Deeper desires (Closed)

[katalynn]

For the longest time Sarah felt that something was missing in her life. She knew what it was, but was never able to find it. From the time she met her first boyfriend, Sarah had been searching for something more. For that one person to fill her needs for a change. Went from guy to guy always pleasing them in hopes to find that one that will please her in return, instead it always ended up being a "Wham bam, thank you mam" time, leaving her deprived of real pleasure.

In 1952 the sexual part of life seemed like a secret, which made it harder to find what she wanted. Her parents never talked to her about it either. They acted as if it was a crime to openly talk about such things.
Everything she knew... or lack of.. came from all men she been with. There was still a lot Sarah didn't know, only from the books she had read.
After sometime she basically gave up in trying to find "That one" and met a man that she does love and would marry ..... if only he asked her to.
But, there was a downside to him; the sex wasn't all that. For the past three years Sarah's been hinting at what she wanted, to explore things with him. In the end, the sex started to become the same routine. Sometimes she would be satisfied in the end, just not enough.

Sarah really didn't want to stray off, not wanting to go behind his back. At the same time, she needed to hunt again. To keep searching for that one person she knew would give her the pleasure that she has been deprived of for so long. Kyles' work and the hours he had allowed her the freedom she needed and if she found him, it gave her the time she needed to spend with this person. All she had to do was.... find him.

Kyle would be gone for a week on some business thing of his, it was rare that he talked about what he does when he goes out of town like this. Sarah knew him to well so she never worried about him straying off. If anything, it was herself that Sarah was worried about. She knew her sexual hunger couldn't keep her tied down to one man for long without straying.

After kyle had left her this morning, she decided she didn't want to be alone tonight and felt like having a good time for a change. Didn't need makeup or anything fancy to make her look good, she had that natural look and knew men like it. Pulled her long, sand colored hair back into a clip and slipped into a simple, sleevless black dress, finishing it off with a thick pink belt around her slender waist.

The V shape cut gave a nice peek at her full and firm cleavage, also hinting that she was braless. The black bringing out the green of her eyes. Sandles that strapped up her long, toned legs just above the ankles. The dress it self came just below her knees.
Sarah could have worn something a little more revealing, but she didn't want to make it to obvious that she was "hunting". Tonight, she was going to be careful and basically test the guy out with conversation. See just what type of man he is before she goes further with him.

After about an hour at the bar, Sarah was on her third Long island drink and was talking with some friends that she knew. So far she hadn't seen anyone that seemed like the type she was looking for. Decided to stick around a little longer before giving up for the night.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Richard "Rick" Reynolds:

Rick was a twenty-eight year old junior executive at a big firm and had been there for three years now. He was single and very fit from three weekly visits to the gym.

Tonight Rick was on the prowl looking for a woman who may be one who enjoyed some of the things that really 'tripped his trigger', but those were hard to find. Well other than in books and some porn movies he'd seen that is.

He decided to try out some new places to see if he could find a companion for the night. He dressed in slacks, a dark green silk shirt and well shined loafers and out he went.

He parked his car and walked down the block to O'Reilly's Tavern and walked in. Pausing to look around to see if there were an unattatched women, Rick spotted a blonde at the bar in a black dress.

As he started toward the bar, and a vacant stool next to her, his black eyes met her green ones in the mirror behind the bar and he felt a something as the gaze held and held as he got closer then she looked away.

'I wonder....," Rick thinks as he sits down and looks at the deep cleavage in the "V" of her dress.

When the bartender comes over, "Early Times and ginger ale in a tall glass please."

The drink arrives and as he's taking a sip his eyes meet hers in the mirror again... and he smiles as that "something" is felt again.

'I wonder if she has the same wants and needs that I do. Could whatever I'm feeling between us without even a word being spoken be an instinctive recognition of different, but very compatible people who society would call perverts if our needs were known.
'Why the hell does it have to be this way?
'Why can't people like me have a way or places to go where like can find like," he wonders as he sets his glass back on the bar again and lights a cigarette still looking at her in the mirror.

 

[katalynn]

Sarah felt someone staring at her and she slowly raised her eyes glanced around for a second in the mirror, though it didn't take long to find out where this feeling was came from. It was bad enough she didn't like people staring at her and when shes been drinking it embarasses her even more.

Caught his eyes within the mirror, felt herself blush as he just kept staring and watching her. Fight back the giggles that wanted to escape, fightin that feeling to hide her face. She may have been drinking more than she should have, but she didn't forget or lose the focus of why she was here.

It was then that she felt it, felt a surge run up and down spine. It was as if her body knew that this was the man she has been looking for, her mind wasn't quite sure of how to do things. The way he looked at her, holding her gaze in the mirror made her feel the power he had. Already her body was on fire.

Shook her head and ordered her last drink for the night. Looked at the stranger in the mirror as he lit a cigarette while still watching. He could see her eyes looking around the room, as if she was looking for something. Noticing that her friends had left, probably went bar hopping.
Glanced back at him while she stood up and walked over to a corner booth, sat down facing him and smiled when she realized that he was still watching her. Sarah knew that her cheeks were bright red again, was glad that this place had low lighting. Didn't know what she was going to say if he followed her, wasn't expecting to feel this way right away and it clouded her thoughts. Even so, she wasn't sure if he would even come over and sit with her.

He probably thinks I'm acting childish.... I know he saw me blushing like a school girl... But damn it, just look at how is looking at me. Hell, Kyle doesn't even look at me like that.... What am I doing?

Sarah's heart was pounding as she kept looking up and catching the strangers eyes, they were so dark, so powerful. Felt that craving she hadn't felt in a long time. All she had to do was hope.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Richard "Rick" Reynolds:

He'd watched her tight looking ass cheeks move under the black fabric that hugged them and how her hips swayed with a natural sensuality, a come here and see what you want so badly movement.

When she sat down the way the two impressive breasts filling the top of her dress to capacity moved under the fabric holding them both so snugly told him that most likely all that restrained or covered them was that very fabric.

He smiled to himself when her eyes sought in the mirror again once she was seated and she smiled at him as her face darkened a bit, most likely another blush, and he wondered how far down her body it extended and if he'd get to see later on for himself.

He smile was all of the invitation needed. Rick rose and carried his drink over and stood looking down at her when she looked up.
He let her watch his eyes move to the creamy skin in the "V" of her dress and as he licked his lips before looking back at her. That blatant ogling of her tits was to set the stage and see if his intuition was on the mark and she wished what he did. If she didn't he'd know by her reaction when he spoke.

"Slide over, but not to far. Just far enough for me to sit beside you yet close enough that we touch.
"My name's Rick and if you do slide over you're mine for the night."

 

[katalynn]

Sarah's heart picked up a faster beat as he walked over and was soon standing above her looking down her dress. The self concious mixed with embarassment flooded into her, felt the cold glass of her drink between her nervous hands, when he spoke it seemed as if it was a command, not a question.
Lowered her head a moment thinking about what to do. He could that her breathing picked up a little by how her chest moved.

"I'm Sarah. And if I become yours for the night, what will you do to me? I've never seen you around here before, how am I to know your not some killer or something?"

Tried to make her voice sound a little strong, but there was a slight hint of fear in it. Despite the questions she asked, Sarah did move over enough for him to sit next to her as he requested.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Richard "Rick" Reynolds:

He listens as she tells him her name and smiles as she slides over even as she asks her questions and voices her concern about her possible safety at the same time.

Rick sits beside her and ensures that there's full contact and pressure from his hip and thigh against hers as he replies, "Why what ever I wish of course Sarah that's what I'll do to and with you, and you knew the answer when you asked me didn't you?
"As for me being a killer, don't let that worry you in the least. If I killed you how could we get together again when tonight is over and I think we both know already that we will be and most likely frequently too.
"Isn't that right Sarah?"

As he's speaking his eyes rove from her eyes, all over her extremely pretty flushed face and down at the now flushed tops of her breasts, well what' visible in the neckline anyway, and he notices not only has her breathing become quicker, a bit ragged, but also what seem to be large hard nipples are poking out the material covering them.

 

[katalynn]

The alcohol was intensfying how she felt, the excitement rushing through her very soul. Just his voice made it known that he wouldn't disappoint her.

"Yes, I knew the answers."

lowered her head, trying to hide her face from his staring eyes. It drove her insane when people stared at her, made her feel nervous or as if they were judging her.

"As for seeing eachother again..... That depends... I've been disappointed more times than I can count. I'm not looking for a...."

paused a moment, smirked at how it would probably sound to him, but it was a chance she was already taking, and she was already his for the night by letting him sit next to her.

"For a *wham bam thank you mam* kind of night...."

Deep down she already knew he wasn't like that, it was still a shot in the dark. Since Sarah was looking for something real to feed her sexual hunger, she had to be some what blunt about what she wanted. Specially when she already has a boyfriend, things were more risky for her than normal.

"If you don't disappoint me, then I'm sure we'll more of eachother."

Looked up meeting his dark eyes, already she was aching to feel his touch.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

"Sarah, finish your drink and I'll finish mine.
"Then we're leaving for my place and privacy. If you have a car here too, leave it and lock it up. I'll bring you back later. If not I'll drive you home to give you cab money if you'd rather keep secret where you live for your privacy's sake.
"If you ride with me, or once at my place you'll tell me what you want and need, what drives you crazy if it happens to you. What you've fantasized about and never found anyone to give you.
"That's what you'll feel. That's what you'll get tonight and nights to come.
"Ready to go Sarah? Ready to live out at least one of your fantasies?"

 

[katalynn]

Sarah smiled hearing each of his words just brought out the excitment more than she has ever felt before.

"No, I walked here. Knew I would be drinking and its I live just a few blocks from here. So, there's no car to worry about."

finished off her drink, feeling that rush made a giggle escape her. Bit her lip to keep from giggling more mostly from how she was feeling.

"I think for now, you can drop me back here. I'm ready when you are."

Mixed emotions were lingering her eyes, she didn't know this man and here she was going home with him on promises that Sarah didn't know if he would keep or not. Not knowing if he was just saying things to get layed, part of her felt that he would keep those promises.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

Once seated in his car, and as he's waiting for the engine to warm up a bit, his arm goes around Sarah's shoulder and she's pulled so she slides over against him even more snugly than in the bar now that she's under his arm.

"I want you to tell me just exactly what you want so much the hunger for it showed in your eyes as we looked at each other inside Sarah," Rick says as his hand slides down her arm and reaches around to cup and squeeze her breast while he watches her face and eyes, waits for her reaction to what he'd doing.

 

[katalynn]

Scooting over as he pulled Sarah closer, a faint smile crept along her lips at the feel of his body so close. The after scent of smoke was a big turn on as well, she didn't like smoke, but loved how it smelled on clothes and things. Closed her eyes enjoying how his hand moved along her arm, it didn't surprise her when she felt it squeezing her breast.

It took her a second to gather her thoughts and enjoy what he was doing at the same time.

"I-I want..."

realizing that no one has ever asked her what she wanted, didn't quite know how to speak it. Course she knew, but how to say it without sounding ridiculous. Worse comes to worse he'll think of her crazy then kick her out right now. Took in a deep breath before speaking again.

"I've never been asked what I wanted. I've always been the one to give pleasure, which doesn't bother me. In return though, I get nothing out of it."
"That's the main thing I want, is to recieve pleasure for a change, to feel wanted and not just used."

smiled slightly embarassed as she forced herself to continue, never thought she would admitt this, least of all to a total stranger that could abuse the idea and put her in danger.

"I ran across something that did intrest me. The person.... The people I've been with would never consider such a thing, but its a slave and master deal. The thought scares me to some degree, yet it excites me as well. Something I can't explain, just the thought of being controlled ..... turns me on."

"I don't how much .... pain... I could handle, it also catches my interest. I guess all in all, I want it all. There is so much I haven't experienced and I know its out there."

Sarah had to stop herself short, the excitment was raising in her voice, sparkling in her eyes just from talking about it.

"I'm sorry... That probably sounds crazy. But, you did ask what I wanted, what I fantazied about."

took her gaze away from him and lowered her face towards the floor, couldn't help watching what he hand was still doing to her breast. Soon her focus was on how good it still felt, slowly reached a hand up and pulled the materail that covered it out of the way, exposing the flesh to his bared hand.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

He listens and he smiles as she explains what she has been missing, what she wants and her kinky fantasy.

He grins as, with her head down, her small hand reaches up to the "V" of her dress and she pulls the fabric away to bare her tit to him and his hand.

"Sarah you've found what you've been looking for and it seems I have found what I've been looking for too since I got back from being in the Army in Germany.
"Over there what we want is not as unacceptable as it is here in the States and there are even academies or schools where you can go and learn, or be trained to be a Master or a slave.
"I will use you any way I want and you'll love it, if not at first eventually as you become accustomed to being what you are from now on... my slave.
"You'll call me Master or Master Rick from now on slave is that clear," he says and ask as his thumb and finger pinches her hard nipple nice and hard then tugs on it before kneading her bare tit again as he waits for her reply.

 

[katalynn]

A sharp gasp hissed through her teeth as he pulled and pinched on her nipple, her one hand landing on his thigh, gripping it tightly with pleasure. Calmed her breathing down when he stopped and began to knead it once more.

"You can use me all you want, I just ask that you appreciate and make me feel like a person and not some toy.... Master."

spoke softer now, the lust, desire was buidling and it showed in her voice. Layed her head back against his shoulder, keeping her eyes closed, just wanting to enjoy every moment of this.

"Master, lets go home.... I need you right now."

couldn't deny it any longer, the alcohol mixed with the heated lust was clouding her mind, all she wanted was to feel him. To be with him. Parted her legs slightly as the aching between them increased. It didn't take long for her to expose her other breast, it suddenly felt like it needed attention and Sarah began to play with it while he played with her other one.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

He starts driving to his place, the occupied half of a duplex townhouse, as he continues to fondle her breasts and pinch and play with her nipples. As he does one she she does the other one then they switch.

"Sarah I've not got a lot of experience with a lot of what we'll do so we'll be learning together a lot of the time.
"I'll spank you and other things like tying you up because that gets me really hot.
"I learned in Germany not to listen to "No" or "Stop it". So if you ever feel that you really want to stop think of a word to say to me so I know you really want to stop and it's not just a part of the games we'll play where you might say "Stop it" and mean just the opposite.
"As you think of a word to use, and one not usually used in conversation, I want you to unzip my pants and take out the cock you'll soon know better than any ever before in your life for you're my slave now and will worship my cock as the major source of your pleasure."

 

[katalynn]

This was better than she thought, not only was he into this, he wanted to learn and grow on it more..... and with her!

"There is one thing.. Master..."

speaking a little timid again, if she was to proceed with this he had to know. Most men didn't care, she felt that he wouldn't either, least to some degree. Her hands were working carefully to pull out his long, hard cock. It shocked her at how long and thick it was, all guys shes ever known were small compared to this.

"Master, there is something you should know.... I want to do this, I've never met anyone willing to do such things. But, I am with someone. Clearly he doesn't give me what I want."

slowly began to stroke her Masters cock, normally sucking on cocks did nothing for her, for some reason, she licked her lips wanting to suck on him.

"He's out of town a lot, and the hours he works gives me plenty of free time. Like right now, he's out of town for a few days."

Looked up to meet his gaze, watching and trying to read his reaction to this.

"Please, don't deny me because of him. If you wish to keep me, only real thing I ask of you is to not leave marks. At least marks that won't go away in a few hours, or a day or two."

"Please Master, don't be mad at me."

Kept stroking the length of his cock, feeling it jerk to her touch. The fear of him denying her rose in her eyes, obviously she couldn't tell him about Kyle in the begining, or she wouldn't have gone this far. He would have walked out long ago.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

"I see Sarah," he says after driving quietly for several long minutes.

"Well I guess I should have know a woman as good looking as you are would have a guy."

A few more mintues of silent driving as his hand just cups the tit it's holding and he says, "I'll tell you what Sarah.
"You let me know if you want this to stop.
"In the meantime, any time he's gone you'll be my slave and other times if you get the time.
"How does that sound to you?
"If you agree then until he's back again your mine to do with as I want and my slave every time we're together.... slave."

 

[katalynn]

Sarah smiled while lowering her head to his chest, tracing her nails lightly up and down soft skin to his cock.

"As you wish Master."

said softly, almost regretting the fact that she was bound to another man. A life like what Rick was offering seemed like heaven, at the same time, if something went wrong she would have Kyle to fall back on. A girl like Sarah was never alone, or if she was, it wasn't for long.

"Kazuyal"

spoke the word out of no where, slightly remembering what he had told her moments ago.

"Kazuyal is the word I choose for if I don't like something and wish for you to stop Master."

It was a name of a dragon out of some book she read, the word was uncommon, something you wouldn't say in a everday conversation.

Reached her hand down further, squeezing and playing with his balls.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

He laughs softly at the word she's chosen, "Well Kazuya is definitely an uncommon word slave so it should work just fine."

"Ahhh, here we are," he says turning into the drive for his half of the townhouse.

"Don't cover your tits my slave. Be right back," Rick says as he pushes his hardon into his pants and carefully zips up then gets out and opens the garage door and returns and drives inside.

"Get out now slave and stand by the open car door and wait a moment for me," and he gets out and walks back to close and lock the garage door.

 

[katalynn]

Sits up slowly when he announces they are here, pouts a little when he zips his pants back up, hiding what she desired to have right now.

Looked around cautiously to make sure no one was around to see her exposed breasts through the windows, it didn't bother while driving, now that they've stopped.

Got out when he told her to, stood waiting by the open door. At first she wanted to cover her tits back up. Instead, Sarah forced herself to keep her hands down, felt a chill race through her when the cool air traced over her nipples.

It felt strange to be like this outside, even if she wasn't out in the open, it still made her feel naked and vulnerable.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

He comes back and stands in front her. The only light in the garage is from the car's interior light as he says, "Now slave take off that dress for me.
"You won't need any clothing until you have to leave here again so I want you naked all of the time so I can always see all of you and so you're always bare and ready to be touched or to immediately do anything I want ."

 

[katalynn]

Bowed her head mostly from the embarassment rising in her again, always self concious of how she looked in other peoples eyes. They say she looks good, part of her never believed them.

Slowly took the belt off and tossed it into the car, reaching down to the hem of the skirt and pulled it up over her head. Not wanting it to touch the ground and that too went into the car. Only left was her sandles, just like her bra, she wore no panties. Also he noticed that she shaved her pussy as well, Sarah shaved once to see how it would feel and loved the bare feeling. Especially loved how much more senitive to things like air and water it was when shaved, so she kept it.

Lifted her leg up onto the car seat to take off one sandle at a time, placing both of them in the car as well. The whole time she kept her eyes lowered with embarassment.

"Is Master pleased with what he sees?"

it was almost a whisper as she asked him. Didn't know where to place her hands, so agains she forced to keep them at her sides.

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

He watched in stunned silence, well other than a soft gasp when the dress was off and he saw her nude for the first time that is.

When her foot went to the seat to take off her sandal his eyes widened as he gazed at her hairless sex, something he'd only seen once before and that was in Europe and a German submissive hooker who had no hair below her head, unlike most European women who didn't even shave under their arms. It felt as if his cock grew another inch and got fatter as he looked at her bare pussy and the wet pink between her swollen lips.

"Pleased with what I see slave? You are drop dead gorgeous and if no one else has ever told you that after seeing you like this then they were blind fools.
"Your Master has a lovely slave with a beautiful body he'll sooo enjoy using for his pleasure my slave. That's a promise," he says softly as he moves close to her and his hands caress her front and back from her breasts to her hairless pussy and from her shoulders to the round firm swells of her ass as he's talking.

 

[katalynn]

Looked up into his eyes after he spoke, stunned by his words and reaction to her.

"I-I'm not that pretty.... Let alone gorgeous... Even the man I'm with doesn't say such things."

Sarah didn't know what to say, here a total stranger... Now her Master was saying that she was gorgeous.

"Guess the guys I knew are all blind fools... Because, none has ever said that to me."

her voice seemed lost for a moment, as if thinking back and realizing that it was true. It was a shiver than ran up her spine, causing her flesh to break out into goose pimples that brought her thoughts back to the here and now.

"I like how your touching me Master...... been a long time since I've felt such a touch."

 

[PhoenixPrime01]

Rick:

His hand slides down and cups her bare bottom, "Come with me Sarah my slave and let me show you something, actually somethings."

He moves her from the car door and leads her inside his place and upstairs to his room where he turns on a bedside lamp.

"Sit down slave and wait a moment."

He goes into his closet and comes back carrying a wooden chest which he puts on the bed next to him when he sits down. A small key on his key ring unlocks it and he takes out a magazine.

"Sarah my slave this is one of the magazines I bought in Eurpope and brought home with me.
"In it are pictures of naked women.
"Some posing and showing off their bodies, some having sex in some way and some having done to them some of the things I think you want to have done to you like being tied and spanked or paddled.
"Here take it and as you look at each picture tell me how you think the woman in it looks, how attractive is she. Also how you like what's being done to her, if anything, and how you think you'd like it."

And he hands her a magazine with German text and a picture of a topless woman with blonde hair and full breasts on the cover.

 

[katalynn]

Sarah knew what porn was, though she never actually looked at it before. It was hard for her to see other women in *that* way. She took the magazine and looked at the cover, the girl seemed pretty enough, Sarah thought the make up made her look fake though. As she looked closer was able to see the girls underarm hair.

For a moment Sarah only thumbed through the pages, skimming them. Noticing how none of these girls shaved, some not even their legs. Knew some countries were like that, Sarah didn't believe it, never saw such a thing. Then, it was similar to some of her friends she knew around here, they were not allowed to shave till they got married. Or until they moved out from under their parents, whichever came first.

"How .... I mean, why don't they shave? Not even their legs.... And on some of them, the make-up makes them look fake. It would drive me insane to not shave like that.."

She did think it was a turn off seeing woment like that, but a lot of them were pretty despite the unshaved hair.
Every now and then she would stop at random pages, mostly the ones where the women were bound, haveing red skin from being whipped, spanked, or whatever the other person did to them.

Sarah kept going back to one in particular, the girl was raised in the air. Ropes and cuffs holding her legs and arms spread wide, a belt at her waist with a rope supporting her middle. The long hair hair was tied to a rope to keep the girls head up. Something about that picture that really turned Sarah on.

With each picture that she showed interest in, she told Rick how much she wanted to be bound like that. Some scared her and mentioned also, it didn't stop her from wanting to try at least.

"I like the cuffs and collars and in some of these, I see myself in that position. Makes me feel that hunger and excitement to be bound, or fucked in such ways. As for the woman, some are pretty, would be more attractive if they shaved."
"But, I have a hard time looking at women like that, so, its really hard to say how attactive I think they are. Its how they are bound or having sex that attracts me the most Master."

Handed him the magazine back when she was done looking at it, had and urge to rub her pussy, the aching was so strong now that she was trembled slightly. Felt the wetness against her inner thighs, instead, she faught to keep her hands from touching.