Groove is in the Heart (Closed for NDIaC & Firmhanded_Daddy)

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Liv Savage sat quietly atop a big blue dumpster in the alley behind Club Zozo. Her lightweight frame put a dent in the thick plastic lid, offering a cozy little spot to sit and contemplate life's great mysteries. That really wasn't what Liv was doing, but it sounded romantic enough, didn't it? Her laptop rested against her thighs, casting a radiant blue glow that gave the contours of her face a sharp and drastic contrast. Thin, dexterous fingers rapped furiously at the keys, momentarily stopped to bring up another screen, her digital audio workstation to make some adjustments before she returned to the word document she had open. Large gray eyes stared blankly at the screen, occasionally twitching and shifting as she zoomed from screen to screen, tab to tab, always moving, always typing, adding words, splicing, rearranging, seamlessly moving from one to the other. The look on her face was as blank as her eyes, more or less a zonked out look of someone in another world. There was no intense glare, a furrowed brow, a twitch of the lip or utterance under the breath, nothing. The only way someone could tell she was even alive was the puff of smoke that spilled past her lips with every breath she took, or the occasional slow blink of those large and mysterious eyes.

By all accounts Liv was attractive, though her general unkempt appearance and typical lack of hygiene considerably brought down her rating. Depending on how drunk they were she ranged from a five to six, not bad for not combing your hair or taking a shower for a couple days straight. She didn't seem to care her clothes were ruffled, her short black hair wild and untamed, falling out over her brow, tickling at her nose and temples with the slightest of moments. Her bulky headphones only exaggerated the already wild hair while cutting her off from the world around her. She couldn't hear the music behind her, though she certainly could feel the throb of it as it pulsed through brick and mortar, with a life of it's own that no one could truly control. Liv had no control over what drove her, not tonight, not ever. The words came to her out of no where, she had to get them down fast lest she forget them entirely. The same went for her music, everything came in vivid, intense bursts of inspiration that dominated Liv's life.

Even now Liv couldn't help herself, even if she were hear as an artist, mere moments away from taking the stage she couldn't pull herself away from the work. Everyone performed for different reasons, some for the fame, the money, the prestige, or simply for the love of creating and music in general. Liv was solidly in the latter category, though to her it wasn't about sharing her work but simply getting it out of her system, releasing that pent up energy, the emotion and for the moment feeling like she was really alive.

Otherwise, Liv was quiet, reserved and unassuming. Some people thought her mentally retarded or just stupid, her social skills were considerably lacking. There were few that truly understood her, or at least could remain around her for any length of time without screaming out in frustration. Liv was in her own little world pretty much twenty-four seven, only gracing the world with her attention for sparingly small amounts of time in between.

It was five till eleven and Liv was running late, not that she knew or seemingly even cared. While she sat peacefully in the biting cold, others were running around like proverbial chickens with their heads cut off. One of those unfortunate stressed out souls was Renee Erikson. She was the frontwoman, lead guitarist and one of the founding members of the relatively new band SLivER, Liv being the other as well as the brains and inspiration behind the music. Liv created, Renee sang and together they made pulses race and heads explode. Liv had some true talent in playing several instruments and composing the music but she lacked any kind of singing voice. While Renee was far from lacking in creative talent, the moment she had witnessed Liv's work she wanted to do nothing else but give it a voice. Right now all Renee wanted was to find Liv, since they were five minutes away from the start of their gig and she hadn’t seen a trace of the space case for hours. She checked all the typical spots, green room, the bar, even the bathroom and the parking lot. Of course she wasn’t answering her phone, but it was a minor act of God for her to ever do that.

Renee threw her arms up in defeat and resisted the urge to scream. Sometimes Liv could really piss her off, especially at times like this when she couldn’t even be bothered to show up for her own show. Just as she was about to completely lose faith and throw in the towel her gaze fell upon the fire exit at the very end of the skinny hallway that ran along the east side of the building, connecting all the different back rooms together and everything just clicked. The backdoor violently lurched outwards, its hinges screaming in agony from the sudden movement. The cold air hit her dead in the face and Renee felt her eyes watering slightly from it even as steam poured from her flared nostrils. She snapped her head left and right, searching for her band mate only to find her perched high up on the club’s dumpster of all things.

“Liv!” Renee called out, stalking towards the dumpster with an angry look drawn across her face. Liv didn’t notice, her headphones completely blocking out any noise. From Renee’s perspective she couldn’t rightly see them from under Liv’s hood, so she spent the better part of a minute bitching at the girl before she realized that Liv hadn’t heard one word of it.

“Dammit, Liv!” Renee grunted, kicking the side of the dumpster with the* heel of her boot. The resounding thud reverberated up the side of the dumpster and shook Liv slightly, more of a tingle in her butt that caught her attention. Instead of looking up or even responding she held up one hand with her index finger extend, the universal sign for ‘wait a minute’. Renee felt the cold flash of anger at that, they only had a few minutes now.

“Fuckin-A, Liv!” She kicked at the dumpster again, though Liv still didn’t look up. For an agonizing minute Liv continued to fiddle with her laptop, though it felt far longer than one single minute to Renee. Liv finally looked up, both hands sliding up under her hood to draw her headphones off, the loud gnarl of some Thrash metal booming out of them. She turned her gray eyes to Renee, meeting that angry glower with the typical blank look she wore on a daily basis.

“Oh. Hey,” Liv said lightly, her voice throaty and soft, like it was just too much effort for her to speak louder. “What’s up?”

“We’re on is what’s up. Like…ten minutes ago!” Renee exclaimed, exaggerating just a bit but it didn’t seem to matter, the finer points rarely mattered with Liv.

“Oh,” Liv responded, her tone slightly rising as the realization dawned upon her. She didn’t express it beyond that, her facial features didn’t even twitch. Liv had one damn good pokerface, it was just luck that she preferred Hearthstone to any other card game. Slowly she closed her laptop and stuffed it back into her satchel, which she then slung over her slender shoulders.

“Why didn’t you come get me sooner?” Liv asked, wiggling up to the edge of the dumpster lid and cautiously lowering herself down until her butt was hanging off the very edge. She let go and tumbled to the ground, landing with the slap of her shoes and a slight huff from the effort. She leaned up and stood before Renee, the stark contrast between the girl’s styles never more evident than when they were in close proximity to one another. Renee was only a few inches taller than Liv, though she was also thicker. That’s not to say that Renee was thick, but more so Liv was just incredibly svelte. Where Renee had a kaleidoscope of colors in her hair, Liv’s was a natural undyed black, short and wild in an unkempt manner instead of styled that way. Liv’s eyes were wide and blank, a cool gray of storm clouds just before it rains, where Renee’s were a rich brown, shining with such intensity that some found intimidating. Renee was covered in ink and had several piercings as well while Liv didn’t have so much as a birthmark or mole upon her deathly pale skin.

“I’ve been looking for you for close to an hour,” Renee shot back, those intense brow eyes narrowing upon Liv.

“I was right there. You shoulda called me” Liv asked, oblivious to the exasperated look that crossed Renee’s face.

“What do you think I’ve been doing? You never answer your phone, Liv!” Renee’s hand went for her pocket, to her phone as if whipping it out could justify it all. Liv started to pat herself down, her slender brows giving a slight twitch before they furrowed.

“I lost my phone,” Liv said, shifting the strap of her satchel over her shoulder, only to let her arm dangle there. The statement wasn't surprising, if there was one thing that Liv did on a regular basis was lose her phone.

“Again?” Renee sighed, knowing full well she had left it somewhere inside the club in a rather conspicuous place. One of Liv's sisters had the bright idea to actually slap a sticker on the back of her phone case that read 'property of Liv Savage, if found please return'. More often than not someone else found it, someone who knew Liv and was well aware of her tendencies. It had worked so far, which was pretty amazing considering.

“I'll go find it,” Liv said as they re-entered the club, though Renee was quick to take Liv by the arm to keep her from making an escape.

“We'll find it later. Right now we got a show to put on. So c'mon!” Renee didn't stop, despite the frustration of the situation her excitement for getting out on the stage and playing couldn't be quashed so easily.


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From behind her gear, laptop and keyboards Liv fulfilled many additional roles as needed. She often did backup vocals and traded between rhythm and lead guitar when needed. The band had drums and bass covered by two floaters, as they liked to call them, a rotating roster of randoms that could fit in as needed. Few could stand working with Liv for longer than a few shows, hence the rotating part. Once Liv got out on stage and started playing she was a different person. That pretty face devoid of emotion started to come alive, hints of smiles, frowns, grimaces and the occasional sultry lip bite flashed across her face as she performed. The two girl's often made eye contact and grin as they played off one another, igniting the crowd into a frenzy with Renee's wall shaking screams and Liv's well placed riffs.

By the time they were done all four of them were drenched in sweat, but it wasn't just the perspiration that made them shimmer. For an encore they threw the crowd for a loop and played a cover of 'Computer Blue' by Prince. Liv did her best with the simple line 'Yes Lisa' with her own low and sultry tone, while Renee impressed the already revved up crowd with one damn fine tribute to Prince, her screech of “Yeah, Yea-aah!” at the end no doubt heard from whatever little slice of Beyond he was sharing with David Bowie and the rest.

As they filed their way off stage and down the cramped hallway towards the green room Renee walked side by side with Liv, arm around her slender shoulders and grinning like a fool. Liv wore her own form of a grin, her normally gray eyes now more of a light sky blue. She laughed and smiled, almost looked like a completely normal person for those few moments as they bathed in the afterglow. The green room was smoky and crammed, just like every other bit of space in the club. People were shoving, wedging, sometimes crawling over each other to move about, trying to find a place to relax or get ready for their own time under the spotlight.

Liv ran a finger over the collar of her baggy black T-shirt, the words 'Kung Fury' printed in red on the front. She tugged at her collar, offering her glistening pale skin a waft of air to cool herself off. She looked about the room, all too quickly remembering that she had misplaced her phone before the set.

“Has anyone seen my phone?” Liv asked out loud, though that low voice was all but lost in the raucous voices of several conversations going at once. She didn't seem to take notice if anyone actually heard her or not, since she began to stalk the room, picking up things that didn't belong to her, giving them a through examination before setting them back down in a completely different place. The cushions of the frayed sofas were next, even with people sitting on them. Liv dove her hands in between a few cushions, much to the surprise of the current occupants of said cushions.

“I lost my phone,” She told the young man with a cheesy mustache as she leaned over his lap and rummaged around in the space between two cushions. He seemed at a loss for words with the sudden appearance of Liv's face mere inches from his own, while his band mates just laughed and enjoyed the awkward moment.

“It's black. Says Liv on it. That's me. If you see it come find me.” Liv told him, as if it were now his sole responsibility to find it. She didn't wait for any acknowledgement though, Liv was already up and moving on, her bottom lip bitten down upon as she looked around for the next spot to check.
 
Jason was hauling the pieces of his drum kit through the back alley between the buildings on the way toward Club Zozo when he heard a bizarre noise. A discordant vibration almost like when you strike a crash cymbal and then hold the stick on the surface after the fact, except this was more plasticish? Yes that is a fucking word. He set down his high hat stand and traced the sound to the dumpster. Sure enough, sitting there was a black cell phone vibrating on the plastic dumpster lid. He scooped it up out of curiosity. The name on the phone read “Tess” calling. He wrinkled his brow curiously, okay, some random person’s phone, how was he going to return it to them. Maybe they would be smart enough to use the find my phone app? Well if they didn’t come find him by the end of the night he’d take it to the cops. He started to stuff it in his pocket then something on the back caught his attention. A sticker on the back saved the day…sort of? “Property of Liv Savage if found, please return.”

Well that was sort of helpful. Now he had to find Liv Savage in a club full of people. Needle, meet the haystack. Though that name did sort of tickle something in the back of his mind; he couldn’t put his finger on it right at this moment. He had a lot going on right now, he had shit to do! He scooped up his high hat stand and stuffed her phone in his pocket and made his way into the club.

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They were waiting to go on right after a band called SLivER. Ron elbowed him while they were listening to the band play and pointed to the lead singer. ”Check her out man. She is smokin’ hot.”

“Huh?” Jason snapped out of his revere and looked at Renee with an indifferent shrug. “Yeah, she’s nice looking.” Then he went back to staring at Liv. He didn’t know it was Liv he was staring at of course. He could not tear his eyes away from her. He had seen her before they went on stage and she had been kind of a space cadet; when she stepped behind her gear though she became a Goddess. She completely surrendered herself to the music and it was a thing of beauty to watch. He instantly felt a connection with her. The music was not just something she enjoyed, it was fucking oxygen, it was a drug, it was life, it was everything. The music was an all-consuming presence that demanded to be fed and released upon the world. He knew that feeling well. In that moment she was the most beautiful women he had ever seen.

” Are you staring at the skinny chick on the keyboard man? She looks like she hasn’t showered in a while.”

“She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. It goes way beyond her looks Ron. All due respect man, but I couldn’t explain it to you even if I drew pictures.” Derik and Zer0 both laughed hard at that, and Ron slugged him in the arm.

”You are such an odd ball Jason. You won’t party with us, the chicks you date are crazy. Just lucky you are an amazing drummer.”

He rolled his eyes. “You are lucky I love playing so much or I wouldn’t put up with your bone head bull shit. Go back to staring at tits and ass and let me enjoy the show.”

There was one point where he met her eyes, he wasn’t sure she even noticed, she was so lost in her art; frankly he didn’t blame her. Sometimes he got so lost the world was a blur too.

Soon enough their set was over and the ladies were departing, covered in sweat and the glow of an endorphin and adrenaline rush. Jason cupped his hands to be heard over the crowd “Kick ass set ladies!”

He glanced down at the program and looked at the names “Fuck me… no fucking way.”

”What is it?” Zer0 said in his strangely low pitched voice.

“I’ll be right back guys. I need to take care of something.”

He didn’t even hear their replies, he was already dashing back to the green room.

He found Liv accosting people in her humorously awkward way, asking about her phone. He raised his voice to be heard above the din of voices as he approached her from behind. He stood a good six inches taller than her, and he was broad shouldered. Like her his hair was natural and black, kept short to keep it out of the way, it was currently buzzed about two inches from his skull. He felt nerves rise up before he spoke and ran his fingers through his beard to smooth it, a nervous habit. “He Liv. I found your phone outside the club on my way in with my gear.”

He fished into his back pocket and pulled out both his phone and hers, separating the two, he handed her’s to her with a chuckle. “If I wasn’t scheduled to go on right after you and happened to look down at the schedule I never would have known who to give it to, even with the sticker.”

He passed her phone to her, and then pushed his black T shirt aside that said ‘Disembowler Death Machine’ the name of the band he was playing in tonight in jagged lettering aside to stuff his phone back in his pocket.

“I wanted to give you that… I didn’t want to lose you… uh in the crowd or before you left or something.” He winced, wow that was really lame. “Listen, I just wanted to say I watched you perform. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I have never seen someone pour so much of their heart and soul into their music before. I’ve never met anyone who has the same kind of passion for music that I do. It was awesome. “

His eyes shifted from green to blue, their intensity sharp. “Maybe we can work together sometime. Anyway, I have to go, we are on and I still have to set up my kit. I’d love it if you’d stay for my set, but if not, that’s cool. Anyway, I gotta go!”

He couldn’t wait for a reply, he turned, bolted back down the hall.

He finished setting up his kit in record time and just barely managed to be ready for their set time.

The curtain opened and Zer0 stepped up to the mic out front with a bass. Ron was off to the left with the lead Rhythm guitar and Derik had lead.

They opened with an original song. Jason started it of with a march style beat alternating between the snare drum and the tom toms. The pace began to increase with every repetition until finally he struck two crash cymbals, then placed the stick on the rim of his snare and the head in the center and struck it with the other stick to simulate gunshots. Three volleys of three, then Derik went into a pick slide and the song began. Zer0 began growling vocals and the song moved with almost a swing beat thangs to the way Jason moved the drums, it added a unique element to the death metal groove.

Jason spent almost as much time with his eyes closed, moving with the music as he did intensely focused on his stick movements. Then there came a point in the song where Zer0 pointed to him with the neck of his guitar and growled out his name in that rich, smokey death metal growl of his and everyone stopped playing. He began to hammer out a drum solo that started out clean and technical, lots of flare and kick, then he turned it all around and completely switched music styles and started playing a few lines with a latin jazz polish to it. He shifted again and began working the double bass pedals along with the toms and the snare and just pushing a driving rock groove. Finally he ended the solo by striking the cymbal with enough force to shatter the stick stood up, grabbed the cymbal in hand and bent it so that it was inverted.

The crowd lost their fucking minds.

Jason sat down on his stool again and scooped up another stick from his stick back and began playing a four measure roll that started out quietly, and crescendoed with each measure until the fifth measure then the band kicked the song back in.

After that the band stuck to covers for the rest of the night.

They played some classics like Pantera: Walk and Megatdeth: Holy Wars the Punishment Due.

Then they moved on to some early As I Lay Dying 94 Hours

Finally they finished up with 5 Finger Death Punch Never Enough

Jason had lost his shirt half way through the set. He was covered in sweat, and his eyes were closed. He was breathing hard. He stood and walked toward the end of the stage, tossing his sticks into the crowd. It was something he did at every performance. He gave everything to the music, and ultimately to the crowd.

There were women in the front row trying to get his attention; shirtless and covered in sweat he cut a rather nice figure. He ignored them. He was only interested in one woman, and he didn’t even know if she stayed for his set. He walked back toward his kit and sat down. The guys turned off their mics and were all laughing, congratulating themselves. Zer0 walked up to Jason and grinned ”Holy shit man. You need to bring your new girlfriend to all your shows. I have never seen you play like that. The thing you did with the cymbal. The crowd loved it.”

Jason looked up at Zero who was mostly tattoos and piercings. “I don’t even know her man. C’mon we have to pack our shit.” Still he was grinning.

They got their gear off stage quickly, and then made their way back toward the green room all still riding the high from the show.
 
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Liv was describing her phone in great detail to an uncomfortable looking girl in plaid when Jason appeared. The girl looked all too grateful to be saved from Liv and the second that he caught her attention she was gone. Liv turned to face the one that addressed her by name, those wide gray eyes first lingering upon his chest before she craned her head back enough to find his face, or was she could see of it. That magnificent beard caught her attention all too quickly and if he hadn't of mentioned her phone she no doubt would have made it the focal point of any conversation.

“Outside?” Liv asked with a slight tilt of her head, like a curious puppy viewing something for the very first time.

“What was it doing out there?” She asked with a growing sense of confusion. She took the phone once offered, flipped it over to the back to examine the sticker with her name on it. She was content for a second at the sight, though quickly flipped her phone back over, the Thundercats logo her lock screen. After a few more swipes Liv finally seemed to accept that this was indeed her phone. This was all done while he talked, seemingly oblivious to him which was probably a good thing when he lost his initial thunder. Only when he started on about her set did Liv finally look up and take note.

Gray eyes snapped up to his face and Liv still wore that curiously confused expression, though it could have just been that she needed to sneeze. He went on, calling the music, or more so her performance beautiful. Now that was something Liv rarely heard, what with her wild bedhead of black hair, falling about her pale features, the general lack of any fashion sense and questionable hygiene practices.

“Yer welcome,” Liv responded, obviously experiencing an inability to absorb what was going on. It didn't help that his eyes changed colors in...well a blink of an eye. There was an intensity there, something of a hunger that Liv felt so strangely familiar. The quickness of the interaction was Liv's downfall, even at her sharpest she couldn't play the game of quick retorts. Her lips had parted to speak again, but he had already said his goodbyes and expressed his desire to see her again, work with her, and watch his set. But Liv had absolutely no idea who he was, gone in a puff of smoke before she could pull her thoughts together. Her hands fidgeted with her phone, spinning and twisting it about idly as her brain tried to process the moment. After just a few short moments she found her attention being drawn back to her phone, the tiny little light in the upper corner blinking incessantly. Liv hated the light, her compulsions forced her to do everything in her control to make sure it didn't light up. At least when she actually saw it, so it was a good idea not to place any beats on it. Liv swiped again, pulling up the missed calls and seeing her sister's name, Tess, trailing off down past the bottom of the screen. She had a dozen or so texts as well, but Liv didn't bother to even pull them up. As quickly as she acknowledged her phone her attention was pulled elsewhere. She could still see those eyes, green and blue, along with the beard, all jumbled up and running around in her head.

“Who was that? He was kinda cute,” Renee asked as she snuck up behind Liv and coiled an arm around her shoulders. Liv was still looking at her phone when Renee made her appearance, though she didn't flinch at the suddeness of the voice or contact.

“I...dunno. He found my phone,” Liv looked up towards the exit, as if she might catch him still leaving.

“Well considering he was wearing a shirt with the band name 'Disembowler Death Machine'...I'd say he might be part of the band,” Renee sipped at her bottle of beer, helping Liv's brain to catch up. They'd been around together long enough that she knew how Liv operated, more or less. Oblivious didn't really cut it with her, she was a complete space cadet on almost everything that didn't involve shitty 90's cartoons and toys or music, especially music. Renee knew that Liv had talent, one reason she stayed around for so long when everyone else had come and gone. She only wished Liv wasn't always so...idiot savant-ish about it.

“Oh. Was he? I guess so. He had a beard,” Liv recalled aloud needlessly. Renee nodded and tugged Liv along as she turned around and sauntered off towards the back. They stopped in front of the posted schedule for the bands, the name SLivER standing out along with DDM, who were playing just after them.

“He said the music was beautiful. No, my performance was,” Liv piled another thought onto the slow roasting pot.

“You sure he wasn't talking about you?” Renee asked though she wasn't very convincing. Liv cast a glance up at her, still with the slightly confused look that Renee took to mean she was offended by her tone. “Er...not that yer not. I mean...yah dress like an eleven year old boy and all but yer pretty cute under that. A shower probably wouldn't hurt though.”

“No. It was my performance. He liked the way I played. Like I poured...something into it. Passion,” Liv was finally catching on even if she didn't fully understand it all. But in the end that made her even more curious and a curious Liv was a dangerous Liv. With little regard for personal space and next to no ability to relate, Liv could get herself into a lot of unintentional trouble. She accosted people on the street regularly, snapping a picture with her phone of someone she found interesting to look at. It didn't just apply to humans, anything of interest Liv would go out of her way to take a picture of, it didn't matter if she was headed somewhere or doing something important. She even had a gallery of very interesting cracks in the sidewalk on her laptop. Yup. The hold took over and Liv couldn't remain idle any longer. She slipped from Renee's grasp like a greased pig, ruffling her already disheveled hair further.

“Hey! Where are you goin'? We're suppose to party!” Renee called out to the back of Liv's head. She heard the girl say something, but after taking a few steps from her side the noise pollution enveloped her completely. Renee debated on if she should follow after, though after just a second she shrugged and took a gulp of her beer. Liv was a big girl and honestly she was kind of a drag at an after party anyway.

Liv made her way down the cramped and crowded hallway back towards the front of house. By the time she got there the band was in full swing, the crowd was roaring and it was a riot of auditory delight. She didn't bother to remain in the back where she would have gotten a better view, but Liv didn't particularly enjoy watching it from that end. Instead she pushed her way through the gathered crowd at the backstage door and slipped out front. Her tiny figure was engulfed by the warm mass of undulating bodies that crammed themselves into the relatively small floor in front of the stage. The only other thing of note out there was the large bar on the opposite side. That was where Liv was headed, a conflict of interest as she veered from her original plan. The overwhelming heat of all the bodies reminded her of just how parched she was. Now that the high was wearing off, Liv felt the natural sense of fatigue after a performance. She needed a boost but not from a bottle of beer or a hit off a pipe. Liv squeezed her way through a group of girls gathered near the bar and hoisted herself up on an empty stool. She leaned hunched over the bar top, her gray eyes glinting sharply in the dancing lights all around her. She eventually caught the bartender's attention, he instantly recognized the weirdo that was Liv Savage and smiled. He held up a finger to keep her waiting before he scooted over, snatched a bottle of water from a nearby ice chest and tossed it at her. She was ready, since this wasn't the first time they had played this game and so far the ending was always the same. She fumbled with the catch only to drop it at the last second, much to the bartender's disappointment. He winced and sighed, though Liv didn't seem to mind as she snatched up the cold wet bottle and twisted off the top.

“Next time,” He said to her as she brought the bottle to her lips and drained in entirely within a few moments. She sighed and twisted the top back on the empty bottle and set it down on the bar.

“Yup,” She said and hopped off the stool. The bartender just grinned and shook his head before he went back to work. There were plenty of refreshments backstage, though Liv always went to the bar to get her drinks. It was an odd way of doing things, but Liv insisted that it tasted better from the bar's cooler. Few found any reason to argue the subject for long. The bite of the icy cold water was enough to keep her going for a few more moments, long enough to turn her attention to the stage. She purposefully wound her way through the crowd, bumping into people dancing in place, squeezing her small frame between couples holding onto one another and generally worming her way towards her destination. All the while DDM played, the furious roar of the singer's voice blasting from the speakers, rending flesh from bone. As much as she could appreciate the rumbling vocals her attention was drawn to something else. Through the accordant chaos Liv picked up on the skill of one member of the band that outshined all the others. She couldn't say that any of them were bad, but it was crystal clear to her keen hearing that the drummer was above and beyond them all in spades. She couldn't see just who it was that sat behind the kit from her current position amidst the crowd, but Liv was quick to remedy that. There was a certain spot near the far edge of the stage, opposite the door leading to the back room, where the two walls met and formed a obtuse angle. A support beam stood from the wall by a few feet, which presented a rather annoying hindrance to anyone standing on the opposite side of the stage. There were fewer people there accordingly and it was the perfect spot for Liv to get closer and still be part of the crowd. She wiggled her way towards the spot, placed one foot on the wall and kicked up into the air. Her other foot wedged itself against the beam and Liv stood a good foot taller than before, high enough that she could see over most people's heads and directly onto the stage. This angle also gave her a direct view of the person behind the drums. She felt a tingle of excitement in her gut when she recognized the bushy beard (all beards were bushy to Liv) behind the flailing arms and whirl of sticks.

It was him.

Liv stood transfixed by what she saw, as much as she appreciated the talent behind the drums when she saw him play it was almost overwhelming. There was a familiar sense there, like she was looking at an old photograph that had a deep nostalgic value. She couldn't make out all his facial details and the fact he kept his eyes shut for a large amount of the time didn't help either, but she imagined she saw a fire in them that went along with the way in which he moved. The idea was only reinforced further when he began the drum solo, she also learned an interesting tidbit from that moment to when the singer bellowed out his name. Jason seemed such a normal name for someone with such a unique gift, Liv couldn't help but wonder what his real name should have been but her focus was broken as he proceeded to shatter the minds of the entire crowd, hers included. It was like watching a madman dance to his own tune, the way he moved was terrifying and exciting, inspiring and like nothing she had seen before. There was a spark there, a pulse of energy that thrummed in her chest each time his stick made contact. In her mind's eye she saw Thor battling the jotun, thunder rumbling and lightning flashing with each hit of Mjolnir. Totally not the superhero version either.

Liv watched the rest of the set enraptured by Jason's performance, so much so that she completely forgot about her awkward positioning. Her legs reminded her easily enough, the strain and effort left them weak and wobbly by the end of it. She didn't clap, or hoot and holler, cheering them on with whistles and praise. It was more of a silent awe, no doubt at some point her mouth had been left open for awhile. She only realized it when she tried to swallow and felt just how parched her mouth and throat were. Her legs finally gave out just in time for them to finish, she caught sight of a shirtless and glistening Jason walk up to the edge of the stage and toss his sticks into the crowd. She watched as they spun in the air, one disappearing into the crowd far to the left while the other spun high into the air. It came down in a sharp arc, numerous greedy hands lashed out to snatch it up but none were successful. It hit one of those waving paws and was sent spinning in a wide arc. By then Liv had lost sight of it and wasn't all that interested in it at that point. At least until she felt the sharp and rather painful plunk to the top of her head. It felt like a smack from her older sister, Rae, who enjoyed seeing how hard she could flick her finger over the back of her head. Liv winced and clasped a hand over the spot that had been hit, her gaze narrowing as the pain lanced through her skull briefly. As she moved her shoe caught on something, which drew her attention to the floor. Without a second thought she bowed down and scooped up the thin wand-like object. She held it up and examined it in the slowly rising lights. It was none other than one of Jason's drumsticks. How it managed to get this far out was interesting in and of itself. Liv could have contemplated it for a few hours but as she stared at the stick the dawning realization that the set was over crept up on her. She clutched the stick and hurried off through the milling crowd, straight for the door backstage.

It took her a few minutes to get through the crowd and past the security, though once they realized who she was the door was flung open quickly. She emerged in the cramped hallway once more, shuffling past larger bodies here and there as she made her way back to the greenroom. As the crowd cleared out some Liv brought the stick out before her and reflexively began to spin it. She did an easy rock and roll type twirl with her index finger and thumb before she spun it deftly through her fingers only to catch it and start again. Her hands were occupied for the moments though her mind was still reeling from it all. She wasn't entirely sure why she had rushed back here, it had been more of a gut reaction than anything else. Just as quickly as she had started Liv froze up as her mind began to wander, drifting off topic as she recalled another idea she had earlier. She was also hungry and thirsty, along with her legs still feeling a little wobbly. Every little idea cried out for attention and as she started to give in the outside world got a little dimmer and distant. Not before too long she was back in her own little world, drifting past the greenroom entrance and just gliding along down the hallway.
 
His pulse was pounding still, like the thundering double bass pedals he worked so furiously only moments before. His skin glistened with a light sheen of sweat, but more than that, it glowed with the radiance of a sated pleasure. The rush was different this time, it was like trying a new drug for the first time; or so he imagined. It was familiar of course, but there was something new mingled within that he couldn’t quite put his finger on. Instead of his usual explosion of energy like the rest of his bandmates he moved through the green room with an outward display of calm, still radiating that elated glow. It was like spending years in meditation only to finally find nirvana.

Many of the bands who had already performed came by to talk to the group, most wanted to speak with Jason, he went through the motions with a smile on his face that was creeping more than one person out. Ron buzzed around his state of calm like a mosquito. ”Hey man, you okay? You are acting really strange.”

He nodded his head as that Zen state started to fade away. “Yeah man, I’m good, that was just an amazing set.”

”So why do you look like we should be calling the white coats?”

“It’s fine man, really. I’m good.”

She was there.

The thought kept echoing off his skull, creating a humming vibration that was slowly fading. He had not seen her of course, he had been too locked in his performance to look for her. Still something told him in the back of his skull she had seen him perform. Revealing that to her, showing her that glimpse of his soul had a profound effect on him he had not foreseen. It liberated him, it gave him a sense of wonder, and peace. He felt a connection like none he had ever felt before.

Finding one person in the world with the same drive and passion that you have; whom connects with it on the same level as you do, blew his mind. He sat there soaking in the last remnants of the sensation and no one else really approached him, his body language pretty clearly stated he had no interest in engaging anyone.

Then he saw a pair of gray eyes drifting aimlessly through the crowd. She seemed to be coming his direction, and then abruptly changed her mind mid stride. She was an odd one, that was certain. He couldn’t help but chuckle as he nearly leapt up from the stool he was sitting on and made his way through the crowd toward Liv.

He caught up to her, she was moving along through the crowd at a good clip, and he was having to more, nudge people out of the way. She had the advantage of being much smaller than him, and those broad shoulders were made for shoulder checking idiots who didn’t move quick enough when he needed to get where he wanted to go.

His shirt was draped over one shoulder, his hair was still a touch damp, as was his beard. His eyes flashed a dazzling emerald as he reached out and gently tapped her on the shoulder with his hand. His voice was different this time, his tone was deeper, a richer, smokey quality to it.

“Hey Liv. Wait up. Sorry about earlier. I was on a huge time crunch. I was about to go on when I came back to give you the phone. I have plenty of time now. My name is Jason by the way. I was wondering if you wanted to go grab something to eat with me? I am starving after my set, and the rest of the band is just going to go get shit faced. What do ya say?”

The rest of his bandmates seemed pretty irritated about being ignored initially, but seeing Jason talking to a girl, even if it wasn’t one who they would deem ‘hot’ they kept their distance; except for Ron. Shit eating grin on his face he strolled over to the pair and put an arm on Jason’s broad shoulder. “C’mon Jason, let’s hit the after party. Plenty of shit to get into and plenty of tail. You can bring her along if you want, after a performance like that it is dealers choice though man.”

Jason stiffened visibly, and shifted so that Ron’s arm fell awkwardly off him. He spun to look at him, eyes glittering. “Ron, go get shit faced, go do whatever you want. I am not going to go to the after party just to prop up your weak game. I am already talking with the person I want to spend my time with, if she decides to go to the after party, then I will see you guys there, if not, I’ll catch you at practice.”

Jason never raised his voice, never made an aggressive move, but something in his tone was enough to back Ron off and raise his hands as if to show no hard feelings. “Shit man, alright. I’m sorry do what you want.” He walked away; without his dignity.

Jason turned back to Liv, the high and elation had faded now, and the embers had turned to ashes. He felt exhausted and spent, the rage he had barely kept in check took the last of his energy. His eyes had shifted back to a rich, deep brown. His voice came again, softer. “I’m sorry about that. He’s a fucking idiot.”
 
Easily she ducked, dipped and twisted her way through the crowd, moving on autopilot as her mind diverged into a dozen different directions. In one had was her phone, her thumb tapping away on the screen as she hammered out a line that suddenly came to mind, before she swept over to the game she had been playing off and on for awhile, then another screen over to catch up on her shit posts and cute pictures of kittens. All the while she still held Jason's drumstick in her other hand, idly spinning it over and over in an infinite loop which no doubt would have worn out most people's tendons and muscles but Liv didn't seem to notice or care. She would have just kept going until she came to the back exit or turned along with the ninety degree turn of the hallway, it was a crap shoot really.

The tap to her shoulder didn't stop her pace, the nudging of a hand on her shoulder was lost in the sea of warm bodies milling about, occasionally bumping into her despite dodging prowess. It was her name that caused her to halt in place, like she ran straight into a wall. Slowly she turned around to face him, phone still held before her, still deftly spinning the stick. Her wide gray eyes lifted from the screen and took in the large figure before her and at first it was painfully clear she didn't recognize him. Slowly though, as he spoke, there was a slight adjustment to her look, not so blank but still far from expressive.

“Oh yah. My phone. That was you. I remember you had a beard. Oh,” Liv paused, snatching up the stick mid-spin and grasping it tightly. She held it out to him, right towards his chest. “You dropped this. It hit me in the head. I watched the set. You were really good.”

It was as much of a compliment as Liv could give at least for a first meeting. The mention of food did peak her curiosity and for just a moment she focused on him intently. All other thoughts were quelled and all tangent points zeroed in on the single subject of food.

“I like food. Waffles. Sausage too. I-” Liv was caught mid-flow as Ron appeared out of no where and just as quickly as he emerged Jason all but pounced him. His reaction was odd, so fierce and angry, not that Liv actually caught the reference that Jason could do a lot better than a big eyed stick with uncombed hair. Her head slowly canted to the side again, the curious puppy dog image undeniable. As Jason chewed up Ron and spit him out, Liv quickly brought up the camera app on her phone. She held it up and as Jason turned back to her he got caught in the flash. She caught him mid-turn, still with the fire in his green eyes, just before it left him completely. Liv quickly checked that the picture was decent enough, not that anyone but her would find a picture like that decent enough. She seemed content since without a word she tucked her phone into the pocket of her hoodie. Her gray eyes held him securely though if he looked close enough he would be able to tell that they drifted up and down slightly, from his eyes to his beard, over and over, continually distracted by the thick and glorious carpet of black.

“Oh? What's his IQ?” Liv asked curiously, taking a step closer and peering around Jason to see just where Ron went. It was mild curiosity at best, since her attention turned back to him and for once she could actually remember something. “I'm hungry. I'm going to get my stuff.”

With that she took a step around him and made her way back to the greenroom. She ducked inside without a backwards glance and emerged a minute later with her satchel thrown over her slender shoulders. One hand clutched at the black strap and the other was tucked into a pocket of her hoodie. She looked up at him expectantly but didn't say a word, though the look said enough despite the general lack of emotion. It was a 'I'm hungry let's eat' kind of glimmer in those big gray pools.
 
The didn’t turn at first, the hand on her shoulder seemed not to phase her, perhaps she just assumed it was just another nudge in the crowd; a fair assumption that. It seemed to be the use of her name that pierced beyond the veil of those mystifying grey eyes which he found so entrancing.

He found her comment about his beard to be amusing. While in some ways the two were alike, in other ways they were vastly different. Where she was often expressionless and off in space, he was very much aware of everything around him, and extremely expressive; his eyes alone told that tale.

The interaction between Ron and himself had left him burnt out like coals, but what left him as dazzled as Liv’s performance was the sudden flash photography. He had been caught off guard and was blinded as he turned into the exploding light. He flinched, though managed not to ruin her shot.

“Whoa! Wasn’t quite expecting that! We will call that even for me hitting you with the stick in the head. I didn’t intend to injure anyone. I always throw my sticks to the crowd at the end of the performance. Keep it if you want. It’s a ritual of mine, I guess you could say. I like to give everything at every performance. Every hear people talk about athletes leaving it all on the field? That is my version.”

She was watching him with those mystifying grey eyes, but they kept drifting back down to his beard for some reason. He couldn’t decide if she just had a thing for it, or if he had something in it. Judging from everything else he had seen from her, he was guessing it was just a quirk of her’s she seemed to be quite full of them. He didn’t mind that, he found it to be quite charming as a matter of fact.

“You are in luck, there is a place around the corner open 24/7 that serves pretty much all that stuff. “ He commented on her earlier cut off spiel about food that had been dashed by Ron’s rudeness.

He laughed at her question and shook his head slowly. “IQ? I have no idea. Can’t be high. I just hope he doesn’t breed. There are enough pollutants in the gene pool.”

She announced she was going to grab her stuff and in what he was rapidly discovering was typical Liv Savage social awkwardness simply walked away from the conversation and did just that. He grabbed his own zip up hoodie off the wall and found her waiting for him with an expectant expression on her face, but not saying a word. He just flashed her a grin.

He made his way toward the door and turned toward her. “Hey, you gonna be warm enough? It is bound to be colder out there now than it was before. I won’t need my hoodie for now. I’m still boiling for my performance.”

As if to drive his point home he pushed the door open and stepped out into the night air, indeed the temperature had dropped sharply, enough to snow if it were in the mood to do so. The heat from his body instantly turned to steam, he looked like he was boiling from the inside.

He held the door for her and waited for her to make her exit, he could see their destination from the alley. A thought occurred to him, he wondered just how alike they were. “So Liv, how many different bands are you in? Just the one, or do you have multiple projects going?”
 
“Why wouldn’t I be?” Liv asked, clearly not understanding the question or his intention regarding the cold. She still wore her hoodie, big black and bulky on her rail thin frame, nothing but baggy jeans and worn sneakers poking out from underneath. That slight frame shuffled after him into the chilly night, pale cheeks flushing from the cold as it hit her. While her body reacted to the cold, Liv didn’t so much as bat an eyelash about it. She seemed indifferent to it as she did most things, though she was quick to tug up her hood and disappear underneath it almost completely. The only thing that gave her pause was when she finally did look at him and noticed he was steaming in the cold night air, the white wisps snaked about him into the cold still night air and for a few moments Liv just stared. While nothing appeared to be going on behind her gray eyes, her mind was vividly painting a picture of Jason as something greater than just the mere mortal he was. Visions of creatures composed of fire and flame flashed in her mind, even as they walked Liv idly pondered on. It took him asking her a pointed question about music to draw her attention back to reality.

“Concurrently or total?” She answered with a question, though didn’t wait for him to even answer before she kept going. “Just SLivER right now, though I do DJ sometimes when I feel like it. Lifelong total is twenty-four.”

Her pace was causal despite the cold weather. Due to their size difference, Jason’s causal stride would outpace Liv after only one or two, she didn’t compensate. She tugged at the strap of her satchel, adjusting it over her slender hunched shoulder as the bag swung idly at her side.

“SLivER is the combination of our initials backwards. Liv Savage and Renee Erikson. The I and V are just from my name, cuz it sounded good when you say it like that.” Liv explained without any prompts, though no doubt in her head there were plenty since he started talking about bands and all.

“What instruments do you play?” Liv shot back almost in the same breath, her gray gaze drifting up to him briefly before the sign of the diner came into view. The neon lights played in the big liquid centers of her eyes, giving them a deceptively reflective shimmer. Only when they bathed in the neon glow did Liv pick up her step, almost skipping through the entrance of the diner, her sneakers hitting the linoleum hard and loud. Without pause she shot straight for a corner booth and shoved herself into the side facing into the diner, her back to the frosty window and red glare of the now open sign. She shrugged off her satchel and set it aside, fingers curled over the edge of the table, her gnawed on short nails tapping against the surface sharply. She kept a singular beat, not just an idle tapping but one of the many tunes that were constantly filtering through her thoughts at any given time. When the surly looking waitress approached with menus Liv pawed at it idly, flipping the laminated piece of paper over several times, as if she might find something new one the other side.

“I need a glass of orange juice, a glass of chocolate milk, a coke still in the can and a cup with just ice.” Liv said the words in a practiced cadence, as if it were something she repeated often.

“Soda comes from the fountain, Honey,” The waitress said in a condescending tone as she idly rolled her eyes, tapping her pencil on her pad.

“Oh. Then in a separate cup from the ice.” Liv answered with no hint of noting the patronizing way the woman spoke to her. Her attention was already drawn back to her menu, which she flipped over several more times before she finally decided on what she wanted. After Jason gave his own order Liv added to it. Two waffles, six sausage links, four strips of bacon, hashbrowns and three eggs sunny side up. It was a rather big order for one girl that even at five foot five inches was thin enough to look like she could be stuffed after one piece of sausage.

“Oh. And three pieces of toast. Cut at an angle. Butter on the side.” Liv added, still looking at the menu as if she were critically reading a novel. She was oblivious to the waitress who held her hand out to take the menus. She almost looked like she was going to snatch it out of the girl’s hand for a moment.
 
She seemed oblivious to why the temperature would have dropped several degree’s in the hours since they had both had played their sets, and indeed, as they went out into the cold she seemed oblivious to the cold as she did everything else in this world. In that moment he was struck by a realization about her, those far away looks in her eyes, the confused looks she often gave him; it was more than just mere social awkwardness and not paying attention. She likely had no real control over when she was ‘here’ and when she was out in the ether or when she was absorbed in her own little world. He remembered being much more like her when he was a child. Prone to a wandering mind that would often take his body with it his Mother would often lose him in the Grocery store, or other public place, lose her shit, beat the living hell out of him for it as if it were his responsibility to parent himself.

Eventually he learned to skate the balance between the wandering mind and reality and was able to have his mind wander while still maintaining one hand on the wheel so to speak. Liv had not learned that skill remotely, this much was clear. Perhaps he could teach her if she so desired, but then again he had no desire to change her, he found being around her refreshing and enjoyable. Her mind flashed from one subject to the next like electricity following the circuit wired into the machine. The electricity had no control, it simply surrendered to it’s nature. He watched her dance like the enigmatic creature she was.

He noticed he was out pacing her as she filled the air with her voice, he simply wore a smile on his lips as he listened to her talk, as something of an introvert letting her do most of the work with conversation made it easier on him anyway, and it allowed him to learn more about her.

“well Percussion sort of covers a wide variety of instruments in itself, most people don’t realize that. As long as you are classically trained like I am. I tried to branch out to some other instruments and found I just don’t have the desire to play anything else. I lack the finger dexterity for string instruments. I don’t have the voice to sing. I just don’t like keys. However anything that falls under the percussion umbrella I can play. So I have played with an orchestra before when I needed some extra scratch. They pay really well and are pretty reliable. I can play any of the instruments that you would need to know to play. Xylophone, Tympani , Concert Bass drum or snare. All those sorts of instruments. I think the only drum that I know of I never learned how to play is the steel drums.”
They entered the diner and Liv darted into the booth. Jason slid into the opposite side and flipped over the menu a few times thoughtfully. When the waitress came by he looked up and waited for Liv to order first, he would have, even had she not have impulsively jumped forward. Once her order was completed he perked a brow at her, and gave a chuckled, and then a shrug and then spoke in that low deep tone of his. “ My usual Tanya.”

The woman nodded and cleared her throat and pointed to the sign in the window that clearly said ‘no shirt, no shoes, no service’ ”Not that all us girl’s don’t appreciate the gun show, but rules are rules. I know Trish would like it.”

Jason was sliding back into his shirt and he froze and a muffled “Fucking hell!” came from the depths of the fabric. He slammed the shirt back down over his stomach. “what zone is she working tonight?”

”Other end of the diner. I’ll try to run interference.”

“Thanks Tanya, I’ll kick you some extra.”

He turned to Liv and cocked his head as she was pawing at the menu. “You still looking? Or are you done with that? She want’s to take it if you are done.”
 
Liv slowly looked up as Jason tugged his shirt back down over his head. She was looking for something but obviously wasn't finding it. As the conversation between Tanya and Jason continued Liv looked on until she finally gave up trying to find the gun that Jason had brought, her attention finally settled back down on the menu which she continued to paw and turn over and over. It wasn't until Jason finally said something that Liv looked back up and blinked once.

“Oh.” She said, almost disappointed in tone before she handed over the menu. It seems that the piece of lamented plastic had been keeping her hands occupied since once they relinquished the menu she began to drum on the table once more, short, bitten nails rapping and tapping before she finally found the small cup of creamers and the container of sugar packets. She collected the creamer cups first and built a little pyramid before setting out on the far more difficult task of stacking sugar packets. It was similar to playing cards but the success rate was far lower. But Liv had the slender, dexterous fingers to manipulate such fine objects and managed to get a few going before her elbow bumped the table and they tumbled. All the while she just looked down at her handiwork, seemingly just as disinterested in it as she had been the menu.

“Who's Trish?” She asked suddenly. From underneath the unkempt mop of hair, thick black bangs mostly covered her brow and shielded her eyes but they still peered out from under the veil. It was a simple question in the same tone as always. It didn't really occur to Liv just who it might be and why he would react so vehemently to her presence. Relationships were something Liv had no real experience with, at least the emotional side of things. She had dated plenty, despite her short attention span and seeming naivety she had been around the block few times. Her fingers continued to move, to start over and try once more to stack the sugar packets over and over. Her hands never really did stay still.
 
Her lack of awareness of the outside world only continued to amuse him; not in a cruel way as it might other people, but in a way of nostalgia. He had once been very much like her as a young boy, only peeking out from his own little world long enough to make startlingly bold, obtuse, or seemingly impossible observation about others. Now he had honed the ability to skate between the two and he had also honed that empathy to a scalpel’s precision.

Still he found himself watching her and wishing for those simpler times in his life back. With the ability to read everyone he met like a book came tremendous weight and this ouroboros like cycle of destruction and rebirth. Giving so much of himself that there was nothing left to give, isolating himself until he had regained enough energy to start the process over again and then feeling that pull to help again. He envied this of Liv, even though he know it came with struggles of it’s own. He knew the feeling of being surrounded by people who were constantly frustrated by you, of people constantly trying to drag you out of your space. Which is something that they cannot see is very cruel and rude. Society was always so concerned about normal, but it was those whom never fit normal who really rocked the foundations of the world and changed it forever.

He watched as Liv switched from one diversion to the next, and his amusement never ceased, he was simply reflecting and absorbing all of her energy into himself. Her mood was washing over him like a gentle wave and he found his feet starting to work beneath the table, keeping time with her fingers, they continued long after she began to build her sculptures.

She shifted gears hard. “Who's Trish?” He let out a soft chuckle and felt those positive emotions turn into cold dread in an instant. Ah Trish; how to explain that one? A relation born out of nothing but intensity; love and hate in equal measure, they came apart and crashed together like a turbulent seat so often that it left his head ringing, but man it was powerful. Now when they saw each other it was usually positive, unless he had another woman with him.

“She was a girl I used to date. We had a really intense relationship. The girl is all passion with no control of that passion. She also knows me very well so she knows how to get under my skin if she wants to and piss me off. Sometimes we get along, sometimes we don’t. I should have picked a different place to go, but hopefully we won’t have to deal with drama.”
 
She watched him respond, reading the little details on his face, his posture and general body language. Outwardly she appeared completely oblivious and of course there were times when she honestly was unaware of anything past her nose, but at this moment in time Liv became aware of the general discomfort of the idea or at least the situation.

“Oh,” She responded the same way as ever, though her hands slowly began to stop with their constant fiddling. She collected the packets and began to set them back into the holder in a slow and deliberate manner.

“Why did you stop seeing her? Was the relationship too intense? Or did you just stop liking her?” Liv asked the pointed questions without considering just how personal the information might be. Or at the very least how recent any wounds might be from the drama involving it all. Her curiosity got the better of her though, the idea of a relationship being too intense was foreign. If anything all she had experienced was the opposite, another boring person that could relate beyond some kind of base physical level.

Her gray eyes started to drift, not from him but over him. She took in his features once more, of course intensely curious about the beard, but she started to take in more of him. At least what she could see that wasn't hiding behind the table. Her fingers started to tap again, working out the currently unfinished rhythm that plagued her subconscious mind.

“We should play together,” She said suddenly in a quick fashion, as if the words sprang straight to her lips without any thought put behind them. “There's a few percussion pieces you can handle.”

She said the last bit with no lack of confidence in his skill, which was a rather tremendous compliment in its own right. At least as much of one that Liv could offer.
 
Most guys would have clammed up and tried to divert the subject. Here was a girl you had a keen interest with, and you were discussing a former relationship. Well he wasn’t most guys; and chances were good they were going to encounter Trish at some point anyway. She better learn to accept it all now.

“Oh the relationship was always too intense. That was what made it amazing, and hell at the same time. It was always like holding onto a live wire with that woman. Why did I walk away? She wasn’t good for me. When we were good we were amazing, when we were bad we salted and burned the earth. She brought out destructive behavior in me better left put away. All because she wanted to fight; then when the dust settled neither of us were better off for it. Some people are just not good for each other.”

He met Liv’s gaze for a moment. His gaze was darker than before the subject was obviously not a happy one, but he did not avoid it. He didn’t run from it now that it was revealed. As her eyes drifted from him, his continued to study her, really study her. This was the first time he had to actually look at her in a well lit room. He could see why other guy were telling him to pass her up, she wasn’t the most well groomed woman in the world. She clearly didn’t spend hours in front of the mirror, but to be honest he was okay with that. The normal ideals of physical beauty never really impressed him terribly much anyway, women like that often had little in the way of substance of character.

Liv on the other hand was a puzzle box. Wrapped within that puzzle box was a beautiful soul that vibrated on the same frequency he did. What drew him to her went well beyond the physical.

He grinned as she told him they should play together and there was a few pieces he could handle. Leaning forward slowly, raising a brow. “Damn right I can. I would love to.”

It was just that moment when their food arrived. Tanya set Liv's food down in front of her and then set down a plate in front of Jason with bacon, eggs, sausage, ham, and hash browns.

"Thanks Tanya."
 
Liv's big gray eyes lingered upon him throughout the entire conversation. They gave a subtle twitch now and then as they moved over his face, his hands or whatever else she could see. She saw more than what that blank slate of a face would usually indicate and for the moment she wasn't so lost in her own head. She blinked slowly, offering a nod of her head that sent her unruly black bangs falling back down over her face.

“I get it. Sometimes no matter how bad you want it you know you just can't have it.” Liv put it simply, though there still was no emotion behind her voice. If she knew about something as intense as what he described she didn't show it, but that was probably one of the longer sentences she had spoken in his presence that didn't have anything to do with music or food. Her fingers continued to move, a little twitch, a tap of her bitten nails or the brushing of the pad of her finger over the surface of the table just a few things she continually did with them. It wasn't until the food was finally served that they stopped their incessant movements and instead took to her utensils. Liv snatched up her napkin and unrolled it, retrieving each utensil and setting it to the left of her plate. Before she even reached for them though she snatched up a piece of bacon and promptly shoved it into her mouth. She chewed it thoughtful instead of swallowing it whole like a hungry dog, though her table manners weren't that much better. The plates that were piled in front of her was impressive, the waffles dominating one with her meats and hashbrowns claiming another, then there were her three eggs and a smaller plate just for her toast. That was on top of the four cups she had as well, which she positioned in a specific order above her utensils, chocolate milk, orange juice and soda respectively with the cup of ice the furthest away.

Liv tucked in as soon as everything was positioned accordingly. It was like a train wreck, things were chaotic, ripped apart and mangled together in the blink of an eye. She took her knife and fork and tore her runny eggs into pieces, letting the yolk soak out over the plate before she hacked up her sausage links and dumped them onto the pile. Her toast was used mostly as a shovel, scooping up the combined pile of breakfast and funneling it towards her mouth. It was quite the scene that would have been complete with her snorting like a pig or moaning in ecstasy. But Liv ate quietly, hastily sure but she didn't get it everywhere, which was kind of surprising in its own right. She made short work of the eggs and snatched up the ketchup bottle as she pushed away the empty plate. She slathered her hashbrowns in the gooified tomato slop and cleared the plate quickly. She drained the cup of OJ in between bites and finished it by the time she set her sights upon her waffles. That was where things took a different turn, instead of shoveling them down she actually slowed down and enjoyed them. Smeared in butter she poured on the maple syrup ensuring that each little crevice got its fair share.

“I really like waffles,” Liv added as she cut a big piece away from the whole and stuffed it into her awaiting maw. Her cheek puffed out as she chewed it and for a moment her gray eyes lifted from her plate and settled back on Jason.

“These are pretty good. There's a place by my sister's apartment that is better though.” With that she let her gaze drift back down to her plate as she finished off the rest of her food. In the end there was nothing left but some sticky residue on the plates and Liv ended it with scooping a few ice cubes out of her glass with her spoon and plopping them into her soda. She used the same straw for each drink too despite the waitress having left ample supply on the table. The the straw dangling from her lips the end just barely touched the surface of her soda, enough that she could give the occasional slurp before the cup was drained further and she was left sucking nothing but air.
 
Jason fixed her with a look as she spoke and for a moment he was surprised. That was perhaps the most keen observation she had made since he had met her. He was both surprised, and amused by this turn of events. Smiling at her he gave a firm nod and replied simply. “Absolutely. Sometimes things just don’t go the wat you want them, no matter how badly you want them too.”

As liv began her assault on her plates of food he chuckled softly and then shrugged, turning his attention to his own food. He ate with an almost OCD methodical practice. He went around his plate clockwise and finished each dish in succession before starting upon the next. He wasn’t one of those guys who couldn’t handle when his food touched, but he just liked to eat one thing at a time, one flavor at a time.

Liv had managed to revive his mood and the two ate in companionable silence; well as much silence as could be found in the moans, and satisfied chaos that was Liv Savage destroying her meal. Then she slowed the pace when she got to the waffles and actually began to savor things. He perked a brow at her and tilted his head. He was already done with his meal, seeing as she had about triple the food.

”I really like waffles” she offered before placing a large swath into her mouth.

She mentioned a better place near her sister’s place and he nodded his head with a smile. “We can go there next time we get together then. This place was just convenient. We were both starving.” He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone with a sigh. “I was gonna ask you if you wanted to do something else after this but most everything will be closed. It is either gonna be after parties or my place or yours. Ugh that makes me sound like such a creeper.” He laughed softly.

“Anyway, we can call it a night after this, or we can hang out some more if you want. Ladies choice. I do have to go pick up some equipment, but that won’t take long.”

He was so focused on Liv he didn’t notice the woman walk by in the waitress uniform. She stopped in front of the booth and said in a rich, almost sensual voice “Do you two need refills on your drinks?”

Jason’s head whipped around to lock eyes with the woman and she smiled down at him, but there was a sickly sweetness to that honey smile. She had beautiful flawless skin that was ivory pale, shoulder length dark hair that on one side was shaved. Her lips were painted crimson and outlined with an edge of black. She had striking ice blue eyes. She had her shirt unbuttoned enough to reveal a tattoo that disappeared into the valley of her ample cleavage. She turned her gaze to Liv and smiled. “Who’s this, Jason.”

Jason gripped the table for a moment, then gritted his teeth. His voice was tense as he replied “Hello Trish, this is Liv. Liv, this is Trish.”
 
Liv was finishing up her drinks when her gray gaze lifted to find him fiddling with his phone. The words washed over her and she didn't react for a few moments. The initial reaction was to tilt her head in that curious fashion and fix him with those glinting eyes and give him her typical blank, if somewhat confused look.

“You play Minecraft?” Liv responded to his statement with a question of her own. It seemed completely off base and didn't particularly answer anything. She just happen to fixate on the wrong part of the conversation. As keen as her observations had been moments before it seemed more of a passing fancy or perhaps just dumb luck. Her phone soon joined the party and she looked down at it to gauge the actual time, since her grasp of the natural flow or time was about as good as her grasp of reality or direction. In that moment the waitress returned, though the voice was completely different. Liv didn't notice, why would she? She was too busy looking at her phone, rapidly firing off several texts and then hammering out a note to herself of some random thought, her thumbs smoothly flowing over the phone's surface. She made no indication that she heard the woman, not that she was being spoken directly to. Jason's reaction too was completely missed, again, not that she would have noticed it in the first place or made the connection herself. When he finally spoke her name she did look up, from her phone to his face, then the table and finally up to the pale woman with those intense blue eyes. Liv made no indication she recognized the woman, even as Jason introduced her by name. Instead of greeting her Liv set down her phone and picked up one glass seemingly at random.

“Orange Juice,” She finally spoke. The answer to the girl's initial question. “I need more ascorbic acid. It's important this time of year. Though strawberries have more. 3.5 ounces of fresh strawberries have around 59 milligrams of vitamin C. 32 Calories. 98% of the daily value of vitamin C.”

Liv rattled off the information as if she were reading it directly from a Google search submission. She didn't bat an eyelash. Instead she held out the glass until the girl finally took it, or a few minutes passed, only then would she set it down on the edge. She promptly went back to her phone, her thumbs a flurry of movement over the screen once more.
 
Minecraft? That comment had thrown him, but nothing had thrown him more than the appearance of Trish. Here he was with two women that he undoubtedly had strong connections to, for different reasons. The connection to Trish was fiery and carnal, this dark and molten void that threatened to consume him. His connection to Liv was completely different, it was a pure, spiritual link, a thread of pure energy that hummed between them like an ephemeral guitar string, crackling with light.

He felt like he was being pulled between the two, as his eyes darted back and fourth. Liv seemed blissfully unaware, where as Trish seemed to revel in the feeling. She could feel her claws digging into his skin and he could tell by the look on her face that it was not only making her happy, but turning her on. Crazy God damned bitch.

Then Liv spoke. Both Trish and Jason looked at her for a moment too stunned to do anything else. It was Jason who broke the blockade of silence. Deep, raucous laughter resonating in his chest and bursting from his lips; he couldn’t help himself what she said was so fucking out of left field it shocked him senseless. He pushed his half empty glass toward Trish with a shit eating grin and a nod.

“You know what, that is a good point Liv. I think I’ll take some OJ too. Thanks Trish, can you bring a new glass for it? You know, for old times? Thanks.”

His tone was actually warm, and he was still laughing when he spoke. There was no touch of bitterness like there had been when she spoke. Leave it to Liv fucking Savage to take that horrible situation and turn it into comedy gold. Oh hell. Still chuckling he shook his head and looked at her. “No Liv, I don’t really play Mine Craft, I don’t get the appeal of it really. I’ve never been into games that involve building things then again.”

He sank back into his booth with a sigh, watching as Trish with a hard look at him took the drinks and stalked off, bristling with anger. If they were lucky there would just be spit in the OJ. “So Liv, tell me something about yourself you have never told anyone else.”
 
“Oh,” Liv responded to his comment about Minecraft. She completely ignored the rest of the unfolding situation between Trish and Jason, his laughter, the dagger flinging look Trish gave them both, all ignored for the glowing radiance of her cellphone. Besides the one word response to his declaration of not playing the game or having a particular taste for its genre, Liv didn’t say anything else. It wasn’t until he called her name for a second time that she even looked up from her phone. Gray eyes flashed sharply in the fluorescent lights, despite the time and no doubt the physical exhaustion from her recent gig, they appeared alert if only slightly unfocused. It was easier to tell the closer you got to Liv that the blank look wasn’t really so blank. The glimmer in her eyes wasn’t barren of intelligence or understanding, it was merely the sign of someone who chose to ignore reality, not one who was unaware it existed at all.

Those gray eyes studied his face again, like it was the first time she had ever seen him. There was a curiosity growing from within that apathetic look, the little tilt of her head a sign. She studied his beard, which seemed to be the primary focus of her curiosity regarding his physical features. Slowly she set her phone down and took one final look at it before peering back at him. She didn’t speak at first, clearly she was absorbing the question or at least pondering an appropriate answer. The tip of her tongue poked out briefly to wet her lips and Liv averted her gaze to her hands, which had already begun to rap upon the table’s surface. It took her several long moments to gather her thoughts before she looked back up at him and finally spoke.

“I wore black lingerie once,” She began. That in itself wasn’t exactly something one would keep secret, or be that surprising. That is if the person saying it wasn’t Liv Savage. He had already put two and two together and no doubt surmised that appearance wasn’t big on Liv’s daily to-do list. It was hard to tell the last time she even combed her hair at this point, so the image of her wearing lacy black undies and a matching bra and garter belt no doubt took some true imagination.

“I was dating an actress for awhile. She was also a model, always wore fancy underwear. I wanted to surprise her so I tired on some of her stuff one night.” She added without prompting. Those gray eyes lingered intently upon Jason’s face. He could clearly see she wasn’t ashamed, embarrassed or even a hint shy about admitting that, any of it.

“I also got really drunk one time and threw up on the rug and Tess blamed it on Jo’s dog.” Liv added, her fingers twitching back towards her phone before they curled oh so slowly about its edge.
 
Liv seemed to exist almost outside of the world about 95% of the time. It was almost magical to watch someone fade back into their own little world where nothing else existed. It made him wonder if she had a touch of autism, he had been accused of the same in his younger years. That ability to drift on the wings of imagination and completely ignore everything around oneself and be content within the mind. It was a gift that few appreciated, but he found himself longing to use his own imagination more and more when he was around her. Then sometimes when she was prompted, otherwise sometimes randomly on her own she would snap to laser focus and her eyes were sharp as a scalpel. She would miss no detail at all. It was almost disconcerting.

It proved that Liv was not dim, she was not a fool, she was not stupid, she was actually very intellectual, she just found the real world to hold very little value and no real anchors. He understood her plight very well and that was one of the many things that drew him to her. He got her on a level that no one else really ever would. He listened to her story and raised a brow when she talked about her days of wearing lingerie for her model girlfriend. Then she quickly transitioned to the story about getting drunk and puking on the carpet and someone else blaming it on another party’s dog.

Finally, he just let out a quiet chuckle.

“So how did your girlfriend at the time find your surprise? Personally, I am sure it would have looked great.”

After listening to her answer “Oh yeah, someone named Tess was calling your phone when I first found it. Is that a roommate, or a family member…?” Hopefully not a current girlfriend. That would be extremely awkward.

A moment later Trish showed back up and slammed down two glasses of OJ so hard it was a miracle that they did not shatter in her hand. A portion of their contents spilled onto the table. Jason simply ignored her rage and scooped up some napkins and began cleaning up the mess, focusing his attention entirely on Liv, which left Trish to storm off with a snarl of rage.
 
“I think she liked it. We had sex,” Liv offered a slight nod of her head as if the confirmation of having sex indicated that she liked it. Though it would have been hard to argue against it. “I don’t like pushup bras. They hurt. I don’t have anything to push up.”

She pulled her phone closer and started to swipe through the screens once more. This time though she was shuffling through the pictures on her phone. Which was a rather sizable file, she did enjoy snapping a picture or two or three. For long moments she perused them until she finally found what she was looking for. She spun the phone on the surface of the table and pushed it towards him with not clear indication as to why she was doing such. The picture was of a young Asian girl, long dark brown hair, a lovely face and charming smile, though her most striking feature was her eyes which were violet in color. Or at least they appeared to be.

“Her name was Aika. It’s called Alexandria’s Genesis. The thing that makes people have purple eyes. Not true. Only albinos can have purple eyes. But they did look purple to me,” Liv spouted it all off like she had before. Matter of factly, little regard for the other person’s lack of understanding on a topic they knew little about. But at the end her brow slightly furrowed, her lips pursed and started to tug downward ever so lightly. For just a moment, the span of a heartbeat Liv showed a hint of sadness that was also reflected in her tone. It didn’t last, with the blink of her eyes and the mention of Tess, Liv was back to herself. She tugged her phone back to herself and flipped through the gallery once more.

“Tess is my sister. Second eldest. She lives at our parent’s house. They’re dead.” She didn’t blink at the mention of her parents being deceased nor show any hint of distress over it. “I live with my sister, Kat. She’s older than me. I have my own room. My other sister Rae sleeps on the couch sometimes when she is too drunk or stoned to make it home.”

She had mentioned her sister’s apartment before, though no names had been mentioned. Though in the short span of the conversation she had named at least three sisters. She proceeded to show him pictures of them all. Tess, Kat, and Rae, even Jo’s dog that had taken the blame for the vomit on the rug incident. It seemed that Liv had just about everyone she ever encountered in that phone of hers. Jason was there too.

The slamming of the glasses made her blink, those large eyes drifted over the slipped juice and up to Trish as she stormed off. Liv slowly blinked and tilted her head to the right before she looked back at Jason.

“She seems angry.” She commented before popping her straw out of the old cup and into the new one. Liv slurred the juice down in several hasty gulps, finishing it off with a sigh before she leaned back against the booth fully.

“You can come back to my apartment. You might run into Kat. Or Rae,” Liv added, a clear indication that she wasn’t completely oblivious to everything around her. Meeting siblings could be awkward at best sometimes. Liv was out there, but even she knew her sisters were unique and special in their own right.

“Unless you want to have sex at your place,” Liv countered her own statement, leaving it up in the air without a bat of an eyelash.
 
He listened to her explain the outcome of her wearing the undergarments. The matter of fact explanation of it made him smile. Then she mentioned not liking push up bras because they hurt and she had nothing to push up. Normally he would not have raised a protest, but with Liv, he had a feeling it wouldn’t be crossing any real boundary. “I dunno about that. Painful it may be, but you certainly have something to work with.”

Liv then pulled her phone out and seemed to be absorbed into it again. He wondered if that was the end of the conversation. She had a tendency to end conversations halfway through. However, instead of doing that, she produced a picture of a beautiful Asian woman with striking violet looking eyes. He looked at her and nodded his head. “I can see why you were drawn to her. She has an almost otherworldly look about her.”

He listened to Liv ramble off the facts about her eye color, but there was something different in her tone. His eyes instantly latched onto her face. He could see the small amount of pain marring her lovely face. He felt that pain echo inside of him and he felt guilty for bringing the subject up now, even though he had no way of knowing it would cause her pain. Still, this was one of those things he would need to do to get to know her. He briefly reached out to touch her hand to offer what comfort he could.

As he mentioned Tess her demeanor snapped back to normal. He smiled warmly and gave her hand a soft squeeze before releasing it. He listened and looked at all the pictures of her family and the puking dog with rapt attention. She delivered the news about her parents being dead without blinking an eye, so he didn’t touch the subject. Obviously, it didn’t bother her.

He took his glass as well and took a pull from the glass, then nodded his head as she mentioned Trish being mad. “She is mad. She wanted to pull me into drama, to get my attention, to draw me in any way she could. That is what she does. She is jealous that you have my undivided attention and that I want nothing more than to spend my night with you. She is furious about it.”

The invitation was extended and he nodded his head “Sure. I’d be happy to. I’m not worried about meeting your sisters if we keep hanging out it’ll happen eventually anyway, right?”

Then she mentioned going to his place instead to have sex just as he was taking another pull of his drink. He coughed and started to choke a little. He had not expected her to just throw it out there like that. He certainly wasn’t against the idea, but damn. After his body settled down he let out a chuckle. “Sorry, you caught me off guard. I don’t care where we go. Like I said I’m not worried about your sisters. You are absolutely welcome at my place, or I can take you home, up to you. Keep in mind we might need to go get more waffles.” He flashed her a playful grin.
 
She tilted her head lightly to the side at his comment. The straight shooting talk of pushup bras and bust size was probably a conversation most people would feel awkward having with a new friend, especially in public. Of course it didn’t bother her, though his words did reach her and Liv happened to glance down at herself. She was covered thickly in layers, it was hard to gauge just what lay under there but his assumption was still made and given. She wouldn’t deny him that.

“Not too much.” She did add before they got further distracted. That distraction came when speaking of Aika, though more importantly the hand that reached out to touch hers. She looked up at him when he did, a quizzical light in her eyes. Not so much confused by the gesture but perhaps the reasoning. She didn’t speak on it though, nor did she recoil from the squeeze and the smile that came easily to his lips. If only she could do the same.

He explained the issues with Trish and Liv just gave him that blank expression. She understood the situation, just not the reasoning behind it. She offered a light shake of her head.

“She should get over it. It’s not healthy to hold onto the past like that.”

Liv added in her own small way before they carried on with just where they would take this moment. He had no qualms with meeting her family. Well, he thought so. He hadn’t actually met any of them. That opinion might very well change in the future but not now. His reaction was priceless, most people would at least get a chortle out of it. Liv just gave that head tilt and blinked, mostly confused by it before he explained the situation.

“Oh. Sorry. I didn’t misjudge the situation?” Liv pressed, though it was clear from his words that was not the case. He laughed it off and even made a playful joke about waffles. All Liv did was nod at the idea. “Okay. I’ll take you home then. The waffles are better there.” She needlessly added. The young girl finished her juice and then promptly started to push up out of her seat. She slung the shoulder strap of her bag over her frame and let the bag rest against her hip. While she might look like she would walk straight out without any concept of paying, Liv wasn’t that oblivious. Indeed she insisted on giving the tip. She had a few ruffled bills, which a normal person would have set on the table. But Liv walked straight up to Trish and handed them to her with that blank face of hers.

“You should seek professional help with your anger issues. Mental stress can lead to physical issues, especially blood pressure.” Liv placed the bills in Trish’s hand, or tucked them into her apron if the girl refused (or was too stunned to take them). Liv didn’t smirk, didn’t say it condescendingly, if at all her plain speech was as sincere as her request for more OJ. Neither did she wait for a response. She returned to the counter and shoved the door open, getting swallowed up by the night and the brisk cold night air. Puffs of smoke billowed past her lips, her cheeks took a rosy hue. Her body reacted perfectly fine to stimulation from outside sources. She wasn’t as dead inside as it seemed.

“Oh. I forgot.” Liv said suddenly when Jason exited the dinner. She reached out for him, took his hand and tugged him closer. More she tugged herself closer, Liv couldn’t even begin to get any kind of leverage to make him move. In the end she accomplished what she had set out regardless of who actually moved. She was up against him, her hand slid from his and Liv leaned up on her tippy toes. She reached up and brushed her hands through his beard, an exploratory brush of her deft, slender digits before she curled her arms around his neck and tugged him closer. Her head tilted back, her eyes finding his and without so much as a word she kissed him. It was a sweet, soft kiss, more of a peck than anything. She pursed her lips against his bottom, gave it a little tug before the tip of her tongue flicked out between them.

“Mmm,” Liv made a soft little coo of a sound. Her lips were soft and warm, her tongue hot and wet. The kiss existed for but a few seconds yet when she drew back her cheeks had already flushed considerably. “You taste like orange juice.”

She whispered the words before she simply let him go and fell back onto her feet fully. It seemed that whatever Liv had been searching for she had found. Once more she took his hand, squeezed it like he had hers before and gave him what could be considered a smile.

“Okay. Let’s go.”
 
The conversation that had turned toward her bust had then turned toward her ex. She didn’t bat an eyelash at the fact that they were talking about her boobs in a public place. No what caused her any form of proverbial hiccup was when he took her hand to offer her a display of warmth. She was looking at him as if she didn’t quite understand.

Now he remembered why he didn’t live only in his own little world anymore. The disconnect she must feel with the outside world, with other people for being so detached for so long must be almost crippling. There were glimpses of the real Liv every now and then, the one who was here and present in reality, but mostly it was the shell, while her mind drifted in her own little paradise. The problem with that was establishing bonds with other people was almost impossible, and the longer you went without establishing those bonds and keeping them healthy the harder it became to make them. How could she not understand that he had recognized her sadness and was simply offering comfort? That realization hurt.

He knew pursuing her would challenge him, but he was all the more committed to it now.

The conversation shifted on a dime and he nodded at her reply. “I could not agree with you more. I have moved on with my life and I am better for it. She just can’t seem to. Part of me wishes I could help her for all the bad that has passed between us. However, I know that isn’t possible. I can’t be in her orbit, it is dangerous for both of us.”

He listened and let out a chuckle, albeit a raspy one. Oj going down the wrong way was not pleasant. “Well not really no. I was happy to just keep hanging out with you, but I’m not going to lie to you and say that I don’t want to have sex with you either.

He watched Liv get up and walk over to Trish, he raised a brow at that. Man, what he wouldn’t give to see those two sit down and try to have a conversation for an extended period of time. It would be hands down the most entertaining experience, ever. By the end of it Trish would be a shrieking harpy.

He left a tip for their real waitress. He promised her a big tip and so he left her a twenty and then walked to the counter to settle up.

He exited the dinner and despite the chill night air his body quickly adapted to the cold. He was not shirtless and steaming like before, but even the flimsy t-shirt seemed to be enough protection to the elements. Truth was he just naturally loved the cold and his body adapted to it very easily. Most of his skin didn’t even turn pink, he just enjoyed that knives edge of chill and slight discomfort.

She spoke about forgetting something and grabbed hold of him and it seemed like she was going to try and pull him closer. He would have gladly yielded but she had caught him by surprise by the action. Until this point she really hadn’t shown a great deal of interest in any physical intimacy. When she pressed close his mind came to a screeching halt. No more clever quips, no inquiries. Even through the clothing she wore he could feel the curves she claimed not to possess and those eyes! He met her gaze, but it was like looking into the sun, he was dazzled by her gaze.

The kiss may not have been all that earth shaking to Liv, after all it was little more than a sweet peck on the lips. For Jason it shattered the earth. He had the good sense to wrap his arms around the small of her back, taking some of the effort off of her to reach him as their lips touched for the first time. His eyes had started a brilliant green, but by the time their lips met his eyes were a deep and fathomless blue.

The night was a quiet one and so she could hear the exhalation that he gave which quickly turned into a soft, quiet rumble almost like a large predatory cat purring. When the kiss broke his eyes still held hers his blue eyes were ringed with gold around the iris. He stood against her, pulling her just a touch closer as her lips pursed against his and that flick of her tongue.

“So do you Liv.” His voice was deeper than normal, there was a much more gravely tone to it, but it was still soft, warm and almost whispery. His cheeks were not flushed like hers, but if she could not tell that he was on dream street she wasn’t paying attention. Which lets face it, is highly possible with her.

He released her and their hands found each other again. He laced his fingers with hers and gave a nod of assent. He couldn’t help but think if that was how powerful a single small kiss was, what was sex going to be like?

He gave her hand a warm squeeze and spoke softly, his voice still that same gravelly tone, he hadn’t quite recovered from the kiss. “Sounds good. I have to load up some equipment from the club first. Let's head to the loading area and you can settle in to the Van. I’ll be done shortly.”

He walked her to the van and opened the passenger door, then hopped into the driver’s seat. Shows were still going on, but there were only like one or two more sets remaining. He backed the van up to the loading door slowly and then opened the back. He began hauling amps and stacks and pushing them into the back of the van until finally all that was left was his drum kit which mostly folded up rather neatly. He pushed the doors shut and then slid back into the drivers seat.

The load shifted a little as he first pulled away but then it settled. “So do you want to give me your address and I can just GPS it? Or do you want to give me directions?” Reaching out, his hand found hers again warmly.

Despite this being the Van of a young metal head it was remarkably clean and well kept. The interior was in decent shape and there was no trash hanging about. He waited on Liv to tell him where to go.
 
Liv sat quietly in the passenger seat of Jason’s van, her hands resting comfortably before her on the keyboard of her laptop. She had finished it out seconds after Jason departed, the light of the small screen casting its radiance upon her already pale visage, making it ethereal in the darkness. Her eyes lingered on the screen, twitching slightly as they absorbed the information presented, only blinking after several minutes. She was quiet content to sit there and do her own thing until he returned. The jostling of the cab as he climbed back into the seat slowly drew her out of her reverie. Kind of, it was Liv we are talking about so she was only partially giving the outside world her attention.

“221F Bowie Boulevard,” Liv said without looking up. At least until he reached out and touched her again. That was the second time he had touched her hand without her instigating it on some level. He was warm to the touch, despite the chill in the air that would have felt most people’s digits frozen. Her own hand was rather cold, the conflict of temperatures was surprising and oddly fascinating. Liv didn’t react at first, indeed she kept typing with her other hand before she wrapped her digits about his own and squeezed. She paused to give him a curious look, not like before where she was simply confused or concerned over his physical contact. She regarded him briefly, her eyes glossy in the monitor light. Ever so slowly though she drew her hand back and went right back to typing. Baby steps.

The street she indicated wasn’t all that far away. Bowie Boulevard ran straight through a rather nice upper middle class neighbor, quaint with a pricey charm. Street lights flashed over head, which seemed to be the thing that drew Liv from her daze once more.

“There’s a parking garage on the right. Six floor.”

The apartment building match the surroundings in artistic style and atmosphere. It was new, well maintained and at odds with Liv’s entire being. As he drove into the parking garage she insisted that he park on the left side, which she indicated as the ‘Itchy Lot’. She didn’t bother to explain why. Without any fanfare Liv hopped out of the van and headed straight for the apartment, Jason in tow. It took her a few attempts with various keys before she remembered the right one, why she needed so many keys on one key-chain was no doubt a story in and of itself. The door opened up into a dark hallway with a faint light in the distance. Liv reached out to take his hand and drew him inside, her fingers tightening about his own. The size difference wasn’t comical by any means but it was still noticeable the way she could wrap her hand around his and not even have her fingers wrap around it fully.

The apartment had a fashion sense that was clearly not Liv’s. The walls were painted in calming shades of sherbert, a few panoramic pictures of shorelines and waterfalls hung from the walls, perfectly situated to draw in your attention when passing. The furniture was 90’s retro, a large sofa flanked by two recliners. The electronics were at least this decade, a large flatscreen TV hung from the wall, an impressive stereo system underneath it surround sound, along with several gaming consoles. There also happened to be a boot hanging off the edge of the couch.

Not just a boot. It was a foot wearing a boot actually. The footwear was old and used, the thick sole worn, the leather faded, torn and stained from mud and something else dark. The laces dangled limply, half unlaced by their owner before being promptly forgotten.

“That’s Rae,” Liv stated as they pasted the boot. The rest of the presumable sister it belonged to was lost under a blanket, though the loud snoring that came from underneath at least indicated she was alive. Otherwise the apartment was quiet, calm and dark. Liv kept going, past the adequately sized living room and down another short hallway. This one branched off right and left, one leading to the kitchen and the other leading down another hallway with 3 doors. Liv stopped in front of the door that had a small dry erase board attached to the front, a pen dangling from a string under it. Liv’s To-Do List was written on top with several lines of unfinished to-do’s hastily written under it. Things like doing laundry, dishes and remembering to close and lock the front door had no doubt been written several times over.

She swung the door open and drew him inside with a tug. The room was dark save for the dim glow of several computer monitors on a cluttered desk. Other prominent items of furniture was a dresser that looked like it had exploded from the inside out, various articles of clothing hung from each drawer and the top was piled high with unfolded shirts and pants. Her bed was queen sized, a mound of pillows and at least two blankets dominated it. The walls had numerous posters of various bands or ancient movies like Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles II: The Secret of the Ooze, Army of Darkness, and Lethal Weapon 2 to name a few. Perhaps the most unique feature though was scattered across the ceiling. Even in the dim blue glow the plastic stars spread out across the surface lit up faintly. They covered it from one side to the other in a seemingly haphazard arrangement. Though the more one started at them the more they began to realize that Liv had managed to get pretty close to the actual constellations.

Liv shrugged off her satchel and set it beside the bed. Without turning to face him she tugged off her hoodie, her T-shirt riding up slightly before she got it off fully. It too was tossed aside without a second thought, leaving the girl in her black T-shirt with Kung Fury written in red over the front and a pair of baggy jeans. Slowly she turned to face him, her hair even more ruffled after removing her hoodie. Those large gray eyes lingered intently upon him and in an instant the look they offered him became far more intimate. She took a few steps closer, closing the distance between them and once more her hands were upon him. Tiny and sneaky, they crept up over the front of his shirt, brushing over it ever so lightly till they slid up and around his neck.

“I want to see the passions you told me about. The kind you had with her, the kind that made you burn. Can I bring it out in you?” Liv’s tone dropped slightly as she spoke, a soft smoky murmur as her fingertips finally touched the sides of his neck. In the confines of her room Liv seemed to truly open up. The look in her eyes changed, the tone of her voice lowered and her touch was sure. She found those pressure points that when properly caressed could make anyone shiver from the jolt of electricity it released.

“What makes you burn?” She repeated that word, burn, emphasizing it in a way that made even it’s simplicity sound erotic. Her gaze drifted down over him for a moment as Liv once more rose up to her tippy toes. Dark lashes drifted partially closed as she sought out his lips again. She knew what she was doing, amazing how her grasp on reality could ween and flow. Desire was an easy thing to grasp though, everyone needed physical contact. It wasn’t the touch that had confused her back at the diner but the gesture, the meaning behind it.
 
The sudden retraction of her hand was noted and filed away immediately. So she was not ready for that level of intimacy quite yet. Alright. He continued to follow the prompts of the GPS until they were at her house and per her instructions, he parked on the ‘itchy’ left side of the street. He wondered about that, but with a hint of a smile, he didn’t question the quirky young woman about it. He simply accepted it as he had so many other things as part of her unique charm.

She was already out of the van, and he had to hurry to follow. He slipped out and pushed the door closed, locking the van with a chirp of the alarm. Now suddenly she had no issue with taking hold of him. He was having trouble tracking the logic. Not five minutes ago she refused to touch his hand but now she was leading him around like his arm was a bloody leash. He was trying to fashion out the reasoning. He was so focused on it he nearly stumbled up the fucking stairs on the way up to the apartment.

He decided to just let it be what it would be and go with the flow. Trying to discern what Liv’s reasons were was just going to blow a damned fuse in his brain and he knew that. If she wanted to explain she would, if not he was just going to have to try and go with the flow as best he could and hold on. He glanced around the living area and almost greeted the mound of blankets designated “Rae” before realizing it was snoring.

Drawn ever closer toward an unknown destination he was barely given time to digest his surroundings. He drank in the décor in a vague fashion as she pulled him toward a room near the back of the apartment. There was a dry erase board that clearly delineated this as her room. He smiled to himself and gave a little nod. It made sense she would immediately seek out her sanctuary and to take her newfound companion with her.

He was towed into her room and suddenly she began shirking off clothing. He was once more surprised by the transformation she made. She spun around and closed the distance between them. There was a look in her eyes that was easy to see in the room but before even that he could taste the shift in the air, feel the energy in her body shift. When her mood changed he could sense the change and such a dramatic change was nearly instantly contagious. His heartbeat almost doubled, his skin flushed as heat crackled to the surface.

When she pressed so deliciously against his body his breathing was already coming in rapid waves and she had barely touched him. The first touch around his neck rained goosebumps down beneath his shirt like raindrops drenching his skin that dripped over his back and chest; the second touch on his lips was like a single drop of water to a man stranded in the desert. As she kissed him his lips sought hers eagerly, pressing his lips to hers with a rush of air pushed out from his nose, and then another hungry breath drawn in.

He let himself dive deep into that kiss. He let himself be frantic, hungry, out of control for the time being. He pressed his body tight against hers, letting her feel the hard muscles pressing against her curves as desire settled into his body. He released a low hungry growl against her lips, then nipped them tenderly. Finally, he spoke in a low, shaking voice. “I have been suppressing something much more powerful than anything I ever had with her ever since I met you Liv. I have a connection with you that scares the fuck out of me because it is so real and so natural. The moment I met you I recognized someone like me and I wanted to be with you. I knew I could be myself with you without any filters That knowledge makes me want to tear down walls that I have spent my entire life building.”

He drew a deep breath. His eyes didn’t seem to know if they wanted to be blue or green as they battled for color supremacy. His features contorted as he reached one hand around her waist to hold her against him. His hand was pressing into the small of her back, she could feel the strength from his hours behind the drums in his arm. The other hand reaching up to touch her face as he looks into eyes, finally he lets out a bitter laugh. “So I suppose that makes me more than burn. I honestly don’t know what would happen if I let all of my walls down. If I just completely let myself go fuck who knows what would happen? That shit scares me, but I recognize who you are Liv, and I want to know more.”

The color shifted in his eyes again a muted soft blue shade finally winning over as he gazed long into her eyes. Reaching out to softly caress her face with his thumb, tracing her cheek and jawline. His voice dipped low into a deep rumbling voice almost like a predatory cat purring, it even rumbled in the pit of his throat. “I want to know more.” He repeated then kissed her deeply, investing no small share of affection into that kiss. His hand sliding back into her mass of hair and gleefully tangling fingers into the chaos.
 
In those short sweet moments they kissed Liv found herself lost in it. He was a conflicting mass of hard edges, thew and vigor with a molten core bubbling just under the surface. A ripple of something ran up her spine, fear, excitement, they all felt the same in that moment. Yet Liv found more the longer they remained close, her fingertips traced over the goose flesh as it rose over his neck and shoulders. He was hard and strong but there was a softness there as well, something more ethereal than physical, like the vibration from a guitar string. It hummed to her and Liv answered. She made the softest noise against his lips, a little sigh, a whimper, a squeak, it was adorable and sensual all at once. The more he clung to her the stronger her embrace became. She had next to no strength in that frame, tiny and willowy before him but the passion that slowly poured forth from her made up for her physical shortcomings in spades.

When he drew back the tender nip to her bottom lip brought her back to reality. She came crashing back into herself, Liv gasped and her eyes opened wide. As he spoke she peered deep into his eyes, the chaotic swirl of blue and green waging war against one another. She wasn’t sure which one she wanted to win, but the thought made the heat rise further upon her cheeks. Her own eyes began to change, though the shift was far more subtle. The placid gray that dominated them started to give way to a icy blue, thin veins casting out from the iris. With each word he spoke the more they changed and with it, Liv did as well.

“Then don’t,” Liv whispered, her hands sliding down over the sides of his neck, sweeping down over his shoulders. She spoke of his need for suppression, her words a quiet whisper. “Don’t hold back. Let go and show me who you are.”

It was a dangerous game to play with someone who was basically a stranger. Connection or no, they knew little about the other, letting the floodgates open so readily could easily lead to disaster. But Liv had no fear when tempting fate, she met it head on.

“Show me,” Liv repeated, her eyes widening slightly more as his hand slid up and brushed over her face. The warm around her tiny waist tightened and she was flush against him. Liv arched herself up to him to remove any space there might have been still remaining. He could feel her tiny figure, svelte and sleek yet still curvy and soft. Her head tilted to the side, towards his hand to press her cheek against it and nuzzle his palm affectionately. When his thumb dare brush close to her cheek she shifted further to kiss it tenderly before offering a sweet bite. She shared his sentiment and desires, that much was clearly painted across her face. He spoke of walls and holding back and as he did Liv’s own cracked and crumbled. He saw her coming to life in his arms and it was all due to his own actions and words.

“Open up your heart to me. Show me who you are and you can have all of me,” Liv promised, though her words drifted into a quiet murmur once his lips returned to hers. She shifted into him and lost herself in the kiss, nipping at his bottom lip before her own parted and the tip of her tongue flicked out over them. She kissed him hungrily, applying further pressure with her tiny frame for a brief moment before she relented. It was a slight shift, enough to let one hand fall from him and slip down between them. She fiddled with her belt, unlatching it with little effort. Once loosened her pants fell away completely, pooling about her ankles. That left her in that baggy black shirt and little else. Liv had been going commando the entire time. The hem of her shirt tickled at the top swell of her pert little backside. Despite her comments earlier she had a ravishing little body and more so a butt that wouldn’t stop.
 
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