Kailey_86
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- Aug 30, 2006
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Ok...so this is a bit of a rant. Just trying to loosen up i guess.
i have been feeling very frustrated lately. i don't have a job and i am desperately searching for one. This is stressful for me especially because i am having to borrow money from people and i hate doing that. my focus is on my unemployment at the moment. Because of this and the stress of it all, i am not being the best submissive that i can be. i am not remembering things that i should, i am begging Him to withdraw commands, and i am not doing things to the best of my ability. Still, J is happy with me. He is happy with my submission. i am not happy with my submission though. i am frustrated by the job thing and frustrated with myself for not being the submissive that i want to be, that i should be. Argh! *pulling hair out* The thing is, i am putting unneccessary stress on myself worrying about not being a better submissive when J is perfectly content with the way i am. *sigh* Anyhoo....thanks for "listening" guys.
i have been feeling very frustrated lately. i don't have a job and i am desperately searching for one. This is stressful for me especially because i am having to borrow money from people and i hate doing that. my focus is on my unemployment at the moment. Because of this and the stress of it all, i am not being the best submissive that i can be. i am not remembering things that i should, i am begging Him to withdraw commands, and i am not doing things to the best of my ability. Still, J is happy with me. He is happy with my submission. i am not happy with my submission though. i am frustrated by the job thing and frustrated with myself for not being the submissive that i want to be, that i should be. Argh! *pulling hair out* The thing is, i am putting unneccessary stress on myself worrying about not being a better submissive when J is perfectly content with the way i am. *sigh* Anyhoo....thanks for "listening" guys.