I would only confess this on Lit because I've been on here for a long time now and absolutely love the community. Aside from my teens I've never been with another guy. That experience was sexy, hot and incredibly fun, I wouldn't trade it for anything. I'm a mwm and only in recent years have I become infatuated with cock, to the point that it dominates my fantasies. Lately the idea of spending an entire night in a classy hotel room pleasing a guy drives me completely nuts. Maybe wearing sexy lingerie with some platform heels, other than trying on things from my sister's underwear drawer growing up, I've never worn women's lingerie but the thought of it gets me very hot. Maybe I'll get over my fantasies, but somehow I don't think they're going away anytime soon.