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Beandip478

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So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.
 
I was simultaneously consumed at the time with fear and desire.

Fear that friends and family would learn of my lust for another man. Fear in knowing that once I sucked a cock, I could never again tell myself that I was straight. Fear that I would somehow screw it up.

But then there was the growing desire to experience another man, to take his dick in my mouth, to satisfy him while surrendering myself to his cock.

And the moment I parted my lips and felt my man's shaft slide across my tongue, I knew it was right. I worried afterward whether I had exposed myself to some infection, but I had no regrets about the act itself. I love being a cocksucker.
 
Took me a few years to get up the nerve to suck cock. lots of chat back and forth, getting to know each other and feel comfortable to take the plunge. I was nervous as hell, but thankfully, taking our time seemed to calm me enough to wrap my lips around his gorgeous cock, slowly letting it slide into my wet mouth. god, it was such a turn on, feeling his cock harden in my mouth was incredible, knowing I could excite another man! I was hooked!
Your description is very hot
 
So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.

Hope you don't mind but I PM'd you.
 
You see yourself on your knees
When his cock was first in my mouth we were laying down.

Looking up somewhat timidly
Never been timid

Superior male
We were equals

Not just big but massive
Actually shorter than mine, but girthier

What did you feel?
Pleasure

Did you panic?
No

Did you want to suck it?
Yes

And did you?
Absolutely

What was it like?
So fucking hot!

How did you feel afterwards?
Wanted to do it again. and again. . . . .
 
It wasn't so much my intent but my girl friend's idea. We had a FMF relationship then added the husband. It came so natural I didn't think twice. Love it and so much more fun and rewarding. I see so many fantasies on here and sorry people don't have better luck. I think having a bi girlfriend and the closeness of a three way adding a forth had a ton to do with it.
 
I have never sucked what I consider a man’s cock but I have sucked the cocks of two transgender women. Very nervous and excited the first time and afraid that I was going to freak out 😂

Now I suck my girlfriend’s cock like a pro and drain her balls whenever she wants me to. Nothing like feeling her cock pulse and throb as she gives me her hot load of cum!
 
Yes that’s right, the first time. The fear, the nerves. Equalled by the lust, for me backed by many years of longing for it, imagining it. Then I did it, on my knees,it was easy, seeing the cock right there, opening my mouth, taking the cock in. I was concerned about my inexperience, but so full of need and enthusiasm. When he ejaculated, his cock swelling, and I heard his gasps, I knew this was wonderful, the first but not the last. Such a vivid memory, I’m getting stiff…..
 
I had wanted it for so long there wasn’t any hesitation on my part. He sat down next to me, naked, and I immediately took his cock in my hand. It felt so good holding it my hand.
I just leaned over and took it in my mouth. Tastes wonderful. I was hooked immediately. No regrets. To this day I love having the taste of cock in my mouth
 
So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.
Just so you'll know since you're new, there are a lot of stories and threads in the GBLT boards about first time male/male sucking (BJ's). Some might NOT be on the first page so you might have to go to the 2nd or 3rd or even 4th page to find the threads.

This should probably be over there, too, since it deals with male-on-male sex which is more aligned with GBLT than fetish.
 
It also took me a while to go through with it. I pay occasionally with a cuckold couple, though it’s mostly play as equals. Sometimes we play together, sometimes alone with her, and once it was just boys’ time (I came so hard that time!). I have swallowed his load many times and it’s an awesome feeling to have a cock in your mouth. I’ve also fucked him a few times with her present and it was incredibly hot.

If you are nervous, playing with a couple or bringing a man in to play with you and your wife can make it easier. But you’ll love it. My only regret was that I didn’t take the plunge sooner.
 
I had wanted it for so long there wasn’t any hesitation on my part. He sat down next to me, naked, and I immediately took his cock in my hand. It felt so good holding it my hand.
I just leaned over and took it in my mouth. Tastes wonderful. I was hooked immediately. No regrets. To this day I love having the taste of cock in my mouth
I understand this totally. For me after about 45 years of wanting and yearning for cock. Wanking a lot too, imagining it, over many many years. Finally when I had cock, to hold, to smell, to worship,to suck, to taste it felt completely natural and fine, to open my mouth and take that cock inside. No regrets, except all the many cocks I could have had, all that spunk I could have swallowed, all those men I could have serviced. Yes, I’m so happy to be a Cocksucker.
 
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I had my first time last weekend with another man, and to be honest, it was a lot of fun. Once we got naked he was on me until I came in his mouth after a few minutes. I had brought coconut oil, and I lubed his cock, then sucked it deeply into my mouth. He didn’t come in my mouth. I wasn’t sure if I was ready for that yet.

We were only together for a few hours, but I hope to again someday. It showed me another angle on sex that I really enjoyed.
 
I had my first time last weekend with another man, and to be honest, it was a lot of fun. Once we got naked he was on me until I came in his mouth after a few minutes. I had brought coconut oil, and I lubed his cock, then sucked it deeply into my mouth. He didn’t come in my mouth. I wasn’t sure if I was ready for that yet.

We were only together for a few hours, but I hope to again someday. It showed me another angle on sex that I really enjoyed.
I understand. Sucking a cock is great. Taking the spunk into the mouth may seem too much at first. Something to imagine , get excited about then finally achieve. Then the final glorious step, savouring the feel and taste, then swallowing the spunk. It is fulfilling for both partners I think, a completion. And very very horny.
 
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I did not have gay urges until I was about 50, and it took me about 5 years to act on them. My wife was aware of my homosexual feelings and encouraged me to act on them. After my first experience several thinks became clear. I knew i would do it again. I knew I was bi and not gay. I learned I really liked sucking cock, even more than being sucked.

My wife demonstrated her acceptance of my new status by Initiating sex when I got home. It was the best sex we had had for some time. Later I learned my bisexuality excited her.
 
I was fortunate for a couple of reasons:
1) I was drunk
2) I didn't plan on sucking a cock ahead of time
I was drunk and snuck into a porn theatre. So, I was hard and horny already and this stranger behind me kept asking to suck my dick and said I didn't have to suck his. I eventually let him. At one point he got up from sucking my dick to pull his pants down. I figured it was to stroke himself but as soon as his hard dick flopped out I was so turned on and coudn't help myself. I put it right where it belonged: in my mouth. I was so horny that it felt so natural. I wrote a rough draft of this experience in much greater detail about a year ago. One day I'll actually complete it.
However, years later I went to a glory hole a couple of times sober. I wouldn't say it was a bad experience, but it wasn't nearly as good as I was anticipating. I was just so nervous that I kinda rushed things and wasn't as horny as I thought I would have been. In hindsight, I think a little more dialog and dirty talk would have helped. Hardly any words were spoken. I was too nervous to initiate it, but it would have been nice if they did to break the ice a little more. I got them off quickly, so I know I was doing a good job after all. I also felt a little bit of shame afterwards--in part because of how risky it was.
 
Just so you'll know since you're new, there are a lot of stories and threads in the GBLT boards about first time male/male sucking (BJ's). Some might NOT be on the first page so you might have to go to the 2nd or 3rd or even 4th page to find the threads.

This should probably be over there, too, since it deals with male-on-male sex which is more aligned with GBLT than fetish.
No, no panic. For me, I knew I was going to, I was compelled after so much longing. I needed to, I wanted to, I had to, at that moment, there was no choice. I suckEd cock, at last.
 
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