So there I was, swimming doing a backstroke or just floating in my pool of my house totally nude.
In fact most people here at my party were nude, it was ok, considering our jobs. The one who were not nudem were producers, lawyers and people who are not in front of the camera.
We were porn stars, and I myself after 8yrs in the business my contract was over, this was a party I through to celebrate this. Really for me it was a...not problem, but a fork on the road:
re-sign, sign with someone else, retire, move into a different venture of some kind.
Let me introduce myself to you my professional name is Amber Speared, real name is Kellie. I am a bit under 5'2" wavy red hair green eyes 105lbs, Gothic, many tats and piercings, shaved from the neck down 36DD-24-32, just turned 26. I've done all kinds of movies in the Biz, with all kinds of partners. without a doubt pansexual. I've won many AVN awards, and personally I've dated men, women....others. Movies were straight, lesbian, a mix, BDSM and even a movie where in the end I got killed. Producers and actors, liked me, since I would try just about anything, has a huge kink list.
As I was floating around, I thought out loud "How about I date someone...normal?"
"Someone who doesn't know or maybe even like porn....it would be interesting at least"
My close friend Tawny Moon said "Hey, if it doesn't work out you and I can get married" she drunkingly giggled.
I just had to think, how do I meet people 'on the outside'?
The next day a couple friends came back, and said they had a solution for me. "A dating website!" a bit shocked, but I'll try it.
They ooohed and ahhhed at the people available, I was just trying to see if this was romantic and light not too sexually oriented more ribald than full out rudeness.
After looking around at profiles, it was my turn. I consciously decided not to got full on porn make up, something as light as the app seemed to be. Just smiled and had my picture taken. Next what I was looking for things like location, and who were you looking for. I chose the lesbian section, and used my real name. Occupation: Award winning and successful artist, sounded like a good way to gloss over the gritty details. I was looking for someone older, financially stable, professional. Things I liked: not a lot of TV, but did like
sports, computers, reading, trying new and foreign foods, vacation something historical, but also warm.
Posted.
Some replies I got quickly, some said I looked like Amber-those I deleted
Others weren't suitable, some more so...
In fact most people here at my party were nude, it was ok, considering our jobs. The one who were not nudem were producers, lawyers and people who are not in front of the camera.
We were porn stars, and I myself after 8yrs in the business my contract was over, this was a party I through to celebrate this. Really for me it was a...not problem, but a fork on the road:
re-sign, sign with someone else, retire, move into a different venture of some kind.
Let me introduce myself to you my professional name is Amber Speared, real name is Kellie. I am a bit under 5'2" wavy red hair green eyes 105lbs, Gothic, many tats and piercings, shaved from the neck down 36DD-24-32, just turned 26. I've done all kinds of movies in the Biz, with all kinds of partners. without a doubt pansexual. I've won many AVN awards, and personally I've dated men, women....others. Movies were straight, lesbian, a mix, BDSM and even a movie where in the end I got killed. Producers and actors, liked me, since I would try just about anything, has a huge kink list.
As I was floating around, I thought out loud "How about I date someone...normal?"
"Someone who doesn't know or maybe even like porn....it would be interesting at least"
My close friend Tawny Moon said "Hey, if it doesn't work out you and I can get married" she drunkingly giggled.
I just had to think, how do I meet people 'on the outside'?
The next day a couple friends came back, and said they had a solution for me. "A dating website!" a bit shocked, but I'll try it.
They ooohed and ahhhed at the people available, I was just trying to see if this was romantic and light not too sexually oriented more ribald than full out rudeness.
After looking around at profiles, it was my turn. I consciously decided not to got full on porn make up, something as light as the app seemed to be. Just smiled and had my picture taken. Next what I was looking for things like location, and who were you looking for. I chose the lesbian section, and used my real name. Occupation: Award winning and successful artist, sounded like a good way to gloss over the gritty details. I was looking for someone older, financially stable, professional. Things I liked: not a lot of TV, but did like
sports, computers, reading, trying new and foreign foods, vacation something historical, but also warm.
Posted.
Some replies I got quickly, some said I looked like Amber-those I deleted
Others weren't suitable, some more so...
