Frustrated and lonely in Cleveland

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I'm a SW-BBW, hetero, 45. Despite my age I'm very inexperienced but I think, after reading these message boards for a while now, I'm looking for a Dom. I'm looking for pleasure NOT pain and I'm definitely not looking for a master. Although, someone that could help me get my fat butt in shape would be welcome. I'm a mature, educated feminist but I've come to understand that I'm a firstmate not a captain. And, I don't want a casual relationship, I'm too sensitive for that game. I've tried it and it just doesn't completely satisfy, it leads to an entirely different kind of frustration.

 

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bump

 

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bump--come on, I know you're out there somewhere... don't try to hide from me.

 

[Diariest]

Responding back

Hey sweetie I understand perfectly where you coming from. And I agree .

 

[ozme52]

It's the Cleveland thing hun... Just too far.

Don't give up hope.

 

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It's the Cleveland thing hun... Just too far.

Don't give up hope.

Ok, I see your point. Northern California is a bit of a commute! But there's got to be men in their 40s in Ohio--doesn't there????

 

[pfiddy]

hi

hi so what are you looking for exactly? im in ashland ohio about 45 minutes south of cleveland.

 

[akron]

I'm a SW-BBW, hetero, 45. Despite my age I'm very inexperienced but I think, after reading these message boards for a while now, I'm looking for a Dom. I'm looking for pleasure NOT pain and I'm definitely not looking for a master. Although, someone that could help me get my fat butt in shape would be welcome. I'm a mature, educated feminist but I've come to understand that I'm a firstmate not a captain. And, I don't want a casual relationship, I'm too sensitive for that game. I've tried it and it just doesn't completely satisfy, it leads to an entirely different kind of frustration.

have you ever tried anal?