LoxfordSwimDM
Virgin
- Joined
- Aug 28, 2006
- Posts
- 3
Hi everyone. My name is Mike and I am from Wisconsin. I work in health care and have recently been exploring my fantasies of sexual humiliation and power or control.
I do not really consider myself to be a sub or a dom really. I had a girlfrield a couple of years ago who loved to be abused or used or degraded. I dont really know the exact words for the experience but she taught me a lot about myself. That shit turned me on big time.
I really started to get interested in the whole idea of making sex into something very different. I met a woman online and over a period of a year or more really we learned an incredible amount about eachother. She and I both had very normal sex lives but started to have incredible phone conversations about every possible fantasy in the world. She realized that she absolutely loved the idea of having a man worship her and obey her every request. I loved worshipping her. Really, I think I fell in love with her as much as is humanly possible over the phone and I would do anything she asked. I was passionate about her and her ideas.
I have never been submissive with a woman in real life but would love to try it. to do it, to live it but I dont know if I could ever be that open with a woman in real life. I might actually need a period of talking to her on the phone for months and months getting to know her. I am also a little afraid to let myself become submissive in real life. I am afraid it will make me into some kind of weak man which I am not. I dont really think I am a usual sub male. I dont live the "lifestyle" and really dont want to get into it full blast. I just want to integrate love and submissive sex into a relationship. Unfortunately, that is a very hard relationship to create in the real world.
Anyway, I am new here and just wanted to say something.
I do not really consider myself to be a sub or a dom really. I had a girlfrield a couple of years ago who loved to be abused or used or degraded. I dont really know the exact words for the experience but she taught me a lot about myself. That shit turned me on big time.
I really started to get interested in the whole idea of making sex into something very different. I met a woman online and over a period of a year or more really we learned an incredible amount about eachother. She and I both had very normal sex lives but started to have incredible phone conversations about every possible fantasy in the world. She realized that she absolutely loved the idea of having a man worship her and obey her every request. I loved worshipping her. Really, I think I fell in love with her as much as is humanly possible over the phone and I would do anything she asked. I was passionate about her and her ideas.
I have never been submissive with a woman in real life but would love to try it. to do it, to live it but I dont know if I could ever be that open with a woman in real life. I might actually need a period of talking to her on the phone for months and months getting to know her. I am also a little afraid to let myself become submissive in real life. I am afraid it will make me into some kind of weak man which I am not. I dont really think I am a usual sub male. I dont live the "lifestyle" and really dont want to get into it full blast. I just want to integrate love and submissive sex into a relationship. Unfortunately, that is a very hard relationship to create in the real world.
Anyway, I am new here and just wanted to say something.
