hornysubguy
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- Apr 25, 2013
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I'm a 35 year old male sub from Australia. I have had the pleasure of serving several Dommes and Doms over the past nearly 20 years, since my late teens actually.
Basically, I need to be owned and I am seeking a Mistress or Master. I am a straightish to slightly bicurious guy, and married so i am looking to keep this online only, but i also want this to feel real so will do any tasks you assign me to the full and report back. i will be open and honest in everything i do.
I am an experienced sub and very obedient, kinky and will do anything you say. i am a good writer and excellent, loyal and obedient slave. What i need more than anything is to please you and make You proud to own me.
Topics that arouse me are humiliation, cuckolding, orgasm control/denial, performing creative tasks for my Mistress/Master.
After spending just over a year serving a very kind, generous but strict Master, i find myself now without an owner. I have also recently served a wonderful Domme for a couple of months but She is unable to continue as my owner due to personal reasons. I long to feel that control that is now missing in my life. I lead a busy work life, managing a team of people, making decisions all day long. Sometimes I just need to give up control to another, to let go and let my secret, deviant side have an outlet.
I am married, to a wonderful woman, however as much as I have tried to communicate my need to serve and perform all sorts of creative tasks, she just doesn't want to see her husband in that light. I can understand that, however the needs I have just can't be switched off. Having said that, she has been willing to explore some things with me that my previous Master had made me suggest to her.
When I find the right owner, I intend to make that owner so proud of me. So proud to call me their own. I am loyal, obedient and quite dirty minded. Nothing will shock me. If for some reason I can't perform any tasks then I will immediately let my owner know. I want my servitude to be as real as possible and as such I need to be honest and open to achieve that.
For my availability, i am available during my work day. From the time i leave my house until the time i return home. i especially have free time prior to work during lunch break and after work. However, i can also check and respond to email and sometimes chats during my work day. Also, depending on the assignment i might also be able to perform for You while at home (but not be able to communicate. However, it would have to be done discretely as i don't have much freedom while at home.
As a sub, i like to feel owned 24/7 as much as possible, and will do whatever i can to help my owner make that happen.
As for previous experience, i have served both female Dommes and male Doms in the past. Here are a couple of things my female Domme had me do:
One one occasion, i had to masturbate and cum into my lunch and then eat it in front of all of my workmates. i bring my lunch from home most days, and she had me stop on my way to work and cum into my lunch. i spent all morning knowing that i would have to sit there and eat it in front of everyone. Of course they would never know but i burned with shame and humiliation all the same.
On another occasion, She had me tie an elastic band around my cock and balls (not too tight, just snug) and forced me to go our for my lunchtime walk without my underwear on. i was so self conscious and trying not to get an erection, as i knew the rubber band would hold my erection even longer, making me that much harder. It was so hard to perform that task, hoping i didn't run into anyone i knew, and hoping that i didn't have an erection if i did.
Although it was not easy, i performed these tasks for my Domme as that is what She instructed and wished for me.
For my male Dom:
My previous Master seemed to like including my wife (unknowingly) into the activities. In fact his main focus was on training her through me. Having me do and say some things in order to train her to become my dominant. For example he was sometimes giving me instructions on when and when i couldn't initiate sex with my wife. i was allowed to have sex if she initiated, but not allowed to initiate myself for some periods of time. He was wanting her to become more sexual and take charge of our sex life.
My previous Master also instructed me once to lick my wife clean after cumming inside of her.
Other tasks I have performed included walking into a female lingerie store and purchasing female panties in my size and wearing them under my clothes at work.
I love the feeling of having someone else in control of me, especially sexually. i love not knowing what exciting tasks i might be assigned next, or what new rules i may have to follow.
Also, just to throw it out there, one recurring fantasy i do have is somehow being made to have mind shattering orgasms in a public space, full and surrounded by people. People everywhere, seeing me lose all sense of myself and explode in tremendous body shattering, mind tearing orgasm. Feeling the shame and humiliation of so many people knowing what i have just felt. However, the tricky part is i don't know if that is even possible, given that it would have to be done in a way that means i am not touching my cock in any way. Perhaps some kind of anal vibrator? Hypnosis? Not sure, but the fantasy does turn me on a lot. I think it might be part of exhibitionism and part humiliation coming through.
I am looking forward to hearing from you and hope i can serve You well. Please email me or PM me on here and we can discuss further.
Basically, I need to be owned and I am seeking a Mistress or Master. I am a straightish to slightly bicurious guy, and married so i am looking to keep this online only, but i also want this to feel real so will do any tasks you assign me to the full and report back. i will be open and honest in everything i do.
I am an experienced sub and very obedient, kinky and will do anything you say. i am a good writer and excellent, loyal and obedient slave. What i need more than anything is to please you and make You proud to own me.
Topics that arouse me are humiliation, cuckolding, orgasm control/denial, performing creative tasks for my Mistress/Master.
After spending just over a year serving a very kind, generous but strict Master, i find myself now without an owner. I have also recently served a wonderful Domme for a couple of months but She is unable to continue as my owner due to personal reasons. I long to feel that control that is now missing in my life. I lead a busy work life, managing a team of people, making decisions all day long. Sometimes I just need to give up control to another, to let go and let my secret, deviant side have an outlet.
I am married, to a wonderful woman, however as much as I have tried to communicate my need to serve and perform all sorts of creative tasks, she just doesn't want to see her husband in that light. I can understand that, however the needs I have just can't be switched off. Having said that, she has been willing to explore some things with me that my previous Master had made me suggest to her.
When I find the right owner, I intend to make that owner so proud of me. So proud to call me their own. I am loyal, obedient and quite dirty minded. Nothing will shock me. If for some reason I can't perform any tasks then I will immediately let my owner know. I want my servitude to be as real as possible and as such I need to be honest and open to achieve that.
For my availability, i am available during my work day. From the time i leave my house until the time i return home. i especially have free time prior to work during lunch break and after work. However, i can also check and respond to email and sometimes chats during my work day. Also, depending on the assignment i might also be able to perform for You while at home (but not be able to communicate. However, it would have to be done discretely as i don't have much freedom while at home.
As a sub, i like to feel owned 24/7 as much as possible, and will do whatever i can to help my owner make that happen.
As for previous experience, i have served both female Dommes and male Doms in the past. Here are a couple of things my female Domme had me do:
One one occasion, i had to masturbate and cum into my lunch and then eat it in front of all of my workmates. i bring my lunch from home most days, and she had me stop on my way to work and cum into my lunch. i spent all morning knowing that i would have to sit there and eat it in front of everyone. Of course they would never know but i burned with shame and humiliation all the same.
On another occasion, She had me tie an elastic band around my cock and balls (not too tight, just snug) and forced me to go our for my lunchtime walk without my underwear on. i was so self conscious and trying not to get an erection, as i knew the rubber band would hold my erection even longer, making me that much harder. It was so hard to perform that task, hoping i didn't run into anyone i knew, and hoping that i didn't have an erection if i did.
Although it was not easy, i performed these tasks for my Domme as that is what She instructed and wished for me.
For my male Dom:
My previous Master seemed to like including my wife (unknowingly) into the activities. In fact his main focus was on training her through me. Having me do and say some things in order to train her to become my dominant. For example he was sometimes giving me instructions on when and when i couldn't initiate sex with my wife. i was allowed to have sex if she initiated, but not allowed to initiate myself for some periods of time. He was wanting her to become more sexual and take charge of our sex life.
My previous Master also instructed me once to lick my wife clean after cumming inside of her.
Other tasks I have performed included walking into a female lingerie store and purchasing female panties in my size and wearing them under my clothes at work.
I love the feeling of having someone else in control of me, especially sexually. i love not knowing what exciting tasks i might be assigned next, or what new rules i may have to follow.
Also, just to throw it out there, one recurring fantasy i do have is somehow being made to have mind shattering orgasms in a public space, full and surrounded by people. People everywhere, seeing me lose all sense of myself and explode in tremendous body shattering, mind tearing orgasm. Feeling the shame and humiliation of so many people knowing what i have just felt. However, the tricky part is i don't know if that is even possible, given that it would have to be done in a way that means i am not touching my cock in any way. Perhaps some kind of anal vibrator? Hypnosis? Not sure, but the fantasy does turn me on a lot. I think it might be part of exhibitionism and part humiliation coming through.
I am looking forward to hearing from you and hope i can serve You well. Please email me or PM me on here and we can discuss further.
