Merelan
Lady's Love
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OOC hello, this thread is only for MakeMyDay and Dr. Insanus, for now. Please read and enjoy!!!
Hey you two... as you see I put in MDM wherever her character is mentioned. For though she is my Mistress, I did not know her name. Just let me know and I will edit it.
Geesh... it is all screwing. That's what I get for cut and pasting it.
Marissa:
The journey had been long and fatiguing, but neither of them complained much. It was hard, knowing that every mile brought them closer. Closer to the day when they would have to face the truth. The bald hard fact of the marriage. MDM was a noblewoman.
Her family name ancient and respected, though not as wealthy as it once had been. Her Father, out of desperation and need had betrothed her to a man to whom he owed money. In exchange for his daughter, and her virginity, her life, her soul, he would be
pardoned the debt and given many thousands besides. The deal was done and sealed before MDM had even been made aware of it. Her rages and temper had not stopped it. Her Father was in fact actually pleased to have her gone. her beauty and intelligence reminding him of his lost wife, and of his son. His son. The man who should be strong and noble and the heir to he name and estates. Instead lay next to his mother in a grave, only 2 when he finally wasted away. Over and over, her entire life, MDM had been told it was her fault they had died. Her living and stolen the boys strength, her twin. Once her Father had been a happy man, but was now embittered and sullen. Remarried, his current wife pregnant he wanted her gone. This offer had come and he had seized it, with encouragement from his new bride. What did it matter that her future groom was 58 and with the reputation of cruelty and evil. Having buried 4 wives already of various accidents and diseases. No one cared that MDM wept and raged.
Simply locking her in her room with her servant, myself. The only one who cared, oh and how I cared. Holding her through the years, young myself, but so much wiser in the ways of the world. I am a mere servant, belonging to her Father. In fact ordered back to him after the marriage. An order I am even now, as we ride along, contemplating ignoring. What shall she do without me?
Whom shall guard over her? Protect her? Hold her in the night when she cries and has her nightmares? Who else shall soothe her in my special way? Even now as I sit here watching her, she has a tear in her eye. Longing so I reach out and wipe it away. She turns and again I am stunned. her beauty is in her soul, shining out. Why does no one see it but me? The despair there also. She has forgiven me. It was I who got her in the carriage, calming her, till she let me pull her in. For the first few days she ignored me,
then raged at me. striking out and hitting me a couple times. But I was right, and in the end she saw that. We were going, no matter what. At least this way she had left with dignity. Another deep rut and we are thrown together again. her touch sparking a fire in my belly. Our eyes meet and we both see.
For, we have a secret she and I.
I? Who am I? I am Marissa, her servant, her friend, her nurse. Whatever she needs of me is hers. My life if necessary, my soul was given to her years ago. Raised together, my Mother her wet nurse. We have never been apart. There is nothing in my life without her. If I am forced to leave her I shall die. By my own hand if necessary, but I cannot return to her keep. Knowing what her Father has planned for me. To become the slut of his stables. A gift to his groomsmen for the work they have done. It is with fervent prayer to a God I don't even know exists or not that her husbands reputation be exaggerated. Perhaps she will be able to charm him into submission, and let me stay. I am useful in the household arts, and in nursing. Gardening even, for I was made to do
many chores by her Father.
But as we ride along, the landscape gets gloomier, the weather forbidding. A storm, and we are miles from shelter. An uneasy feeling surrounds me and I slip closer to her, our knees touching. Like we are being watched. it is the storm, only the storm. She has slipped against the side and fallen into a doze. I softly cover her in my cloak, for the air has chilled. Keeping an eye on her, as
always. With a start I realize I was dozing and we are stopped. the sounds of screaming and fighting outside. Highwaymen.
Switching seats to her side as she awakens. I cover her mouth with my hand. Wrapping her closer, trying to hide her in the shadows, and its folds. The sounds continue and her trembling increases. then silence, only a voice, but whose? It is deep and does not sound familiar. Dear God, please. let our men have won. But the door is torn open and we can see a strange shadow, no features for the light is behind him. Pushing her deeper behind me, almost smothering her, I try again to hide her.
Acting bold and daring.
"How dare you disturb us!"
Hey you two... as you see I put in MDM wherever her character is mentioned. For though she is my Mistress, I did not know her name. Just let me know and I will edit it.
Geesh... it is all screwing. That's what I get for cut and pasting it.
Marissa:
The journey had been long and fatiguing, but neither of them complained much. It was hard, knowing that every mile brought them closer. Closer to the day when they would have to face the truth. The bald hard fact of the marriage. MDM was a noblewoman.
Her family name ancient and respected, though not as wealthy as it once had been. Her Father, out of desperation and need had betrothed her to a man to whom he owed money. In exchange for his daughter, and her virginity, her life, her soul, he would be
pardoned the debt and given many thousands besides. The deal was done and sealed before MDM had even been made aware of it. Her rages and temper had not stopped it. Her Father was in fact actually pleased to have her gone. her beauty and intelligence reminding him of his lost wife, and of his son. His son. The man who should be strong and noble and the heir to he name and estates. Instead lay next to his mother in a grave, only 2 when he finally wasted away. Over and over, her entire life, MDM had been told it was her fault they had died. Her living and stolen the boys strength, her twin. Once her Father had been a happy man, but was now embittered and sullen. Remarried, his current wife pregnant he wanted her gone. This offer had come and he had seized it, with encouragement from his new bride. What did it matter that her future groom was 58 and with the reputation of cruelty and evil. Having buried 4 wives already of various accidents and diseases. No one cared that MDM wept and raged.
Simply locking her in her room with her servant, myself. The only one who cared, oh and how I cared. Holding her through the years, young myself, but so much wiser in the ways of the world. I am a mere servant, belonging to her Father. In fact ordered back to him after the marriage. An order I am even now, as we ride along, contemplating ignoring. What shall she do without me?
Whom shall guard over her? Protect her? Hold her in the night when she cries and has her nightmares? Who else shall soothe her in my special way? Even now as I sit here watching her, she has a tear in her eye. Longing so I reach out and wipe it away. She turns and again I am stunned. her beauty is in her soul, shining out. Why does no one see it but me? The despair there also. She has forgiven me. It was I who got her in the carriage, calming her, till she let me pull her in. For the first few days she ignored me,
then raged at me. striking out and hitting me a couple times. But I was right, and in the end she saw that. We were going, no matter what. At least this way she had left with dignity. Another deep rut and we are thrown together again. her touch sparking a fire in my belly. Our eyes meet and we both see.
For, we have a secret she and I.
I? Who am I? I am Marissa, her servant, her friend, her nurse. Whatever she needs of me is hers. My life if necessary, my soul was given to her years ago. Raised together, my Mother her wet nurse. We have never been apart. There is nothing in my life without her. If I am forced to leave her I shall die. By my own hand if necessary, but I cannot return to her keep. Knowing what her Father has planned for me. To become the slut of his stables. A gift to his groomsmen for the work they have done. It is with fervent prayer to a God I don't even know exists or not that her husbands reputation be exaggerated. Perhaps she will be able to charm him into submission, and let me stay. I am useful in the household arts, and in nursing. Gardening even, for I was made to do
many chores by her Father.
But as we ride along, the landscape gets gloomier, the weather forbidding. A storm, and we are miles from shelter. An uneasy feeling surrounds me and I slip closer to her, our knees touching. Like we are being watched. it is the storm, only the storm. She has slipped against the side and fallen into a doze. I softly cover her in my cloak, for the air has chilled. Keeping an eye on her, as
always. With a start I realize I was dozing and we are stopped. the sounds of screaming and fighting outside. Highwaymen.
Switching seats to her side as she awakens. I cover her mouth with my hand. Wrapping her closer, trying to hide her in the shadows, and its folds. The sounds continue and her trembling increases. then silence, only a voice, but whose? It is deep and does not sound familiar. Dear God, please. let our men have won. But the door is torn open and we can see a strange shadow, no features for the light is behind him. Pushing her deeper behind me, almost smothering her, I try again to hide her.
Acting bold and daring.
"How dare you disturb us!"
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