Emotionally Unavailable

[bluntforcemama]

I'm mentally numb. What's wrong with me? I feel like I could fall into the ocean and not even try to climb back out. There's such a strange peace.

 

[Angel]

But you told me you LOVED ME!


*runs off sobbing*



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Uh... whassamatter, Mystikins?

 

[thumbs2_ca]

mentally numb?

That happens to me when I go too long without sex.

 

[Never]

Myst:
"I'm mentally numb. What's wrong with me? I feel like I could fall into the ocean and not even try to climb back out. There's such a strange peace."

That's sounds like my high school years.
You'll get over it.

 

[tmuyo]

I'm mentally numb. What's wrong with me? I feel like I could fall into the ocean and not even try to climb back out. There's such a strange peace.

myst, ur a gen13 fan, you told me this yourself. well, be like roxy...tell the world to go to hell and have fun....otherwise, i'd be real sad if you didn't try and swim out, but i'd sure as hell jump in and get you out

feel better...please? if you don't i'll start posting even more awful shit then i normally do, or if you come back and you want me to do it, i will...

just feel better chica...

c'mon, do it for twinkie boy...*twink twink*

 

[Guest]

I'm mentally numb. What's wrong with me? I feel like I could fall into the ocean and not even try to climb back out. There's such a strange peace.

It' sbecause you are searching for more, an enlightment and a need or desire to go beyond the surface. It's not an abyss, but a calling you require to fulfill that inner sanctum between reality and a need to be touched by another who could grace your soul equally.

 

[Guest]

I'm mentally numb. What's wrong with me? I feel like I could fall into the ocean and not even try to climb back out. There's such a strange peace.

It's because you are searching for more, an enlightment and a need or desire to go beyond the surface. It's not an abyss, but a calling you require to fulfill that inner sanctum between reality and a need to be touched by another who could grace your soul equally.

 

[bluntforcemama]

Oh, it's not about feeling better, it's about not feeling at all. Don't worry, I'll be okay, I'm sure. It's just a strange transition.

 

[lickerish]

If you find the answer, let me know.

 

[bluntforcemama]

lickerish

of course.

 

[Starfish]

I don't think I can touch this one, considering that my most annoying attribute is my over emotional tendancies. Sorry.

 

[bluntforcemama]

I suspect this is why people say "You're sleeping through life." This must be what they mean. So how many of us are truly awake?

 

[Guest]

Oh, it's not about feeling better, it's about not feeling at all. Don't worry, I'll be okay, I'm sure. It's just a strange transition.

Release your burdens and you shall be free, talk to a friend and wish the best as a true friend will reside in your heart and soul.

 

[Juspar Emvan]

(((Kaydia)))


What more can I say? What more could I want to say?

 

[Laurel]

Re: Re: Emotionally Unavailable

It's because you are searching for more, an enlightment and a need or desire to go beyond the surface. It's not an abyss, but a calling you require to fulfill that inner sanctum between reality and a need to be touched by another who could grace your soul equally.

Or you need a nap. One or the other.

 

[Desert Amazon]

 

[tmuyo]

myst and da

the secret to life is....




















*twink twink*

 

[Desert Amazon]

 

[tmuyo]

Tmuyo,

No, it's not. I firmly believe right now it lies with hurting something, smacking someone upside the head until they recognize reality when it bites them on the fucking ass.

is not!

 

[LadyDarkFire]

If it lasts for more than a week, go to a doc and asked to be tested for clinical depression. That is a feeling I knew for a few too many years of my life. But don't worry, it is natural to have that feeling every once in a while, just don't let it get out of hand. If you want more info on clinical depression, alot of the sites for Antidepressants (Prozac, Serzone) have very good information and can recommend a doctor. Just remember, get tested, by a licenced medical practioner if you think that it could be that. I hope that it passes for you, and good luck with beating it.

 

[Svedish_Chef]

If you find the answer, let me know.

The answer is true love, in your face. But you may not want that. I dont deal with it well...

Myst:
"I'm mentally numb. What's wrong with me? I feel like I could fall into the ocean and not even try to climb back out. There's such a strange peace."

That's sounds like my high school years.
You'll get over it.

You too?

I didn't come out of it till 2/3 of the way through first year uni... and I still dont think it was a good idea

(((Kaydia)))

What more can I say? What more could I want to say?

How CAN you do that... I get too confused

 

[Dillinger]

This is from "Selfhelp" magazine:

Q: I repress my feelings to the point where I often feel emotionally numb. What can I do? I've been in psychotherapy for a year.

A: First of all, good for you for seeking help! There are a couple of angles from which you can approach this problem. First of all, how extensive is your vocabulary for labeling your feelings? Some of us use very broad terminology ("I feel bad") to label our feelings. As such, the labels accomplish little as far as understanding goes. In the same vein, how effective do you see yourself as far as identifying others' feelings is concerned? If you feel mystified in this area, it may be a point of focus, i.e., spend some time simply observing people to see how they look and sound when they are angry, sad, happy, etc. Third, how often do you allow yourself enjoyable experiences? To recapture joy, for example, we need to place ourselves in circumstances where joy is possible. Finally, try laughter. Rent some comedy videos. Go to a comedy club. Sometimes laughter is the heat that can thaw frozen emotions.

 

[Desert Amazon]

 

[crystalhunting]

:::going into being a weird wanna-be celibate Hindu guru voice::


Every answer brings yet another question.

Sometimes our minds need to recuperate from all the stresses and intense emotional feelings that are part of our humanity,Unfortunately an artist feels and sometimes feels nothing with an extremely pronounced way.

It will pass Myst.......I am here if you want to speak about it.

I know this feeling or lack very well.


CH

 

[SpectreT]

It can go on for a long time. It's my "default state", where I am always, unless something jars me out of it, and that only lasts for so long. I can be distracted from it, but most of the time... nothing, at all. Not all Depression is suicidal, mind you. I've been living with it for 24 years, with only a few bright spots and a lot of painful ones. I'm just too paranoid to ever go to a therapist of any sort, and the idea of using any kind of drug or chemical to "balance my emotions" bothers me very deeply. It's not an option for me, at all. A friend of mine asked me, "How can you live without hope?" my reply was, "Who's living? I'm just waiting to die, or for a reason to live, whichever comes first. And I'm a very patient man."