"angel" eve
Really Experienced
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- Jan 20, 2002
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sorry to interupt the skiing converstaion...
downhill skiing is great.
but i have to suggest anal is better. from my point of view at least
for myself and a male partner i had awhile ago it was a third time lucky kind of thing.
the first time we managed it, myself on my back ended up being what i could handle. i'd been on all fours and he'd been lubed and entering me, but it went to fast, probably due to us both moving at the same time and that was an extremely unpleasant sensation. i had to stop, he knew that i'd probably been hurt, so he pulled out gently... and let me gather myself and calm down. if it haden't been for a somewhat masochistic streak in my nature i wouldn't have got through it very well, i ended up biting my lip rather hard, and forcing myself to relax, on all fours. trying to turn the pain into pleasure... anything. just make it go away! he'd been talking me through everything, it wasn't erotic, i felt like a science experiement, but i let me prepare myself and relax, because i knew what was going to happen. i knew he had no intention of bringing me any pain at all. it probably took about 5 minutes for me to quit shaking from the pain, and calm down again, and then i asked to try again, slower this time of course, but i didn't want to let myself get scared off it forever. i knew i liked the idea of anal, because i loved the feel of a finger in my ass when i'm hot. i lay on my back, because that way we could control it the pace differently. i'm sure watching his face would have been interesting, but i shut my eyes the whole time. thatz all i could do. i couldn't let myself be there, i needed a bit of a fantasy world. the real world was too intnese and i was scared. wanting it, needing it but scared. in the end, i liked it well enough that i'd be willing to try it again. he enjoyed it. then we laughed about the way it had seemed like i was some kind of experiment.
the next time, a month later or so, i was on all fours, i wasn't relaxed enough. he could hardly get himself into me, it was a waste. not really enough lube, but it didn't go far enough to hurt anyway, i was too tight, not into it enough, and he came way too soon.
third time lucky, we played with lubed fingers for quite awhile prior, i was insanely hot, jerking myself off on his fingers and loving it, i was blindfolded, and my wrists tied together, making balance a bit of an issue, but at the same time completing my fantasy and making the feeling incredible. i was completely into the "pain pleasure" side of things that time. it was a bite my teeth and yank against the bonds on my writs kind of entry, but once he was in i laid my cheek to the bed, ass still high in the air, leaving my hands free to play with my clit. my clit is ussually too sensitve to feel good for even a few seconds, but the split attention of anal and clit was earth shatteringly amazing. i'm ussualy multi orgasmic, and although quite satisfied when itz over, i could still keep going... but this time when he came, and then pulled out, i fell over. shaking, my world was spinning.
he left me there, blindfolded, and my wrists bound and took a quick shower. when he came back probably 10 minutes later i was floating peacefully in subspace still. he gently rolled me over, taking off the blindfold, and carefully cutting the bindings from my wrists. i somehoiw found the energy to move myself under the covers and i kinda passed out in subspace for half an hour.
ABSOUTELY FANTASTICLY INTENSE AND WONDERFUL!
downhill skiing is great.
but i have to suggest anal is better. from my point of view at least
for myself and a male partner i had awhile ago it was a third time lucky kind of thing.
the first time we managed it, myself on my back ended up being what i could handle. i'd been on all fours and he'd been lubed and entering me, but it went to fast, probably due to us both moving at the same time and that was an extremely unpleasant sensation. i had to stop, he knew that i'd probably been hurt, so he pulled out gently... and let me gather myself and calm down. if it haden't been for a somewhat masochistic streak in my nature i wouldn't have got through it very well, i ended up biting my lip rather hard, and forcing myself to relax, on all fours. trying to turn the pain into pleasure... anything. just make it go away! he'd been talking me through everything, it wasn't erotic, i felt like a science experiement, but i let me prepare myself and relax, because i knew what was going to happen. i knew he had no intention of bringing me any pain at all. it probably took about 5 minutes for me to quit shaking from the pain, and calm down again, and then i asked to try again, slower this time of course, but i didn't want to let myself get scared off it forever. i knew i liked the idea of anal, because i loved the feel of a finger in my ass when i'm hot. i lay on my back, because that way we could control it the pace differently. i'm sure watching his face would have been interesting, but i shut my eyes the whole time. thatz all i could do. i couldn't let myself be there, i needed a bit of a fantasy world. the real world was too intnese and i was scared. wanting it, needing it but scared. in the end, i liked it well enough that i'd be willing to try it again. he enjoyed it. then we laughed about the way it had seemed like i was some kind of experiment.
the next time, a month later or so, i was on all fours, i wasn't relaxed enough. he could hardly get himself into me, it was a waste. not really enough lube, but it didn't go far enough to hurt anyway, i was too tight, not into it enough, and he came way too soon.
third time lucky, we played with lubed fingers for quite awhile prior, i was insanely hot, jerking myself off on his fingers and loving it, i was blindfolded, and my wrists tied together, making balance a bit of an issue, but at the same time completing my fantasy and making the feeling incredible. i was completely into the "pain pleasure" side of things that time. it was a bite my teeth and yank against the bonds on my writs kind of entry, but once he was in i laid my cheek to the bed, ass still high in the air, leaving my hands free to play with my clit. my clit is ussually too sensitve to feel good for even a few seconds, but the split attention of anal and clit was earth shatteringly amazing. i'm ussualy multi orgasmic, and although quite satisfied when itz over, i could still keep going... but this time when he came, and then pulled out, i fell over. shaking, my world was spinning.
he left me there, blindfolded, and my wrists bound and took a quick shower. when he came back probably 10 minutes later i was floating peacefully in subspace still. he gently rolled me over, taking off the blindfold, and carefully cutting the bindings from my wrists. i somehoiw found the energy to move myself under the covers and i kinda passed out in subspace for half an hour.
ABSOUTELY FANTASTICLY INTENSE AND WONDERFUL!
