Early retirement

[Endlessly]

Hey.

I know I've not been on lately, some of you got an ICQ message saying that I was gone and not bringing a computer with me. I left for a while, and came to many conclusions.

One.. I'd let my priorities get out of whack. Therefore I rededicated my life to Christ.

Two.. And DON'T think I'm saying pornography is a sin, because I don't believe everyone here is going to burn in hell. I think pornography is like drinking.. It's only a sin if you feel like it's a sin, for you. Pornography has not become a sin for me, but the whole idea of carnality has become a big stumbling block in my Christian walk.

I've decided to give up dating, erotica, and all forms of carnality until I've got my focus back where it needs to be.. I need to spend the time I'd usually spend reading and writing on Literotica as time with God instead. This is MY choice and I don't want to force it on anyone else, I'm not condemning anyone but myself here, okay? I'm crazy about you guys and I don't want you to think I think any less of you..

But in short, I'm retiring. Please, I already started my chapter of the Maltese Fuckin', but if someone would E-mail me and offer to finish it, I'd GREATLY appreciate it. Laurel, I feel more than awful about backing out of doing something I agreed to, but I hope you understand.. this is what I need right now.

It's been wonderful, you guys. And I'll probably see you again in a while.

 

[Xander]

We'll be here Endlessly.
Take it cool

And come back with a smile

 

[Fallen Angel]

Dear Endlessly

May you find peace and happiness where ever life may lead you. Include us in your prayers as those here will include you in their best wishes.

It is good for everyone to examine their life and check their piorities every so often. It is so easy to caught up in making a living or getting by that we forget we have a life to live. For the Christian this is often done during Lent but everyone should occasionally stop and take a long hard look at their life. Have you let the important people in your life fall to a low piority? Have you compromised your values in the quest for money and power? Are you the person you wanted to be?

Yes, stop and see where you are at in life, take inventory and then plot a course for where you really want to be. Remember the real things of value in life are your beliefs, your family, your friends, sharing, helping, and happiness.

May God smile upon us all
Fallen Angel

 

[ShyGuy68]

Endlessy

I know I'm a newbee on the BB, but I still want to wish you the best with finding yourself.

If this for you mean dedicating your life to what you belive in, then you just go ahead and do it. Nobody else than you can decide what't the best for you.

Take care

ShyGuy

 

[Fletch_99]

Dear Endlessly,

I hope you find the peace and happiness that every one deserves, in your life. I my self walked down that path not so long ago.

My mind was in a jumble of confused thoughts, and a painful past. I gave in to Christ, and he set me straight. I now find myself the happiest, with my family.

Once again, i wish you the best on your journey. May God be with you always.

fletch

 

[Hecate]

Take care Endlessly,

I hope you will find what you are looking for .. and it would be great if you could drop us all a line in a while how you are doing ... you will be missed *s*

 

[Bossy Aussie]

Originally posted by ShyGuy68:
I know I'm a newbee on the BB, but I still want to wish you the best with finding yourself.

I second that! Good luck, Endlessly.

Bossy

 

[Rowan]

Endlessly, I applaud your strength of character.

A few days ago, while reading the User Profiles thread, I came across your post re the fear of posting your pic. You stated you were reluctant because of how active you are in your church and your beliefs.

At that time, I wanted to ask you a few questions, but didn't out of fear of being misunderstood. My question was if it made you feel hypocritical to preach one thing and do another. I am in no way implying that I think you are a hypocrite, but I was curious as to how you felt about it.

I suppose I now have my answer. I wish you the best of luck in all your endeavors. Take care.

 

[Grey]

Sorry double post.

[This message has been edited by Grey (edited 03-28-2000).]

 

[*Eve*]

I'm glad for you. I hope that you will keep us in your thoughts and I will certainly keep you in my prayers. Take care sweetie and come back and visit sometime.

 

[Laurel]

Hi Endlessly,

I'm glad that you've found a direction that makes you happy. Literotica will always be here if & when you decide to come back. Don't feel like you have to finish your chapter of the story if you're not comfortable with it. Literotica is here for your enjoyment, and if you're not having fun working on the story then you shouldn't continue. I personally would like to let you know that I appreciate what you've contributed to the site, and you'll definitely be missed in your absence. Take care of yourself, and please do stop in and say hi now and again...

your friend & webmistress,
laurel

 

[Renee]

I wish you nothing but peace and happiness in your life.

Take care, Renee

 

[John1965]

Hello Endlessly,

You are a very special young lady. I grew up in the Church of Christ and I'm still a Christian even though I do not go to any one paticular church. I still battle with certain things about life but mostly came to the conclusion that if you believe in yourself and your own personal morals then you will find the path that is right for you. You are young and still need to seek out what that is. Just go for it and remember that we are always here!

 

[Zoda]

I First came to literotica while searching for stories, I returned a few times to read the new stories, then the BB started, I never posted much but soon I was checking for new posts every night, I was hooked.

The first thing I saw/heard of Endlessly was her audio story "the song" it was the first audio story I ever listened to, and since then they have all disappointed me.

Since then she became one of the most popular posters on the board, and written some excellent stories, I for one will miss her.

Many people come and go on this board, most will be forgotten (i mean no offense by that) but Endlessly is one of the few that will be remembered.

And come back and see us from time to time, your always welcome here.

 

[Unclebill]

Endlessly, you will most definitely be missed. Best wishes and I hope for your return one day.