AngelofyourNighmares
His Kitten
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She could see the hurt in his eyes along with the shock on his face, old Ade would never have done anything like that, old Ade would have let him walk right back into her life, but four long years changed a person. She bit her lip her back to him and she pondered what to do or even say to him next, hands on her hips she knew she would hear him out, but she didn’t know if she was really and truly ready to. She couldn’t believe she slapped him! No she thought no she will not feel sorry for it. She took a long deep breath and they both stood there not speaking or really moving. She could feel people’s eyes on them and she didn’t even care, in this moment it was just him and her.
Who the fuck comes back after four years and tells you they love you!!! God she just wanted to scream and stomp her feet and tell him to fuck off but her heart just wasn’t in it. She turned and glared at him and if looks could have killed nick would surely be dead. She could feel her blood boiling she had never felt so angry or so confused in her entire life. All she really wanted to say is why Nick, why now after all these years, but she didn’t she remained quiet for the time being.
Oh it was wrong all right she thought to herself, it was fucked up is what it was and the look she gave him showed exactly how she felt right on her face, and she didn’t care. She wouldn’t let him fault her even if he tried she knew she had done nothing wrong. She sighed when he asked for a chance to explain.
She wanted to look at him, she wanted to run away but she felt frozen in place. Age shook her head and looked down at the ground a shiver went through her. She watched carefully as he took the seat on the bench and seemed to patiently wait to see what would do. She pondered on what to do, Part of her wanted to tell him she never wanted to see him again, the other part of her needed to know he had at least been okay, she knew he had a rough life and she really didn’t want to hurt him. She looked skeptically around part wanting to run part wanting to hug him and part wanting to cry.
She felt so many emotions coursing through her mind and body as she debated on what to do. Damn she thought he was still so hot and he hadn’t aged a bit lucky man she thought and laughed in her brain. She could feel his eyes on her, just as she always could in the past, no Ade no now is not the time to be thinking of the past. Just sit down Ade what’s the worst that could happen she was fighting with her mind and her heart. She chewed on her lip and twisted her ring once more, I’m stronger now I can and I will handle this. She sighed fighting with herself. Damn it she thought. I can do it... I will.
She fought more against her feelings of conflict then that of the anger she was feeling for him. She could also tell Nick had been conflicted as well but he hid it alot better then her. Breath Ade breath. She ran her fingers through her long red hair. Here goes nothing she thought to herself.
She took a deep breath turned and sat beside him. “ You have fifteen minutes that’s it.”
Who the fuck comes back after four years and tells you they love you!!! God she just wanted to scream and stomp her feet and tell him to fuck off but her heart just wasn’t in it. She turned and glared at him and if looks could have killed nick would surely be dead. She could feel her blood boiling she had never felt so angry or so confused in her entire life. All she really wanted to say is why Nick, why now after all these years, but she didn’t she remained quiet for the time being.
Oh it was wrong all right she thought to herself, it was fucked up is what it was and the look she gave him showed exactly how she felt right on her face, and she didn’t care. She wouldn’t let him fault her even if he tried she knew she had done nothing wrong. She sighed when he asked for a chance to explain.
She wanted to look at him, she wanted to run away but she felt frozen in place. Age shook her head and looked down at the ground a shiver went through her. She watched carefully as he took the seat on the bench and seemed to patiently wait to see what would do. She pondered on what to do, Part of her wanted to tell him she never wanted to see him again, the other part of her needed to know he had at least been okay, she knew he had a rough life and she really didn’t want to hurt him. She looked skeptically around part wanting to run part wanting to hug him and part wanting to cry.
She felt so many emotions coursing through her mind and body as she debated on what to do. Damn she thought he was still so hot and he hadn’t aged a bit lucky man she thought and laughed in her brain. She could feel his eyes on her, just as she always could in the past, no Ade no now is not the time to be thinking of the past. Just sit down Ade what’s the worst that could happen she was fighting with her mind and her heart. She chewed on her lip and twisted her ring once more, I’m stronger now I can and I will handle this. She sighed fighting with herself. Damn it she thought. I can do it... I will.
She fought more against her feelings of conflict then that of the anger she was feeling for him. She could also tell Nick had been conflicted as well but he hid it alot better then her. Breath Ade breath. She ran her fingers through her long red hair. Here goes nothing she thought to herself.
She took a deep breath turned and sat beside him. “ You have fifteen minutes that’s it.”