red_rose
me-ow
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Now that everyone's quite confused, let me explain.
For me, January 1st really doesn't have much pull. Yay! Time for a new calendar! Yippee!!
Hm.
I consider my birthday to be the beginning of my "New Year". Birthdays are a time to look back on what I've done in the last year and then think about where I'm heading.
I'm not ready for this one. It's too soon. I feel like I've spent this last year constantly trying to find grips and footholds. I'm a rock climber just barely hanging by my harness at times.
I still feel so transient. I've barely started unpacking my apartment... I'm getting ready to start (another) new position at work. I'm fumbling in the dark. I'm not used to not being in control.
I've never not looked forward to a birthday before. This is such a strange feeling for me. I wish I could better understand why I'm dreading it so much.
I guess I need to try to regain some control. Saturday will be the beginning of my next New Year.
For me, January 1st really doesn't have much pull. Yay! Time for a new calendar! Yippee!!
Hm.
I consider my birthday to be the beginning of my "New Year". Birthdays are a time to look back on what I've done in the last year and then think about where I'm heading.
I'm not ready for this one. It's too soon. I feel like I've spent this last year constantly trying to find grips and footholds. I'm a rock climber just barely hanging by my harness at times.
I still feel so transient. I've barely started unpacking my apartment... I'm getting ready to start (another) new position at work. I'm fumbling in the dark. I'm not used to not being in control.
I've never not looked forward to a birthday before. This is such a strange feeling for me. I wish I could better understand why I'm dreading it so much.
I guess I need to try to regain some control. Saturday will be the beginning of my next New Year.
