Help! I need to stop my hormones!

[Lovepotion69]

I'm tired, I have a cold, I'm about to get max 2hrs of sleep, and I have an exam today.

On top of this my classmate likes me, and I'm afraid the attraction's partly mutual. I'm not that into him, but I've known him since school started in Oct, and we've been great friends up until now.

He's been hugging me a lot lately and made it clear he's interested, he even kissed me the other night. I stopped him after that single kiss. Tonight we were studying, and he wanted to kiss me good night. I nicely and kinda playfully avoided it, but after dodging his attempts he finally hit my lips. I wasn't kissing back, and kept turning my head away.

Suddenly he turned my face around more determined and before I knew it he kissed me with tongue and all. I was utterly surprised, but also got extremely turned on and stupidly gave in. Didn't kiss back, but let him kiss, and it felt good.

Then suddenly he kissed me again, and before we knew it we were really at it. We stopped before anything more happened.

The bad part is that...he's married and has two kids. And I know what I did was wrong, but the attraction is there, and the hormones are flying at this time of the month!

What should I do to stop myself? I'm lying here feeling guilty, horny, dripping wet, and sleepy(and worried about my exam!).

Help!
/LP

 

[calypso_21]

Just smile!

 

[Lovepotion69]

Just smile!

I will be when the exam is over at 4pm today....

But now...I'm trying to sleep, get up to study in a couple of hours, and figured out what to do with a dripping wet pussy.

Oh yeah.....and how to stop myself from kissing a married man....

/LP

 

[SleepingWarrior]

You tried to not kiss him back, thats a good thing. Just chalk it up to a weak moment during your day. If you think it is more than that and it really bothers you maybe you shouldn't study with him.

 

[nasty1]

WEll, I could take care of the pussy for ya.

 

[becca80]

Try not to see him so often maybe? Works for me...

 

[Lovepotion69]

Hm, I'd hate to stop hanging out with him, but I guess perhaps not alone would be a good idea. Kick him out of the room...hehe

He's nice and everything, but I still haven't figured out why I'm attracted to him. haha I just am. And well...I asked him if he felt any guilt or anything, and he replied that one part of him felt slightly bad, but the other doesn't. He's married since 4-5 years, but being Pakistani it was an arranged marriage. We once had the discussion about the notion of love (long time ago), and he said that notion changes over the years. He mentioned responsibilites to himself, family, society etc. I guess he loves her, but in another way than we think of love.

Still, I hope we can both resist temptation. After all, I guess that's what it is. He's away from home, he misses his family, and I'm sure, a woman... LOL

/LP

 

[juicylips]

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Still, I hope we can both resist temptation. After all, I guess that's what it is. He's away from home, he misses his family, and I'm sure, a woman... LOL

/LP

You know I am the last person who should be telling you how to resist temptation when I have no self control concerning our mutual friend..But.....

I think you're right about his being away from home and wanting to connect with someone and I don't think it's just sexually either. You and him have been friends for a while and now it seems natural to him to take it further. If you are REALLY not interested, then you do need to space yourself away from him after setting down and talking to him about how you feel.

Good Luck in the exam, LP
JL

 

[APhil]

One word: Magic.....

From the way FG has been singing the hells of that stuff, I'd say a little bit each day oughta keep you focused on something besides your hormones.

 

[Lovepotion69]

I think you're right about his being away from home and wanting to connect with someone and I don't think it's just sexually either. You and him have been friends for a while and now it seems natural to him to take it further. If you are REALLY not interested, then you do need to space yourself away from him after setting down and talking to him about how you feel.

Good Luck in the exam, LP
JL

Hi JL!
Ok, exams are over and I'm in bed with the flu. But, that's not gonna stop me from partying tonight! One last night with the class, can't miss that.

Yeah, I think he just misses his family a lot, and among it someone to be close to. He's been wanting to hang out with guy friends more lately, telling them they can stay over if it's late. And I guess a girl should come in sooner or later. I just didn't expect it to be me! I do like him as a friend, but a relationship is out of the question for thousands of reasons.

And yes, for him it's not only sexually, he's known me for a while now and we've hung out a lot. He says he likes me because I'm nice, relaxed, deep (ah,those midnight till 6am conversations!) and according to Indian standard apparently gorgeous looking due to not being stick thin (a few Kgs overweight is apparently appreciated there.hehe I should move!)

We'll see how things go. I'll stay friends though.

/LP