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Hey everyone! Just a random post that I whipped up now that I'm here alone at my dorm room. My melodramatic title put aside, I do need some advice about something and I'm too chicken to make a decision myself, so I figured I'd crowd source my decision to...well, you guys!
This entire thing goes back about a year or two ago, but I'll try to go over things as smoothly as I can. This little story of mine has roots back all the way to high school, so please just bear with me if it feels like I'm just rabbling. Truth be told, I'm sort of just winging it right now but I feel like I need to just write my thoughts down every so often. But anyway, here goes...
Hi. My name is Caroline. I mean, that much is obvious - I've been running this blog since like middle school, so if you don't know that by now, there's no helping you! As always, I'm not giving you my last name because I want to remain anonymous. I hope this isn't too much to ask, but if it is well...don't let the door hit you on the way out!
So, some of you might know this by now, but I'm your typical girl from the Mid West. I grew up Christian, living with my parents throughout my teenage years and grew up in a relatively close knit community. I suppose that some would say that I grew up a bit sheltered too - in my home town of maybe five thousand people, it often felt as if everyone knew each other. So, that being said I didn't really have any scary or unpleasant experience with people. Even with my two or so years working retail at a shabby convenience store, being a ditz and all never got me so much as a rude comment from my boss or customer. This experience (or lack thereof) extended to men in general, where the only boys I've ever had to deal with were sweet, nice and considerate. Like my boyfriend, George.
Well, he didn't start as my boyfriend, as you can imagine. We met on my first day of high school, where I was so nervous and anxious to be in a mixed-sex environment (up until this point, my parents had me in an all-girls school). He approached me and introduced me to some of his friends and with time, we started to go out. We even survived the transition from high school to college, that just so many people were ready to dismiss as impossible. Granted, George and our group of friends made a pact to apply to the same colleges, so I guess that helped.
I'm telling you this so you can imagine how I felt when I moved away from my small town and into a crazy big city like Miami. The entire atmosphere was so radically different from the environment that I was used to back home, that it might have well been an entirely new planet. The nightlife, the city lights and especially the people were so...strange to me. I just to grow accustomed to everything, but I'd be lying to you if I told you that I was one hundred percent comfortable, even two years after I found myself moving my things into my stuffy dorm room, which I'm sharing with my new friend Emily. Well, I've already written about her in some previous posts, but just in case you missed those, I'll be describing here from here on out as if you have no clue...
But this all said, one of the biggest changes that I had to grow accustomed to was the mentality of everyone around me. Like I said again and again, I come from a pretty small town with mostly conservative values. This was (surprise!) the polar opposite to Miami, where everyone was on the opposite end of the political and ideological spectrum. This didn't bother me much, since I am pretty open minded about most things, although I was so surprised that everyone close to me was so outspoken against my decisions in life. Or more specifically, on my choice to wait until marriage. Yes, before you start giggling about it, I am a virgin. Emily is the only person I've told (besides George and the others from my high school, obviously). I still remember the night that I told her, after sheepishly accepting a few beers, and how shocked she was to hear it. She swore to never tell a soul, although not before telling me how stupid and silly I was to even think that way. She even went as far as to "suggest" boys for me to hook up with, but I was quick to tell her off.
"Waiting until marriage is stupid...like, what if you're stuck having bad sex for the rest of your life?" was the remark that came out of her mouth afterwards.
I would be lying to you all if I told you that those words didn't linger in my mind for a few weeks after she said it, but it wasn't as if I doubted my love to George. But I did wonder how sex would be like with him? I had no idea of anything like that worked, seeing as we never got to second base, but that's as far as those thoughts went. I was, and still am, set on waiting until marriage. What can I say? The pros outweighed the cons.
Anyway...
I think the biggest and most difficult thing that I've yet to grow accustomed to is guys. Or more specifically, Damian. I think this is the first time I've ever mentioned him to my few readers but he is, without a doubt, the worst thing to have happened to me since my first day of class two years ago. That might sound a bit drastic but just bear with me some more.
I suppose now is a good time as any to mention that I have a bit of a nickname around campus. Well... a few actually, each of them being just as degrading and irritating to hear. If I had to pick, I'd say "Fun Bags" had to be up there among the worst to hear someone whisper as you jog past them in the early hours of the morning. As you can imagine, the nicknames mostly revolved around my chest - my massive boobs that seemed to attract all sorts of unwanted attention around these parts. Before any of you ask - no, I'm not going to share any pictures and no, I will not let you guys see my Instagram profile. It's already too personal that I'm sharing this information with you all, so I hope you understand that I'm not comfortable sharing my personal information with strangers on the web, lol.
Anyway, if that wasn't degrading enough, Emily told me that there was actually a pool within some of the degenerate students over how big my boobs were, with some prize for the winner who could come up with proof. How messed up is that? To this day, no one has (apparently) come forward admitting they made those nicknames or the pool, but my theory is that Damian, some asshole that I've barely spoken to at all, is behind it all.
This might sound like some outlandish accusation to make of someone I've never mentioned until now, but it isn't without good reason. Damian is a filthy pervert who is known around campus for being a total sleaze. It isn't even much of a secret and I'm sure most people could tell from a first glance.
First of all, Damian was slightly older than what a typical Freshman should be. Despite having been stuck in Freshman year for who knows how long, Damian was in about his thirties, studying only Lord knows what. Now I'm not saying that anyone older than twenty being in Freshman year has anything to be ashamed of, but there were quite a few rumors in the volleyball team that Damian would take first year classes on purpose. According to a few of my fellow teammates, he preys on younger women. It's been a recurring pattern of Damian taking first or second year courses, chatting them up and having some sick sex tape released for everyone to see. Again, there is no proof, but why would they lie to me?
Second of all...the guy has been obsessing over me hard for the past year or so. George has been getting a little uncomfortable too, whenever I'd mention it. But the fact of the matter was that whenever he had the opportunity, the guy would try to speak to me. Up until this point, I've been pretty cold - not giving any answers besides "yep" and "no". But the thing is that yesterday he came up to me in every class we had together (History, Geography and Physical Education) and asked me to be his partner in each one!
NOTE: In case any of you are confused, our college is one of the few in Florida to have mandatory physical education... We haven't played any sports up until now (the first few classes are pure theory) but we're supposed to have partners for the 1 vs 1 sports in the class, like ping pong. I think you can imagine why I'm not keen on the idea of being forced to play with someone who's probably been obsessing over my boobs, but I digress...
I've told him that I'd think about it but truth be told, I haven't gotten a partner for any of those classes. I'd ask someone to join me, but for the few people I'm comfortable with in my classes, they already have partners. Not to mention, being the complete idiot that I am, I didn't take those electives with George and the others last semester...
I've told Emily about this, and she was basically calling me an idiot for not accepting Damian's offer. But the thing is that the guy is a pervert, if my volleyball teammates are to be believed. So, that being said...
What do you all think? Should I just tell him that I'll be his partner for those three classes? Or should I stick with my guns and just tell each professor that I'm more comfortable handling assignments by myself (although I'm not too sure what to do about physical ed...)
Help! I can't bring it up with George and you (my readers) are the only ones I can talk to. Anyone?
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Name: Caroline McTyre
Age: 20
Height: 5'8"
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Disclaimer:
Everyone and everything in this story is made-up and fictional! The story is going to be a bit depraved so if this isn't your cup of tea, stop reading now.
My character:
https://i.imgur.com/uj6oWHM.jpg?1
Name: Caroline McTyre
Age: 20
Height: 5'8"
Eyes: Blue
Cup size: 32K
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Caroline's Blog:
Need your help! Comments save me!
Hey everyone! Just a random post that I whipped up now that I'm here alone at my dorm room. My melodramatic title put aside, I do need some advice about something and I'm too chicken to make a decision myself, so I figured I'd crowd source my decision to...well, you guys!
This entire thing goes back about a year or two ago, but I'll try to go over things as smoothly as I can. This little story of mine has roots back all the way to high school, so please just bear with me if it feels like I'm just rabbling. Truth be told, I'm sort of just winging it right now but I feel like I need to just write my thoughts down every so often. But anyway, here goes...
Hi. My name is Caroline. I mean, that much is obvious - I've been running this blog since like middle school, so if you don't know that by now, there's no helping you! As always, I'm not giving you my last name because I want to remain anonymous. I hope this isn't too much to ask, but if it is well...don't let the door hit you on the way out!
So, some of you might know this by now, but I'm your typical girl from the Mid West. I grew up Christian, living with my parents throughout my teenage years and grew up in a relatively close knit community. I suppose that some would say that I grew up a bit sheltered too - in my home town of maybe five thousand people, it often felt as if everyone knew each other. So, that being said I didn't really have any scary or unpleasant experience with people. Even with my two or so years working retail at a shabby convenience store, being a ditz and all never got me so much as a rude comment from my boss or customer. This experience (or lack thereof) extended to men in general, where the only boys I've ever had to deal with were sweet, nice and considerate. Like my boyfriend, George.
Well, he didn't start as my boyfriend, as you can imagine. We met on my first day of high school, where I was so nervous and anxious to be in a mixed-sex environment (up until this point, my parents had me in an all-girls school). He approached me and introduced me to some of his friends and with time, we started to go out. We even survived the transition from high school to college, that just so many people were ready to dismiss as impossible. Granted, George and our group of friends made a pact to apply to the same colleges, so I guess that helped.
I'm telling you this so you can imagine how I felt when I moved away from my small town and into a crazy big city like Miami. The entire atmosphere was so radically different from the environment that I was used to back home, that it might have well been an entirely new planet. The nightlife, the city lights and especially the people were so...strange to me. I just to grow accustomed to everything, but I'd be lying to you if I told you that I was one hundred percent comfortable, even two years after I found myself moving my things into my stuffy dorm room, which I'm sharing with my new friend Emily. Well, I've already written about her in some previous posts, but just in case you missed those, I'll be describing here from here on out as if you have no clue...
But this all said, one of the biggest changes that I had to grow accustomed to was the mentality of everyone around me. Like I said again and again, I come from a pretty small town with mostly conservative values. This was (surprise!) the polar opposite to Miami, where everyone was on the opposite end of the political and ideological spectrum. This didn't bother me much, since I am pretty open minded about most things, although I was so surprised that everyone close to me was so outspoken against my decisions in life. Or more specifically, on my choice to wait until marriage. Yes, before you start giggling about it, I am a virgin. Emily is the only person I've told (besides George and the others from my high school, obviously). I still remember the night that I told her, after sheepishly accepting a few beers, and how shocked she was to hear it. She swore to never tell a soul, although not before telling me how stupid and silly I was to even think that way. She even went as far as to "suggest" boys for me to hook up with, but I was quick to tell her off.
"Waiting until marriage is stupid...like, what if you're stuck having bad sex for the rest of your life?" was the remark that came out of her mouth afterwards.
I would be lying to you all if I told you that those words didn't linger in my mind for a few weeks after she said it, but it wasn't as if I doubted my love to George. But I did wonder how sex would be like with him? I had no idea of anything like that worked, seeing as we never got to second base, but that's as far as those thoughts went. I was, and still am, set on waiting until marriage. What can I say? The pros outweighed the cons.
Anyway...
I think the biggest and most difficult thing that I've yet to grow accustomed to is guys. Or more specifically, Damian. I think this is the first time I've ever mentioned him to my few readers but he is, without a doubt, the worst thing to have happened to me since my first day of class two years ago. That might sound a bit drastic but just bear with me some more.
I suppose now is a good time as any to mention that I have a bit of a nickname around campus. Well... a few actually, each of them being just as degrading and irritating to hear. If I had to pick, I'd say "Fun Bags" had to be up there among the worst to hear someone whisper as you jog past them in the early hours of the morning. As you can imagine, the nicknames mostly revolved around my chest - my massive boobs that seemed to attract all sorts of unwanted attention around these parts. Before any of you ask - no, I'm not going to share any pictures and no, I will not let you guys see my Instagram profile. It's already too personal that I'm sharing this information with you all, so I hope you understand that I'm not comfortable sharing my personal information with strangers on the web, lol.
Anyway, if that wasn't degrading enough, Emily told me that there was actually a pool within some of the degenerate students over how big my boobs were, with some prize for the winner who could come up with proof. How messed up is that? To this day, no one has (apparently) come forward admitting they made those nicknames or the pool, but my theory is that Damian, some asshole that I've barely spoken to at all, is behind it all.
This might sound like some outlandish accusation to make of someone I've never mentioned until now, but it isn't without good reason. Damian is a filthy pervert who is known around campus for being a total sleaze. It isn't even much of a secret and I'm sure most people could tell from a first glance.
First of all, Damian was slightly older than what a typical Freshman should be. Despite having been stuck in Freshman year for who knows how long, Damian was in about his thirties, studying only Lord knows what. Now I'm not saying that anyone older than twenty being in Freshman year has anything to be ashamed of, but there were quite a few rumors in the volleyball team that Damian would take first year classes on purpose. According to a few of my fellow teammates, he preys on younger women. It's been a recurring pattern of Damian taking first or second year courses, chatting them up and having some sick sex tape released for everyone to see. Again, there is no proof, but why would they lie to me?
Second of all...the guy has been obsessing over me hard for the past year or so. George has been getting a little uncomfortable too, whenever I'd mention it. But the fact of the matter was that whenever he had the opportunity, the guy would try to speak to me. Up until this point, I've been pretty cold - not giving any answers besides "yep" and "no". But the thing is that yesterday he came up to me in every class we had together (History, Geography and Physical Education) and asked me to be his partner in each one!
NOTE: In case any of you are confused, our college is one of the few in Florida to have mandatory physical education... We haven't played any sports up until now (the first few classes are pure theory) but we're supposed to have partners for the 1 vs 1 sports in the class, like ping pong. I think you can imagine why I'm not keen on the idea of being forced to play with someone who's probably been obsessing over my boobs, but I digress...
I've told him that I'd think about it but truth be told, I haven't gotten a partner for any of those classes. I'd ask someone to join me, but for the few people I'm comfortable with in my classes, they already have partners. Not to mention, being the complete idiot that I am, I didn't take those electives with George and the others last semester...
I've told Emily about this, and she was basically calling me an idiot for not accepting Damian's offer. But the thing is that the guy is a pervert, if my volleyball teammates are to be believed. So, that being said...
What do you all think? Should I just tell him that I'll be his partner for those three classes? Or should I stick with my guns and just tell each professor that I'm more comfortable handling assignments by myself (although I'm not too sure what to do about physical ed...)
Help! I can't bring it up with George and you (my readers) are the only ones I can talk to. Anyone?
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