LTMMC
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Jul 19, 2020
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I am not a quitter. Even if searching for my desired Ms. Write seems a futile undertaking. Why do I keep going? I know that finding her is non-trivial, maybe because I seek too much in her. But I have this vague feeling that you do exist, because in many ways I look for no more than the ordinary woman next door.
The only extra-ordinary features of you are dedication to an audacious goal, a no-quitter attitude also, curiosity and imagination, and some confidence in the do-ability of what we both seek. Nothing – in other words – that a woman does not have within herself, who has mastered several decades of the life of a typical wife and mother.
It helps if your situation in life is not too different from mine. Your expectations are not being met, for a life you crave to be living now. And mainly because your spouse has turned out a lot different from how you saw him ten or fifteen years ago. For understandable reasons, maybe but that does not help you any.
And here is where a mail affair with me can make a big difference. I am not claiming that you and me "joining up" thru a mail exchange will lead to paradise on earth for us all of a sudden. But we will create something worth looking forward to. Like a stable platform to rest upon, when the sea surrounding us becomes all too choppy. Or an opportunity to exchange ideas and thoughts that nobody else feels like exchanging with us. Or fantasies we would not want to share with our friends and relatives.
And when you and/or I find time for masturbating, our orgasms can include a dear person now, not only a character from the last porn video we watched. All in all, the mail affair I am dreaming about with you, can change our lives profoundly.
BUT it will do so without upsetting the apple carts of our lives overly much. Important because for several good reasons, neither you nor I find it right, or do-able, to break out of our marriages at this stage of our lives. Sure, the erotic intimacy we can have with each other will be severely lacking. Because it will take place only in our brains and it will lack actual physical closeness.
But the brain is the largest and most important erogenous zone we have, right? If your and my imagination keep on working as they have so far, like when we watched porn, we will enjoy our orgasms better than before. Because some added closeness is coming into play.
Like with everything else in life, the comparison that matters is not with the ideal, but with the existing alternatives.
The only extra-ordinary features of you are dedication to an audacious goal, a no-quitter attitude also, curiosity and imagination, and some confidence in the do-ability of what we both seek. Nothing – in other words – that a woman does not have within herself, who has mastered several decades of the life of a typical wife and mother.
It helps if your situation in life is not too different from mine. Your expectations are not being met, for a life you crave to be living now. And mainly because your spouse has turned out a lot different from how you saw him ten or fifteen years ago. For understandable reasons, maybe but that does not help you any.
And here is where a mail affair with me can make a big difference. I am not claiming that you and me "joining up" thru a mail exchange will lead to paradise on earth for us all of a sudden. But we will create something worth looking forward to. Like a stable platform to rest upon, when the sea surrounding us becomes all too choppy. Or an opportunity to exchange ideas and thoughts that nobody else feels like exchanging with us. Or fantasies we would not want to share with our friends and relatives.
And when you and/or I find time for masturbating, our orgasms can include a dear person now, not only a character from the last porn video we watched. All in all, the mail affair I am dreaming about with you, can change our lives profoundly.
BUT it will do so without upsetting the apple carts of our lives overly much. Important because for several good reasons, neither you nor I find it right, or do-able, to break out of our marriages at this stage of our lives. Sure, the erotic intimacy we can have with each other will be severely lacking. Because it will take place only in our brains and it will lack actual physical closeness.
But the brain is the largest and most important erogenous zone we have, right? If your and my imagination keep on working as they have so far, like when we watched porn, we will enjoy our orgasms better than before. Because some added closeness is coming into play.
Like with everything else in life, the comparison that matters is not with the ideal, but with the existing alternatives.
