enriquespappa
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- Aug 29, 2007
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Hi all. I just wanted to chat a bit with you about my story. Like most stories posted on this site there is some truth to what is written with some fiction added in. Eileen and I were married fro 5 years. The things I have her saying and doing are from my past. Things like having me sleep in the other room because I was breathing to loud actually happened but instead of getting to sleep in the spare room I had to sleep on the couch. I was working full time and getting in as much overtime as I could to help support us while Eileen spent all of the money one way or another. I also started going to college so I could get a better paying job but that only put a further strain on our relationship. I kept offering to quit school but she kept insisting I finish but never let up on accusing me of having an affair with anyone including her mother. Eileen was very paranoid about that. I never once touched another woman for all of the years we were married even though Eileen stopped having sex with me in the second year.
On the one hand writing this story was enlightening for me. I did a little research to learn the symptoms of ovarian cancer and I got chills when I read that one symptom was that the woman would have pain during intercourse. I can remember very well Eileen complaining to her OB that it hurt when we “did it“ as she would tell it. I don’t think the OB ever gave it much thought but I wonder now if Eileen was experiencing the early signs of this cancer. I do know that she developed cysts on her ovaries and had one removed soon after we got married. The other one started getting the cysts also so that was going to wind up coming out too.
There is a little more truth to this story that I’d like to share with you. Eileen has a sister named Glenda and towards the end of Eileen’s and my marriage I found myself wishing that I had married Glenda instead of her sister. It really had felt that we got along better and were more compatible. Sadly, I never talked to Glenda to find out what she thought of me. One Christmas Glenda, her mom and her grandmother left to visit family and in wishing her a safe trip, I let Glenda know that I loved her but I never talked with her about it when she returned. To this day, I wonder what would have happened if I had approached her and asked her if she’d accept me seeing her after I divorced her sister.
I’ve had a lot of negative comments about the ending of Glenda Chapter 3. The reason I chose this ending was that I couldn’t figure a way out of getting back with Eileen. The truth of the matter is that if Eileen remained healthy then she would demand that Glenda turn the baby over to her and then be banished from seeing her. The baby would then be abused every time it did something wrong. Unfortunately this was how Eileen showed her love. There is no way I would have let her try to raise a baby.
Even though Glenda and I did what Eileen wanted in this story, the truth is that we would have been black-balled by her for screwing around even if it had been her idea. Even if you did everything you could to make her happy she would find fault in it. When we met she was loving and sexual but didn’t know how to show love by the time we divorced. I don’t know what happened but she changed for the worst. Divorce was my only option and I lost everything. This story was my way of expressing my feeling at what was lost because I never tried.
On the one hand writing this story was enlightening for me. I did a little research to learn the symptoms of ovarian cancer and I got chills when I read that one symptom was that the woman would have pain during intercourse. I can remember very well Eileen complaining to her OB that it hurt when we “did it“ as she would tell it. I don’t think the OB ever gave it much thought but I wonder now if Eileen was experiencing the early signs of this cancer. I do know that she developed cysts on her ovaries and had one removed soon after we got married. The other one started getting the cysts also so that was going to wind up coming out too.
There is a little more truth to this story that I’d like to share with you. Eileen has a sister named Glenda and towards the end of Eileen’s and my marriage I found myself wishing that I had married Glenda instead of her sister. It really had felt that we got along better and were more compatible. Sadly, I never talked to Glenda to find out what she thought of me. One Christmas Glenda, her mom and her grandmother left to visit family and in wishing her a safe trip, I let Glenda know that I loved her but I never talked with her about it when she returned. To this day, I wonder what would have happened if I had approached her and asked her if she’d accept me seeing her after I divorced her sister.
I’ve had a lot of negative comments about the ending of Glenda Chapter 3. The reason I chose this ending was that I couldn’t figure a way out of getting back with Eileen. The truth of the matter is that if Eileen remained healthy then she would demand that Glenda turn the baby over to her and then be banished from seeing her. The baby would then be abused every time it did something wrong. Unfortunately this was how Eileen showed her love. There is no way I would have let her try to raise a baby.
Even though Glenda and I did what Eileen wanted in this story, the truth is that we would have been black-balled by her for screwing around even if it had been her idea. Even if you did everything you could to make her happy she would find fault in it. When we met she was loving and sexual but didn’t know how to show love by the time we divorced. I don’t know what happened but she changed for the worst. Divorce was my only option and I lost everything. This story was my way of expressing my feeling at what was lost because I never tried.
