For Rob

[SweetieBBW]

Sorry to use the forum this way, but I need to tell someone incredible that I miss them and this is my only venue...
It's been 23 weeks tomorrow since the most amazing man left my life. The hurt has faded but will never be gone. He showed me things for which I will be forever grateful.
Rob...thank you so much for teaching me about love and passion on a level I thought I would never know.
I dream that one day our paths will cross again and I can kiss you one last time, knowing it's the last time. To look into your eyes once more and thank you for loving me on a level I didn't know I could...
I am forever grateful for the times we shared and had circumstances been different...
I hope you see this...it's a chance I had to take

 

[SirFace]

Sorry to use the forum this way, but I need to tell someone incredible that I miss them and this is my only venue...
It's been 23 weeks tomorrow since the most amazing man left my life. The hurt has faded but will never be gone. He showed me things for which I will be forever grateful.
Rob...thank you so much for teaching me about love and passion on a level I thought I would never know.
I dream that one day our paths will cross again and I can kiss you one last time, knowing it's the last time. To look into your eyes once more and thank you for loving me on a level I didn't know I could...
I am forever grateful for the times we shared and had circumstances been different...
I hope you see this...it's a chance I had to take

Being we are sorta local and understanding the feelings you are having, I will do my best to keep this at the top and hope you find your dream.

 

[SweetieBBW]

thank you with tears in my eyes

Being we are sorta local and understanding the feelings you are having, I will do my best to keep this at the top and hope you find your dream.

I appreciate you for doing that for me...he will always have a special place in my heart and I have to hope that he sees this.
Hugs and much appreciation~
Jo

 

[phillyinjun]

Sorry to use the forum this way, but I need to tell someone incredible that I miss them and this is my only venue...
It's been 23 weeks tomorrow since the most amazing man left my life. The hurt has faded but will never be gone. He showed me things for which I will be forever grateful.
Rob...thank you so much for teaching me about love and passion on a level I thought I would never know.
I dream that one day our paths will cross again and I can kiss you one last time, knowing it's the last time. To look into your eyes once more and thank you for loving me on a level I didn't know I could...
I am forever grateful for the times we shared and had circumstances been different...
I hope you see this...it's a chance I had to take

Wow, that is deep. You had something special, it sounds like.

*hugs*

 

[SirFace]

I appreciate you for doing that for me...he will always have a special place in my heart and I have to hope that he sees this.
Hugs and much appreciation~
Jo

Recently, I almost lost the one in my life for whom I feel the same way as you do. In my case, we worked it out and are even stronger now. If you ever need a shoulder or 2 to cry on, we are not that far away.

 

[SweetieBBW]

Wow, that is deep. You had something special, it sounds like.

*hugs*

Thanks for the hug~ He showed me what I deserve and never thought I would find. We met in real life and I know he visits this site...or did...

 

[SweetieBBW]

Recently, I almost lost the one in my life for whom I feel the same way as you do. In my case, we worked it out and are even stronger now. If you ever need a shoulder or 2 to cry on, we are not that far away.

You are sweet to offer your shoulder...I might just take you up on that sometime!

 

[KraZyCisco]

Sorry to use the forum this way, but I need to tell someone incredible that I miss them and this is my only venue...
It's been 23 weeks tomorrow since the most amazing man left my life. The hurt has faded but will never be gone. He showed me things for which I will be forever grateful.
Rob...thank you so much for teaching me about love and passion on a level I thought I would never know.
I dream that one day our paths will cross again and I can kiss you one last time, knowing it's the last time. To look into your eyes once more and thank you for loving me on a level I didn't know I could...
I am forever grateful for the times we shared and had circumstances been different...
I hope you see this...it's a chance I had to take

*hugs* I surely hope that he sees this cuz this is coming straight from your heart. Loosing someone you truely love is hard and yet continueing takes alot of strength. I want you to know, even though I'm like hundreds of miles away, I'm here to listen and to lend whatever helping hand, shoulds, ears, that I can lend.

 

[jazey_43]

Sorry to use the forum this way, but I need to tell someone incredible that I miss them and this is my only venue...
It's been 23 weeks tomorrow since the most amazing man left my life. The hurt has faded but will never be gone. He showed me things for which I will be forever grateful.
Rob...thank you so much for teaching me about love and passion on a level I thought I would never know.
I dream that one day our paths will cross again and I can kiss you one last time, knowing it's the last time. To look into your eyes once more and thank you for loving me on a level I didn't know I could...
I am forever grateful for the times we shared and had circumstances been different...
I hope you see this...it's a chance I had to take

I've been in your shoes hon...and I hope you get your wish, if for only a fleeting moment. I see your location and cringe, as mine was close to you. The whole experience will stay w/ me forever, and I know how you feel, I'm in the very same boat. Hang in there honey, and keep that bit of hope alive! I wish you luck and feel free to pm me if you ever need a shoulder.

 

[SweetieBBW]

*hugs* I surely hope that he sees this cuz this is coming straight from your heart. Loosing someone you truely love is hard and yet continueing takes alot of strength. I want you to know, even though I'm like hundreds of miles away, I'm here to listen and to lend whatever helping hand, shoulds, ears, that I can lend.

Thank you baby...I hope he does too...my hearts needs to say goodbye though time has dictated that I need to just let go but I can't..you are right...continuing it does take alot of strength and energy...
as time goes on, it's easier most of the time...but there are times when the tears don't stop...Again, I am grateful for what I learned about myself through this whole experience but...

 

[SweetieBBW]

I've been in your shoes hon...and I hope you get your wish, if for only a fleeting moment. I see your location and cringe, as mine was close to you. The whole experience will stay w/ me forever, and I know how you feel, I'm in the very same boat. Hang in there honey, and keep that bit of hope alive! I wish you luck and feel free to pm me if you ever need a shoulder.

these shoes suck! lol thank you so much for your support and hopefully the right ending will happen.
Hugs are always wonderful and pm me if you want....the power of knowing one isn't alone is amazing and the support from everyone is so appreciated. Thank you!!

 

[tennessee_sweet]

I just wanted to lend a note of support...

I know how that feels. Reading what you wrote brought memories back that I had tried to bury...but thank goodness I can remember him with more smiles than tears.

I hope your love does see it, and I'll keep bumping it up so that maybe he will.

 

[SweetieBBW]

I just wanted to lend a note of support...

I know how that feels. Reading what you wrote brought memories back that I had tried to bury...but thank goodness I can remember him with more smiles than tears.

I hope your love does see it, and I'll keep bumping it up so that maybe he will.

I apologize for bringing your memories back because I know how this is making my heart ache. I catch myself on occasion...you know that certain song, scent, vision that reminds you enough to stop you in your tracks...but it is to the point that it doesn't always bring tears now...I just need to say goodbye and the inability is what is making me hold on...
Thank you for sharing with me and for the willingness to help me to heal.

 

[SweetieBBW]

*bump* my bday is thursday and closure would be the best present

 

[SweetieBBW]

one last try

*bump*

 

[fielder2415]

Hope everything has worked out for you. It take a while until the pain goes away. For me I lost a dear friend when she stoped writing to me. It took a year to find out she was dead. We had a lovely time and neither of the spouces found out. We were great pals !

 

[SweetieBBW]

Hope everything has worked out for you. It take a while until the pain goes away. For me I lost a dear friend when she stoped writing to me. It took a year to find out she was dead. We had a lovely time and neither of the spouces found out. We were great pals !

still nothing...it's been almost 11 months now...it's hard esp since we are about 1 1/2 miles apart geographically but lightyears apart when it comes to allowing closure. The ironic part is that I see his wife from time to time...all i need is to say thank you and goodbye...oh well...
thanks to everyone for their support and I am glad that I took the chance to post this in the first place. Kisses to all

 

[Spenser41]

still nothing...it's been almost 11 months now...it's hard esp since we are about 1 1/2 miles apart geographically but lightyears apart when it comes to allowing closure. The ironic part is that I see his wife from time to time...all i need is to say thank you and goodbye...oh well...
thanks to everyone for their support and I am glad that I took the chance to post this in the first place. Kisses to all

I would say that since he was married and has not been in contact with you in 11 months and the fact he is in your town and you see his wife.... I think it would be a good idea to just remember the good stuff and move on with your life.
Sorry he ended it that way, but some men are like that.
Hope you find someone who can be there for the long haul and not a short affair.

 

[SweetieBBW]

I would say that since he was married and has not been in contact with you in 11 months and the fact he is in your town and you see his wife.... I think it would be a good idea to just remember the good stuff and move on with your life.
Sorry he ended it that way, but some men are like that.
Hope you find someone who can be there for the long haul and not a short affair.

I am trying...just can't tell anyone in my 'real ' life about this...this has been very healing to talk about it here. I have moved on...just the meloncholy(sp?) tends to waft over me every few months or so.