The pincher was clamped down on the thin skin between the thumb and index finger. She didn’t cry but she walked up to Dad and said What happens when they catch us! Father and I lost it we cried that day laughing so hard.

Then the day of the prom she looked so damn beautiful and that day he knew forsure that he loved her because he was jealous that Tom his team member from the football team was taking her. They started going together back a few years ago she meet him here while we were riding and she took a fancy to him and started hang out with him a lot. They were so close and Aston was always there telling him not to hurt his sister and Tom was like never bro. Aston believed that and it was true for the first two and a half years till that night at the prom dance.

Prom, that was a day he wished he would have stood up to Tom, See what his sister didn’t know was that Aston knew Tom was seeing Sarah a few weeks before the prom, but figured they were just friends and was no big deal. He never seen them kissing or even holding hands but was spending a lot of time with her, he even had Aston tell Bianca that he couldn’t make it to the Dairy Queen for he had chores he had to get done, but that wasn’t what really was going on, he was with Sarah.

That night was when it all started the hurting of both of them. Aston truly believes that that when she came to him and told him what happened that night all the love that he built up over the years of just being brother and sister came out. During high school years she would come to is games and he would go to her volleyball games and it was that way all through high school four years of every weekend and days during the week they were always together. Sharing everything… Even his last piece of Cherry wong’s pizza she had to have half of it! The next day the business moved out of town..

That night when she was crying so hard that it made him hurt so bad that he even cried whit her. He was hurting that night because he couldn’t help her, he couldn’t take the tears away nor the pain. When he pulled her into a hug her breasts were in that flimsy prom dress and they pushed up against him and he never felt anything so soft against his chest then her breast. Nature took over and when he leaned down and kissed her, his hand cupped her breast and was squeezing it. When she pulled away with a look of confusion and anger real anger she blasted out of his room and to this day he wished he would have keep his hands off of her and didn’t kiss her. Because everything would have been different. They would still be buds hanging out together hell who knows she might have even lassoed him again at age twenty-three.

No, instead they have been so indefinite you wouldn’t think they were brother and sister. If only he didn’t touch her they would be right now riding over the pastures, Maybe down at the creek trying to catch crayfish, since she is a vet now she would know how to handle them.. He wondered if she ever found out what happens when they catch us. The pain hit him hard. The tears fell and he couldn’t stop them, the pit in his stomach tore at his soul. His heart pounded deep in his throat. “Bianca I love you.” He spoke into the wind.

“Aston?” Mom walked up to him, “Are you okay?” “Yes mom, just missing dad.” Aston replied quickly wiping his tears away. He felt a hand on his arm. “Aston, Are you okay?” “Yes mom, I …” She held up her hand. Aston I’m your mother and haven’t you learned in the twenty six years that you have been alive that you cant keep anything from your mother, remember when you thought I had eyes all around my head? Well I do..” She looked him in the eye so don’t you think you should go find her. She is probably hurting just like you. I only ask on favor from the both of you. When family and friends are here, you are brother and sister. When its just me.. Be the lovers you want to be…Now if you will excuse me I will burn the apple pie and your better half will skin me alive.. She walked back toward the house just as happy as she was when Bianca called and said she was coming home.

He looked confused but didn’t say anything but then there was that if she wasn’t at the house where would she be. Riding! He went into the barn and sure enough buttercup was gone. He wouldn’t be able to find her before dark so he waited at Buttercups stall. There was something off that didn’t seem right. Mother would never condone incest never.. What the hell.. Now there was a new problem…

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Sitting there looking out at she water as if she could find the answer she was searching for. She took a deep breath and threw some rocks angrily at the water as if it were the waters fault or something. She wished things could go back to normal, but the reality was they were in love with each other. She knew that even if she left, to try and give him peace, she knew it wouldn't give her any, but she'd do anything for him.

She sat on one of the big rocks thinking what a mess this all was. She needed to get over this, or she would just make both of them crazy. How could a person just get over there own brother. She hated feeling this way she felt as if her heart was killing her, and it was. She was tired of crying her head and her chest were starting hurt. Maybe if dad was still around this would not have happened. Fuck this was hard she thought.

She wanted to hug her brother, tell him everything would be okay. She didn't want to be the reason for any of his pain. She realized that she needed to do what was best for her brother. I'm sorry Aston she thought to herself, I never meant for me to be a reason for your pain. She was trying not to think about the past right now, she had to think about the future. She thought about not dating it had been so long since she dated no-one compared to her brother.

Even her ex wasn't half the man her brother was, he proved that when he cheated on her that night. She couldn't even date after Tom, she was so hurt and so confused after her brother kissed her. God how she wished she would have just let her brother hold her that night, she just wanted him as he was before that night, she sniffed back tears again. It was getting late and she knew she had to get back soon.

Go home to what, her brother hating her, wishing she had not even come home. She just missed him, more than he would ever understand. She started to cry again, he was her best friend yet now he hated her and she didnt blame him. She shivered a little, she should have worn a jacket she thought to herself. She wrapped her arms around her a little warming herself up as she did so. She remembered that night as if it had happened yesterday and it almost felt as if it had.

She hadn't been angry when he kissed her just confused and angry at herself for the way it made her feel. She took several long deep breaths, she knew she had to get back. She walked over to buttercup and rested her head against her horses. "Buttercup... What do I do?" She asked as if the horse would answer her. I need to figure this out or I'll go insane she thought to herself. She really wished her dad was here right now.

She kissed the head of her horse. "Good girl." She said gently. She hopped onto her horse taking a deep breath. Can't hide forever, she thought to herself. It started to rain. Great just great she thought to herself. Let's go girl she whispered to the horse and clicked her boots and pulled the reigns. She rode her Horse back to the stables. She was soaked by the time she got back to the stables and she was freezing.

She started to cry again, what the hell she thought. She put buttercup away but couldn't face the hate in her brothers eyes, but he was at the stall..

 

[Elvenoff1]

Aston looked down the fairway as she came in and dismounted she began to do the after riding care that their father had taught them when they were just at the age to ride the medium breed horses. He saw her looking down at him but it was only for a few seconds before she continued to use the blanket to dry off Buttercup before she brushed her down and then move the horse to the stall and would finish the care by giving her food and checking the water reservoir.

Aston watched her as she really didn’t pay him any attention as she took care of Buttercup. Aston could feel the tension between them even at this distance but he wasn’t here to fight with her. He looked down at the towel and blanket in his hand that he got from the bathroom, for he knew she wouldn’t beat the storm back and would need these items, he even brought the brush she left here on her last visit. He took a deep breath and held it for a second before he began to walk down toward her. He wasn’t sure what to say to her, but he knew what to give her at least.

He walked toward her his eyes bounce around sending his gaze everywhere except where they should have went to her eyes. He couldn’t met her gaze till what mom said to him earlier. He always trusted mom and so he wasn’t going to start questioning her now. He raised his eye and looked into hers and was startled in what he saw in those eyes of hers. How could he have been so blind, so pissed off at her for something that he himself couldn’t do. He licked his lips and swallowed hard. Mom was right she knew her children.

Aston walked up to her keeping his eyes locked with hers. He seen the red swollen eyes and knew she had been crying. Something he did to her ever since she got off the train he was upset with her for bring back the pain, but yet she was feeling the same pain but she didn’t go running away she burdened it and came home. When was he going to carry the weight and come home. It was time to talk to her, not yell or make her feel worse than she already is. He handed her the towel and stood there holding the blanket and her brush.

“Hello Bianca, Welcome home. How was your trip?” as dad always said if he day is bad just do a restart and start over so he was going to do that to a degree. But he did want to really welcome her home before moving on to the other topic. He just hoped that this was stupid and not go along with it for he was an ass to her and really was mean to her just because he was hurting he wanted her to feel the pain too which she was already doing it according to mom and her instincts.

“I’m sorry. Truly sorry.” He reached out and pulled her into a hug….

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She just didn't know what to say to her brother, what could one say in a situation like this really. She had to take care of buttercup rigbt now, she was freezing, she didn't even know it was supposed to rain, but then again she also didn't expect her brother to hate her either.. The day wasn't really panning out the way that it had. She chewed on her lip as she took care of her beloved horse. Her heart was racing and she still had tears in her eyes.

She didn't want things to be like this better her and Aston, she just wanted him to not hate her anymore. She shivered a little more as she tried to clear her thoughts, she knew eventually they would have to face this, and that's what she had been trying to do earlier, but he just didn't want to hear it, he had been so mean and angry with her. She took a deep breath as she noticed her brother walking towards her, she didnt want to cry all over again.

She could feel the beating of her heart as she watched him. She didn't blame him for his anger she really didn't she understood it, she was angry at herself in the way she was feeling. She really didn't want him to know she had been crying. She couldn't control the way she felt however. His eyes finally met hers, and she gave him a slight smile. She didn't want to make him feel bad that was the last thing she wanted to do.

She could tell he wanted to say something but she wasn't going to push him. She looked back down at the floor. She looked back up as he walked up to her looking into her eyes as he did so. It was time for her to have a lump in her throat. Again she really wish she could read his mind. She sighed. She couldn't speak at the moment she just didn't know what to say. "Thank-you." She said and accepted the towel before starting to dry her hair with it.

She smiled when he said hello. "Long trip. But good." She said sweetly. She wasn't sure if he was just being nice or if he was glad that she was home. She had been in love with him for so long. She had wanted nothing more than to tell him that. She hugged him back tightly. "I... I'm sorry for hurting you" She whispered with a sniffle her head against his chest.

 

[Elvenoff1]

His heart fluttered upon feeling her hugging him tightly at first he just held her than he tighten his hold upon her bringing more of her body to his, damn she felt good in his arms he could feel the heat building in his loins and the pit of his stomach. With her head upon his chest, the scent of her hair and the perfume boiled his blood as the shivers of desire swept down his spine.

His breathing quickened when her scent reached his pitted desire. He slowly brought his hand up into the lower part of her hair and began slowly twining the stands around his finger until he filled his palm with her hair. then he slowly pulled her hair back and down which brought her head up and tilted back, with the growing desire he leaned down and kissed her deeply, his tongue broke pass his lips and pressed against hers. He moaned into their kiss as his tongue pressed pas hers and was inside tasting her.

He broke the kiss but remained very close to her lips, "We hurt each other and that stops now. I have found what I want and as Dad always said sometimes, you have to fight to keep what is yours. With as much love that I have for you I will fight for you." He debated if he should tell her what mother said or let mother tell her. He decided to tell her. "We have to talk, but first before we do I want you to know that I love you!" He looked at her and continued "we have to get away from the past for it is riddled with pain and so no more going back there, we are here now and our future is forward not backward."

He looked into her eyes still holding her hair but joined by the other around her neck. “Mom and I had the strangest talk when you were gone. He goes into telling her all that was said. He looked at her for a reaction. But he still had this we have a problem look still upon his face. He waited for her to see if she wanted to hear more or not…

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She felt safe and warm in his embrace, the rain had made her cold, but being in his arms, made her forget about the rain and about how much she was hurting. She loved him so much, she had never felt this was before and he had to know.. She had to tell him. She tightened her grip against him, afraid he might pull away, that he may want her to leave again. She needed him to know she loved him.. But the guilt of how wrong those feelings were was always right there in the back of her mind.

When he took her hair gently in his hand and started to twirl them in his fingers, she nearly melted right then and there. When he gently pulled her head back by her hair, she could fsel the racing of her heart, how many nights had she dreamed about this very moment, he leaned her head back and slowly she felt his lips pressed against her own, she could feel her face turn hot, her entire body turn hot actually, she returned the kiss, and moaned when his tongue played against her own.

When he broke the kiss she had to admit to herself she was a little dissapointed and a little weak in the knees as well. She nodded her head when he told her they hurt each other enough, though she knew neither one of them have ever done it intentionally before. She smiled at his words, and she knew she wanted more with him.. She wanted to be with him.. Her own brother, she knew it was wrong but you couldn't fight the way your heart felt she thought to herself.

She smiled when he said he would fight for her. She took a deep breath she had to admit her own feelings for him. She listened as he spoke, eventually she would tell him, but for now she just listened to everything he had to say. She looked at him with so much emotions on her face. She loved him too. She looked tenderly at him... The future might be tricky but if they were together that was all that mattered in the long run.

She smiled as he never once let her go or stopped touching her. She looked up into his eyes as he spoke once more, and he started to tell her what there mother had said to him. She had to admit she was a little confused by what there mother had to say. She wondered what else he wanted to say she could tell by the look in his eyes. She shivered once more. "Aston... I have loved you since I was fourteen years old, I couldn't tell you... I always knew it was wrong so very wrong.. But you need to know.. I'm in love with you." She whispered as she looked up into his eyes.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Aston felt weak in the knees, anger in his gut at himself, and happy that he could now tell her what his problem was all these years. “Bianca, I have loved you since the day father took us to the water hole. That day you fell in and instead of getting mad at me you pushed me in and we had that massive water fight that I still say I won for you cheated!” He chuckled pulling her closer to him. “Everyday after that when I saw you and knew I couldn’t hold you or even kiss you. It felt like someone was stabbing me in the heart. I couldn’t take the pain and when you left it hurt but not as much as it did when you were around and I couldn’t touch you or tell you how I felt. Then that night I touched you cause I had to because I loved you and seeing you hurt tore me up.” He paused, took a deep breath, “That is why I was in the mood today I was hurting again more than ever since you’ve become so much of a woman.” He looked back into her eyes.

He leaned in and pushed his lips to hers. His hand still clasped in the small of her back pulled her closer to him. He sought out to taste and feel her soft tongue as the kiss grew to a higher passion. He bent a little dropped his hands under her ass cheeks and picked her up walk a few feet and pinned her to the wall while still kissing her. He wanted her physically at this very moment and that made him pull back a little. “I want you so bad, but I want to make sure this is a love from the heart and not something else. Lets give us some time as US and see if its going to be a strong one then if we have the desire to take it another step we can.”

He looked into her eyes and knew right then that he loved her with all his heart. But he just wanted to wait to make sure that this is what they both want for the pasture across the fence seems to have all the green grass until you leap the fence just to find that the green grass was just around the fence. Yes, they have know each other all their lives, have shared everything, have done everything together as brother and Sister, now this will be as lovers and an emotional one for they still had to hide their feelings when visitors and family was around. Could they have the strength to fight each other as brother and sister and keep it from affecting their love life together? He could only hope so for if not, this pain they have felt will have to be relived all over again.


He still had her pinned to the wall looking at her reaction to his words. “I do have a bad feeling about one thing and I hope it doesn’t tear us apart. Mom was never ok with incest. Now she is okay with it.. Bianca, what if one of us was adopted? It really wouldn’t be incest and I have a feeling that is why mom is okay with us being in love. What or how do you feel if this is what’s going on? I cant fathom it if I’m the adopted one, I don’t know how I would really feel if I would feel anything for I know dad loved me but just the thought of having parents I don’t know about make me feel a little empty.” He looked into her.. “How would you feel?” He asked a little worried for this would be a blow to either of them if it’s true and would their love for each other keep them together?

“I love you now and always. If one of is ….. is adopted I don’t want us to separate but come closer to hold and love the one that is adopted. I just don’t want to lose you after we just found each other in love. I can already feel that pain coming on and I don’t want to feel it anymore. I want you as my love for life. We have so much in common and love the same things. Please lets promise each other now that it don’t matter if one of us is adopted that we will kept his love of ours going and let us come together.. “

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

It felt good telling her brother how she felt about him, maybe if she would have just told him that night, they could have saved one another all of this pain. She smiled tenderly at the mention of there father and that day at the watering hole. She grinned and chuckled at the thought of her cheating. "You just hate to admit I beat your ass." She said and laughed.

She was glad when he pulled her against him. She looked up at him as he talked... She was so in love with him, and she knew that would never change. She felt sad when he admitted that he was in so much pain. "I wish I would have told you that night how I felt." She said as she reached up and touched his face gently.

She looked at him and smiled sadly. She blushed when he mentioned her being a woman. She smiled tenderly when he looked into her eyes. She sighed when he kissed her lips once more. She felt so good in his arms. She wanted nothing more than to kiss him forever his tongue found hers as his and hers played against one anothers.

She moaned when his hands touched her ass gripping it and then pinned her against the wall still kissing her. She felt dissapointed when he pulled back from her, her breathing heavy. She looked confused. She didn't want to wait! She had waited long enough, but she understood...and she didn't say anything.

She was still breathless as he looked into her eyes. She wished at this very moment she could read his mind but she couldn't. She was so confused right this moment. She sighed and wished she could just tell him she didn't care anymore about anyone or anything, all she wanted was him, he was all that mattered to her at this moment.

She smiled reassuringly at him. She looked at him and thought about being pinned against the wall, her breathing rapid and fast. She looked at him when he spoke once more. She looked at him at the mention of there mother and incest. She almost laughed out loud at one of them being adopted. She wasn't sure why there mother was okay with them being in love, but she damn sure was sure they weren't adopted.

She again touched his cheek and stroked it gently. Oh my sweet sweet Aston she thought. How would she feel she would be devastated but she knew that wasn't the case. She couldn't help but shake her head a little. She looked at him tenderly. "I love you Aston..nothing would or could ever change that." She said sweetly.

She listened as he talked but she didn't want to cut him off just yet. "You would never lose me." She whispered. She waited until he was finished. "Aston were not adopted, you look just like dad and I look just like mom." She said gently. "I am not sure why moms okay with this, but I know it's not cause one of us are adopted.. Besides mom would never lie to us you know that.. We will figure out what is up with mom.. But for now I want you to stop with us being adopted, neither of us would ever be adopted especially when we look just like our parents...so for now accept mother is understanding of this and kiss me." She said as she leaned up on her tiptoes and then kissed him lightly on The nose then his cheek and then found his lips, she placed her hands gently on his tight chest and leaned her body into his kiss, searching for his tongue once more.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Aston dropped his head when his sister shot down the only explanation he had of their mother accepting that fact that her daughter and son were in love with each other. His only concern was the adoption and once that was dismissed, he didn’t care about anything except this wonderful woman before him. It has been a very long time that he has been fighting these emotions and now he didn’t know how to react now that the secret they both had for each other was now in the open.

“Gladly..” He whispered when she told him to shut up and kiss her. He closed his eyes when she kissed his face and took a deep breath when he felt her soft lips touching his. His hands slowly moved up and down her back caressing her flesh while his kissing her deepened. His tongue finding hers as they danced around in each others mouths. He savored her taste as it was intoxicating to his building desire. He took a deep breath through his nasal passage and pushed harder against her lips while the desire took control of his tongue and lips. He moaned into the hollow of their mouths.

He pushed her back against the wall while still kissing her. His hands cupping around the curve of her ass while he pushed himself against her. He could feel the ampleness of her breast against his chest. He wanted her so bad slowly his hands moved up and under the back of her shirt and made their way up her bare flesh. His fingers caressing her body lovingly. His breathing was becoming labored as he broke their kiss so he could kiss across her cheekbone then down to the nape of her neck when the biting and sucking of her skin was added to the tender kissing after the biting occurred.

Meanwhile, his hands made it to the nice bra strap witch came victim to his expert fingertips as the clasp fell away and left her back fully bare for his exploring hands. He lips made their way back to hers, kissing her deeply before sliding of to the other side of her face and then down to the nape of her neck where he worked the same magic here as he did it on the other side…

“AHEW!” Came a soft sound from their mother’s lip.. “I thought I best come down here and make sure that you two talked and got that little secret that you two have had for years now settled and in the open. Well I can see that both of you have done so, but I must ask you to be brother and sister for we have family company.. “You two look wonderful together.” She smiled and walked away.. “Take a few more minutes and then please come to the main house to say hello to your cousins.”

Aston tilted his head slightly and pushed forward kissing Bianca deeply. His hands continue to roam over he bare skin caressing her here and there as he resumed to battle her tongue in their kiss. He slowly pulled away from her looking into her eyes … “I love you and You have made me very, very happy.” He gave her another kiss before putting her down.. “Well Sis I think we better go and say hello.” He smacked her on the ass as he went to close the pasture gate door….