Isolde
Guardian's Desire
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- Dec 27, 2000
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Sorry people...I know this is a pure rant and rave thread and I know I am going to get trolled but I dont give a damn! I have been having this pent up inside all day and I have to get it out somehow. I dont ask for sympathy...I dont ask for understanding. I simply need a safe place to blow off some steam. I am asking you all for your indulgence.
Okay..here is the story...
I am up here with Imoen because my son of a bitch husband of the last five years had finally dragged me through one too many emotional and mental abuses. I had gotten tired of the 'give me one more chance' followed by the emotional blackmail when I said no. In fact the asshole did not believe I was really going until I packed up the kids and headed out the door.
After I got here (Imoen was a sweetie and paid my way, btw. She is true friend and I love her to death) I found out that he had gotten on my AIM name and begin to IM people I talk to ...even some here at Lit. Sometimes he pretended to be me (hard due to his dyslexia) and was trying to get info about their relationships with me I guess.
I was furious and told him that if he thought I was coming back to that then he could drag up another thought. I felt safe and not under so much pressure. I later found out that he went that day and got his check and left for his hometown in UT where he was born and raised. (We had moved down to AZ with my parents just before me coming here and, even though I told him to stay in UT, he manipulated his way into coming.)
Let me tell you how this guy is...I once told him he would be a great stalker..and ment it. He once told me that even if I left he would be able to find me and come after me. This marriage should have been over three years after it happened (hey, I dont regret my little ones. What can I say).
So now I learn that the son of a bitch, asswipe went back up to his hometown....where he knows everyone and where everyone likes him....and tells everyone that I took his last paycheck and took of for TN with the kids. I also found out that he told my 15 yr old daughter who is staying with her dad in WI (my first husband) that I not only abandoned him but but her and her brother (my 14 yr old also up in WI) too.
Now, I know these are lies and I know that my daughter didnt believe him and said nothing to my son (bless that girl for having a head on her shoulders) but dammit! those were only a few in a long string of lies to manipulate and he cant even let it go when it is over but has to manipulate everyone who knows him too.
This just burns me up!!!! I know..I know..get over it and, believe it or not, this is one of the ways I am trying to do that. Just posting it all out here has helped me and I thank you for putting up with it....
Well, I am back to single motherhood and looking for a job and place to stay but I think I am going to make it. I will be damned if I am going to let that asshole defeat me in any shape or form.
Thanks all you Literoticans for letting me get my thoughts out and straight....I love ya all!!!
Okay..here is the story...
I am up here with Imoen because my son of a bitch husband of the last five years had finally dragged me through one too many emotional and mental abuses. I had gotten tired of the 'give me one more chance' followed by the emotional blackmail when I said no. In fact the asshole did not believe I was really going until I packed up the kids and headed out the door.
After I got here (Imoen was a sweetie and paid my way, btw. She is true friend and I love her to death) I found out that he had gotten on my AIM name and begin to IM people I talk to ...even some here at Lit. Sometimes he pretended to be me (hard due to his dyslexia) and was trying to get info about their relationships with me I guess.
I was furious and told him that if he thought I was coming back to that then he could drag up another thought. I felt safe and not under so much pressure. I later found out that he went that day and got his check and left for his hometown in UT where he was born and raised. (We had moved down to AZ with my parents just before me coming here and, even though I told him to stay in UT, he manipulated his way into coming.)
Let me tell you how this guy is...I once told him he would be a great stalker..and ment it. He once told me that even if I left he would be able to find me and come after me. This marriage should have been over three years after it happened (hey, I dont regret my little ones. What can I say).
So now I learn that the son of a bitch, asswipe went back up to his hometown....where he knows everyone and where everyone likes him....and tells everyone that I took his last paycheck and took of for TN with the kids. I also found out that he told my 15 yr old daughter who is staying with her dad in WI (my first husband) that I not only abandoned him but but her and her brother (my 14 yr old also up in WI) too.
Now, I know these are lies and I know that my daughter didnt believe him and said nothing to my son (bless that girl for having a head on her shoulders) but dammit! those were only a few in a long string of lies to manipulate and he cant even let it go when it is over but has to manipulate everyone who knows him too.
This just burns me up!!!! I know..I know..get over it and, believe it or not, this is one of the ways I am trying to do that. Just posting it all out here has helped me and I thank you for putting up with it....
Well, I am back to single motherhood and looking for a job and place to stay but I think I am going to make it. I will be damned if I am going to let that asshole defeat me in any shape or form.
Thanks all you Literoticans for letting me get my thoughts out and straight....I love ya all!!!
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