For Minx and who ever else wants to have a say

[Rayne_Clowd]

Posting here because I am sick of being called two faced or it being implied that what I have said about minx has never been said to her face. Or that I am playing some game or have something to hide.

I also saw the return PM Firmhanded_Daddy sent you Rayne, thank you for that by the way, at least I gave him the respect of not mentioning his name. I stepped into this for one reason only, because Sombra said my name, that is enough of a right and an invitation to me.

Umm...when in the hell did I interract with Powerdog? I think you held onto him tight enough to suffocate and don't make me vomit. I obsessed over you? Are you fucking joking or have you lost your damn mind? Must have, it must have really sucked to be seen for what you really are; a manipulative skank. I know that losing Bsquad to me after trying so very hard to pull him away from me was a severe blow to your ego.

You made this a competition. Not me. I was nothing but nice to you from day one when you solved my riddle and entered my Boudoir and we welcomed you! Fae, Blade, Bsquad, Luna, Babygurl, Amchentai and I! So very easy for you to forget huh?

I've never ever made any of them choose between you or I and yet after you started hating on me for no apparent reason, all I would hear is how my friends were being torn up choosing between us - something I had no clue about. And yeah, I did warn FD about you because I knew what you were gonna pull and how he was gonna get hurt just like Bsquad. As for my friendship with FD, you know nothing just like you know nothing about me so back off that whore, you don't wanna go there with me!

Sombra deserves no proof, it has nothing to do with him and I would never have jumped in if I wasn't mentioned. Anyone that really knows me, knows that I've been through shit you couldn't dream up in your worst nightmares Rayne so how dare you profess to know jack shit about me?!

This will be the end of any further communication from me in this thread because Ausus is right and this is not the place for it. You want me? PM me bitches cause I am done with it, done playing the sweetheart and getting shit on for my good nature. Done taking this crap lying down and absolutely 100% done with the Cloud 9 clique bullshit.

I know who has my back and they don't have to speak up for me to get it either. I don't need an all in, jump in back up bunch of bullshit. I can defend myself and they will support me where it counts.

As for you respecting FD that would be a first wouldn't it Minx? you have been attacking him out right and posting little passive aggressive comments ever since he walked away from you because you could not be respectful to his relationships, so don't make me laugh with your claims of respect or concern for him you don't know the meaning of the word as you bullshit in FMs thread can attest to you have no respect for anyone or anything other then yourself. By the way he also knew I mentioned him and was quite fine with that as he knows I speak the fucking truth.

As for Bsquad and your little boudoir *shakes head* sorry to say again give all the facts like that I had him running to me for a month or more upset at how you treated him and kept crushing him with your vicious ways And that again you only involved yourself in my relationship with him after he and I became close...Dispite having a mistress of your own you where jealous of his attention being else where. I wasn't the only one he ran to during that time either, I was just the only one who wanted nothing to do with it because he kept running back for more beating downs from you.

I also if you recall tried to give you the benefit of the doubt and bury the hatchet way back then I came to you and said this is what I think of you and why I feel that way but I am willing to bury it if you where........you where not and continued on your little obsession and spiteful attacks in many different threads.

Then the other little facts like, I was kind and friendly to you right up until you played your little games and caused shit and drama that I didn't agree with involving your friends and hurting people as if you had no self control, then leaving them to cop the abuse on your behalf........Or don't you remember scarlet blade and your little games with him. And when it was not on your behalf it was just from you in your little boudoir tanties or PMs or IMs.

Then you went on to prove yourself to be a nasty game playing slut who loves nothing more then to try and cause drama over and over and honestly the more I saw your games and heard about them and your lame ass excuses of how fucked up your life is so that is your reason for being a mega bitch....news flash your not the only one to ever have a hard life, when you grow up you will realize that. The more I saw the more I realized how pathetic and childish you where. I assure you I am not the only one who feels this way or has felt this way about you. I have made it very clear I wanted nothing to do with you and that I had no respect for you other then your writing skills, there is nothing two faced in that.

It was after I cut you off after I parted from Bsquad and had nothing to do with you stayed out of your threads and right the hell away from you that you chose to send your little pms to FD about me and to try and proposition him in cloud 9. Claiming to be able to have any man or women you wanted no one could resist you if you really wanted them...I think I need a bucket.

You continued to cause your shit there and meddle and toil away and Yes me and he parted ways as I had already said in the other thread our main issues was you and your nasty little ways and that I wanted nothing to do with you.

I again had nothing to do with you kept to myself and my clique as you call them, to still see your little passive aggressive shit around the boards and snide little baiting remarks until I met PD and became his then again came the PMs from minx and bsquad this time........just like those others you tried to enlist to publicly defame me and those alternate accounts I am not supposed to know about ......BUT YEAH YOU DON'T PLAY GAMES DO YOU.

And for the record PD and myself are as close as we ever were he is my best friend so don't comment on shit you have no fucking clue about. Because minx you don't know all. I said you TRIED your shit with him it just didn't work.

I have also never once asked any of my friends to choose between us, the only one I could even think that came close to applying to was Bsquad and even then I said I wanted out because I was tired of the fucking merry go minx around thats not making him choose thats me making a choice. I have also never asked any of my friends to back me up or post on my behalf infact all of them can tell you I have told them I don't want them to because I don't want them to cop your needless fucking bullshit and I am a big girl who can stand up for herself.

 

[monique_minx]

Oh Rayne...you silly, silly bitch...

Sighs

Alright, if you wanna do it this way, let's do this then.

As for you respecting FD that would be a first wouldn't it Minx? you have been attacking him out right and posting little passive aggressive comments ever since he walked away from you because you could not be respectful to his relationships, so don't make me laugh with your claims of respect or concern for him you don't know the meaning of the word as you bullshit in FMs thread can attest to you have no respect for anyone or anything other then yourself. By the way he also knew I mentioned him and was quite fine with that as he knows I speak the fucking truth.

FD knows why I am upset, that's between him and I, no one else. As for respectful to his relationships - you wouldn't know the meaning, don't try but again, between him and I. I didn't mention his name to save him some privacy because it had nothing to do with him. I respected that and since you can clearly see inside my feelings and emotions, why don't you tell me exactly how I feel about FD? Cause you don't know shit bitch.

As for Bsquad and your little boudoir *shakes head* sorry to say again give all the facts like that I had him running to me for a month or more upset at how you treated him and kept crushing him with your vicious ways And that again you only involved yourself in my relationship with him after he and I became close...Dispite having a mistress of your own you where jealous of his attention being else where. I wasn't the only one he ran to during that time either, I was just the only one who wanted nothing to do with it because he kept running back for more beating downs from you.

Actually my relationship with my Mistress Fae was Lit based, my relationship with Bsquad was RL - get your facts straight. Fae is dear to me and getting married in two weeks, I wish her all the best and only wish I could attend the wedding. The dramatics surrounding Bsquad and I at that time were inflamed by Literotica trash talk and bullshit that didn't matter.

We both had feelings for each other that we tried very hard to keep down because of the distance between us. We have since discovered that we worked better as friends but he will always be very dear to me. Something you couldn't possibly understand given that you are in fact married IRL. I am not, I am young and single, as was Bsquad so thank you kindly for minding your own business on that front.

I also if you recall tried to give you the benefit of the doubt and bury the hatchet way back then I came to you and said this is what I think of you and why I feel that way but I am willing to bury it if you where........you where not and continued on your little obsession and spiteful attacks in many different threads.

Oh fuck you buried the hatchet alright, deep in my back! I heard multiple things you were saying about me at the same time and your posts in the Lounge confirmed it. You were hating on me all the same, behind my back.

Then the other little facts like, I was kind and friendly to you right up until you played your little games and caused shit and drama that I didn't agree with involving your friends and hurting people as if you had no self control, then leaving them to cop the abuse on your behalf........Or don't you remember scarlet blade and your little games with him. And when it was not on your behalf it was just from you in your little boudoir tanties or PMs or IMs.

TSB and my games? I think not, very much not. For one thing, I was not the one pining in the corner behind a book wishing he'd play with me like ummm...you? He came right out and pretty much said he was in love with me; someone I hardly knew and only in the Boudoir. I was at a loss, new to Lit and had not encountered an issue like this before but once it was over; I simply wanted it over.

My Boudoir had been left in ruins following the argument and I felt that it was overzealous, unnecessary and just downright silly all in all. I didn't want to hear about the PM's and made that quite clear to everyone but then I got pulled into it anyway and had shit I didn't even know about blowing up in my face.

Then you went on to prove yourself to be a nasty game playing slut who loves nothing more then to try and cause drama over and over and honestly the more I saw your games and heard about them and your lame ass excuses of how fucked up your life is so that is your reason for being a mega bitch....news flash your not the only one to ever have a hard life, when you grow up you will realize that. The more I saw the more I realized how pathetic and childish you where. I assure you I am not the only one who feels this way or has felt this way about you. I have made it very clear I wanted nothing to do with you and that I had no respect for you other then your writing skills, there is nothing two faced in that.

I assure you Rayne that you are far more hated than I. As for my hard life, I am aware of it but sweetheart, you're not so if I were you, I would hold my comments back on that front because they'll only bite you in the ass later. For anyone who really knows the shit I've been through, right now? You look like a total cunt and I ain't kidding.

It was after I cut you off after I parted from Bsquad and had nothing to do with you stayed out of your threads and right the hell away from you that you chose to send your little pms to FD about me and to try and proposition him in cloud 9. Claiming to be able to have any man or women you wanted no one could resist you if you really wanted them...I think I need a bucket.

Umm...actually, IRL...that's true. *Shrugs* Sorry, I cannot lie. If I want to fuck someone, I fuck them...and I've never been turned down for it. I'm really sorry if you can't stand it Rayne but that's the truth. I actually believe I was invited into Cloud 9 that time and I did try to make peace between us, the PM's between FD and I began because we butted heads. We tend to do that - again none of your business.

You continued to cause your shit there and meddle and toil away and Yes me and he parted ways as I had already said in the other thread our main issues was you and your nasty little ways and that I wanted nothing to do with you.

Mmm but see I didn't care that he was with you! You put the final nail in your own coffin by giving him shit about being my friend and ultimatums and cutting my character to shreds. Oh yes, I know all about it Rayne.

I again had nothing to do with you kept to myself and my clique as you call them, to still see your little passive aggressive shit around the boards and snide little baiting remarks until I met PD and became his then again came the PMs from minx and bsquad this time........just like those others you tried to enlist to publicly defame me and those alternate accounts I am not supposed to know about ......BUT YEAH YOU DON'T PLAY GAMES DO YOU.

I have no idea what the hell you're on about? I never pm'd you or PD and never had any contact with PD. And alternate accounts such as? Because again, no fucking clue what you're on about but I'm dying to hear it!

And for the record PD and myself are as close as we ever were he is my best friend so don't comment on shit you have no fucking clue about. Because minx you don't know all. I said you TRIED your shit with him it just didn't work.

Again...when did I ever interract with PD? I really wanna see you answer that bitch because I know I haven't.

I have also never once asked any of my friends to choose between us, the only one I could even think that came close to applying to was Bsquad and even then I said I wanted out because I was tired of the fucking merry go minx around thats not making him choose thats me making a choice. I have also never asked any of my friends to back me up or post on my behalf infact all of them can tell you I have told them I don't want them to because I don't want them to cop your needless fucking bullshit and I am a big girl who can stand up for herself.

Omg shocker! Since it's always at the very least one of yours or you jumping into shit that's not your business. Bsquad and I were RL - get over it loser. You never knew what was going on and you couldn't understand.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Oh Rayne...you silly, silly bitch...

Sighs

Alright, if you wanna do it this way, let's do this then.

FD knows why I am upset, that's between him and I, no one else. As for respectful to his relationships - you wouldn't know the meaning, don't try but again, between him and I. I didn't mention his name to save him some privacy because it had nothing to do with him. I respected that and since you can clearly see inside my feelings and emotions, why don't you tell me exactly how I feel about FD? Cause you don't know shit bitch.

Actually my relationship with my Mistress Fae was Lit based, my relationship with Bsquad was RL - get your facts straight. Fae is dear to me and getting married in two weeks, I wish her all the best and only wish I could attend the wedding. The dramatics surrounding Bsquad and I at that time were inflamed by Literotica trash talk and bullshit that didn't matter.

We both had feelings for each other that we tried very hard to keep down because of the distance between us. We have since discovered that we worked better as friends but he will always be very dear to me. Something you couldn't possibly understand given that you are in fact married IRL. I am not, I am young and single, as was Bsquad so thank you kindly for minding your own business on that front.

Oh fuck you buried the hatchet alright, deep in my back! I heard multiple things you were saying about me at the same time and your posts in the Lounge confirmed it. You were hating on me all the same, behind my back.

TSB and my games? I think not, very much not. For one thing, I was not the one pining in the corner behind a book wishing he'd play with me like ummm...you? He came right out and pretty much said he was in love with me; someone I hardly knew and only in the Boudoir. I was at a loss, new to Lit and had not encountered an issue like this before but once it was over; I simply wanted it over.

My Boudoir had been left in ruins following the argument and I felt that it was overzealous, unnecessary and just downright silly all in all. I didn't want to hear about the PM's and made that quite clear to everyone but then I got pulled into it anyway and had shit I didn't even know about blowing up in my face.

I assure you Rayne that you are far more hated than I. As for my hard life, I am aware of it but sweetheart, you're not so if I were you, I would hold my comments back on that front because they'll only bite you in the ass later. For anyone who really knows the shit I've been through, right now? You look like a total cunt and I ain't kidding.

Umm...actually, IRL...that's true. *Shrugs* Sorry, I cannot lie. If I want to fuck someone, I fuck them...and I've never been turned down for it. I'm really sorry if you can't stand it Rayne but that's the truth. I actually believe I was invited into Cloud 9 that time and I did try to make peace between us, the PM's between FD and I began because we butted heads. We tend to do that - again none of your business.

Mmm but see I didn't care that he was with you! You put the final nail in your own coffin by giving him shit about being my friend and ultimatums and cutting my character to shreds. Oh yes, I know all about it Rayne.

I have no idea what the hell you're on about? I never pm'd you or PD and never had any contact with PD. And alternate accounts such as? Because again, no fucking clue what you're on about but I'm dying to hear it!

Again...when did I ever interract with PD? I really wanna see you answer that bitch because I know I haven't.

Omg shocker! Since it's always at the very least one of yours or you jumping into shit that's not your business. Bsquad and I were RL - get over it loser. You never knew what was going on and you couldn't understand.

Firstly if your issues are between just FD and you stop making your attacks so fucking public and see through so that everyone can see it, or do you think your cloak and dagger shit is that cleaver. I had every right to bring up his name as the conversation you chose to take a quote out of context from was between me and him, so you fucking brought him into it regardless of if it was about him or not. As I also said he was fully aware I mentioned him so if he has no issue with it why the fuck should you when you brought it up.

As for how you feel about FD I think its painfully clear, DESPERATE. It cuts you up that he chose someone else over you and doesn't want to put up with your shit. And your posts in the how are you feeling and the hate thread and the song thread prove it just about daily.

I find it amusing that your claiming you and Bsquad were real life........yes in the end you may very well have been (as in the last couple of months). BUT in the very beginning say last NOVEMBER you were with Fae bites she was your mistress lit based or other wise that was your relationship and that was it, Bsquad at the time was your friend who you played with when you felt like it.

As for how you secretly felt about each other and what you tried to hold back its fucking irrelevant and still has nothing to do with him running to me every time you cut him to threads with some callus act or nasty comment. Which was what I commented on in relation to bsquad and why I began to dislike you.

And I also commented on the fact that when he and I got closer it was you would pm or im him every single time he was playing in private with anyone. And I mean anyone as it wasn't just me you did it to, all because you wanted attention you where not getting. You did the same trick when ever Fd and I would play too along would come minx with some needy pm or spiteful im some fucking bullshit attempt to get attention.

As for TSB I believe it was you who asked me to distract him because you couldn't cope with him flirting with you and your mistress and coming between your time together it was stressing you out because it was so limited. You had both Bsquad and me talk to him on your behalf and cop the abuse that followed to then turn around and draw him back to you by flirting with him all over again.....I guess you missed the attention.

And yes Minx I use to sit in your lounge and quietly read a book occasionally flirt with who ever came in and got to know people, I was new to lit then.......again I love how you like to jumble around facts and times things happened to try and paint this interesting skewed picture.

I maybe more hated then you minx, I am fairly certain not everyone likes me. The difference is I don''t expect them to or get my panties in a twist when they don't and I don't set out to play little high school games to make myself feel better. Which is all you have really done from the beginning.

There you go again see I didn't say I knew all about your hard life minx and I don't fucking want to. What I said was that you are not the only one to ever have suffered one. The difference being normal people don''t use that as an excuse to be a fucked up bitch or as some excuse as to why they act as they do. They own up and take responsibility rather then blaming everything else on it. It's called being an adult you will learn it one day hopefully.

Now your doing your half truth again, yes anyone is invited to cloud 9 its always been an open thread. However you and I both know we had already fallen out at this point and anyone else who wishes to go look will attest to the fact you had not stepped into cloud 9 in sometime and only did that night to bee line for FD, which was what you butted heads over because you feed him that bullshit about being irresistible and he told you that he wasn't interested. Thats when you bitchy pms started and they were not about your disagreement with him about your charms, it was you bitching about me and blaming me because he didn't want to touch your whored goodies.

I also agree that the final straw with FD and me was that I did not want the Dom who wished to collar me associating with you....point blank I had no fucking idea what he saw in you and still don't......So call me picky but after having some bitch attack you relentlessly and try to cause you nothing but grief. You tend to not want those your placing your trust and education in associating with them. It was no big secret then and its no big secret now I don't like you and I don't trust you and wanted nothing to do with you.

Minx both you and Bsquad pmed PD to play the concerned "careful she is not what she seems card and the she is married" you because your a vicious bitch and thought you were telling him shit he didn't know. And Bsquad in response to me posting in some joke thread you had.

As for bsquad and you being RL as I said at the time you where someone else's and he was just your friend it had nothing to do with your relationship in recent months with him or what discoveries you have or have not made, honestly I could care less. I also stated back then I didn't ask him to choose I chose, I got off the merry go round because I was over the fucking drama caused by you and him running back for more to then two days later be hurt and crushed again.

I basically got very tried of watching your games, watching your drama watching you hurt people and play with them to suit yourself . I have only involved myself once in an attack you made on someone else that had nothing to do with me and that was because he is a friend and you where being a malicious bitch to someone you thought would just take it. Other wise minx I only speak to you when you feel the need to speak about me or make some accusation which seems to be fairly often.

I also confess I have spoken to people in IM about you and about your games, but I assure you those people I have spoken to have either commented on something you have done to them or some game your playing at the time. Because I assure you minx my world don't revolve around you honey and I have better things to do. Even todays little fiasco in FM thread was sent to me by someone else who was so tired of your bullshit I was not even aware of it till then, I was happy enjoying my friends.

The bottom line is minx I don't like you, I find you ugly inside and out and that you are simply a juvenile little whore desperate for attention. I have never hidden the fact from you or anyone who cared to ask. But other wise what you do and who you do it with or too is of none of my concern or interest until you make it so or until you fuck with my friends........which you usually do, so I can only assume your obsessed or just that fucking bored that you feel this need to try and goad responses from me and anyone else who wants nothing to do with you.

 

[Trixabell]

Hey Rayne - just want you to know Im thinking of you - hang in there.

 

[xOxCherryxOx]

I can empathize with you Rayne and you know I am here for you too. *hugs*

 

[Kiwikitty]

Thinking of you Rayne .

 

[Deleted member 1177770]

You are not alone Rayne, don't lose your mind on this

 

[Powerdog16]

Minx... Your statement about not interacting with me is not entirely true. Though i have spent most of my time seeing just how ugly you are are doing my best to stay away from you, you and Ausis both basically attacked me on a thread a while back Good Master/Bad Master.

Feel Free to look it up if you want. I am not wasting my time with it.

 

[zydrate]

I'm here for you Minxy,

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

*sigh sadly and shakes my head*

 

[Ausus_girl13]

PD- wasn't attacking you, I was attacking a really retarded thread. Which might be the same. But try to remember, I have a dominant, and I find little humor in making fun of my lifestyle. That is less you and more me. So, perhaps a little late, I apologize.

To this mess, that is going on here. Well done Rayne, I suppose it is time to get this shit out in the open.

I was there for most, if not all of this.. from the beginnings with TSB, and you two.. couldn't ever get along. It was enough to send me running from the lounges, when I first came here.

I could get into details about things, but here's the focus. Minx you fucked up, you're pushy, insane and a fucking bitch.

Rayne you control everyone in the lounges with that Sig of yours and you know it. There is no freedom with that, and I know it cause I had to fight you for a week to be taken out of it. And you know what I am talking about. So Rayne you fucked up too.

And just so you don't think I am here to say I am perfect, I've fucked up too. I fucked up with FD myself, he and I had to part ways. But it was amicable, and even though I want to smack him, I still got his fucking back. And I fucked up with other things too, I know that I have a few enemies here, but here's the thing. I have friends too. And I write, that's what I am here for.

And here it is. No matter who it was.. FD, PD, Bsquad.. y'all are fighting over men. FD has his reasons for walking away from Minx, that's between them. PD stayed with Rayne or didn't and that's their business. As for B- he's moved on.

It's done you guys. It's been played.

Here's what I hate. I hate the fact that this lounge is divided in two. Rayne's crew/ Minxy's crew. I say fuck it.

Yeah I got a favorite things thread, and a list of people who mean things to me. But they don't have to do a single goddamn thing for me. Let it go. You were both wrong.. welcome to the human race.

Just so everyone is aware. I got Minxy's back, yes I do. The girl is a fucking insane and loving ride. She's tenacious, I'll give her that. And I adore her.

But I don't hate Rayne. She's loving to those she cares about, and always has their back. She prolly doesn't much care for me, but there was a time when she and I, well... we were fucking close.

And I don't need to play this draw the line in the sand game. I'm over it.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

And I don't need to play this draw the line in the sand game. I'm over it.

I fucking adore you Ausus!

As for the rest of it, not my business, not my place. I love em both but I could live without the drama.

 

[sombrablanca]

So yeah...I'm not the only one who saw it it appears. Yall know where I stand. I personally have nothing against you Minx. Like I said when we first met and you'd been attacking her and I commented on her smackin you back. Even with the retarded shit you spewed at me in FM's thread. But I hate seeing friends get baselessly attacked. I won't stand for it. White Knight Syndrome kicks in. I'll drop it though like Ausus said. So long as it -does- end. Ignore each other. No barbs. No jumping shit up like the word association thread. I'd point out what Rayne has done but I haven't seen anything. Only seen her respond to the crap as anyone will. Even the the nicest dog bites when it's kicked.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Rayne you control everyone in the lounges with that Sig of yours and you know it. There is no freedom with that, and I know it cause I had to fight you for a week to be taken out of it. And you know what I am talking about. So Rayne you fucked up too.

I find it sad that this was the issue between us Ausus as you said we where once close. Sadly you exaggerate you asked me one day to remove you from my signature because someone else was in it, you told me it was not because we were not friends but simply that you did not want to associate with the person because they hurt you. So yes I told you I was sad to remove you because I cared for you and you where my friend but I did so at your request.

You then came back at me because of that someone else was still listed in my signature and could not understand how I would have them there, I told you because I was his friend and he was mine you could not accept this, yet I have always accepted that minx was your friend also and not once did I ask you to choose.

Which was the next part of our argument and falling out you assumed that I was paying close attention to your life on lit and all that you where doing and doing it with when to be fucking honest I had much more serious real life things to contend with and was dealing with that as any one of my friends can contest to. So I honestly had no idea what was going on with you and with whom I had not seen you.

Why didn't you know about my RL stuff? well you had been at school and fairly MIA in fact the only time I had caught up with you over that time was when you came to me to request to be taken out of my signature and then later attacked me for having someone else in it. Not to mention you went on to feed them some bullshit that I was doing it out of some malicious intent even posted in your cloud 9 room along those lines.

I will give you one thing though, it may or may not be a consolation. You did turn out to be right about the person, but I also believe that I had to learn that for myself and not just listen to idle gossip and cut people out of my lit life because you or anyone else simply wanted me to or because you or anyone else had an issue with them when they had done nothing to me but be a friend.

I also find it hypocritical and pathetic that you claim I have some power over people because I list them as my friends. When you and minx have the same sort of list of people you care about and lets face it they are not mindless drones or children they are adults quite capable of thinking for themselves. I can assure you that none of the people on my list of friends has had to do a damn thing to be on the list except to mean something to me and to be my friend, hardly a crime.

I also never divided the lit world into Minx and Rayne sections that would be again done by the comments you all make about people who hang out in cloud 9 or who happen to be in my signature or list me in theres. None of my friends are ever forced to be any where they do not wish to be or to interact with anyone they do not want to. They are adults and I fully let them make there own choices, with the knowledge that I am there for them if they need or want me as a friend should be.

I have never said to any of my friends that they can not be friends with me if they are friends with someone else, because frankly its not fucking high school and it that sort of shit, coupled with the vicious rumors and little games being played that pisses me off to start with.

I agree with you and Luna I am over this shit which is why made this thread I am tired of hearing I supposedly did this or have been saying that when I have had fucking better things to do with my time.

Am I perfect? .....no fucking way, ask any one of my friends I am sure they have seen me screw up a time or two, do I claim to be perfect? no fucking way. I won't even claim not to have ever spoken about minx as I know I have vented to my friends numerous times just as they have to me. But I have also been up front about how I feel and I also don't cop bullshit either and I call a spade a spade. I don't play nice to someones face and then nasty behind their back, If I don't like you or I have an issue with you, you know about it. I don't see a reason to be any other way.

 

[Trixabell]

Here's what I hate. I hate the fact that this lounge is divided in two. Rayne's crew/ Minxy's crew. I say fuck it.

And I don't need to play this draw the line in the sand game. I'm over it.

I agree with you and Luna I am over this shit which is why made this thread I am tired of hearing I supposedly did this or have been saying that when I have had fucking better things to do with my time.

Absofuckinlutly!

I simply felt the need to post to let let Rayne know she is not alone. She is my friend and I could not stand by and watch her get trampled - Im not taking a side but I also refuse to let someone I care about get berated without letting them know that I support them. She deserves the right to defend herself plain and simple.

 

[monique_minx]

Mother of god, even I don't have this kind of patience. Let me sum it up.

This was the reason I didn't take kindly to you Rayne, I may be guilty of many things but I never hated you baselessly. I tried many times to befriend you and get to know you and then I would be hated on for no reason because you heard something from such n such. I tried to clear the air.

You never came to me and asked, not once.

Bsquad and I had it messed up from the start, neither of us would front or cop to RL feelings. That is, was and will remain between us. Very few people know how deep that runs. I can look up and see everyone stating where they stand or on which side of the fence, I really don't give a shit and I am glad my friends know better than to choose.

As for FD, that is laughable on many counts. I was not interested in him like that, I was with Bsquad and we were facing many frustrations. Please stop commenting on that which you do not understand. FD was a good friend of mine, we were very close and it is no secret that I am very hurt over what has become of us. Excuse my need to be human and lash out. I didn't realize I had to apologize for it.

PD I found your thread silly but I didn't PM you ever. End of story.

And this could go on rotating, I could keep digging up the past but to be honest? I so don't care enough. I stick to my dear friends here and I write. I'm rather tired of this crap, fact is I don't like you because you never bothered to ask me directly Rayne. I told you if you wanted this to continue that you could PM me. You didn't. I maybe an attention whore but that didn't escape notice, you'd rather create a public mess than speak to me privately.

I don't lie. I made a promise to myself on the 1st of January 2007 to never tell another lie. My mother left my family for another man and it was my new years resolution once all the secrets of my family were brought to bear. I couldn't stand to lie anymore. I really don't care if you don't believe me but I do have my own morals and ethics, my own reasons.

And yeah, it's no secret, I'm young and I fuck up a whole lot. I have a lot to think about and a lot to deal with but it's true Rayne - you don't know. You never asked me, not once about any of it. There's a reason I kept that PM for so long and I've kept a fair few others since. For me. I have a short term memory disorder which makes it difficult to recall or remember things due to one too many hits to my head which have changed the shape of my skull. Sometimes the memories are just gone. I don't say half these things because I do not want pity or sympathy and they're my problems, my privacy but I will right now to give you the reasons you seem to need so fucking badly.

I have to find ways around my problems and I have only known about it for around six months or so. So yeah Bsquad and I were having several issues about this throughout our relationship and beforehand because I struggled to remember things without knowing why. Even with Fae I struggled to remember things. It is frustrating like you couldn't possibly understand so some of my recollections of these events are simply gone and I have not mentioned them because I don't wish for my problem to be taken advantage of.

I really don't care anymore. Fact is that you're trying to appear like you never made a mistake Rayne and no matter what you say, I know you never came to me and asked me anything. You clearly wanted to take a side in everything and it was always going to be the one opposite mine. So yeah, I have tried in private and in public in the past long before I gave up to make things at least amiable. I don't know what in the hell you ever had against me but did you ever stop and think that people say things they don't mean when they're upset or angry?

I don't take that shit to heart and just believe it like you do. There have been occasions where I have been directly affected by it and it has hurt me through a chain and I react to it but other than that, I allow another to vent and calm down but I don't take their word for gospel.

As for me? This is done. My medications couldn't keep up with the migraines this bullshit will give me. You don't want my friendship then fine, I don't need the drama. But I was never closed off to you Rayne, the opportunity was always available to you. I never ignored you on Lit or in IM either but I never contacted you. I waited to see if you would get over the bullshit, you couldn't.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Mother of god, even I don't have this kind of patience. Let me sum it up.

This was the reason I didn't take kindly to you Rayne, I may be guilty of many things but I never hated you baselessly. I tried many times to befriend you and get to know you and then I would be hated on for no reason because you heard something from such n such. I tried to clear the air.

You never came to me and asked, not once.

Bsquad and I had it messed up from the start, neither of us would front or cop to RL feelings. That is, was and will remain between us. Very few people know how deep that runs. I can look up and see everyone stating where they stand or on which side of the fence, I really don't give a shit and I am glad my friends know better than to choose.

As for FD, that is laughable on many counts. I was not interested in him like that, I was with Bsquad and we were facing many frustrations. Please stop commenting on that which you do not understand. FD was a good friend of mine, we were very close and it is no secret that I am very hurt over what has become of us. Excuse my need to be human and lash out. I didn't realize I had to apologize for it.

PD I found your thread silly but I didn't PM you ever. End of story.

And this could go on rotating, I could keep digging up the past but to be honest? I so don't care enough. I stick to my dear friends here and I write. I'm rather tired of this crap, fact is I don't like you because you never bothered to ask me directly Rayne. I told you if you wanted this to continue that you could PM me. You didn't. I maybe an attention whore but that didn't escape notice, you'd rather create a public mess than speak to me privately.

I don't lie. I made a promise to myself on the 1st of January 2007 to never tell another lie. My mother left my family for another man and it was my new years resolution once all the secrets of my family were brought to bear. I couldn't stand to lie anymore. I really don't care if you don't believe me but I do have my own morals and ethics, my own reasons.

And yeah, it's no secret, I'm young and I fuck up a whole lot. I have a lot to think about and a lot to deal with but it's true Rayne - you don't know. You never asked me, not once about any of it. There's a reason I kept that PM for so long and I've kept a fair few others since. For me. I have a short term memory disorder which makes it difficult to recall or remember things due to one too many hits to my head which have changed the shape of my skull. Sometimes the memories are just gone. I don't say half these things because I do not want pity or sympathy and they're my problems, my privacy but I will right now to give you the reasons you seem to need so fucking badly.

I have to find ways around my problems and I have only known about it for around six months or so. So yeah Bsquad and I were having several issues about this throughout our relationship and beforehand because I struggled to remember things without knowing why. Even with Fae I struggled to remember things. It is frustrating like you couldn't possibly understand so some of my recollections of these events are simply gone and I have not mentioned them because I don't wish for my problem to be taken advantage of.

I really don't care anymore. Fact is that you're trying to appear like you never made a mistake Rayne and no matter what you say, I know you never came to me and asked me anything. You clearly wanted to take a side in everything and it was always going to be the one opposite mine. So yeah, I have tried in private and in public in the past long before I gave up to make things at least amiable. I don't know what in the hell you ever had against me but did you ever stop and think that people say things they don't mean when they're upset or angry?

I don't take that shit to heart and just believe it like you do. There have been occasions where I have been directly affected by it and it has hurt me through a chain and I react to it but other than that, I allow another to vent and calm down but I don't take their word for gospel.

As for me? This is done. My medications couldn't keep up with the migraines this bullshit will give me. You don't want my friendship then fine, I don't need the drama. But I was never closed off to you Rayne, the opportunity was always available to you. I never ignored you on Lit or in IM either but I never contacted you. I waited to see if you would get over the bullshit, you couldn't.

1st - I did come to you on more then one occasion on MSN chat to discuss things and in PMs here on lit. I believe faebites and Bsquad can attest to this as they knew I had spoken to you about things and at times they spoke to you as well. I also came to you to discuss all that happened after it ended with bsquad and myself to bury the hatchet and get on with it cause I was sick of the shit and despite what you claim it was you who threw the first shot after that.

2nd - I never had to come to you question you about everyone of your actions minx, because I saw them first hand, and if the people who where talking to me about what you did to them also, did so out of hurt an anger .....sorry but it happened enough times that - if it feels hot and smells like smoke...its probably FIRE. I know enough to not to stick my hand in it, to be burned by it. Fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me.

3rd - Sorry to say but your PMs to FD in the start claim other wise, as does your comments in cloud 9. You where all "you don't know what your missing its a shame your settling for her." So don't give me this innocent crap you whored your ass of from the start trying your very best to cause drama as always.

4th - the reason I started this thread and did not go private, is because I have done private with you before minx and ALL your little bitchy remarks on the boards have been about what I supposedly said or did behind your back. It has all been he said she said shit, so I opened the thread to lay it all bare because I am just fucking over it.

5th - I am just done with your shit minx, you always have some excuse or deep seeded reason for doing what you do. The bottom line is I don't like you, you are not my type of person at all and I want nothing to do with you.

Its not really a hard concept, and its not something I enforce on anyone else. It is my opinion and I have my reasons for it. The only reason that again I have had anything to do with you is because you couldnt stop your juvenile bullshit and little catty comments in just about every thread you encounter or to your supposed friends. You and your friends love to claim its me doing all this shit but time and time again you bring me up and slag me off when I am not even in the thread or have anything to do with it.

You stick your little baits out hoping someone will bite, and most of the time I ignore but well even I have a limit of how much shit I will put up with. As for waiting to see if I would get over the bullshit that you continued to do over and over .....why the fuck would I contact you after that.

I just truly hope Minx for what ever you claim your reason to be - that you do stay away and that you do ignore me and that you do stop your little games because you know what that is all I have ever fucking wanted.

 

[Heavenly_Harper]

Ok I have told Nique to ignore you, you bitter hag.

You dont know her and you are fuckin lucky she dont know you. Shes my RL girlfriend and she dont deserve your wasted bullshit. Shove your jealous bitchy crap up your ass and move the fuck on.

She hasnt lied once up there and I will protect her on it. She is a slut and a whore and always the life of the party. You dont know shit about her and I aint taking her word on it. I'm taking yours.

And you can say whateva about her whoring for attention but she dont have to. She is just being herself and I love her like the big old slut she is. Get used to it and get over it cause she aint gonna change.

She can call me whateva, I call her whateva and you can say whateva. You dont mean shit to me. She means a fuckload to me. She dont have to apologize for being young and pretty, she dont have to apologize for slutting it up in clubs like she does on these boards right here and she sure as shit aint changing who she is for the likes of you.

So you can say what you want about this FD guy, she told me exactly that she feels strongly for him as a friend and alot more than she wants to either, I know they're close and always were but she aint into him like that. She likes someone else so sorry skank but you know fuck all bout it.

And as for bsquad and all that stuff, I know how much she hurt over it cause I saw her fuckin face slag. So stop bringing it up cause you dont know him from a sack of barley like she knows him. Stick your nose back where it belongs and back off her, you can say whateva to me. I dont care and I aint replying to you loser. I have a life outside my comp and my girl is all that needs my attention.

Right now I have told Nique to look at whats important, guess what? You aint on that list bitch.

 

[Fira]

I have stayed silent on this issue, mostly because it all blew up over the weekend, and I was enjoying RL family time.

When I first showed up in Lit, Rayne, you were very nice and cordial to me. That much I will admit. But you very quickly started bending my ear about Minx whenever Minx decided to try to play with me. For a while, I listened. I would tease Minx and then back away...never actually playing with her because I was told that she couldn't be trusted. Like a fool, I believed.

When I finally started to get to know Minx (right about the time you started to play your part as a sub...in response to Bsquad's interest in it), I told her flat out what my feelings towards her were. Got it out in the open right off the bat because I knew from the short time I had been around that someone would go running and telling tales as soon as she and I became close.

Oh...and just to show that you DON'T know everything that's going on...I'M the one that had the Alt account. I'M the one that came up with the idea of infiltrating your little clique and getting more of the goods on you so to speak. And guess what? It's worked. Not everyone in your little group is exactly who they make themselves out to be, you know. It really hasn't been that hard to make you believe what you want to believe.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I have stayed silent on this issue, mostly because it all blew up over the weekend, and I was enjoying RL family time.

When I first showed up in Lit, Rayne, you were very nice and cordial to me. That much I will admit. But you very quickly started bending my ear about Minx whenever Minx decided to try to play with me. For a while, I listened. I would tease Minx and then back away...never actually playing with her because I was told that she couldn't be trusted. Like a fool, I believed.

When I finally started to get to know Minx (right about the time you started to play your part as a sub...in response to Bsquad's interest in it), I told her flat out what my feelings towards her were. Got it out in the open right off the bat because I knew from the short time I had been around that someone would go running and telling tales as soon as she and I became close.

Oh...and just to show that you DON'T know everything that's going on...I'M the one that had the Alt account. I'M the one that came up with the idea of infiltrating your little clique and getting more of the goods on you so to speak. And guess what? It's worked. Not everyone in your little group is exactly who they make themselves out to be, you know. It really hasn't been that hard to make you believe what you want to believe.

Harper.....Don't know you dont care to, basically all you have had to say is just prattle coupled with a few swear words. I never asked minx to change never even asked for an appology and I dont want either all I have ever wanted is for the vicious little troll and her friends just like you to leave me the hell alone and stop the bullshit.

Fira or Dallis which ever you prefer, it was no secret Hun either was your little plan, I also knew you where one of the ones with an alt so it proves that perhaps you do not know everything and that perhaps your little clique is not as air tight as it seems.

I also do not ever recall warning you about Minx, I am not saying I didn't because If I thought you sweet and innocent and capable of being hurt I very well may have told you to be careful. But I know I wouldn't have gone into details because I don't even recall having anything to do with you outside of the China Pearl.

The first I interacted with you outside of that as far as I recall was when you asked my opinion on what you wanted to call bsquad in your signature and I told you it had nothing to do with me that it was between you and him and that from that you chose to believe I was being hostile or was upset. Despite me saying again and again I did not care.

As for your pursuit of goods or what ever that little game was about, I hope it was fun and that you enjoyed every little second of it or continue to. I know who my friends are I know who I can trust and I don't say or do anything I am ashamed of so .......fill your boots. It just proves my point as to how juvenile and how the game playing has gone on and on doesn't it.

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

Shes my RL girlfriend

for sake of argument i can confirm this is true

For fuck sakes lady's, i have nothing to do with this at all, ive stayed out of but fuck, both of you need to get the fuck over it, both of you need to stop, both of you need to take a vacation and get fucking laid cause this drama isnt helping anyone and is only going to in the end instigate a riot between writers and sides will be taken in defense of one or the other, just knock it the fuck off, i have tried to be friends to both of you, i have tried playing the all around good guy, i have tried to not take sides, to be an ear and a mediator, but even this wolf's patience runs out

I consider both minx and Rayne to be a friend and in-defense of Both Rayne has never said anything to me that was negative to Minx and Minx has never said anything to me in regards to Rayne, and i swear to god if i had the ability i would take you both over my knee and tan your hides, this is utterly fucking ridiculous

 

[Fira]

Oh, Hun...you haven't even touched on the main one yet. I don't know about the Harper one. I will own up to the Dallis one. And I know who knew about it as well, so I can be pretty sure of where the "leak" came from. That one was just to flush out anyone that might spoil my plan.

There's one that you haven't figured out yet. And you only think you know who your friends are. It's so easy to act the concerned individual over the internet. It's so easy to pledge loyalties to someone you will never even meet in real life.

You can claim all you want to not remember telling me anything about Minx. But one thing I will say...Minx and I have had our differences on several occasions. We have cursed and cussed each other up one side and down the other. We have hated on each other more times than you could possibly count. But you know what? The true test of "friendship" comes in the aftermath. After tempers have cooled. She and I are still close. We can get past the bullshit that gets to flying because we genuinely care about each other.

She's not the only one that has been taken into the confidences of others you have wronged on these boards. Of course, you will have your wishy-washy ones that are gluttons for punishment and actually LIKE the abuse you hand out, constantly returning for more because they have the mistaken impression that unless they are listed in your sig, then the whole world is going to end. But then there are those that have actually managed to see you for what your are.

Minx may have her faults, but at least she owns them and admits to them. When she's wrong, she say she's wrong. She can be honest about who and what she is. She's never once tried to hide it. Social Butterfly? You bet...she's got more friends around here and in other places I know her than you could possibly imagine. Slut? Whore? You bet! She doesn't care who she fucks and she lets it be known. Bitch? Hell yeah, she's a Bitch! And she can out-bitch women with a hell of a lot more practice under their belts! She's got an advantage over them, see...She was a born Bitch.

As far as what I was going to call Bsquad in my sig...I know exactly how you reacted to that. Because he let me know all about the grief you were giving him over it. And I find it terribly funny that you then turned around and gave the SAME designation to someone else in your sig. I guess my idea was too good to waste, huh?

Oh...and don't bother trying to figure out which of your "close friends" is actually my alternate. You haven't figured it out before now...you never will.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Oh, Hun...you haven't even touched on the main one yet. I don't know about the Harper one. I will own up to the Dallis one. And I know who knew about it as well, so I can be pretty sure of where the "leak" came from. That one was just to flush out anyone that might spoil my plan.

There's one that you haven't figured out yet. And you only think you know who your friends are. It's so easy to act the concerned individual over the internet. It's so easy to pledge loyalties to someone you will never even meet in real life.

You can claim all you want to not remember telling me anything about Minx. But one thing I will say...Minx and I have had our differences on several occasions. We have cursed and cussed each other up one side and down the other. We have hated on each other more times than you could possibly count. But you know what? The true test of "friendship" comes in the aftermath. After tempers have cooled. She and I are still close. We can get past the bullshit that gets to flying because we genuinely care about each other.

She's not the only one that has been taken into the confidences of others you have wronged on these boards. Of course, you will have your wishy-washy ones that are gluttons for punishment and actually LIKE the abuse you hand out, constantly returning for more because they have the mistaken impression that unless they are listed in your sig, then the whole world is going to end. But then there are those that have actually managed to see you for what your are.

Minx may have her faults, but at least she owns them and admits to them. When she's wrong, she say she's wrong. She can be honest about who and what she is. She's never once tried to hide it. Social Butterfly? You bet...she's got more friends around here and in other places I know her than you could possibly imagine. Slut? Whore? You bet! She doesn't care who she fucks and she lets it be known. Bitch? Hell yeah, she's a Bitch! And she can out-bitch women with a hell of a lot more practice under their belts! She's got an advantage over them, see...She was a born Bitch.

As far as what I was going to call Bsquad in my sig...I know exactly how you reacted to that. Because he let me know all about the grief you were giving him over it. And I find it terribly funny that you then turned around and gave the SAME designation to someone else in your sig. I guess my idea was too good to waste, huh?

Oh...and don't bother trying to figure out which of your "close friends" is actually my alternate. You haven't figured it out before now...you never will.

1) You make the mistake to think I care? Cloud 9 is an open lounge so its hardly a fortress to infiltrate with what ever persona you want. As I said enjoy yourself.

2) You can claim all you like that I don't know who my friends are and that you have wormed you way into my confidence some how to gain some sort of information but I can assure you that you know jack shit and that all you would know is what everyone else knows already. And as I said this just proves how manipulative and twisted the games being played have been.

3) I can also assure you that anyone I am close to and that I have wronged or made mistakes with, are aware how sorry I am for them and that I have taken the time to make it up to them and to work it out with them....why because they matter to me and you and the likes of minx don't. As for how often you fight amoungst yourselves and make up well thats your issues not mine and I certainly dont give a dam if you keep it the hell away from me.

4) also sorry to say the only drama Bsquad got from me over your nickname for him was that it had nothing to do with me and that I did not care and did not understand why you were continuing to PM me over it when I had already said I didn't care and that you kept making me say it. And that it was up to the pair of you to work out. And sorry you wanted Cowboy Romeo after a dolly parton song I believe, I have used ROMEO for Pb because anyone that knows him can tell you how sweet and romantic he always is and I believe Shakespeare owns right to that

As I have already said your just making yourself look foolish and your confirming my claims for me I have said your a bunch of game playing drama causing bitches and well thats what you have just confessed to.

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

Rayne yahoo please

 

[Fira]

*DELETED POST*

Only because a very dear friend of mine convinced me to let it go at this point.

*Sighs*

You better know how much I love you for me to have done this!