Emotional outburst in 3, 2,....

NighttimeFling

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First of all, to the Mods, sorry if I am putting in the wrong section. If it is wrong, just delete it. Dont bother moving it.
Secondly, to all those that read this, I am sorry. But I needed a public outlet where I don't know too many of y'all in the real world. I needed a place to write out my emotions and my journal is full. Once again I am sorry.


I never asked for perfection. I just wanted you.
I accepted all your flaws, because you seemed to accept mine.
I didnt want a storybook romance like they have. I wanted simplicity.
I wanted you to...
Hold my hand. Hold me tightly.
Make the first damn move. Dont depend on me to take charge.
I never complained all those times I was on my knees for you. I did it because I loved you.
Strangely enough I still do. Maybe because I am crazy or stupid or both.
Yet, I am not crazy enough to try it again. Not now, maybe never.
But you are still in my heart. Mainly because you were the first crush I ever acted on. You was first in everything. All you had to do was say the word and I would have gone all the way with you. No questions asked. That was probably silly of me but it is the truth.

Here I am, sad, lonely, and missing you. And all you can do is build a wall to block me out. Oh yeah, I noticed all low, rude comments you keeping throwing out there. I am too nice to say anything in front everybody. So I will keep smiling while mentally telling you to go fuck yourself. Why do I have to be so fucking nice to you?

Either way I hope you find happiness. I really do. Because I know I will eventually let go and move on. I will find someone who will erase every bad memory of you out of my heart and replace it with a glorious feelings of love and true devotion.


Okay, I feel better now!!! Feel free to ignore, comment, or flame me. I dont give a s*** what you do.


Goodnight Listers!!
 
First of all, to the Mods, sorry if I am putting in the wrong section. If it is wrong, just delete it. Dont bother moving it.
Secondly, to all those that read this, I am sorry. But I needed a public outlet where I don't know too many of y'all in the real world. I needed a place to write out my emotions and my journal is full. Once again I am sorry.


I never asked for perfection. I just wanted you.
I accepted all your flaws, because you seemed to accept mine.
I didnt want a storybook romance like they have. I wanted simplicity.
I wanted you to...
Hold my hand. Hold me tightly.
Make the first damn move. Dont depend on me to take charge.
I never complained all those times I was on my knees for you. I did it because I loved you.
Strangely enough I still do. Maybe because I am crazy or stupid or both.
Yet, I am not crazy enough to try it again. Not now, maybe never.
But you are still in my heart. Mainly because you were the first crush I ever acted on. You was first in everything. All you had to do was say the word and I would have gone all the way with you. No questions asked. That was probably silly of me but it is the truth.

Here I am, sad, lonely, and missing you. And all you can do is build a wall to block me out. Oh yeah, I noticed all low, rude comments you keeping throwing out there. I am too nice to say anything in front everybody. So I will keep smiling while mentally telling you to go fuck yourself. Why do I have to be so fucking nice to you?

Either way I hope you find happiness. I really do. Because I know I will eventually let go and move on. I will find someone who will erase every bad memory of you out of my heart and replace it with a glorious feelings of love and true devotion.


Okay, I feel better now!!! Feel free to ignore, comment, or flame me. I dont give a s*** what you do.


Goodnight Listers!!

Why would you feel better after writing that?
 
He loves it when I give him blowjobs but he has become hesitant to "return the favor". He used to go down on me. I feel kinda slutty without anything in return.
F


You are slutty, so shut up and suck my cock, whore.
 
I found a diary place online. I won't say but just google online diary. Sorry you had a rough time of it. It does help to vent. The general board just might not be the place. Don't take negative comments to heart. :rose:
 
I found a diary place online. I won't say but just google online diary. Sorry you had a rough time of it. It does help to vent. The general board just might not be the place. Don't take negative comments to heart. :rose:

Thanks!!! And I am not. The negative ones kinda make me laugh.
 
I never asked for perfection. I just wanted you.
I accepted all your flaws, because you seemed to accept mine.
I didnt want a storybook romance like they have. I wanted simplicity.
I wanted you to...
Hold my hand. Hold me tightly.
Make the first damn move. Dont depend on me to take charge.
I never complained all those times I was on my knees for you. I did it because I loved you.
Strangely enough I still do. Maybe because I am crazy or stupid or both.
Yet, I am not crazy enough to try it again. Not now, maybe never.
But you are still in my heart. Mainly because you were the first crush I ever acted on. You was first in everything. All you had to do was say the word and I would have gone all the way with you. No questions asked. That was probably silly of me but it is the truth.

Here I am, sad, lonely, and missing you. And all you can do is build a wall to block me out. Oh yeah, I noticed all low, rude comments you keeping throwing out there. I am too nice to say anything in front everybody. So I will keep smiling while mentally telling you to go fuck yourself. Why do I have to be so fucking nice to you?

Either way I hope you find happiness. I really do. Because I know I will eventually let go and move on. I will find someone who will erase every bad memory of you out of my heart and replace it with a glorious feelings of love and true devotion.

Thank you for making this stupid enough not to be sad.
 
First of all, to the Mods, sorry if I am putting in the wrong section. If it is wrong, just delete it. Dont bother moving it.
Secondly, to all those that read this, I am sorry. But I needed a public outlet where I don't know too many of y'all in the real world. I needed a place to write out my emotions and my journal is full. Once again I am sorry.


I never asked for perfection. I just wanted you.
no. you wanted perfection.

I accepted all your flaws, because you seemed to accept mine.
he settled, you settled.

I didnt want a storybook romance like they have. I wanted simplicity.
DANGER

I wanted you to...
Hold my hand. Hold me tightly.
Make the first damn move. Dont depend on me to take charge.
I never complained all those times I was on my knees for you. I did it because I loved you.
Strangely enough I still do. Maybe because I am crazy or stupid or both.
this is not simple.

Yet, I am not crazy enough to try it again.
*que free fuck card*

Not now, maybe never.
now. hurry. time is short.

But you are still in my heart. Mainly because you were the first crush I ever acted on. You was first in everything.
you wuz.

All you had to do was say the word and I would have gone all the way with you.
i have an alley.

No questions asked. That was probably silly of me but it is the truth.
yes. it is silly of you.


Here I am, sad, lonely, and missing you.
here i am mindlessly going through your post, picking it apart for my amusement, when all you did was post on the GB. i accept this as okay. you may not.

And all you can do is build a wall to block me out.
why is it always about the walls?

Oh yeah, I noticed all low, rude comments you keeping throwing out there. I am too nice to say anything in front everybody.
not a good thing.

So I will keep smiling while mentally telling you to go fuck yourself. Why do I have to be so fucking nice to you?
you are too chicken shit to stand up for yourself.


Either way I hope you find happiness. I really do. Because I know I will eventually let go and move on. I will find someone who will erase every bad memory of you out of my heart and replace it with a glorious feelings of love and true devotion.
you're screwed.


Okay, I feel better now!!! Feel free to ignore, comment, or flame me. I dont give a s*** what you do.


Goodnight Listers!!

okay.
 
STOLEN from Pinterest!

I never asked for perfection. I just wanted you.
I accepted all your flaws, because you seemed to accept mine.
I didnt want a storybook romance like they have. I wanted simplicity.
I wanted you to...
Hold my hand. Hold me tightly.
Make the first damn move. Dont depend on me to take charge.
I never complained all those times I was on my knees for you. I did it because I loved you.
Strangely enough I still do. Maybe because I am crazy or stupid or both.
Yet, I am not crazy enough to try it again. Not now, maybe never.
But you are still in my heart. Mainly because you were the first crush I ever acted on. You was first in everything. All you had to do was say the word and I would have gone all the way with you. No questions asked.

That was probably silly of me but it is the truth.
 
I never asked for perfection. I just wanted you.
I accepted all your flaws, because you seemed to accept mine.
I didnt want a storybook romance like they have. I wanted simplicity.
I wanted you to...
Hold my hand. Hold me tightly.
Make the first damn move. Dont depend on me to take charge.
I never complained all those times I was on my knees for you. I did it because I loved you.
Strangely enough I still do. Maybe because I am crazy or stupid or both.
Yet, I am not crazy enough to try it again. Not now, maybe never.
But you are still in my heart. Mainly because you were the first crush I ever acted on. You was first in everything. All you had to do was say the word and I would have gone all the way with you. No questions asked.

That was probably silly of me but it is the truth.

Oh really, prove it, please!
 
You started a playground thread on the GB...

...show your training bra or GTFO.

Shush you. She seems hellbent and needs a place to vent.

Playground only wishes for threads like this.
 
Don't worry. They got a hold of me too earlier. But it's good that your venting. For some reason people of the General Board feel the need to be assholes, and every time someone new decides to post on their territory, they decide to all gang up on them and do their damnedest to uphold their infamous reputation. But anyways, thanks for sharing with us. Although it may not have been the right area to post here, who am I to tell you where you can and cannot go? That is simply up to the moderators of course. But once again, thanks for sharing. Hope to see you around more!
Cheers :)
 
Don't worry. They got a hold of me too earlier. But it's good that your venting. For some reason people of the General Board feel the need to be assholes, and every time someone new decides to post on their territory, they decide to all gang up on them and do their damnedest to uphold their infamous reputation. But anyways, thanks for sharing with us. Although it may not have been the right area to post here, who am I to tell you where you can and cannot go? That is simply up to the moderators of course. But once again, thanks for sharing. Hope to see you around more!
Cheers :)


"They got a hold of me too earlier"

Bitch, please.

My very first post in here nearly a decade ago was showcased in a new thread for everyone to come along and rag on me.
 
Hey, honey...

...I dorked Sue at the office and she gave me some herpes.

Oh, that's nice, sweetie...

...thank's for friggin' sharing.
 
Hey, honey...

...I dorked Sue at the office and she gave me some herpes.

Oh, that's nice, sweetie...

...thank's for friggin' sharing.

Eyer, thanks for sharing your interest in this thread.

"Dorked"

Did you get that from Pinterest, too?
 
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