A THREAD FOR IMYY4U and ALONG CAME MARY
I have been told that route 62 used to be brimming with traffic and the Midway Gas ‘n’ Go was one of the highest grossing stores in the state. You would never know it on a night like this. I suppose once the Western Kentucky Parkway opened a few years back route 62 became one of those old tree lined roads that people out looking to see the world take when they long to get off the beaten path. If I am lucky, I will see maybe three or four of these souls before the dawn comes. I wonder how a little convenience store like this can turn a buck on a Friday night like this. The attendant will surely eat more junk food than the two dollars he put in the register will cover while he thumbs through the pages of the incredibly trashy porn magazines for the umpteenth time. And in between the stories about threesomes in the fitting room at the local department store or the tale of a mans wife who tied him to his bed while she let each of her friends take turns with him I will sit behind all of the lottery tickets and cigarette lighters and think about how it is I got here in the first place.
I used to look forward to the weekends. Friday was the time I could let go; when I could release all of the stresses that built up from meeting deadlines and keeping the wife happy. How did I go from being one of the most highly sought after advertising executives in Chicago with a wife that most any man would die for to a clerk at a fucking gas station in the middle of bum fuck Kentucky? God, life can be so vindictive. One day you have it all and the next you are thumbing through the pages of Redhead Romps wondering if you will ever even know a woman again. Who would ever want a thirty-one year old divorced gas station clerk?
Strolling out to the aisle of candy bars and sticky gooey sugar snacks that will surely rot my teeth before I reach the age of forty I catch a glimpse of headlights pulling into the station. If the night goes like most Friday nights do whoever it is will surely pay at the pump with their card and I will be deprived yet again of any sort of actual human contact. Whoever it is pulled on the other side of the pumps so I won’t even get to see a human face aside from the fuzzy image that comes across the five inch monitor that even my eyes can’t bring into focus. I can’t help but wonder where they are headed and why they would even be on route 62 on a Friday night. My eyes scroll over the row of cooler doors taking in all of the bottles and bottles of soda, and juice, and beverages that could really loosen me up if I didn’t need this job so bad. The plastic bottle is cold in my hand as I shake it making sure that the chocolate milk inside is a smooth convergence of creamy bliss and not some coagulated soup.
I am almost stunned when I hear the beeping of the computer. A cash paying customer? Could I be so lucky? Strolling past the doors I turn to the pumps hoping to catch a glimpse of the person that may be the only one I will see tonight with no such luck. Once I start the gas flowing I reach around the counter and grab a copy of Fortune and carefully slip the little trash rag I was reading inside of it. I may only be a convenience store attendant now but I still have my dignity. I don’t need to be seen as “that perv that works at the gas station in Midway”. One of those little subscription cards I hate so much slips from the pages of my newly acquired porn shield and falls to the floor sliding just under the counter. I gently rest my magazines not even thinking that I should be putting them face down so that the auburn haired hottie with the 36D’s and three cocks filling her isn’t facing up for the whole world to see. As I leave my stool and drop to my haunches out of sight behind the counter I hear the ding of the opening door.
I have been told that route 62 used to be brimming with traffic and the Midway Gas ‘n’ Go was one of the highest grossing stores in the state. You would never know it on a night like this. I suppose once the Western Kentucky Parkway opened a few years back route 62 became one of those old tree lined roads that people out looking to see the world take when they long to get off the beaten path. If I am lucky, I will see maybe three or four of these souls before the dawn comes. I wonder how a little convenience store like this can turn a buck on a Friday night like this. The attendant will surely eat more junk food than the two dollars he put in the register will cover while he thumbs through the pages of the incredibly trashy porn magazines for the umpteenth time. And in between the stories about threesomes in the fitting room at the local department store or the tale of a mans wife who tied him to his bed while she let each of her friends take turns with him I will sit behind all of the lottery tickets and cigarette lighters and think about how it is I got here in the first place.
I used to look forward to the weekends. Friday was the time I could let go; when I could release all of the stresses that built up from meeting deadlines and keeping the wife happy. How did I go from being one of the most highly sought after advertising executives in Chicago with a wife that most any man would die for to a clerk at a fucking gas station in the middle of bum fuck Kentucky? God, life can be so vindictive. One day you have it all and the next you are thumbing through the pages of Redhead Romps wondering if you will ever even know a woman again. Who would ever want a thirty-one year old divorced gas station clerk?
Strolling out to the aisle of candy bars and sticky gooey sugar snacks that will surely rot my teeth before I reach the age of forty I catch a glimpse of headlights pulling into the station. If the night goes like most Friday nights do whoever it is will surely pay at the pump with their card and I will be deprived yet again of any sort of actual human contact. Whoever it is pulled on the other side of the pumps so I won’t even get to see a human face aside from the fuzzy image that comes across the five inch monitor that even my eyes can’t bring into focus. I can’t help but wonder where they are headed and why they would even be on route 62 on a Friday night. My eyes scroll over the row of cooler doors taking in all of the bottles and bottles of soda, and juice, and beverages that could really loosen me up if I didn’t need this job so bad. The plastic bottle is cold in my hand as I shake it making sure that the chocolate milk inside is a smooth convergence of creamy bliss and not some coagulated soup.
I am almost stunned when I hear the beeping of the computer. A cash paying customer? Could I be so lucky? Strolling past the doors I turn to the pumps hoping to catch a glimpse of the person that may be the only one I will see tonight with no such luck. Once I start the gas flowing I reach around the counter and grab a copy of Fortune and carefully slip the little trash rag I was reading inside of it. I may only be a convenience store attendant now but I still have my dignity. I don’t need to be seen as “that perv that works at the gas station in Midway”. One of those little subscription cards I hate so much slips from the pages of my newly acquired porn shield and falls to the floor sliding just under the counter. I gently rest my magazines not even thinking that I should be putting them face down so that the auburn haired hottie with the 36D’s and three cocks filling her isn’t facing up for the whole world to see. As I leave my stool and drop to my haunches out of sight behind the counter I hear the ding of the opening door.