Guiltiness & Shame (this might be the dumbest post ever sry)

[TheTwistedPixie]

Heyyy so sorry to harsh the vibe or whatever but I am wondering if anybody else goes through phases where you feel guilty/ashamed about being on websites like this... or into "literotica" and kinks or fetishes etc or whatever.

Like I LOVE the stories on here and they turn me on so much... but then when I am at my job or with friends I'm like "omg how could I read that stuff or be into that stuff... I'm never going to log in or look at it again... so embarrassed..." and for a few weeks or sometimes months I won't look at it but then I finally do and I'm like... omg I've missed this so much it is great... like I feel like i have a bipolar sexual fight going on always inside of me and one side wants to be like a "good girl" and be like... celibate and not even think about stuff like this or look at anything... and then the other side is like "do the absolute raunchiest sexual things you can physically do and live it up!!!'

This might all be dumb and make no sense.

Just trying to see if I'm crazy or if it is something we are all wrestling with.

 

[lifeis2short2b]

Mostly everyone has sex thoughts, when you are young you may think your the only one with these thoughts. You would be surprised to know your friends have the same thoughts.

 

[NivKay]

Heyyy so sorry to harsh the vibe or whatever but I am wondering if anybody else goes through phases where you feel guilty/ashamed about being on websites like this... or into "literotica" and kinks or fetishes etc or whatever.

Like I LOVE the stories on here and they turn me on so much... but then when I am at my job or with friends I'm like "omg how could I read that stuff or be into that stuff... I'm never going to log in or look at it again... so embarrassed..." and for a few weeks or sometimes months I won't look at it but then I finally do and I'm like... omg I've missed this so much it is great... like I feel like i have a bipolar sexual fight going on always inside of me and one side wants to be like a "good girl" and be like... celibate and not even think about stuff like this or look at anything... and then the other side is like "do the absolute raunchiest sexual things you can physically do and live it up!!!'

This might all be dumb and make no sense.

Just trying to see if I'm crazy or if it is something we are all wrestling with.

You’re not crazy. It’s a funny thing, guilt. I think it’s so ingrained in us, these kinds of sites are ‘sub-culture’. The very term makes it a little ‘wrong’. Guilt becomes a culturally learnt response. So you’re not the only one. There is always some guilt lurking in me somewhere

 

[Maydaypilot]

Heyyy so sorry to harsh the vibe or whatever but I am wondering if anybody else goes through phases where you feel guilty/ashamed about being on websites like this... or into "literotica" and kinks or fetishes etc or whatever.

Like I LOVE the stories on here and they turn me on so much... but then when I am at my job or with friends I'm like "omg how could I read that stuff or be into that stuff... I'm never going to log in or look at it again... so embarrassed..." and for a few weeks or sometimes months I won't look at it but then I finally do and I'm like... omg I've missed this so much it is great... like I feel like i have a bipolar sexual fight going on always inside of me and one side wants to be like a "good girl" and be like... celibate and not even think about stuff like this or look at anything... and then the other side is like "do the absolute raunchiest sexual things you can physically do and live it up!!!'

This might all be dumb and make no sense.

Just trying to see if I'm crazy or if it is something we are all wrestling with.

Discovering ‘you’ - not the you they expect you to be.

A fav theme of mine. Explored in my poem, Out Of Your Mind, and some of my stories.

Enjoy T. The concerns are theirs, not yours.

Maydaypilot

 

[TheTwistedPixie]

You’re not crazy. It’s a funny thing, guilt. I think it’s so ingrained in us, these kinds of sites are ‘sub-culture’. The very term makes it a little ‘wrong’. Guilt becomes a culturally learnt response. So you’re not the only one. There is always some guilt lurking in me somewhere

I think this is what it is... like I was raised by amazing people but very much in a culture of sex/sexiness is shameful and sex is only for having a family when you get married. and girls should swim in shorts and t shirts and not be too showy and i think that I kinda rebelled against that. obviously... and kind've find attractive the opposite of everything I was told to look for/like and its like... because I was raised with that stuff I can't not feel guilty time to time or all the time. but then when i talk to people irl they have all sorts of crazy kinks and fetishes and ideas and so I'm like... well so we all think about this stuff or like it but we all feel like we shouldn't?

I just feel like it is such extremes for me... like I will literally be down to do the craziest things but then spend the next 3 months being like "I am never going to even touch MYSELF again!!!!" and then I just wake up one day and am like... "what have i been thinking lets get crazy..."

idk i probably sound insane i am sleep deprived rn

 

[NivKay]

Being sleep deprived is probably adding to that feeling, you know? We’re more vulnerable then, and all our anxieties rise up to the surface

 

[NakedCanadian]

Like I LOVE the stories on here and they turn me on so much... but then when I am at my job or with friends I'm like "omg how could I read that stuff or be into that stuff... I'm never going to log in or look at it again... so embarrassed..."

Just remember that the stories you are reading may have been, or probably have been written by one of the people that you're worried about.
And, based on your profile picture - they're thinking of you when they're writing those stories! So enjoy!

 

[jdh276]

Heyyy so sorry to harsh the vibe or whatever but I am wondering if anybody else goes through phases where you feel guilty/ashamed about being on websites like this... or into "literotica" and kinks or fetishes etc or whatever.

Like I LOVE the stories on here and they turn me on so much... but then when I am at my job or with friends I'm like "omg how could I read that stuff or be into that stuff... I'm never going to log in or look at it again... so embarrassed..." and for a few weeks or sometimes months I won't look at it but then I finally do and I'm like... omg I've missed this so much it is great... like I feel like i have a bipolar sexual fight going on always inside of me and one side wants to be like a "good girl" and be like... celibate and not even think about stuff like this or look at anything... and then the other side is like "do the absolute raunchiest sexual things you can physically do and live it up!!!'

This might all be dumb and make no sense.

Just trying to see if I'm crazy or if it is something we are all wrestling with.

I have went through this thought process myself. I still do at times.

 

[Shaglus_Ziegler]

Heyyy so sorry to harsh the vibe or whatever but I am wondering if anybody else goes through phases where you feel guilty/ashamed about being on websites like this... or into "literotica" and kinks or fetishes etc or whatever.

Like I LOVE the stories on here and they turn me on so much... but then when I am at my job or with friends I'm like "omg how could I read that stuff or be into that stuff... I'm never going to log in or look at it again... so embarrassed..." and for a few weeks or sometimes months I won't look at it but then I finally do and I'm like... omg I've missed this so much it is great... like I feel like i have a bipolar sexual fight going on always inside of me and one side wants to be like a "good girl" and be like... celibate and not even think about stuff like this or look at anything... and then the other side is like "do the absolute raunchiest sexual things you can physically do and live it up!!!'

This might all be dumb and make no sense.

Just trying to see if I'm crazy or if it is something we are all wrestling with.

No guilt no shame. No need! Cheers