AmethystMelange
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- Jun 6, 2016
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I'm a sub in a monogamous LTR with a partner whom I enjoy bedroom D/s (not 24/7) with. Occasionally, I get periods when I have an almost unquenchable and all-consuming desire for BDSM. As in, I could have had an intense scene the day before, and the next day despite aching all over from the previous scene, I start to crave it again to the point where it takes a huge effort to concentrate on other areas of life. It's as if I'm somewhat addicted to the euphoria of subspace, I guess, although I also feel an intense desire for bondage, nipple play and submission specifically.
When this coincides with a good time for my partner to play, that's all well and good. We go at it like bunnies for a week or so and then the frenzy subsides. But real life happens and we have other responsibilities. So sometimes it coincides with a bad time for my partner - a difficult time at work where he has to work long hours and put most of his focus there. Evidently, responsibilities need to come before play, so while we still make time for kink every few days or so, in between the sessions I need to handle it myself.
I get that there are plenty of articles written about how to cope with sub frenzy, but most of them seem to be directed at single subs or subs in open relationships (like "get a safe and trusted Dom in the community to play with you"). Obviously, those are out of the question in my case. I have already taken on board the relevant suggestions from those articles like educating oneself, etc.
What I currently do otherwise:
- Try and find satisfaction in offering service-based, non-sexual submission when he's at home. Everyone likes to be brought a beverage and be given a massage, even if they have no energy or time to actively Dom.
- Do a bit of self-play when he is putting in long hours at work - not anywhere near as good as the real thing, but better than nothing
- Just try and focus on work and hobbies and tide it over - from experience, the crazy urge subsides with time to a much more reasonable simmer, plus his work obligations will get better soon
Any other tips from subs who've been there - either in a LTR where it wasn't a good time for their partner, or long distance when they couldn't see their partner, or just didn't have a Dom available at that time? How did you cope?
When this coincides with a good time for my partner to play, that's all well and good. We go at it like bunnies for a week or so and then the frenzy subsides. But real life happens and we have other responsibilities. So sometimes it coincides with a bad time for my partner - a difficult time at work where he has to work long hours and put most of his focus there. Evidently, responsibilities need to come before play, so while we still make time for kink every few days or so, in between the sessions I need to handle it myself.
I get that there are plenty of articles written about how to cope with sub frenzy, but most of them seem to be directed at single subs or subs in open relationships (like "get a safe and trusted Dom in the community to play with you"). Obviously, those are out of the question in my case. I have already taken on board the relevant suggestions from those articles like educating oneself, etc.
What I currently do otherwise:
- Try and find satisfaction in offering service-based, non-sexual submission when he's at home. Everyone likes to be brought a beverage and be given a massage, even if they have no energy or time to actively Dom.
- Do a bit of self-play when he is putting in long hours at work - not anywhere near as good as the real thing, but better than nothing
- Just try and focus on work and hobbies and tide it over - from experience, the crazy urge subsides with time to a much more reasonable simmer, plus his work obligations will get better soon
Any other tips from subs who've been there - either in a LTR where it wasn't a good time for their partner, or long distance when they couldn't see their partner, or just didn't have a Dom available at that time? How did you cope?
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