Edging without cumming...for a month or more, normal or not?

[its_me_gary09]

I was not blessed with a big dick so i have a bit of a self esteem problem. What i discovered is that if i dont' cum very often my dick gets longer and my balls really swell up/fill up. So I began edging nightly but not cumming. After a few days my dick gets twitchy way more often than normal. After a few weeks my balls swell up and my dick gets hard as a rock. One time i edged for about 3 weeks and i just had to cum. My wife would gladly have helped but i wanted to see how much cum i had produced so i masturbated into on of those large kitchen spoons. You know the ones that are about 4" long and 3" wide...Yea well anyway 18 squirts later i had filled it...This cum building experiment was becoming a habit and got to the point where i simply didn't want sex. It was getting to the point where i would only cum about once every two months...The good news is my dick grew and my balls were very large and finally i had satisfied my ego to the point where more frequent sex was ok...