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"Hey babe, did you check out the article?"
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Henry called me from the living room, as I began to put some things into the traveling bag to my side. I chuckled, already imagining the comment section of whatever tabloid magazine decided to cover my last photoshoot. No, I wasn't putting down my work but it seems that whenever Henry would tell me that an article was written about me, it was always either some tabloid or worse, some sketchy looking sites - usually with a demeaning name, like "BigBootyBitches" or "FineWomen". Being a model and amateur actress was great work, don't get me wrong...but I doubted that whatever the article was, that it somehow wasn't written by the New York Times or Wall Street Journal. It was somehow as if having a body like mine demanded that only the sketchiest "news" outlets covered my career. I chuckled to myself, zipping up the large bag, I placed it near the front door before heading over to my fiance, who was sitting in front of his laptop. Placed to his side was his bag, which looked quite a bit smaller than mine. I hoped that he didn't forget to pack.
I leaned forward, reading what was written:
http://i.imgur.com/e5WV0sL.jpg?1
Ashley is engaged?!
Ashley Gonzalez is taking a break from social media for the next three weeks it seems, if her latest post on Instagram is to be believed. But an anonymous source has been cited as saying that there is more than meets the eye - apparently Ashley is engaged! Whoever the lucky man is, he'll be spending three weeks with Ashley to meet with friends and family to deliver the good news. It is unknown where they'll be spending time together, but I reckon that it'll be somewhere in Texas, where her fiance is said to be from.
Wherever you are, here's hoping the best to you Assley! Keep up the good work!
"Wow, that was almost professional until they called you Assley at the end there. Good job uhm...Big booty bitches. Seriously?"
"Yeah, another one of those. Oh well, just wonder how they figured it out."
"At least they got the State wrong. Still, I guess someone has been going through your social media accounts to figure this one out."
It was at that moment that I began to hesitate again. I didn't truly want to go back to my hometown in Illinois. It's not that I didn't want for my parents to meet Henry; he was the man that I was proud to be in love with. It was just that I had loose-ends waiting for me back home - that is, my ex-boyfriend Scott. A man that I had broken up in...less than amicable terms.
Look, I really don't want to get into much details, but I know that if I don't, you'll be pretty confused - maybe even go as far as to think that I'm a bad person.
Henry doesn't really know about him, apart from the fact that I was in a relationship sometime around my last year of high school. That much is true; Scott and I had been dating for a good part of the year. I was happy, I suppose...although Scott was a pretty lewd guy - at least with me. He was incredibly possessive too, upset whenever another guy so much as flirted with me. Now, I'm a pretty proud woman and I'm no push over. But for whatever reason, Scott had some sort of pull with me. I'm sorry, I guess that this might sound a little bit like I'm rambling or something, but that's the kind of lasting effect he had on over the years. He was a very dominant and lustful man and it was very obvious what he was after.
I was, as time went on, more and more submissive towards him. Although I stalled giving my virginity away to him, as the days went on by, it was obvious to me that eventually he'd push me into giving my body to him. The effect that he had on me was scary, so when the opportunity came...I left for college without so much as a word. Mainly on account that if I had told me, he would have definitely talked me out of it. After all, I'd often let him degrade me by calling me lewd nicknames, and even just let him slap my ass in public once - even though I'd tell anyone off if they so much as stared at me funny in public.
Keep in mind, I wasn't scared necessarily that he was going to have the same effect on me today. The second he'd do anything remotely close to what he'd done when we were dating, would be the moment where I'd kindly tell him to fuck off and leave me alone - and that's if I even bumped into him. I suppose that I was worried because I was afraid of an awkward reunion, seeing as he still lived in my hometown...at least from the slight bit of investigative work I did via Facebook.
"Honey, you okay?"
I brushed of the long strands of brown hair away from my face.
"Yeah, sorry. Kind of spaced out there." I said with a chuckle.
"Oh babe, you stressed about going? I'm telling you, your parents are going to love me!"
"Of course they will." I answered with a chuckle, giving my fiance a kiss on the cheek.
I was probably worrying for nothing. Suppose I even bumped into Scott, who's to say he'd even remember me?