Fantasizing about a toxic ex

Oedipus_Jeff

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It wasn’t a great relationship and it ended poorly with bitter feelings towards each other. It’s been 5 years since our split and my life couldn’t be going better. I’m in a deeply committed and healthy relationship. For what ever reason though I’ve begun fantasizing about my ex and it’s been getting me off very hard. Yesterday I masturbated while looking at our old photos. I imagine that she texts me out of the blue, just asking how I’m doing. We text back and forth telling each other about our lives. The both of us in more stable healthy relationships. She admits to me eventually though that recently she’s been thinking about me more and more. This surprises me and involuntarily my cock begins to stiffen. I ask her what she means as my heart races with anticipation for her response. I’m aware I’m entering into adulterous territory with a women I swear I hate. She tells me she’s lonely and her new man isn’t satisfying her. Here we go, I think to myself as I write back telling her I’ve been thinking of her recently as well. She asks me what I’ve been thinking. I tell her she really doesn’t want to know. I tell her I’m beginning to get horny and I think we’ve already crossed too much of a line. She tells me it’s making her wet knowing I’ve been thinking about her and asks me again to please tell her what I’m thinking. I say,
I jerk off thinking one day you’d text me just like this. When I’m done writing this I want you to invite me over. I don’t want to talk. I don’t want a relationship with you. Don’t want to be friends. What I do want is for you to take me up to your bedroom. I want to fuck my orgasm deep into your pussy. I want to make you cum as my cock throbs deep inside of you, feeling your pussy spasming and gripping me. I want you to tell me how much better I fuck you than your new man. Tell me he never makes you cum the way I just did. Once our orgasms subside and the afterglow begins to fade I’m going to remove my cock from inside you, leaving you feeling naked and ashamed. I get dressed and walk out saying nothing. Knowing later that night, you’re shamefully going to masturbate thinking about what I just did to you. I know your pussy is mine now, and it won’t be long before you text me asking me to it to you again….and again, and again.

She replies, come over
 
I fantasize about an ex that left me for another man. The funny part is that we hooked up a few times after that, and she used me to get her horny enough to bang all the time when she was trying to get pregnant after they were married. I still fantasize about her coming to town without her family and messaging me telling me she needs some good sex again instead of his mediocre performance.
 
The girl from my 20s who let me do everything but actually fuck her. She said she was saving herself. Then she fucked an older man but still wouldn't fuck me. I grew up, but think of her a lot
 
The girl from my 20s who let me do everything but actually fuck her. She said she was saving herself. Then she fucked an older man but still wouldn't fuck me. I grew up, but think of her a lot
I miss cute Lynn, only dame to suck me dry, but had other problems.............
 
The girl from my 20s who let me do everything but actually fuck her. She said she was saving herself. Then she fucked an older man but still wouldn't fuck me. I grew up, but think of her a lot
Would you still do it if given the chance? I wouldn’t I don’t think, but I like thinking about it.
 
My exes. Emasculating him is part of the fantasy for me. That and making her feel shame that she can’t help but repeat
Mine has been married a long time now, but I still fantasize. Not so much about cuckolding him -- thought I understand completely why you would want that. More thinking about all the guys she must have done after she and I split up and before she married
 
Mine has been married a long time now, but I still fantasize. Not so much about cuckolding him -- thought I understand completely why you would want that. More thinking about all the guys she must have done after she and I split up and before she married
Totally get it
 
My first ”serious” GF. We were too young, too inexperienced, too drunk most of the time, oh and she wanted to get married…like yesterday!

Sex was hot, but the relationship was toxic. It lasted on and off for over five years. Last time we saw each other was 30+years ago. She was engaged but we stumbled across each other in a pool hall. The night ended up in one of those epic you’ll never forget sex sessions. We parted ways and haven’t spoken since. This event actually is documented somewhere on this forum.

To the OP’s intent. Yes. I do find myself fantasizing about running across her out and about and how we’d catch up and maybe have a go for old times sake!

*** a mutual friend showed me her FaceSpace site (I’m not a social media type) and she and her third husband have moved back to our old home town. Hmmm…next time I visit mom…
 
i have a toxic ex.. who... now that i left that relationship.. i see her more often than i did when i was with her.. and i am just amused on how she keeps seeking me out though im in this amazing and very healthy relationship.. and i love my current girlfriend.. i just cant quit the other.. but i have no feelings for her?
lol what?
 
Not sure if the preacher’s daughter who pretended to like me but didn’t and followed me into the men’s room one night, turned out the lights, and screamed “rape” at the top of her lungs would count.
 
I have fantasized more about the sex with my non toxic ex than with my toxic ex.

Both were great at the time.

One was a genuinely good person who I still like and wish nothing but the best for to this day, but we just weren't right for each other outside of sex.

The other was the single most self centered woman on the planet who was great in bed. I mean really great. But only because I happened to like the things she wanted.

I have fantasized about the first one a lot. The second one....I can't get into the fantasy without asking myself why I didn't see it up front. The toxic relationship kills the fantasy today.
 
Oh definitely. I have two different toxic exes that I think about.

One was the best I’ve ever had. The other we have an arrangement that developed. Still toxic. But very hot.
 
Not sure if the preacher’s daughter who pretended to like me but didn’t and followed me into the men’s room one night, turned out the lights, and screamed “rape” at the top of her lungs would count.
I still fantasize about a grudge fuck with her now and then, and no, the extra weight that she put on by now wouldn’t dissuade me. I also fantasize about her younger sister.
 
This ex would gaslight the hell out of me, yet had these irresistible hips that she worked while we fucked missionary. Felt incredible... The other irresistible act was kissing with lots of tongue... So fucking good.
 
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