Ever wish....

Mistress

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You could just go numb and not have to worry about feeling anything ever again....
 
Mistress

Yep. Many, many times in the past. And a little earlier today too. *Hugs*
 
Mistress said:
You could just go numb and not have to worry about feeling anything ever again....

Nope then I woudl never feel the tender kiss of a beautifull woman or the grip of my new born nephews hand as he grasps mine and smiles at me for the first time.
 
Noooo...

For me the griefs and the pain make the love and the joys so much greater a treasure.



But I do wonder what you've been hit by that makes YOU feel that way, Mistress...? Hmmm? What is causing you such pain?

Listening Pan
 
Mistress said:
You could just go numb and not have to worry about feeling anything ever again....

yes, my god yes
more times than I ever care to remember...on the bright side though..I'm almost there through the miracle of chemistry.
Pharmacology..all that.
 
Mistress said:
You could just go numb and not have to worry about feeling anything ever again....

Yup, and I am fully intending to feel it again soon.

Thankfully, they give me the drugs to accomplish it. ;)


Seriously, yeah, there have been quite a few times when I don't ever want to feel any emotions again.
 
Mistress...

Without feeling, with nothing but numb, you miss the highs. Life's a rollercoaster, as people seem to be finding out in great numbers this week.

You have my insignificant word that it's worth it, even though it sure would seem appealing to be able to put the shit on hold sometimes.
 
Mistress, yes, many times.

You'll pull through this.

Every time it's happened to me, I've felt that I couldn't possibly break through to the other side. But I have.

You will too.

*hugs*

Ruby
 
Hey mistress you will get through whatever is bothering you. If you need to talk just PM me and I will give you my IM name.
 
Mistress said:
You could just go numb and not have to worry about feeling anything ever again....

Yes, after my last break up and after my dad died and again after my mother died. But, you know, after some time I started to feel again and if felt good. And I know that no matter how bad it is today, it will look better tomorrow.

Mistress, I do not know what you are going through, but if you need to talk or dump on someone, I am here. I understand what you are going through, really I do. Please don't feel that you are alone.
 
Mistress said:
It's just not worth it....
Mistress......It's always worth it, you have many friends and admirers here at the board. Keep your chin high and the corners of your mouth pointing up as well....... :)

Smile for me Mistress ;)

ToddH:)
 
i used to numb out with my emotions until i learned to feel what i feel when i feel it. it took awhile.
 
Help Wanted.

Snuggle partner needed to fill immediate position.

Many benefits including hugging, smooching, and back rubs.

Pay comensurate with experience.

Will pay relocation fees to New England, particularly from the general area of Kentucky.

:)



Sometimes life sucks. Just plain sucks. Dark, nasty, sickening feeling. Pain.

I try to take some comfort in the small things when such feeling linger. For me its the look in the eye's of my dog. A song. Going for a long walk.

It may take awhile to begin to feel like the weight is off your chest. It will at times hurt badly.

It passes though. Things get better. They have been shitty before, and they got better before. Give it some time and know that many people have been is that place too.

Take care of yourself Mistress.

*big smothering hug*
 
Mistress said:
You could just go numb and not have to worry about feeling anything ever again....

Yeah, been feeling that way for a few days now. *big hugs* but like everyone has said - there's the good things to feel too. When we feel shitty we just want it all to go away - but what fun is that? Gotta have the bad to have the good. Life's just like that.

Wine and pie improved my mood tonight:D
 
Well, actually, since I'm in a chair, I wish I COULD feel a few things below the waist.:D
 
Often, but a certain someone has helped me very recently.
I only hope I can return the favor...
 
Wanderer D said:
Often, but a certain someone has helped me very recently.
I only hope I can return the favor...

You flatter me way too much sweetie! :) Thank you for being there for me when I had to talk as well :)
 
Wow

Is all of this self pity connected to the fact that you didn't get to be a mom?
 
Re: Wow

Unregistered said:
Is all of this self pity connected to the fact that you didn't get to be a mom?

why don't you come out of hiding to say something as rotten as this...coward!
 
Re: Wow

Unregistered said:
Is all of this self pity connected to the fact that you didn't get to be a mom?


Do what? Maybe you should learn what the hell your talking about before you comment. You nor anyone else here except for Wanderer D has any idea what this is about. And no it has nothing to do with that, but something else more important, so shut the fuck up....
 
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