Fetish, fantasies, and perversions

[Desmond_Drake]

I'm writing a story featuring a stong female lead who works as a sex therapist. This process has left me curious to know about your secret fetishes, fantasies, or perversions.

Maybe this discussion thread exists already, but I want you to share it with me here on this thread.

The more we repress our deepest internal desires, the more they want to manifest themselves. The more they want to manifest themselves the more pleasurable they become.

Please share while keeping Literotica rules in mind.

 

[Desmond_Drake]

I suppose it's only fair that I start this.

I discovered this secret fetish when I was in my early 20s. My gf at the time and I were fooling around. She gave me a blowjob, which eventually led to sex. As we started to fuck she tried to kiss me. I had always been repulsed by the idea of being kissed by a girl that had just been sucking on a cock. I would actually make them brush their teeth before I could kiss them again. But that night with my gf the sex was so intense. She was kissing my neck amd made her way towards my mouth. She kissed me once on the lips, but I tried to resist. She persisted and kissed my mouth a few more times. I was repulsed, but overcome with an intense feeling of excitement. My mouth opened as her tongue penetrated it. Her mouth was cool from cock sucking spit, which also had an incredible muky scent. I was overcome by this combination and kissed her back, making sure to suck her tongue and lick her salty lips. I broke away from her to catch my breath only to catch the scent of her "penis breath". The scent and taste was intoxicating and I lost control. I pulled my cock out of her and blew a heavy load all over her chest. She moaned in pleasure as I showered her with my warm seamen. There was a moment where I considered sucking up my cum and sharing it with her, but I was worried about what she would think. This desire also quickly dissipated as my orgasm faded.

It took me a while to make sense of this fetish. I now understand that I love the scent and taste of cock on a woman's mouth and breath. I've also come to realize that I love the sight of cum around a woman's mouth, as well as her chest and breasts. I also love the sight of my, or other, big cock in a pretty little mouth. I love cock hungry women.

I haven't actively pursued this secret fetish completely, meaning i've never shared cum. I feel as though I kiss more agressively once a woman has sucked my cock, and sometimes it makes me cum hard to imagine that my wife has been sucking strange cock all day. I keep this secret because it turns me on to have a secret perverted fetish. Much like my ex gf's mouth, the more I resist it the more it turns me on.

 

[plesmoreagain]

Interesting story - it reminds me of early dating with my bf. I took his load in my mouth and then came up and gave him a big sloppy cum filled kiss. I thought he was going to have a stroke. While it was okay for me to have his cum it was not okay for him. That lead to a serious discussion about sex and such.

 

[Desmond_Drake]

Thank you for sharing! Is that something you enjoy doing, or just something you wanted to try once?

I've asked for a kiss after she has swallowed, but, as I stated in my story, that urge goes away immediately after cumming. After she swallowed she asked if I still wanted it. I said no (and I meant it). Consequently, I've never done it.

The thing is, I would rather not ask for it. Ideally I would want my partner to want it just as bad as I do.

 

[Wannabesara1998]

All of them

That would be hot. I'd want to do it and have it done to me

 

[Klinkster]

My wife asked me once, how she tasted, after I ate her out after cumming in her.
I told her, "you taste like fuck, but a good fuck!'
Made her horny, and She got me to do it again!

 

[pumperguy191]

My wife asked me once, how she tasted, after I ate her out after cumming in her.
I told her, "you taste like fuck, but a good fuck!'
Made her horny, and She got me to do it again!

I so want to do this to my wife

 

[Klinkster]

I so want to do this to my wife

Well....get 'er done!

 

[pumperguy191]

Well....get 'er done!

as others have said, when the time comes, I chicken out

 

[Klinkster]

as others have said, when the time comes, I chicken out

First time I did it, was because I blew my load in her in 7 seconds, and she hadn't cum yet. Figured she should have her's too, so I slithered down and started licking her clit. Wasn't sure what she would think....speaking of pervs, but did she ever get into it! I figured I wouldn't get my own cum in my mouth anyway, but the mouth humping face grinding orgasm she had made me wrong about that. Well beyond the glazed donut face I was!
Next time I did it, I wanted to see if she reacted the same way....and the third time, and the fourth time....

 

[pumperguy191]

First time I did it, was because I blew my load in her in 7 seconds, and she hadn't cum yet. Figured she should have her's too, so I slithered down and started licking her clit. Wasn't sure what she would think....speaking of pervs, but did she ever get into it! I figured I wouldn't get my own cum in my mouth anyway, but the mouth humping face grinding orgasm she had made me wrong about that. Well beyond the glazed donut face I was!
Next time I did it, I wanted to see if she reacted the same way....and the third time, and the fourth time....

nice, usually when I cum before she has, I suck her tits and she rubs one out

 

[Klinkster]

nice, usually when I cum before she has, I suck her tits and she rubs one out

She'll like it a lot more if you slurp her cummy pussy to make her cum, instead of mostly self service!

 

[plesmoreagain]

Guys -WTF!
Okay, your cum does not look like it belongs in your mouth when you put it on a plate and take a close look. Whitish color with chunks of what the shit is that floating around in a slimy pool, but, don't look. Just take the warm shit in your mouth and feel the thick warm goo float on your tongue and mouth.
As far as taste, it really isn’t that bad. In fact, a lot better than brie cheese.

 

[vibes]

... depending on what you've eaten, in fact, like girl cum

 

[plesmoreagain]

... depending on what you've eaten, in fact, like girl cum

What's not to like

 

[vibes]

What's not to like

Absolutely! I'll eat your girl cum any day

 

[Lucien_Al]

I suppose it's only fair that I start this.

I discovered this secret fetish when I was in my early 20s. My gf at the time and I were fooling around. She gave me a blowjob, which eventually led to sex. As we started to fuck she tried to kiss me. I had always been repulsed by the idea of being kissed by a girl that had just been sucking on a cock. I would actually make them brush their teeth before I could kiss them again. But that night with my gf the sex was so intense. She was kissing my neck amd made her way towards my mouth. She kissed me once on the lips, but I tried to resist. She persisted and kissed my mouth a few more times. I was repulsed, but overcome with an intense feeling of excitement. My mouth opened as her tongue penetrated it. Her mouth was cool from cock sucking spit, which also had an incredible muky scent. I was overcome by this combination and kissed her back, making sure to suck her tongue and lick her salty lips. I broke away from her to catch my breath only to catch the scent of her "penis breath". The scent and taste was intoxicating and I lost control. I pulled my cock out of her and blew a heavy load all over her chest. She moaned in pleasure as I showered her with my warm seamen. There was a moment where I considered sucking up my cum and sharing it with her, but I was worried about what she would think. This desire also quickly dissipated as my orgasm faded.

It took me a while to make sense of this fetish. I now understand that I love the scent and taste of cock on a woman's mouth and breath. I've also come to realize that I love the sight of cum around a woman's mouth, as well as her chest and breasts. I also love the sight of my, or other, big cock in a pretty little mouth. I love cock hungry women.

I haven't actively pursued this secret fetish completely, meaning i've never shared cum. I feel as though I kiss more agressively once a woman has sucked my cock, and sometimes it makes me cum hard to imagine that my wife has been sucking strange cock all day. I keep this secret because it turns me on to have a secret perverted fetish. Much like my ex gf's mouth, the more I resist it the more it turns me on.

I love it when we kisses after she has been sucking me. I get instantly harder. In our early years she was a bit put off tasting herself on my lips but these days she is really into it.

 

[Desmond_Drake]

We do it too, but not as often as we should

 

[markyhill]

I have had an affair with my stedads younger sister.

She was respected.and I called her aunt but st one point we had an affair. I'm a good story teller and the only things I would.change are our names. If you think this would make a food story let me know.

 

[suckonsimon]

Guys -WTF!
Okay, your cum does not look like it belongs in your mouth when you put it on a plate and take a close look. Whitish color with chunks of what the shit is that floating around in a slimy pool, but, don't look. Just take the warm shit in your mouth and feel the thick warm goo float on your tongue and mouth.
As far as taste, it really isn’t that bad. In fact, a lot better than brie cheese.

It's a hugely bigger deal than you're suggesting, for the guy! Two excellent threads about that elsewhere on the boards. I think of it as a psychological hurdle which a fella needs to leap: re-claiming the desire to taste and eat which he had just before he ejaculated. Doing that "reclaiming", post-ejaculation, is a TASK. A fella needs to find the tools within his imagination and sexual appetite to DO it. Once learned and practised, it can become second nature and more: a whole new post-ejac eroticism opens for him and for her.

 

[suckonsimon]

I'm always amazed about how vastly different people's responses to situations can be. The second post on here for example. By contrast, the very first time I was suck, just for a few moments and OH the JOY! - the next thing I wanted to do was kiss her, and it soon became a deep french kissing in part because I wanted and needed that opportunity to taste my own cock.

Since then, her cock worship on me is always interspersed with little breaks to french kiss, so that I get to lick some of my pre-cum out of her mouth. Meanwhile, it does make the whole experience of her giving me oral so much more an intimate and loving thing, if we are kissing.

I can say this with ease since the OP has long since moved on from his original repulsion so it's no criticism of him now. This: What a massive turn-off it must be for a gal who has been good enough to suck cock, to find that the guy won't kiss her till after she has brushed her teeth! I mean, isn't that enough to end the date?

 

[HoldYouDown]

Secret fetish? I have a female cousin, a couple years younger, with whom I've always been close. I don't find her "hot" or irresistible or anything like that. But I've often found myself wanting her sexually. Maybe not intercourse but just something playful. I've often wondered if she felt the same - probably not. I think for me it's the closeness and the taboo fantasy.

 

[Nezhul]

I wouldn't want to share my own cum in a kiss. But kissing a woman who sucked or swallowed my load is completely fine. Also, I have never noticed any murky or salty scent after that, which makes me feel that OP has a great imagination.

Still, making your woman brush her teeth fater she sucked you before you agree to kiss her - this idea is bordering on abuse to me. If I was that girl, I'd ditch such a man instantly.
Somehow men seem complately fine with the idea that she would suck your dick after it just came out of her pussy, but kissing her after that is icky.
So selfish. So sad.
The only thing I'd ask of her is to swallow the load before kissing. Other than that, I don't care that it was in her mouth seconds ago - as long as it's not a mouth full of sperm - I will kiss her any time.

 

[suckonsimon]

Here's a fetish of mine which by its nature cannot be secret!

I like to sport a handsome bulge with my equipment. I mean business about this! I have a conviction that the excellence of a man's junk is an asset for him to show off, indirectly under clothing but yet a clear statement that it's there, he's proud of it, and he likes to get it bigged up for the fuck as opportunity arises!

It seems to me that slim-fit denim, and a lot of other designer jeans and pants including the skinny fit stretch things for a younger generation than me, are designed to let a man 'show', to let women and other men too enjoy what he has on offer.

For me there's another Big Step I've taken, as many on Lit know well. Every day all day I wear a steel or aluminium cockring around my whole junk, balls and cock through it. Some of these rings are deep such that they hold the man-meat nicely 'out'. The right inner diameter of ring will do more than that: it will cause a guy's balls to bulge firm most of the time, and it will cause a more pronounced and longer lasting semi-erection for him at pretty well any and every slight cause for arousal through the course of the day.

I like how it takes some sass to do this!

Add to this well chosen briefs or boxer trunks - designed with 'give' for a guy's package but also with 'hold' in the form of some sort of "U" from the waistband down under his balls and up again, such that his crown jewels are not only held 'out' by the ring but 'up' by the underwear.

Fetish? Kink? Or is it just a sexed-up dude dressing handsomely?

 

[Desmond_Drake]

This was my first post on lit, or any such site for that matter. I'm thrilled to see all of your interesting replies, it's causing me to explore and consider new sides of sexuality.

I started the post because, in a way, I wish i could read the minds of others to see what they are thinking sexually I realise that for some, especially mine, sexual tasted are in constant flux looking for new avenues on all spectrums of the rainbow. It is therefore very exciting to me for people, stangers at that, to share their secrets with me... Thank you!

I love imagining sexual tastes and apetites of women i know. I like to see them professional and proper in their daily lives, but then imagine their sexual secrets behind closed doors. Does she like to be tied, have multiple partners, anal sex, secret lesbian fetish, etc. Sometimes these thoughts generate whole stories about what they do. For example, I was once working in proximity with an attractive colleague. I caught the scent of her breath (i love clean feminine breath). I wondered if she had given her boyfiend a bj that morning and that's what was still on her breath. I pictured her giving a blow job to me and other men. I wondered if she would like to suck more than one penis at once or multiple through the day. Maybe she liked girls, and it was another woman in her breath. Though it was difficult to focus on work, I never let on my thoughts or feelings. Meaning, I wasn't creeping or blatantly staring at her or trying to get close. Rather I was aware of her presence and took the opportunity to breathe her in when I could.

As for my op; I've never shared my thoughts about that experience with anyone... Not even my ex gf. I agree that not kissing her until she brushed her teeth was brutal. I believe that the experience I describe is a momment of sexual maturation. I suppose another fetish, fantasy, perversion, is to resist something "repulsive" only to find that it's actually very got, then giving in to it. Kissing/tasting a pretty mouth that has recently been on my cock brings back the intense feeling I felt years ago.

The story about bulge presentation and wearing a cock ring all day is just great. The thought never crossed my mind, but I imagine it would give me a sense of sexual power.