Heartbeats... (Closed for Asobininryochan)

[Cherrybomb400]

(OOC: I want to put a disclaimer on this. The following post, my character has been convinced to get an abortion. In the end she doesn't (spoilers). I am putting the disclaimer here, because I don't know who might read this and I don't want to accidentally trigger something for anyone. Thanks for reading!)



Today was probably the worst day of Leda's life, at least that's what it felt like.

2 weeks ago, Leda hadn't been feeling well, and a trip to her doctor's revealed that she was pregnant. It wasn't in Leda's plan to have a baby at 19, but as soon as she found out she was she had been imagining what the baby would look like. Would it be a boy or a girl? Were they going to be healthy? Would she be a good mom? Her boyfriend, whom she was living with had only one question.

"You're not gonna keep it, right?"

When she told him that she thought about it, he quickly swooped in, trying to diffuse the situation as quickly as possible. He gave her every reason under the sun that he could think of as to why she shouldn't have the baby. Any semblance of happiness she had at the thought of holding her baby were suddenly squashed when Chris made it clear that he didn't support it. So they made some calls and found a clinic that was in the bad part of town where they could afford to have it taken care of.

Fast forwarding to today.

Chris drove her to the clinic. They went in and waited, and then Leda was taken into the back where the procedure was explained to her and they asked her some questions. When it came to signing the paper work, Leda froze and then started crying. No part of her wanted this. One of the nurses took her to the side and they talked. She cancelled the procedure and went back into the lobby.

Christ got up from his seat, he thought she was just coming back to say goodbye to him and then he would be back when she woke up. When she told him that she wasn't doing it, at first he tried to tell her that she was just scared and that she didn't want a baby.

But when she didn't budge on her decision, he got angry. He yelled at her and called her stupid and selfish for doing this to him. Then he threw the ultimatum that if she had the baby, they were done and he didn't want anything to do with either of them. He left with only saying "Call me when you make the right decision."

Now Leda was all alone and in this creepy clinic in the worst part of the city. She had no money for a cab home, and even if she did Chris probably wouldn't let her in. Leda had three choices: Try to walk back to her old apartment, call her parents, or call her brother.

Right now, Leda couldn't handle talking to her parents about the situation... Her brother though... they weren't really close and didn't really know if he would help her... But right now it was the only favorable option.

Pulling out her phone, she dialed his number.

 

[Asobininryochan]

Leopold picked up his cell, wondering what Leda wanted:

- Hey, Leda. What’s up?

He thought he heard sobbing, but he kept that to himself until he knew more. Quietly, he hoped that nothing like Chris beating up on her was the cause for this unexpected call. He never liked her new boyfriend and warned Leda not to move in with him. Now, hopefully, she finally reason and wanted his help:

- What’s wrong?

He added as Leo listened to the sound of Leda’s crying….

 

[Cherrybomb400]

"Can you come get me please?" Leda was trying so hard not to cry but her voice was wavering. When he asked her what was wrong the crying just got worse. It took a few minutes before she could finally articulate what happened, starting with when she told Chris she was pregnant, and up to when he just left her there in a part of town that she didn't know.

After she got off the phone with him, she found a seat by herself as she waited. She was wearing a pink knit sweater, a pair of blue skinny jeans, boots, and her peacoat. She curled her long hair today, so looked like her hair only came to her shoulders. She thought about how curling her hair was silly... She supposed that she did it in attempts to make herself feel about the procedure. It didn't work obviously.

 

[Asobininryochan]

- Sure… I’ll come and get you….

He drove to the family planning clinic and parked his car. Walking inside the building, he spotted Leda in the waiting room, anxiously waiting for her brother. Leo felt sorry for his kid sister and walked right up to her; saying as he placed a hand on her shoulder:

- It’s alright now…. I’m here, sis….

 

[Cherrybomb400]

As soon as she felt his hand on her shoulder, she got closer to him and wrapped her arm tightly around him. She was trying so hard not to cry, but being naturally an emotional person and then having pregnancy hormones raging through her at the same time... it wasn't going to happen. The young woman just kept holding onto the older man. For those who were not around for when Chris yelled at her, they thought that this man was probably her boyfriend picking up his distraught girlfriend.

They walked back to his car, and Leda sat in the passenger's seat. She kept looking at her phone, wondering if Chris was going to call or text her. Why was he acting like this? He wasn't the best boyfriend, and Leda knew that her friends didn't like him, but she really thought he cared about her.

Finding some tissues, she blew her nose. "Can... can I stay at your place?... Just for tonight?"

 

[Asobininryochan]

- Yeah… You can stay as long as you want.

He answered without hesitation. As he took Leda back to his place, Leopold noticed the number of times she glanced at her phone. He wondered why her boyfriend abandoned his sister at the clinic. Probably, he thought to himself, out of fear:

- We’re here….

He told Leda as he turned into the driveway of his house – a bank auctioned home that Leo placed a bid and surprisingly won. Pressing the button that opened the garage door revealed half of the available space for vehicles occupied by unopened boxes. As he parked his car, he suddenly felt the urgent need to unpack his belongings when he saw his weeping sister. After opening the passenger door, Leo then offered his hand as he said:

- Come on… I’ll show you to your room….

 

[Cherrybomb400]

Leda hadn't noticed the boxes, or much of anything else. Leo took her hand and she followed him to the room she would be staying in. She was in such deep thought about being scared of her current situation, that when they got to her room she realized she didn't look around at the other rooms. There wasn't a current need to explore anyway. She placed her phone on the night stand and sat on the bed. Looking up at Leo as she continued to hold onto his hand, she asked, "Would you stay and hold me for a little while? Just until I fall asleep?" It was still day time, but from all of her crying Leda was exhausted.

 

[Asobininryochan]

- I’m here for you….

He said as he took off his shoes and pants. Normally, Leo slept naked, but decided to keep his shirt and underwear for Leda’s sake. As she slipped into a fitful slumber, he too fell asleep.

When he woke up, he noticed the lack of light and the erection that pressed against his sister’s back. He tried uncoupling himself from Leda, but she instinctively turned around and prevented his departure by wrapping her arms around him. Now, with his cock also trapped between her thighs, he felt his erection rubbing against her pubes. The thrilling sensation made him unconsciously press his body against her sleeping figure as he desperate tried to wake her up:

- Leda… time to wake up, dear….

 

[Cherrybomb400]

Leda had borrowed one of her brother's shirts and a pair of his shorts before falling sleep. From twisting around, the shirt had drifted up, exposing her belly. Her left leg was resting over top his right. When Leo tried to move, his erected member rubbed against her body. Leda was still mostly asleep and her mind did not realize that her brother was the one she was holding. She pressed herself closer to him.

"Mmmm... warm." She continued to sleep. However Leo could hear the sound of Leda's phone receiving a text. It was from Chris. He texted her asking if she went through with the procedure and asked when he should pick her up.

 

[Asobininryochan]

- Prick…

Leo mused as he put the cell back on top of the nightstand. Still, with her leg thrown over his lower torso, he struggled to move and not disturb his sleeping sister. Moreover, his briefs rode down from his crotch and soon his naked penis poured pre-cum on Leda’s bare belly

Imagine, he thought to himself, the only thing keeping him from fucking his sibling – a couple layers of fabric. He tried not to feel excited from the situation, but his dick continued to receive a good stroking from her stomach. He fought to prevent his member from ejaculating, but eventually, he knew that he would eventually lose the battle unless:

- Leda… please wake up….

 

[Cherrybomb400]

Leda groaned and stretched her body against her, wedging his cock between their stomachs. Then she rolled over, allowing him freedom to to leave the bed. But now he could perfectly see her back and her round ass that his shorts were hiding from his view. Slowly Leda woke up, yawning and completely unaware that her body had been rubbing against her brother's body.

 

[Asobininryochan]

- You got a text message from your boyfriend….

Leo informed Leda when she seemed conscious enough to understand him. Strangely, he felt no need to rise from bed as he stared at her derriere in fascination. He even pondered about how his dick would feel – lodged in between the cheeks of her buttocks. When he saw that nothing covered his rampant erection, he surreptitiously replaced his brief and handed Leda her phone.

 

[Cherrybomb400]

Leda sighed when she read the message. She texted him back saying that she hadn't and was with her brother. Chris then asked her when she was GOING to have it done, since there wasn't a very big window.

Then Leda called him.

"Chris, I'm keeping the baby." She paused as she listened to him. "I have thought about this... I don't understand why you are being like this!" Leda's voice sounded as though she was growing impatient. "You know what, it doesn't even matter! I'll be by to get my stuff later!"

And hung up the phone. She sat there for a while before speaking again.

"... He broke up with me."

 

[Asobininryochan]

- I’m sorry…

He said, hugging her as Leo stroked her hair. Optimistically, he hoped Leda failed to notice his erect penis pressing against her body. As he rocked to comfort his little sister, Leo added:

- So when do you want to pick your stuff?

 

[Cherrybomb400]

Leda welcomed the affection from her brother, and pressed herself closer to him. Leo made her feel safe and that everything would be alright. She didn't notice that he was hard at the time. When he asked her when she wanted to get her stuff, she sighed.

"I don't know... I guess I should figure out if I am moving back home with mom or dad or try to get a place by myself." The latter was not a likely option. Leda was still in school and currently didn't have a job in order to pay rent for a new place.

 

[Asobininryochan]

- No...

Leo muttered as he lingered in close proximity to his still supine sibling:

- Stay here… I have lots of space…

Watching her small waist and well-rounded posterior, Leo’s cock suddenly sprang back to life. A flood of desire accompanied the revival of his virile member as he recalled the warmth of Leda’s body:

- And I would welcome someone who can help me make this a real home….

 

[Cherrybomb400]

Leda hugged onto her brother tighter then pulled back to look up at him. "Are you sure? What about the baby? The last thing you want is your kid sister and niece or nephew cramping your style." When she mentioned the baby, her hand went over her abdomen. She was only 2 months along, so she wasn't showing just yet.

She did think about what it would be like staying with him. Would she get in the way? Was he dating anyone? What if he wanted to bring a date home?

 

[Asobininryochan]

Leda’s protests about interrupting Leo’s life seemed trivial compared to her present predicament:

- I don’t think I’ll mind….

He said, realizing that he still lay with his sister, unable or unwilling to rise from Leda’s bed:

- And your child needs a home….

Just mentioning the child and considering his sister’s pregnancy hardened his erection. Leopold turned, but instead of the direction he desired, went the other way and onto Leda’s back. With his hard-on now lodged in between her butt cheeks, he tried his best to remain calm and reassuringly wrap his arms around Leda:

- Just as much as you do….

 

[Cherrybomb400]

And shortly after that, they had moved Leda's stuff into her brother's house. Chris didn't speak a single word to her, which was probably for the best. Moving her stuff into the house was much easier than telling her parents that she was pregnant and that she and Chris had broken up. At first they didn't take the news well, but soon her mother was taking her to doctor appointments and they were looking at baby clothing.

Leda and Leo became closer too as they started living together (which their parents found odd but agreed that Leo did have the space to spare). Maybe it was the pregnancy hormones, but Ledas day always seemed better once Leo was home. They would talk and watch tv together. More often than not, Leda would either be resting her head on his shoulder or lap and hold his hand.

It wasn't until today that Leda realized that her feelings for Leo had changed from a sibling love to something more.

Today was Leda's 5th month checkup and ultrasound. Her mother couldn't make it out of work so Leda asked her brother to take her. Her stomach had grown quite a bit. Now she could feel the baby moving or even when it felt like they had hiccups (Leda's belly would jump it seemed). When they walked into the doctors office, Leda was holding Leo's hand which seemed normal for her. When they checked in the receptionist said that Leda and her boyfriend could wait in the room. It took a moment for Leda to realize why they would think they were together.

She let go of his hand and instantly regretted it.

 

[Asobininryochan]

A spontaneous pang of sympathy for his sister urged Leo to hold Leda’s hand again:

- Let’s wait in the room…

He told her as looked at Leda with affection. Unbeknownst to Leda, Leopold also felt a deepening bond that seemed more intimate than their erstwhile fraternal bonds. Her presence in his house comforted him; especially when he returned home to find her greeting him with her waxing figure – growing heavier with child.

The act of touching Leda’s pregnant belly imparted an indescribable warmth that he longed to accomplish at least once a day. Lately, when he relaxed with Leda, she often permitted him to touch her ballooning breasts. Perhaps she enjoyed his interest in her changing body, and Leo truthfully admitted to himself that he hoped to suckle from Leda’s tits.

 

[Cherrybomb400]

Leda was happy that he took her hand back. They went back into the exam room where Leda had to change into a medical gown. She needed Leo's help to undress, and he saw her swollen breasts and round stomach completely nude for the first time. Even though her brother was just helping her to get ready for the exam, Leda couldn't help but feel excited when he saw her exposed skin.

Soon she was wearing the medical gown and sitting on the exam table. The doctor came in and greeted Leda. "Ready to get your next sonogram done?" Leda nodded and the doctor turned to Leo, "and I see Daddy is here this time." The doctor smiled warmly before putting on a new pair of gloves and turning on the machine.

"Oh, he's.... Um..." Leda didn't know what to say. In that moment though, she did quietly wish that Leo was the father and not Chris.

 

[Asobininryochan]

- Yeah… I’m really excited....

Leopold spoke before Leda needed to explain her situation to the OB/GYN. He stared at her stomach – bulging with his niece or nephew – as the doctor smeared the gel. Wondering why he suddenly wanted to participate and smear that jelly all over her pregnant body, he vaguely heard the female physician asking the following from the child’s parents:

- Would like to know the baby’s sex?

Meanwhile, Leo longingly gazed at Leda’s tits. Her cup size seemed bigger than the last time he saw her breasts a couple of weeks ago. When he accidentally walked in on her while taking a shower, he apologized before using another bathroom in the house; but before he left, Leo took a moment to look at her nipples, which grew bigger and darker with the passage of time:

- So, does Daddy want to know?

Apparently, when his focus returned to the examination room, the doctor and Leda turned to him – waiting for an answer:

- What do you think, honey?

He shot back, hoping to dodge the question and more importantly, ask for Leda’s opinion before deciding…..

 

[Cherrybomb400]

"Yes please," Leda answered the doctor. Held onto Leo's hand as the doctor started the machine and pressed the device onto her stomach. On the screen they could make out the shape of the head. Other than that, Leda couldn't tell much else. Leda held onto her brothers hand as she could finally see the shape of the baby clearly.

"It looks like a healthy girl!" The doctor proclaimed.

Leda started to shed a tear or two as she thought about how close she was to ending her pregnancy. She was so happy that she didn't. The doctor asked if they wanted to wait for them to print the picture or just have it emailed to them. Leda wanted to wait for the copy.

They continued the exam, the whole time Leda kept hold of her brother's hand. Everything seemed normal and then the doctor asked them how often they were having sex. Leda blushed terribly red.

"Is... It safe to be having sex while I'm pregnant?" Leda asked shyly.

The doctor nodded, "At this time, it's perfectly safe. Actually it's encouraged, it can provide a lot of benefits. Lowers blood pressure, improves sleep, immunity..." The doctor continued to list the benefits, but all Leda could imagine was her brother and her copulating with her round stomach between them.

 

[Asobininryochan]

When Leda seemed lost in her own carnal thoughts, Leo jumped and said:

- She’s insatiable… but she’s worried about the baby….

Incredulous that he just declared a desire to sleep with his sister, Leo’s bashfully burned, which the doctor interpreted as a reaction normal for expecting couples:

- Don’t worry…

The OB/GYN reassured Leda as the physician held her other hand:

- You and your husband can have as much fun as you like….

 

[Cherrybomb400]

Leda blushed at the doctor, and her only response was "We're not married..."

"Ah, sorry I assumed. Still, you shouldn't have to worry about hurting the baby." The doctor smiled warmly. After the exam, Leo helped Lade get dressed again. She felt that his hands brushed against her breasts, which admittedly she enjoyed. They got a copy of the sonogram, made their next appointment and Leda was given information for baby care classes... She realized she never changed a diaper or cared for a baby at all before. For a moment she doubted herself on whether she could do this.

When they got back into the car, the first thing she address was what Leo said in the doctor's office, "So I'm insatiable?" She smirked at him.