bigjohnnyd2014
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- Apr 25, 2014
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- 13
Hi,
I don't know why I'm doing this, but i just am really frustrated, and i dont really want to talk to anyone i know about this and you will see why.....
I am 28, in the prime of my sexuality and well.... i basically want to fuck every thing that moves.... LOL.
Here is the problem. Im married. I've expressed to her my frustrations, my desire to be wanted and well have sex all the time. Sometimes i go weeks at a time untill finally i have to bring it up with her.
I am literally happy in every other aspect of our relationship, we are great friends, we have been good lovers when she does do it, i am an incredibly passionate person and i need to express this passion through love making. I dont really want to have a divorce, i also dont want to hurt her, but i know she wouldnt be open to me having an open relationship. Do i become unfaithful behind her back? I am looking for other options but I'm coming up blank...
This sound horrible and i know the stipulation and attitude towards people who do cheat, but i am curious and im sub consciously looking for a sexual partner all the time and i dont know that i am strong enough to say no if the situation presents itself. Literally my brain is picking out suitable mating partners all the time and its driving me insane, do i just go with it and embrace this part of me, or just be ever after denied these desires?
Maybe there is another girl out there somewhere who needs the same thing as me, who is in a relationship that you are happy in every aspect besides sex and needs the release? I dont know if this exists on the opposite side because i cant imagine a guy that doesnt want to fuck an attractive gal so i dont know maybe im just stuck....
anyways....... thats my rant hopefully i can get some helpful responses or maybe even that girl does exist and i can find you, a mutual respectful play partner that we both understand and can help each other, maybe you don't exist or maybe you do and i just havent found you yet.....
Edit: by the way im 6'2" athletic white. not some fat slob or anything like that.....
I don't know why I'm doing this, but i just am really frustrated, and i dont really want to talk to anyone i know about this and you will see why.....
I am 28, in the prime of my sexuality and well.... i basically want to fuck every thing that moves.... LOL.
Here is the problem. Im married. I've expressed to her my frustrations, my desire to be wanted and well have sex all the time. Sometimes i go weeks at a time untill finally i have to bring it up with her.
I am literally happy in every other aspect of our relationship, we are great friends, we have been good lovers when she does do it, i am an incredibly passionate person and i need to express this passion through love making. I dont really want to have a divorce, i also dont want to hurt her, but i know she wouldnt be open to me having an open relationship. Do i become unfaithful behind her back? I am looking for other options but I'm coming up blank...
This sound horrible and i know the stipulation and attitude towards people who do cheat, but i am curious and im sub consciously looking for a sexual partner all the time and i dont know that i am strong enough to say no if the situation presents itself. Literally my brain is picking out suitable mating partners all the time and its driving me insane, do i just go with it and embrace this part of me, or just be ever after denied these desires?
Maybe there is another girl out there somewhere who needs the same thing as me, who is in a relationship that you are happy in every aspect besides sex and needs the release? I dont know if this exists on the opposite side because i cant imagine a guy that doesnt want to fuck an attractive gal so i dont know maybe im just stuck....
anyways....... thats my rant hopefully i can get some helpful responses or maybe even that girl does exist and i can find you, a mutual respectful play partner that we both understand and can help each other, maybe you don't exist or maybe you do and i just havent found you yet.....
Edit: by the way im 6'2" athletic white. not some fat slob or anything like that.....
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