HARDKOREBJ

[Willing and Unsure]

*hugs*



you sound like you need them tonite... if you need anything else, email me...

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

wow

thanks for the post just for me.i wish i could get some sleep thou.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

well why dont you then? i'm sure a little bit of sleep will help you some...

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

well

i would if i could.if im lucky i might get 3-4 hours sleep a day.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

i know what that's like... it really sucks... have you seen your doctor about insomnia? he/she might be able to help you some there

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

well

no i really can`t really afford one at this time.


[Edited by HARDKOREBJ on 05-20-2001 at 09:36 PM]

 

[Willing and Unsure]

well... what's going on then... i'll do my best to help you some then... if you'd like to share, that is

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

well i guess im just depressed

i guess i just feel down on myself.thats why i can`t sleep sometimes.i hate my job.i get dumped on a lot.i just wish i could get some time off.maybe i could have some fun for once.all the people i went to school with have carrers and familys of there own.i guess i feel stupid for not doing what they did to better them selfs.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

if you hate your job, try to find a different one... and if you get dumped on a lot, dont take it from them. you should be happy and you dont deserve to be made to feel bad about yourself by anyone... and dont feel stupid about the choices you made, you made them for a reason even though it may not be a decision your happy about having made them now

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

well

well if there was another job out there i would take it in a heartbeat.there just not many jobs where i live.im just not sure what i want out of life except to be happy.i just can`t seem to get any luck out of my life.for some reason im destine for failure.i thought if you work hard you can go far in what you do.i got a 5cent raise in the last 3 years.what does that tell you.bosses are just cheap skates.iwork in back pain,pulled muscles,strains,sun burs like 3rd degree .so i don`t get fired.i just couldn`t handle that.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

look... if you think you're going to fail, then you are... so you're dooming yourself to a life of failure then. mind over matter. that's what it almost always comes down to. and for you to be happy, you're the only one that can do that. no one else can make you happy. they can contribute, but they cant do it for you.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

yes

i guess you`re right.cause i just don`t care too much about my self.i think of others than myself.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

well... try putting yourself first some.... it may feel like your being selfish some of the time... but you will feel better in the long run

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

ok

i will try that but sometimes it just doesn`t work.well did you check you`re e-mail.thanks for the sweet posts.i just hope i can get a positive attitude or something.would you like to talk to me.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

well

hi,i hope i can work being so sleepy.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

well

i`ve nearly passed out being so sleepy and hungry without food.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

check your email sweetie

and eat sumthin...
and please do try and get some sleep

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

hi

thanks for the e-mail.just don`t feel like eating or sleeping.i glad someone thinks im a sweety

 

[Willing and Unsure]

well... if you're not going to eat something then at least take a vitamin.... flinstones chewables complete vitamins work well and are somewhat inexpensive (in comparison to some of the others)... you'll get malnourished and become vitamin deficient if you dont, and that's really bad

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

im just not in the mood for anything

i know its bad if you don`t feel like it you just don`t.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

i need sleep more

is something that i can do to sleep.i can`t get turned on to sleep.well do you have any thoughts

 

[Willing and Unsure]

i understand all that... i've been like that a couple of times somewhat recently.... but i think you should take a vitamin every day to avoid getting sick and all that stuff...

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

true

i don`t get sick that often.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

to get some sleep... try maybe some music while you try to sleep. that usually helps me, but if it doesnt... get up and do something, like sit-ups or something strenuous like that... other than that, i dont really have any suggestions other than sleeping pills (and you should only take those after consulting with a doctor)

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

yes

most of my time i think about something that what im suppose to.all i want is sex.but i feel stupid for thinking like that.here lately i don`t feel like that