lonelyjulia
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I just found this site today, and this is my first post. I hope that I found the right place to put it, since I'm not familiar with bulletin board protocol, not having previously used the internet for much other than research or music.
The love of my life passed not quite two years ago, and time since then has crawled by in a series of identically dreary days. She was the only person to ever touch me sexually, and I belonged to nobody but her from that first night onward for 24 years 5 months and 18 days. For over a year I couldn't even bring myself to masturbate, but since I've overcome that obstacle I've found that it still just isn't fulfilling, and I think I've tried about every way I can think of. I am totally clueless as to how to go about finding a girlfriend, because I've never been on a date, never been in a bar (I don't drink and am allergic to smoke), don't go to church, and my professional acquaintances are the very people I can't afford to come out to. However, I didn't come here to arrange a quick hook-up with a stranger, either. I simply need guidance from some ladies of similar persuasion on how to go about meeting women similar to myself who might be interested in more than just a roll in the hay and who aren't going to turn into crazy phycho stalker bitches.
If it helps any, I'm 41, 5 foot 5 1/2, B cups, slender and athletic body, very fair complexion, dirty blond, no tats, no piercings except my ears. I've been monogamous since I was a teenager and never bothered looking at porn until the last year or so, but judging from what I see floating around the internet I'd say that by comparison my love life was a whole lot kinkier than I ever thought it was, so I would assume that compared to the rest of the population I would be pretty open-minded in bed. I just have no appetite for men and only a grudging interest in women who are also into men.
The love of my life passed not quite two years ago, and time since then has crawled by in a series of identically dreary days. She was the only person to ever touch me sexually, and I belonged to nobody but her from that first night onward for 24 years 5 months and 18 days. For over a year I couldn't even bring myself to masturbate, but since I've overcome that obstacle I've found that it still just isn't fulfilling, and I think I've tried about every way I can think of. I am totally clueless as to how to go about finding a girlfriend, because I've never been on a date, never been in a bar (I don't drink and am allergic to smoke), don't go to church, and my professional acquaintances are the very people I can't afford to come out to. However, I didn't come here to arrange a quick hook-up with a stranger, either. I simply need guidance from some ladies of similar persuasion on how to go about meeting women similar to myself who might be interested in more than just a roll in the hay and who aren't going to turn into crazy phycho stalker bitches.
If it helps any, I'm 41, 5 foot 5 1/2, B cups, slender and athletic body, very fair complexion, dirty blond, no tats, no piercings except my ears. I've been monogamous since I was a teenager and never bothered looking at porn until the last year or so, but judging from what I see floating around the internet I'd say that by comparison my love life was a whole lot kinkier than I ever thought it was, so I would assume that compared to the rest of the population I would be pretty open-minded in bed. I just have no appetite for men and only a grudging interest in women who are also into men.
