Going into Treatment

[leZilla]

So, failed almost all of my "tests" this week.

I will be in an an IP Eating Disorder program until Feb 28th.

The doc who examined me said I'd be lucky to live another year, and blessed if I lived 18 months.

I'm going to work hard. I'm GOING TO BEAT THIS.

I want a life. I want to be mom. Above all, my son NEEDS ME and I NEED HIM.

I want to be strong enough to persue my art. I want to get a job. There are a million things I want. I'm not ready to die.

What I want .... is basically just LIFE.

Don't forget about me while I'm gone. I won't have internet access while I'm in there but if you want to write me PM me for the address.

Love you all, and many thanks for your support.

~Z

 

[MichiMan]

Keep that attitude, & you'll kick this thing in the ass, MsZilla
-we'll all be pulling for you

 

[moana15]

I do hope it is helpful

I'm sorry that you failed the tests. But I'm glad that the doctor said that this is the next step. All the best to you.

If you can, you should take a sketch book. Dream of glass designs you will make in your life ahead.

 

[Peregrinator]

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

Stay strong, hon. Beat this shit. Remember that you are in charge of you. Every single time you purge, you are choosing to orphan your son. Remember him. Remember how you love him. Purging=your son crying, screaming uncontrollably at your funeral. Inconsolable. There is notheing that can take away the pain of a mother who killed herself with stupid behavior.

I'm sorry we won't be meeting up as planned, but I cannot wait to meet you when you have it all under control. I will wait for you, I will miss you, and if you give me a mailing address, I will write to you. Email or PM.

Be strong. I'll think of you, and I'll hope like hell that you get over this awfulness.

God dammit.

:flowers: and stuff

 

[Killswitch]

We are here for you Zilla.

I wont throw you any cliche's, but I'll be hopin for you, and worried till I see you again.

 

[Barbdreams]

So, failed almost all of my "tests" this week.

I will be in an an IP Eating Disorder program until Feb 28th.

The doc who examined me said I'd be lucky to live another year, and blessed if I lived 18 months.

I'm going to work hard. I'm GOING TO BEAT THIS.

I want a life. I want to be mom. Above all, my son NEEDS ME and I NEED HIM.

I want to be strong enough to persue my art. I want to get a job. There are a million things I want. I'm not ready to die.

What I want .... is basically just LIFE.

Don't forget about me while I'm gone. I won't have internet access while I'm in there but if you want to write me PM me for the address.

Love you all, and many thanks for your support.

~Z

You are amazing. You can do this.

(((hugs)))

 

[Ms_Lilith]

I'm so glad to hear that you're going to be getting help.

I wish you all the very best, and you'll be in my prayers.

 

[Spence99]

So, failed almost all of my "tests" this week.

I will be in an an IP Eating Disorder program until Feb 28th.

The doc who examined me said I'd be lucky to live another year, and blessed if I lived 18 months.

I'm going to work hard. I'm GOING TO BEAT THIS.

I want a life. I want to be mom. Above all, my son NEEDS ME and I NEED HIM.

I want to be strong enough to persue my art. I want to get a job. There are a million things I want. I'm not ready to die.

What I want .... is basically just LIFE.

Don't forget about me while I'm gone. I won't have internet access while I'm in there but if you want to write me PM me for the address.

Love you all, and many thanks for your support.

~Z

I won't forget you!

I will be here to talk to when you are better.

Be strong! You are going to beat this. You are going to get better.

It's a blessing in disguise. Go and get treated and get well.

That's all that matters. Think of your little boy. Think of your life.

You have way too much to live for.

Never forget that!

 

[Emerald Eyed]

You can do it!

 

[serwolfe]

Keep that attitude, & you'll kick this thing in the ass, MsZilla
-we'll all be pulling for you

My thoughts exactly. You will beat this!.

 

[RoryN]

Knock it out of the park, Zilla. Your attitude will take you the distance.

 

[Killswitch]

Oh yes....if someone can get her address Id like to send some cards too.

They really make a difference when you are in the hospital.

 

[BeBe81]

So, failed almost all of my "tests" this week.

I will be in an an IP Eating Disorder program until Feb 28th.

The doc who examined me said I'd be lucky to live another year, and blessed if I lived 18 months.

I'm going to work hard. I'm GOING TO BEAT THIS.

I want a life. I want to be mom. Above all, my son NEEDS ME and I NEED HIM.

I want to be strong enough to persue my art. I want to get a job. There are a million things I want. I'm not ready to die.

What I want .... is basically just LIFE.

Don't forget about me while I'm gone. I won't have internet access while I'm in there but if you want to write me PM me for the address.

Love you all, and many thanks for your support.

~Z

Lezilla,

You know I worry and care for you.

I know you will be strong and beat this!

You will be okay and when you are weak remember your son and the undying love he has for you.

You are loved.

You have a long life ahead of you, please don't let that thought go!

You are a great and brave woman.

Hugs!

You have a PM on the way.

 

[garbage can]

LeZilla, I don't know you real well, but my thoughts and prayers are with you.

 

[notDV81]

So, failed almost all of my "tests" this week.

I will be in an an IP Eating Disorder program until Feb 28th.

The doc who examined me said I'd be lucky to live another year, and blessed if I lived 18 months.

I'm going to work hard. I'm GOING TO BEAT THIS.

I want a life. I want to be mom. Above all, my son NEEDS ME and I NEED HIM.

I want to be strong enough to persue my art. I want to get a job. There are a million things I want. I'm not ready to die.

What I want .... is basically just LIFE.

Don't forget about me while I'm gone. I won't have internet access while I'm in there but if you want to write me PM me for the address.

Love you all, and many thanks for your support.

~Z

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Morwen is a busy gal then.

Wait. Is she a gal?

 

[sensationseeker]

Be strong.

 

[JustSkye]

blessed be, Zilla. Safe journey and good thoughts. You can beat this!

 

[doll_parts85]

want to write me? you can tell me how much you hate me? it'll cheer you up?

 

[KinkyDaisy]

Know why you can do it? Cause if you dont .. we're gonna kick your ass! Thats why!

I know you have it in you hon. Wishing you find the strength you need.

 

[leZilla]

There is this part of the program called "Equine Therapy"

I get to chill with horses and maybe even ride some. How cool is that?

Apparently it is really effective for patients with ED's. although I don't know how.

I just know I'm gonna get to hang out with horses. Cool!

 

[Liontamr]

I'm hoping the best for you! I know you'll get through this!

 

[veryblueeyes]

Zilla, I wish you all the luck. It's a tough road to go. Talk to people.

 

[Noor]

Good Luck! Stay positive and come back strong and heathy!

 

[thisgirl]

I saw a thing on TV about equine therapy. It looked really cool and seemed to be effective. I would think at the very least it would be soothing. Horses are good for your soul. Let them restore you.

Best of luck to you. Be strong.