WhisperedDesires
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Olivia woke up in a cold sweat, her nightgown was plastered to her skin, her nipples hard diamonds poking through the now sheer fabric. She pushed her auburn locks out of her face, trying to unstick her bangs from her forehead. It had been that dream again. The one about the night that her life had turned finally turned around from worst to better. It should have been good dream of comfort, but really it was a nightmare at this point, and they were happening more and more frequently. During the light of day she could almost pretend that it hadn’t happened, that she had been able to fight the statistics and through hard work and perseverance she had become model adult in today’s society, on her own. No that wasn’t right either. She could at least chalk it up to an anonymous benefactor that had paid for her education. If she were being honest with herself though everything had gotten easier after that night. Money came easier, luck was always on her side, health and beauty radiated from her, she always had her picks of lovers, nobody was ever abusive or manipulative towards her, the list of positivity was always growing. Truly life was perfect minus the frequent nightmares.
She could still remember the night the night it all changed. Growing up in the foster care system had been rough to say the least. She had found out first hand that it was nearly impossible for a child to thrive in it, only barely survive to adulthood. Never mind giving her a solid foundation to leap off into the adult world. She had found that out the hard way when she hit her sophomore year in college. Two jobs, a full time course load, a measly scholarship that was both a blessing and a curse, and no familial or extra support, had been crushing combination to the nineteen year old. She had no money for food, and her text book cost had eaten up most of her rent money, she had no time for friends, barely any time to study and no time for sleep. Her grades were slipping from working too much, but she couldn’t drop one of her jobs and she would lose what tiny scholarship she had if she dropped a class. Everything was looking hopeless, and that tiny bottle of pills she had gotten over the summer from her car crash was looking very appealing. She could just take the whole bottle, fall asleep and never have to worry again, just end this train wreck of her existence. Right next to the bottle was a business card. She couldn’t remember how she got it or who gave it to her. It appeared as a beacon of hope and before she knew it she found herself in his office.
Slowly she crawled out of her bed, almost relishing the shiver of cold that ran through her body proving that she was now awake. She went through the motions of making herself a cup of tea, in hopes that the warmth might soothe and ease her mind to get back to sleep. Still part of her mind held onto the dream like a tether. What deal had she made that night? She could remember agreeing to it, and that they shook on it. Even now she could feel searing heat of his palm against hers years later, subconsciously she tried to rub the sting away. Even now in the middle of the night the dream still fresh, she couldn’t ever recall what she had promised. She knew she had promised something.
The shrill whistle from the kettle had her nearly jumping out of she skin. She rushed to the stove, turning it off before pouring herself a cup. “Olivia get a hold of yourself. It’s not like he’s going to come for you or your first born.” She chided herself with a self deprecating chuckle. For one she hadn’t seen him in years, seven years to be exact. Then again she sometimes thought she saw him out of the corner of her eyes at the coffee shop that one time, or in the window reflection of a building she walked by. For two she had no plans of ever having children, so if she had promised him a first born, the joke is on him.
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The night air was crisp and cool, heralding the changing of seasons. Few traveled the streets so late at night, fewer still did so without at least a hint of trepidation. One, however, whistled as he traversed the streets, the song joyful and energetic. Those few other late night walkers he came upon were unnerved as the man smiled at them cheerfully, quickly finding other places for their eyes to be. He simply chuckled at their reaction, even as he continued to make his way unerringly to his destination. As ever, he made it a point to collect his debts personally. Anything else would simply be rude, and he was anything but rude.
Eventually, he found himself at the doorstep of the debtor in question, rather conveniently just as his whistled tune ended. He took a moment to straighten his suit, brush aside a stray lock of dark hair, ensuring everything was perfectly in place. Then he raised a hand and knock upon the door three times, each hollow sound seeming to echo into the building beyond. Almost absentmindedly he began to whistle once more as he waited, turning his back to the door to stare out at the street beyond. It was a rather nice neighborhood, she'd clearly done well for herself. A successful venture then, and one soon to be concluded. He'd have to make sure to send along more of his cards, so many lives needed just a little nudge in the right direction.
She could still remember the night the night it all changed. Growing up in the foster care system had been rough to say the least. She had found out first hand that it was nearly impossible for a child to thrive in it, only barely survive to adulthood. Never mind giving her a solid foundation to leap off into the adult world. She had found that out the hard way when she hit her sophomore year in college. Two jobs, a full time course load, a measly scholarship that was both a blessing and a curse, and no familial or extra support, had been crushing combination to the nineteen year old. She had no money for food, and her text book cost had eaten up most of her rent money, she had no time for friends, barely any time to study and no time for sleep. Her grades were slipping from working too much, but she couldn’t drop one of her jobs and she would lose what tiny scholarship she had if she dropped a class. Everything was looking hopeless, and that tiny bottle of pills she had gotten over the summer from her car crash was looking very appealing. She could just take the whole bottle, fall asleep and never have to worry again, just end this train wreck of her existence. Right next to the bottle was a business card. She couldn’t remember how she got it or who gave it to her. It appeared as a beacon of hope and before she knew it she found herself in his office.
Slowly she crawled out of her bed, almost relishing the shiver of cold that ran through her body proving that she was now awake. She went through the motions of making herself a cup of tea, in hopes that the warmth might soothe and ease her mind to get back to sleep. Still part of her mind held onto the dream like a tether. What deal had she made that night? She could remember agreeing to it, and that they shook on it. Even now she could feel searing heat of his palm against hers years later, subconsciously she tried to rub the sting away. Even now in the middle of the night the dream still fresh, she couldn’t ever recall what she had promised. She knew she had promised something.
The shrill whistle from the kettle had her nearly jumping out of she skin. She rushed to the stove, turning it off before pouring herself a cup. “Olivia get a hold of yourself. It’s not like he’s going to come for you or your first born.” She chided herself with a self deprecating chuckle. For one she hadn’t seen him in years, seven years to be exact. Then again she sometimes thought she saw him out of the corner of her eyes at the coffee shop that one time, or in the window reflection of a building she walked by. For two she had no plans of ever having children, so if she had promised him a first born, the joke is on him.
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The night air was crisp and cool, heralding the changing of seasons. Few traveled the streets so late at night, fewer still did so without at least a hint of trepidation. One, however, whistled as he traversed the streets, the song joyful and energetic. Those few other late night walkers he came upon were unnerved as the man smiled at them cheerfully, quickly finding other places for their eyes to be. He simply chuckled at their reaction, even as he continued to make his way unerringly to his destination. As ever, he made it a point to collect his debts personally. Anything else would simply be rude, and he was anything but rude.
Eventually, he found himself at the doorstep of the debtor in question, rather conveniently just as his whistled tune ended. He took a moment to straighten his suit, brush aside a stray lock of dark hair, ensuring everything was perfectly in place. Then he raised a hand and knock upon the door three times, each hollow sound seeming to echo into the building beyond. Almost absentmindedly he began to whistle once more as he waited, turning his back to the door to stare out at the street beyond. It was a rather nice neighborhood, she'd clearly done well for herself. A successful venture then, and one soon to be concluded. He'd have to make sure to send along more of his cards, so many lives needed just a little nudge in the right direction.