Sparky Kronkite
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- Aug 15, 2000
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Only about a 5.5 today. Analyzed a dream last night and once again find myself in a personal reminder: "I'm not long for the adult world!"
This is both beneficial and not so. It's difficult to get ahead in the "adult business world," when you think as I do. Hell, I have a major difficult time "dressing like them." But I do when I have to - but they know it of course. "Sparky's playing grown-up again." I could not - ever - dress like them everyday. It would literally kill me.
Oh well. The bright side of this juvenile mind set is that it keeps me young. Mentally and physically. I have a lot more fun then they do. I will live a lot longer.
Sometimes I just wish I could have my cake and eat it too. I wish they would discover the benefits of my youthful thought process.
They all like me. Hell they all love me. But I do think, they think - I'm dangerous. I'm at arms length. And only brought into the fold when some "special project" comes around. The adults always get the coolest, best toys - work toys that is.
I need a 50 million buck project.
Oh well I'll get over it with a cup of java - sunny and cold here today. Have a great adult or juvey day - where ever you play with your toys.
And watch out for Tantra Claus.
This is both beneficial and not so. It's difficult to get ahead in the "adult business world," when you think as I do. Hell, I have a major difficult time "dressing like them." But I do when I have to - but they know it of course. "Sparky's playing grown-up again." I could not - ever - dress like them everyday. It would literally kill me.
Oh well. The bright side of this juvenile mind set is that it keeps me young. Mentally and physically. I have a lot more fun then they do. I will live a lot longer.
Sometimes I just wish I could have my cake and eat it too. I wish they would discover the benefits of my youthful thought process.
They all like me. Hell they all love me. But I do think, they think - I'm dangerous. I'm at arms length. And only brought into the fold when some "special project" comes around. The adults always get the coolest, best toys - work toys that is.
I need a 50 million buck project.
Oh well I'll get over it with a cup of java - sunny and cold here today. Have a great adult or juvey day - where ever you play with your toys.
And watch out for Tantra Claus.