Drowning mom

[Purelyblissful]

Hi everyone, I'm a mom that feels like shes drowning. I work 2 jobs during day light and PSO at night. I don't have massive debt, less than 3k and feel like im losing it. I am in a relationship that's not very healthy and I'm trying to get out of it I also have my own cleaning business. I've kinda been doing "Extra cleaning " on the side to help with kids, groceries, sports, bills etc. I wouldn't say that I necessarily like it, or enjoy it. I will say that it's just barely enough to get me by. I feel like I'm losing myself but Another Part Of Me gets excited when I think about what I just done when I come home. I am obviously keeping this a secret and no one knows. But I'm thinking about possibly doing this more. Maybe just until I get on my feet. I don't know I just needed to get that out. I hope you all have a wonderful day

 

[KyleR215]

What would mom do to go that extra mile?

 

[Purelyblissful]

What would mom do to go that extra mile?

I clean in lingerie. If the tips good I do more.

 

[lifeis2short2b]

I clean in lingerie. If the tips good I do more.

Sweetie first thing you need to do is get out of that unhappy relationship. You also need to stay away from people who will take advantage of you, such as someone who wants something extra. Where does that go ? When does it stop ?
Hard work, good choices and learning from your mistakes is the way to go.

 

[ThePullOutKing]

I wonder about posts like this if this all the RP scenario or real life? People write their profiles like this too. If you don't have debt (3k is nothing) then why all the jobs? This may seem overly simplistic but life is too short to be in a lousy relationship.

 

[curioustxn]

I clean in lingerie. If the tips good I do more.

This can be exciting, but you have to be careful to not let yourself get lost mentally/emotionally in a lifestyle that may not be healthy in the long run.

 

[MRmakeumelty]

It sounds like you have quite a few internal battles. Between feeling overwhelmed because of working so much and raising a family, being in a bad relationship and trying to get out, and doing things that are under the cover of darkness that both make you feel bad and excite you. I think the most important thing is doing what is best for you physically and emotionally so that you can be the best mom you can be. Life is a very hard thing to balance. Even harder with a family. There is no easy answer, but life is certainly way to short to be unhappy everyday. Look deep inside yourself and be honest with yourself. You will find the answers you need. If you need a sounding board while doing so, then i would gladly be one for you. No judgement, no motives, no intentions. I hope you have a great day.