Halloween Fun

BiBunny

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Well, my Halloween fun consisted of pretty long and intense self-bondage session. Kitty took pics of parts of it for me, and I thought I'd share.

Lately...well, honestly, I've been hurting inside a lot. I'm one of those maso types who has to make the pain on the outside match the pain on the inside in order to gain equilibrium, and since I'm not bottoming anymore, I have to do it myself.

Disclaimer: If you don't like pictures of fat women in bondage, don't look. Or, if you do look, don't say I didn't warn you. :p

Additional disclaimer: I'm not nuts--just kind of...broken-hearted.

I'm going to arrange the pics differently than most folks do because I was kind of inspired by a song. I'm going to post the lyrics of the song and put pics to correspond with them. Just click the lyrics for the pic. There's a new pic every other line. I will probably go back and hotlink all the pics into a later post, partly because I know this constant clicking is going to be a pain in the ass and partly because I'm going to have a leave several out to begin with. But right now, I'm tired, and I just wanna get the damn things uploaded so I can go to bed! ;)

Anyway, the song is "Hurt", the Johnny Cash version. If you're not familiar with it, do listen to it. Ok, without further ado....

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real


The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything


What have I become
My sweetest friend

Everyone I know
Goes away in the end


And you could have it all
My empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt


I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair


Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear

You are someone else
And I am still right here


What have I become
My sweetest friend

Everyone I know
Goes away in the end


And you could have it all
My empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt


If I could start again
A million miles away

I would keep myself
I would find a way


Please be gentle. I don't usually let people too deeply inside my head because they never hang around too long afterwards. God, I think I've bared my soul more in this thread than I ever have here before. :eek:
 
i for one loved the images and love that song so very much... if it's possible i may love the johnny cash version more. Anyway... i thought the images were truly beautiful, and could not help but purr very deeply at the sight of those boots

i am sure i was not supposed to, but i am a creature of habit

anyway, i thought they were quite nice and well done

*hugs the Bunny*
 
Wow....the pictures look amazing!! Both you and your photographer have done well!!

Lookin forward to some more if you dare to share some more!

:D

:rose:
 
*hugs* I've got a baby on my lap right now, so I'll return to look at the pictures some other time.
 
I'm so glad you had a good time.

I adore that song, at least I do when it's the Cash version.
 
Stunning! I love them, You look so beautiful. :rose:
 
I've been peeking in and out of this this AM when I should be working.

Um, you are fucking delicious. Full Stop.
 
your gorgeous. wow.

and you gave me some ideas for pictures, for which i thank you.
 
Bunny
YOU are gorgeous and I loved every one of those pics..... YOU are a beautiful person and one of my closest friends on here.. thank you for sharing a personal part of your life with us we are the blessed ones.. I promise you that.. That you trusted enough in us to share those..

and Thanks to Kitty for taking the pics...

SKL
:rose:
 
Hearing that song playing in my mind made the pictures far more poignant and almost painful, especially the last one. I'd originally planned to make another cheerful offer to help with that rope, but I find myself a little too somber for that.

Thank you for sharing the photos. You weren't kidding about baring your soul.

Bravo.

*hugs to the beautiful sad lady in those pics*
 
You are beautiful bunny, though your eyes show pain I'd hate to have been the one to put there. Thank you for inviting us to see you...
 
I enjoyed viewing those BIBunny.
Thanks for sharing them with all of us.
I love sepia tone. :rose:
 
Thanks to everyone who's responded. I honestly wasn't sure what kind of reaction I was going to get when I posted. :eek:

Like I said, the pics are pretty revealing, not so much of my body, but of what's on the inside. I may upload all the pics from that session later, though they're really just more of the same.

Thanks again. It makes me feel a bit better to share myself like this.
 
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