KillerMuffin
Seraphically Disinclined
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- Jul 29, 2000
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Just felt like sharing with someone. God is dead for me. I have just lost whatever christianity I ever possessed. Nothing quite like losing a religion, it's not nearly as bad as I'd thought it would be.
I've listened and read the christian rhetoric and bible for years. I've followed it to the letter, with joy and thanksgiving in my heart. In return for my devout slavery to the professed "God of Love" I've had nothing but trouble.
The final straw was when the StudMuffin told me that he brought all of his physical ailments upon himself through his sinning against God. Um, sure. Then he looked to me as if to say that I wouldn't be epileptic if I weren't a sinner. The chruch he belongs to, Assemblies of God, believe that way. People have their physical ailments because their sins stand between them and the Lord.
I'd rather roast in hell than serve such a POS God as that. That isn't love. I re-read Job again, this time without the Christian blinders. Good freaking god what happened to that man all over some stupid divine pissing contest.
Anyway, I think I'll go get drunk now, or at least have some caffeine. I'm a sinner you know, you can tell cause I have epilepsy.
Don't bother lighting a candle Sam, don't bother praying Todd. See, God is dead.
Now I just have to break it to the "I'm going to be a minister" StudMuffin. *sigh*
I've listened and read the christian rhetoric and bible for years. I've followed it to the letter, with joy and thanksgiving in my heart. In return for my devout slavery to the professed "God of Love" I've had nothing but trouble.
The final straw was when the StudMuffin told me that he brought all of his physical ailments upon himself through his sinning against God. Um, sure. Then he looked to me as if to say that I wouldn't be epileptic if I weren't a sinner. The chruch he belongs to, Assemblies of God, believe that way. People have their physical ailments because their sins stand between them and the Lord.
I'd rather roast in hell than serve such a POS God as that. That isn't love. I re-read Job again, this time without the Christian blinders. Good freaking god what happened to that man all over some stupid divine pissing contest.
Anyway, I think I'll go get drunk now, or at least have some caffeine. I'm a sinner you know, you can tell cause I have epilepsy.
Don't bother lighting a candle Sam, don't bother praying Todd. See, God is dead.
Now I just have to break it to the "I'm going to be a minister" StudMuffin. *sigh*