Joe Schmoe
Just Looking
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by Arioso and myself
prologue done in collaboration with Arioso
Dreams.
Why do we dream? Is there meaning in dreams?
In dreams anything can happen.
You think in your dreams.
You feel in your dreams.
You live in your dreams.
Dreams bring more than the imagined.
...but how much more?
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"Are you ready? Just hold the handlebars and keep pedaling. I'll hold you."
Neal held the bike seat in both hands as Jenn put a foot on the pedal and glanced apprehensively over her shoulder at him.
He gave her a big bright encouraging grin.
"I gotcha. Just step on the pedal. Sit on the seat. Then put your other foot on the other pedal. Then keep pushing the pedals around. You'll see."
Again she gave Neal a quick peek but with a smile of fearful excitement, then she hopped up on the pedal and plopped on the seat.
The bike jittered causing her to squeal.
"It's ok. See I gotcha. Yeah. Step on the other pedal and push."
The bike slowly took off in a wobble.
"That's it! Pedal a little faster!"
The she and the bike began to pick up speed as a big smile came to her wide eyed face.
She found her balance, breaking into a giggle. The faster she went the louder and more gleeful it became. She began laughing. And it grew, till she was almost laughing hysterically.
Neal ran behind her holding the seat. Encouraging her. Cheering her on.
"Yeah! You got it, Jenny! You're riding a bike! Soon you'll be all over the place!"
Neal was running, laughing behind her.
Then he let go.
Jenn was riding smoothly down the wide street, laughing, then she looked back to Neal.
He was not holding her! She panicked.
The bike turned sharply then crashed into the curb.
Jenn catapulted over the bike, landing on the sidewalk in rolling heap. She ended up in a fresh cut lawn.
Neal broke into a run seeing the bike break but he was too far and too late. When he reached her she was lying in the yard, twisted and crying hard.
She had broken her arm.
Neal felt sick to his stomach. He squatted by her, not sure how to touch her. His hand hovered for a second then came to her shoulder as he stared as the misshapen arm.
He touched her.
The look her got from her cut him to the marrow.
She was blaming him. He wasn't behind her as he promised. He tricked her. He lied to her. She wanted him to look at what he did...to not touch her. To leave her alone...
...to go away.
Neal sat up. He felt like he was going to get sick. His heart was broken. He felt horrible she was hurt. He felt so guilty.
His heart was racing, he was sweating.
After a few seconds passed Neal realized he was in his room. It was still dark and there was King sitting by the side of the bed, thumping his tail on the floor as he looked up at Neal.
He smiled to his dog, laid down on his side and pulled the covers up over him.
Reaching out from under the covers Neal patted the dog's heads, "It's ok King. It was just a dream. I dreamed of Jenny again."
King cocked his head while Neal talked to him then watched the boy fall asleep.
prologue done in collaboration with Arioso
Dreams.
Why do we dream? Is there meaning in dreams?
In dreams anything can happen.
You think in your dreams.
You feel in your dreams.
You live in your dreams.
Dreams bring more than the imagined.
...but how much more?
~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Are you ready? Just hold the handlebars and keep pedaling. I'll hold you."
Neal held the bike seat in both hands as Jenn put a foot on the pedal and glanced apprehensively over her shoulder at him.
He gave her a big bright encouraging grin.
"I gotcha. Just step on the pedal. Sit on the seat. Then put your other foot on the other pedal. Then keep pushing the pedals around. You'll see."
Again she gave Neal a quick peek but with a smile of fearful excitement, then she hopped up on the pedal and plopped on the seat.
The bike jittered causing her to squeal.
"It's ok. See I gotcha. Yeah. Step on the other pedal and push."
The bike slowly took off in a wobble.
"That's it! Pedal a little faster!"
The she and the bike began to pick up speed as a big smile came to her wide eyed face.
She found her balance, breaking into a giggle. The faster she went the louder and more gleeful it became. She began laughing. And it grew, till she was almost laughing hysterically.
Neal ran behind her holding the seat. Encouraging her. Cheering her on.
"Yeah! You got it, Jenny! You're riding a bike! Soon you'll be all over the place!"
Neal was running, laughing behind her.
Then he let go.
Jenn was riding smoothly down the wide street, laughing, then she looked back to Neal.
He was not holding her! She panicked.
The bike turned sharply then crashed into the curb.
Jenn catapulted over the bike, landing on the sidewalk in rolling heap. She ended up in a fresh cut lawn.
Neal broke into a run seeing the bike break but he was too far and too late. When he reached her she was lying in the yard, twisted and crying hard.
She had broken her arm.
Neal felt sick to his stomach. He squatted by her, not sure how to touch her. His hand hovered for a second then came to her shoulder as he stared as the misshapen arm.
He touched her.
The look her got from her cut him to the marrow.
She was blaming him. He wasn't behind her as he promised. He tricked her. He lied to her. She wanted him to look at what he did...to not touch her. To leave her alone...
...to go away.
Neal sat up. He felt like he was going to get sick. His heart was broken. He felt horrible she was hurt. He felt so guilty.
His heart was racing, he was sweating.
After a few seconds passed Neal realized he was in his room. It was still dark and there was King sitting by the side of the bed, thumping his tail on the floor as he looked up at Neal.
He smiled to his dog, laid down on his side and pulled the covers up over him.
Reaching out from under the covers Neal patted the dog's heads, "It's ok King. It was just a dream. I dreamed of Jenny again."
King cocked his head while Neal talked to him then watched the boy fall asleep.