Dear AH

[fieryjen]

I want to apologize for not having been around lately without ever really announcing my absence. Life's been a little bumpy. The huge event I had to plan and execute at the beginning of June went well, but soon after that, my G.A.D. suddenly got much, much worse, to the point where I couldn't function anymore. I had episodes of anxiety that lasted for days. I did little but sit and shake with fear, feeling paralyzed, my chest so tight that I was convinced I was going to have a heart attack. I refused to go to sleep for several days because I was too afraid that I wouldn't wake up again. I'm finally on two different medications now, and things seem to be getting better, though the anxiety isn't completely gone.

In other news, my car died. A piston blew a fist-sized hole into the wall of the engine block while I was driving on the interstate. Obviously this isn't helping our financial situation any.

And we adopted a kitten. Since the my anxiety is worst in the evenings, when the husband is at work, we decided some company might be the thing for me. So far the little guy seems to be happy here.

Just figured it was about time to say hi again.

 

[sadangel]

I want to apologize for not having been around lately without ever really announcing my absence. Life's been a little bumpy. The huge event I had to plan and execute at the beginning of June went well, but soon after that, my G.A.D. suddenly got much, much worse, to the point where I couldn't function anymore. I had episodes of anxiety that lasted for days. I did little but sit and shake with fear, feeling paralyzed, my chest so tight that I was convinced I was going to have a heart attack. I refused to go to sleep for several days because I was too afraid that I wouldn't wake up again. I'm finally on two different medications now, and things seem to be getting better, though the anxiety isn't completely gone.

In other news, my car died. A piston blew a fist-sized hole into the wall of the engine block while I was driving on the interstate. Obviously this isn't helping our financial situation any.

And we adopted a kitten. Since the my anxiety is worst in the evenings, when the husband is at work, we decided some company might be the thing for me. So far the little guy seems to be happy here.

Just figured it was about time to say hi again.

Hugs sweetie. Sounds like you could use some angel hugs. I'm glad you have a kitten to help. They do seem to be a good medicine don't they.

 

[TE999]

I want to apologize for not having been around lately without ever really announcing my absence. Life's been a little bumpy. The huge event I had to plan and execute at the beginning of June went well, but soon after that, my G.A.D. suddenly got much, much worse, to the point where I couldn't function anymore. I had episodes of anxiety that lasted for days. I did little but sit and shake with fear, feeling paralyzed, my chest so tight that I was convinced I was going to have a heart attack. I refused to go to sleep for several days because I was too afraid that I wouldn't wake up again. I'm finally on two different medications now, and things seem to be getting better, though the anxiety isn't completely gone.

In other news, my car died. A piston blew a fist-sized hole into the wall of the engine block while I was driving on the interstate. Obviously this isn't helping our financial situation any.

And we adopted a kitten. Since the my anxiety is worst in the evenings, when the husband is at work, we decided some company might be the thing for me. So far the little guy seems to be happy here.

Just figured it was about time to say hi again.

Hi Jen. Good to see you, darlin'.

Bummer on the anxiety and your wheels commiting hara-kiri...Cool that you've got some meds that are working for you and you have a furry friend to keep you company. I love cats. They are excellent companions.

 

[fieryjen]

Hugs sweetie. Sounds like you could use some angel hugs. I'm glad you have a kitten to help. They do seem to be a good medicine don't they.

Thanks a lot hon.

The situation has gotten much better. It was something I just really didn't want to bring to the board when it was really bad. I wasn't a really social person during that time either. Still, the hugs are very much appreciated.

How are you doing? I'm glad to see you around again, I hope your situation has gotten better.

 

[Tricialen]

I want to apologize for not having been around lately without ever really announcing my absence. Life's been a little bumpy. The huge event I had to plan and execute at the beginning of June went well, but soon after that, my G.A.D. suddenly got much, much worse, to the point where I couldn't function anymore. I had episodes of anxiety that lasted for days. I did little but sit and shake with fear, feeling paralyzed, my chest so tight that I was convinced I was going to have a heart attack. I refused to go to sleep for several days because I was too afraid that I wouldn't wake up again. I'm finally on two different medications now, and things seem to be getting better, though the anxiety isn't completely gone.

In other news, my car died. A piston blew a fist-sized hole into the wall of the engine block while I was driving on the interstate. Obviously this isn't helping our financial situation any.

And we adopted a kitten. Since the my anxiety is worst in the evenings, when the husband is at work, we decided some company might be the thing for me. So far the little guy seems to be happy here.

Just figured it was about time to say hi again.

When I was going through major depression my dr suggested adopting a puppy or kitten...I chose puppies...you know they love you when no one else seems to...they give so much...good luck sweetie...hope you recover soon.

 

[fieryjen]

Hi Jen. Good to see you, darlin'.

Bummer on the anxiety and your wheels commiting hara-kiri...Cool that you've got some meds that are working for you and you have a furry friend to keep you company. I love cats. They are excellent companions.

Thank you so much. Good to see you too.

Indeed, so far the kitten has been very sweet, fun and entertaining. He's got such a curious personality that I can't help but smile and love him. It's extremely therapeutic.

 

[fieryjen]

If anyone's curious, this is Pollux. Currently he's curled up on the stack of towels next to my desk.

 

[fieryjen]

When I was going through major depression my dr suggested adopting a puppy or kitten...I chose puppies...you know they love you when no one else seems to...they give so much...good luck sweetie...hope you recover soon.

Thank you so much. I really appreciate the well-wishes.

 

[TE999]

If anyone's curious, this is Pollux. Currently he's curled up on the stack of towels next to my desk.

I have this odd notion that I'd like to be a cat all of a sudden. I wonder why that is?

 

[sr71plt]

Do keep the cat. We've dragged two pair (in succession) all over the world (dogs don't world travel well), and they've kept us sane.

 

[cantdog]

Be well, sweetie. Your car, though-- what a traitor! Love and support from afar.

 

[Safe_Bet]

Hugs.

and read your freakin email!

 

[fieryjen]

I have this odd notion that I'd like to be a cat all of a sudden. I wonder why that is?

 

[fieryjen]

Do keep the cat. We've dragged two pair (in succession) all over the world (dogs don't world travel well), and they've kept us sane.

Planning on it. He's a crazy curious little fellow. Fascinated by running water and loves to burrow under our bedsheets. Also enjoys perching on my shoulder while I'm checking my email.

 

[Boxlicker101]

Hi, Jen, and sorry about all your hassles. A kitten can be a big help in keeping your sanity, and he is a cutie. He has a nice looking bed too.

 

[glynndah]

There's nothing better than a purring kitten to make you feel better. Okay, there is, but that's another thread...

I'm sending good thoughts your way.

A from the good little witch.

 

[fieryjen]

Be well, sweetie. Your car, though-- what a traitor! Love and support from afar.

Thank you!

I think the poor car just reached the end of his long life. He got such amazing gas mileage, too. I've been looking for a new one, but it's a bit more difficult to find a decent manual in the narrow price range I'm looking at.

 

[fieryjen]

Hugs.

and read your freakin email!

Oh shit. I haven't checked my email account, in... pretty much forever. I'm so sorry.

Thank you for the hugs.

 

[john-the-author]

I want to apologize for not having been around lately without ever really announcing my absence. Life's been a little bumpy. The huge event I had to plan and execute at the beginning of June went well, but soon after that, my G.A.D. suddenly got much, much worse, to the point where I couldn't function anymore. I had episodes of anxiety that lasted for days. I did little but sit and shake with fear, feeling paralyzed, my chest so tight that I was convinced I was going to have a heart attack. I refused to go to sleep for several days because I was too afraid that I wouldn't wake up again. I'm finally on two different medications now, and things seem to be getting better, though the anxiety isn't completely gone.

In other news, my car died. A piston blew a fist-sized hole into the wall of the engine block while I was driving on the interstate. Obviously this isn't helping our financial situation any.

And we adopted a kitten. Since the my anxiety is worst in the evenings, when the husband is at work, we decided some company might be the thing for me. So far the little guy seems to be happy here.

Just figured it was about time to say hi again.

Big hugs, Jen. I hear you on the GAD problems.

Adopting a kitten is a very good thing. Kittens will help with depression and general life stress, even if it's only cuddling up with them when they're asleep. There's a complete unconditionality about their love that is like little else.

 

[TxRad]

Welcome back Jen and I hope the future is much brighter.

 

[sr71plt]

Planning on it. He's a crazy curious little fellow. Fascinated by running water and loves to burrow under our bedsheets. Also enjoys perching on my shoulder while I'm checking my email.

Feel luck he doesn't expect to be between you and the screen when you're checking the e-mail. All of those jokes of going through life looking at a computer screen between the ears of a cat are true. Your cat will soon learn that.

 

[Edward Teach]

You are obviously a strong person, Jen. Fighting through an anxiety attack all alone takes nerve. Not many can do it. Glad to see you are better.

 

[voluptuary_manque]

Glad to have you back, sugar. You were missed.

 

[Boxlicker101]

Feel luck he doesn't expect to be between you and the screen when you're checking the e-mail. All of those jokes of going through life looking at a computer screen between the ears of a cat are true. Your cat will soon learn that.

That's true and if, instead of the computer, you decide to read a book or newspaper aor anything else, he will decide that on top of the printed matter is a perfect place for a kitty to lie down and curl up.

 

[Katyusha]

*hugs*

I haven't been around much lately either and never said anything...I think most here understand that things go on and things happen and we may not always be able to say that we're going to be out for awhile. You take care of you. That's what matters.

And I want to meet your kitten at some point.