Getting Shot Down

[Ms_Lilith]

Not that I was.. not really... but kind of.

There's this chick I've had a crush on for some time. She and I are friends, and she's been giving all the signs. Just ask April-Wine, I've told her the signs, and they were ALL there. And my bf even thinks the signs were there. We've played on cam a bit (some groping, some licking of each other's boobs, etc), and she's asked me to touch her while NOT in front of a cam. And for a while I REALLY thought this might lead to something.

Tonight, I just realized that it won't go anywhere.. the vibe was gone. She just sent off that 'friend' vibe. And me being the person that I am, I don't want to hurt her, and so I won't continue to flirt, etc.

*sigh*

I just feel like I was shot down.

It's a shitty feeling.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

ya know i have always hated that feeling. Like just when things seem to be getting right *there* ...BANG!! It's over...what i don't understand is how some people can know the feeling and yet do it to others? Hmmm shot down is a pain in my bum...fer sure.
PET

 

[Ms_Lilith]

ya know i have always hated that feeling. Like just when things seem to be getting right *there* ...BANG!! It's over...what i don't understand is how some people can know the feeling and yet do it to others? Hmmm shot down is a pain in my bum...fer sure.
PET

*sigh* Thanks for the empathy, I really needed it... I just.. bah. I thought it would work out.

 

[Lightning]

I'm Sorry...

*sigh* Thanks for the empathy, I really needed it... I just.. bah. I thought it would work out.

...to hear about your let down, vixenshe. It's never easy, and never any fun. It almost sounds like she knew that it "could" go somewhere & that she freaked & backed off. Who knows? But it sucks. Hang in there.

 

[sirhugs]

condolences

some folks like to test there limits. Perhaps she tested hers and found she could not leap acrossthe chasm to the other side.


Or maybe she's just backed off to recharge.

Garsh, am I an optomist or what?